Episode 109



Avery stretched out from beneath the blankets sensing a soft brush against her cheek as her eyelashes fluttered open and she caught her first glimpse of the delicate pink rosebud before her.  Unable to contain the smile that built up inside of her as Russell teased the flower over the side of her face, Avery turned in towards him, feeling him steal a kiss from her surprised lips to awaken her completely.  Curling her arm around his shoulders, she pulled him in over her savoring the taste of his mouth upon hers as this was exactly the kind of morning wake up she could get very used to for the rest of her days.
   
“Good morning beautiful,” Russell whispered against their lips as his mouth drifted just above hers, “how are you feeling?”
   
“Like I’m in heaven especially after that kiss,” Avery confessed stretching out from beneath the blanket again before wiggling her toes out from beneath the sheet.
   
“That’s exactly what I was hoping for,” he whispered moving away from her as Avery gave him a puzzled expression watching him head towards the bedroom door to exit as she sat up.
   
“Russ, where are you going?” she questioned in confusion finding herself alone again for a brief moment before Russ returned with a tray in hand and Rusty trailing at his feet, prancing along with a proud kitten stride before the two joined her again.
   
“Rusty and I were very busy this morning,” he explained matter of fact setting the tray aside on top of the new dresser that he’d purchased for their bedroom after he’d opted to give the room a complete makeover once Bruce had turned things into a nightmare.  Now as he could see contentment wash over Avery’s features, he decided that this was in fact the perfect start to a beautiful morning with his wife in their newly redecorated room.
   
“I can see that,” Avery turned her attention to the tray briefly listening to the sounds of Rusty’s tiny meowing while Russell picked him up off of the ground and set him on the bed beside Avery.
   
“Rusty did most of the work,” he grinned sheepishly, “I just kind of supervised.”
   
“He did, did he,” Avery couldn’t help but laugh as she turned her attention to her kitten scratching the top of his head as he began to purr against her hand, “You did all this for mommy?”
   
“That he did,” Russell nodded in agreement reaching for the tray once again and circling around the bed before he settled in beside Avery, “and he hopes you’re hungry.”
   
“Now that you mention it, I think I’m starved,” she admitted bringing her hand over her abdomen.
   
“Even better because we have a lot for you to choose from,” Russ added lifting a lid off of on of the plates before her, “look tempting?”
   
“Boy does it ever,” she nodded in confession, “although I’m starting to think my boys are spoiling me far too much.”
   
“It’s only because we love you baby,” Russ leaned over to kiss her tenderly before motioning to the plate of strawberry waffles before her, “Might I suggest we start with these as they seem to be Rusty’s favorite.”
   
“Yeah I’ll bet they are,” Avery laughed lightly thinking about Russell’s obsession with strawberry waffles growing up, “and I assume you just had to keep him away from all of this whipped cream and strawberries too, right?”
   
“I tell you, he was ready to eat it all, but I told him we had to share,” he continued with a tiny laugh dipping his finger into the thick pile of whipped cream before him.
   
“Share with me or with you,” Avery threw out a pointed look watching him reach for another swipe of whipped cream once again, “Russ, you are so cute.  Do you know that?”
   
“Of course I do,” he stated matter of fact as he savored his latest taste of whipped cream before fishing for another dip of it, “as I happen to know first hand that it’s part of the reason you love me like you do.”
   
“Maybe just a little part of it,” Avery laughed lightly watching him raise his finger as if he was going to take another taste of it before he shifted directions bringing the white, sugary topping down over the bridge of her nose causing her to squeal in response.  “Russ!”
   
“What,” he questioned innocently unable to mask his amusement with her reaction as Rusty leapt off of the bed finding himself rather bored with his parents antics as he opted to chase after the beam of sunlight coming in from the window at the far end of the room.
   
“Now you’re just being silly,” Avery reached for a napkin moving to dab her face with it.
   
“You happen to like silly,” he pointed out stealing the napkin from her and wiping at her face before claiming another kiss from her lips.
   
“Okay, so maybe I do, but still I have to wonder what’s gotten you in such a good mood this morning,” Avery confessed with a slow murmur against his mouth.
   
“Truth be told I think it’s a lot of this nervous energy I have inside of me coming to the surface and I figure what better way to get it out than to spend the morning entertaining myself with my wife,” he offered up smoothly reaching down to the waffles and cutting a quick bite to feed her.
   
“I must say I do appreciate your line of thinking, although I’m going to take a stab at this one here and say that this has something to do with the fact that you’ve been up for a very long time thinking about a lot of things this morning,” Avery eyed him intently as she pondered his eager behavior.
   
“Yeah, I have actually,” he confessed situating himself on the bed as he offered her anther bite, “as I had to call in to the paper this morning and fax over the article I’d worked up on Grady.”
   
“I didn’t realize that you were going to have that done so soon,” Avery’s eyes widened in surprise.  “I thought you said you were going to have someone else write that for you.”
   
“I thought I would considering how personal it was, but under the circumstances I couldn’t help but feel inspired last night after you went to sleep.  I got up around four and I started working on it and when it was finished I faxed it over.  Then I realized I had some time on my hands so I thought I’d do breakfast for us,” he admitted openly thinking about how he would have to face the world around him over the next couple of weeks.
   
“Even so, I can only imagine how hard that must’ve been for you Russ,” Avery reached out to squeeze his hand gently, “I would’ve tried to help if you would’ve let me.”
   
“And wake you out of the first peaceful sleep you’ve had in a long time,” he gave her a pointed look, “Not a chance as that’s the last thing I wanted to do to you.  You’ve been through enough stress lately and besides, writing is my thing, remember?”
   
“Even so writing a piece on your brother’s ‘dying’ however fictional it might be can’t be easy for you,” Avery pointed out with a frown munching on a piece of fruit from one of the bowls before her.
   
“Actually it was one of the hardest damn things I’ve ever done in my life, but I know it had to be done.  I figured if I could do that, then the rest of this will go over smoothly.  I mean, it just feels so strange to have to pretend that he’s gone, but I know what it is we’re fighting for,” he admitted with a sigh, “it’s just…”
   
“That you never wanted it to be like this.  Russ, none of us did and if you don’t think you’re going to be able to pull through this like we’d promised Grady we would, then we can just go on that honeymoon like Grady suggested.  We can take some time away and no one will question it…” she offered up hating to see her husband so very torn up about the choices that Cameron had forced their family to make, “We can take your parents along and let the world think we are going through our own grieving process…”
   
“No, as tempting as that is, right now we need to find out how Cameron is setting up Grady,” Russell explained determination in his tone, “because once we do that, then we’ll have Cameron right where we want him.”
   
“I couldn’t agree more, but that’s going to be easier said than done,” Avery added thinking about the case she had before her, “Dave is willing to give us some time here with our keeping Grady away, but that’s only until we can find out who tried to kill him.”
   
“I know and with Cameron, we might never know,” Russ frowned thinking about the situation they’d fallen into, “Granted Grady’s safe as long as he’s out of town, but eventually someone is going to slip.  Cameron’s going to be looking for more answers and…”
   
“We have to be one step ahead of the game,” she nodded in agreement, “which is why the sooner we find out what happened to Kipp Mahoney that night, the stronger my case will be.  If we can prove to the rest of the world that Grady was no where near Kipp that night after the party, then we can lay the groundwork for our theory that he’s been set up.”
   
“That sounds like a great start except you and I both know that Grady was bombed off his ass that night,” Russell frowned thinking back to the night that damn near ruined his life, “I got into a fight with him and then after he and Jade spoke with one another…”
   
“He was unaccounted for.  I know,” she nodded once again, “but I’m certain that he wasn’t the one who pulled the trigger that night.  I don’t think he’d shoot Kipp Mahoney.  Granted he was upset with things, but if Grady was going to kill someone that night in all likelihood it would’ve been me.”
   
“Well that’s a refreshing thought,” Russ rolled his eyes in response as a sarcastic groan spilled over his lips, “No your honor my client isn’t capable of attempted homicide unless of course I’m the intended victim.”
   
“Hey, we both know it’s the truth Russ,” she turned to look at him seeing the mixture of emotions behind his eyes, “regardless of where I stand with Grady now, that night was about a lot of emotion.”
   
“I wish I could take that night back as it would’ve changed so many things,” Russ confessed with a heavy sigh thinking to that turning point in his life.
   
“Hey, we got past the situation we were facing and Grady will too,” Avery insisted eagerly, “in fact, the more I think about it, the more I realize we can do this.  You and I can find a way to prove that your brother is innocent and I think I know the perfect way to start.”
   
Russ gave her a long contemplative glance before finally waving his hand at her, “Go on.  I’m listening.”
   
“Well, I think the key to it all is starting at the scene of the crime,” Avery stated simply as though it was the most obvious of solutions to the problem at hand, “only then will we be able to take a stab at learning the real truth about the night that your brother was set up.”
   
“That’s not a half bad idea,” Russ agreed pondering it for a moment, “maybe there is something that the police missed.”
   
“Given the things that have been happening in this town lately,” she threw him a very pointed look, “trust me on this one Russ, Grady needs us to do a little detective work on his case here.”
   
“So I take it we’re on our way over to the penthouse Kipp Mahoney was staying at before the shooting took place,” Russ watched her finish off the piece of waffle she’d swiped from him in his moment of contemplation.
   
“Exactly.  We do a little detective work of our own and we don’t leave until we find exactly what we’re looking for,” she stated decidedly ready to do whatever was necessary to prove that Grady was no where near capable of the things that Cameron wanted the world to belief about him.

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Deidra entered her office wishing that she could find a way to help her mother through the obvious heartbreak she was going through, but as it stood she didn’t even know where to begin in helping her mother after the previous evening’s upset.  Now she was just hoping she could find a way to at least help her mother push the memory of her failed romance with Rick aside long enough to get things back on track with the both of them as it had been far too long since they’d had some happiness in their lives.  Of course unfortunately they both had the same kind of horrible luck that lead them to heartbreak, but maybe in time that would change.
   
“Yeah right,” Deidra grumbled to herself working her way around her desk to check her messages when there was a knock on the door, “Come in.”
   
“Morning,” Shannon muttered under her breath stepping into the office as it seemed that she’d found herself less than comfortable in the nurse’s uniform her undercover mission had placed her in on this particular morning.
   
“Rough night?” Deidra questioned arching a curious brow as she watched the way in which Shannon staggered into her office.
   
“I’ve had better, but what else is new around here,” Shannon shrugged her shoulders simply, “the question is how are you doing?”
   
“You mean other than being a complete and total basket case about my own life?” Deidra offered up a weak smile, “Well, truth be told I’m a bit worried about my mother.  She was seeing this guy for a while and things didn’t work out…”
   
“Sounds like the story of my life,” Shannon remarked offhandedly slumping down into the chair across from Deidra.
   
“I take it you had a really, really bad night huh,” Deidra noted watching the woman assigned to help protect her.
   
“Pretty much,” Shannon nodded in confession, “ever experience the horrors of first date disaster?”
   
“Far too many times than I care to admit,” Deidra offered up in confession, “and anyone who tells you they haven’t is lying.  Believe me.”
   
“Yeah well I think I now remember why I gave up on dating to begin with,” Shannon sighed heavily slumping further back into the chair.
   
“I take it he was a nightmare, huh,” Deidra questioned eager to bury herself in something other than her own worries about her personal life for a while.
   
“No,” Shannon confessed openly as her tone shifted, “he was amazing, but this irritating, annoying, pain in the ass woman that stepped into our dinner and ruined everything.”
   
“An ex-lover,” Deidra raised a speculative brow.
   
“Worse, Heather Gibbons,” Shannon stated with obvious distaste, “you know her?”
   
“I know of her, but it doesn’t go much further than that, though the rumors say quite a lot about her,” Deidra noted with the beginnings of a frown.
   
“Yeah well there you’re very lucky as I’ve had the misfortune to keep crossing paths with her.  First with Brant and now with my date last night,” Shannon shook her head in frustration, “of course the worst part of it is as much as I’d like to wring Heather’s neck, I feel like I have myself to blame for things going all wrong.”
   
“Want to talk about it,” Deidra questioned simply as Shannon’s eyes returned to hers with an abrasiveness tacked on to them.
   
“Not particularly,” she paused, “though it just burns me to no end that I always stress being honest in a relationship and yet I meet this really nice guy and the first thing I do is put my foot in my mouth and tell him this completely untrue story about myself.  I mean okay so maybe I didn’t really lie to him as he made a lot of conclusions all on his own, but still, I knew better than to not set him straight.  I mean sure I could use the assignment I was on as an excuse for not being up front with him, but maybe I wasn’t letting him know who I was because I’ve just been too uninvolved in the world around me for so long that I wasn’t ready to take that leap.”
   
“It sounds like maybe this situation got under your skin,” Deidra noted watching Shannon spout off her thoughts out loud.
   
“Maybe a little,” Shannon sighed feeling another groan overtake her, “I just hate losing something that I think has a chance to…”
   
“To what?” Deidra watched Shannon fall into silence.
   
“To start somewhere,” Shannon frowned as she shook her head, “This sounds ridiculous, doesn’t it?”
   
“No, not at all.  It’s actually kind of refreshing,” Deidra admitted catching the scathing look that Shannon shot her, “What I mean is that it’s nice to be able to have a conversation with someone where they aren’t asking me if I’m falling apart or treating me like I’m this china doll that’s going to be shattered at any instant.  It’s just been a longtime since I’ve been able to just have an adult, real life conversation with someone where they weren’t centered around my bad choices and this is kind of refreshing in that sense.”
   
“I’m glad it’s productive for something,” Shannon frowned again, “but then again I suppose if my dating life is doomed for failure, then at least someone should get something out of it--even if it’s nothing more than amusement.”
   
“You want my honest opinion here,” Deidra arched a speculative brow.
   
“Do I have a choice,” Shannon countered taking note of the expression on Deidra’s face.
   
“Not really, but hey, a little advice never hurt anyone,” Deidra pointed out feeling confident in her words as she tried to help Shannon clear her thoughts.
   
“So they say,” Shannon muttered under her breath.
   
“Hey, if you’re not interested,” Deidra shrugged her shoulders simply.
   
“No, go ahead.  Lay it on me.  What’s on your mind?”
   
“Well I was thinking that it sounds to me as if you wish things could’ve gone better with this guy as he obviously made some kind of impact on you.  It would be a shame to not at least give it one more try because hey as I said before first date disasters happen to everyone.  If he’s truly as great as you think he is, then maybe he’s worth going out on a limb for.  I’m sure he’s not perfect either and if Heather Gibbons was trying to get in the way of your dinner, then he must be someone worth getting to know better as I’ve heard she had very incredible taste in men if nothing else.”
   
“Considering she was engaged to Brant Ashford that kind of speaks for itself,” Shannon frowned again thinking about her own failed relationship with Brant.  Sure, that had been a long time ago and she certainly wasn’t ready to roll down that nightmare course again, but with Diego, he seemed really different, really in touch with who he was and perhaps if she could find a way to work him past that initial feeling of betrayal, then maybe things could have another go.
   
“Well?” Deidra questioned as if breaking through Shannon’s contemplations.
   
“Maybe you’re right,” Shannon decided as determination carried over her, “Maybe I’ll give it another try.  I think I‘ll pay him a visit later and give this another go.”
   
“See, now there’s the spirit,” Deidra cheered her on as she rose from her seat, “Now since you’re feeling so very brave, what do you say we get a jump start on seeing the first patient of the day?”
   
“Please tell me it’s not a delivery you’ve got scheduled,” Shannon pleaded with her remembering all too well how the previous morning had given her plenty to be squeamish about.
   
“Don’t worry Shannon.  It’s only a routine checkup this morning, so hopefully things won’t be too much for you,” Deidra added with a sympathetic smile.
   
“Thank God because I don’t know how many more screaming women in the throes of the endless torture of delivery I can deal with here,” Shannon admitted wrinkling her nose with heavy displeasure, “Although maybe after another day of that, I might actually decide to say to hell with it as far as the whole dating thing goes.”
   
“Oh now, don’t try to find a way to chicken out already,” Deidra threw out a stern expression before handing Shannon the chart that she’d picked up from one of the other nurses on the way to her office, “as we’ve got lots of work ahead of us.”
   
“Wonderful,” Shannon muttered reluctantly following Deidra out of her office as she wondered how it was she always managed to get caught up in these sort of things in her life.

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Blake stepped into the kitchen unable to put her mother’s journal down as she’d stayed up most of the night thumbing through the entries.  Suddenly Blake had found herself swept up in a world of mystery that she hadn’t ever imagined possible where her mother was concerned as it seemed as though she’d never truly known a thing about her mother.  Okay, so maybe in having lost her so long ago that was a fair statement for Blake to make, but with the journals, it seemed as though she’d tapped into a private part of her mother that no one else knew--that no one else had ever known and for that Blake had been completely engrossed in discovering more about the woman who’d been so very absent from her life.
   
“And here I sit unable to refrain from thinking about what it means to have his arms around me--to feel his breath against mine as his kisses scorch me--to know what it is to have him with me touching me and holding me as if this was how it was always meant to be,” Blake read aloud as she sank down at the table completely wrapped up in the passage as she could feel her own pulse racing with emotion, “If Nicholas ever knew, then I’m certain that this would be my downfall--that I would lose everything, but in moments like these I would give my last breath to be able to lock the feel of him with my forever--to be carried away from the world of obligations and responsibilities I’ve pushed upon myself and just be his forever…”
   
“Good morning Squirt,” Brant’s voice called out to Blake causing her to nearly leap out of her skin as she turned to find her brother standing over by the kitchen counter eyeing her with curiosity.  “What are you up to this morning?”
   
“I was just reading,” Blake answered quickly watching as he stepped towards her, brimming with his own interest about what was keeping her so detached from his arrival.
   
“Reading what?” he questioned watching as the color rose over her soft, pale features.
   
“Nothing,” she blurted out quickly stuffing the book into her purse as she met his eyes once again.
   
“Nothing?” he repeated giving her a strange look, “Judging by the shade of crimson you are right now, I’m going to guess that it’s more than nothing Blake.  What gives?”
   
“It’s just…” Blake found herself at a loss struggling to come up with some sort of appropriate answer as she wasn’t ready to share her find with her brother or anyone for that matter just yet.
   
“Yes?” he inquired again reaching out towards her purse as a teasing grin expanded over his features.  “Let me take a look.”
   
“Don’t you dare!” she swatted at his hand pushing it away from her purse as she clenched her purse to her chest protectively.
   
“Why are you so worried about my seeing it Blake?” he questioned in confusion.
   
“Because it’s embarrassing okay,” Blake blurted out feeling the heat burning at her cheeks, “I was reading another one of those romance novels that you and Kenny always felt the need to tease me about growing up and I just don’t want you to do it again, okay?”
   
“Were we really that bad,” Brant frowned taking a seat beside her as he reached for an apple from the center of the table.
   
“Yes, yes you really were and I’d just as soon avoid that kind of mortification again if that’s alright with you,” she huffed in response turning her eyes away from him as her pulse was still racing at the heat that had been generated by the passage she’d been reading.
   
“Well, I have to say I haven’t seen you this worked up in a while.  It must be a good one,” Brant noted catching no response from Blake before he eyed her intently as if trying to decipher her thoughts, “Though something tells me there’s a reason that you’ve taken to reading romance novels again as you haven’t done that in a long time…not unless you’re having a bad time with the men in your life…”
   
“You don’t have to rub it in Brant,” she scowled back at him, her blue eyes cutting an icy glare in his direction.
   
“So that’s what this is about,” he replied with a knowing stare before his features shifted, “okay who do I have to kill for hurting my sister?”
   
“You don’t have to kill anyone as I really don’t want to talk about it,” Blake remarked stubbornly clenching her purse to her chest.
   
“The hell I don’t.  You’re obviously wound up and I want to know why,” Brant insisted once again sensing something behind what she wasn’t saying, “Blake, come on.  You know I’m only concerned because I love you so much and I want the best for you.”
   
“I’m beginning to wonder if that’s something that’s ever going to happen in my life anymore,” she sighed with heavy exaggeration as she finally faced him again, “My life is a disaster Brant.”
   
“Oh sweetheart, it’s not that bad,” he scooted his chair over to bring his arm around her shoulders as he could see she was hurting over something, “You can tell me what’s wrong.  You know I’ll only break the guy’s legs once…maybe twice if he’s really done something horrible.”
   
“Brant,” she let out a pinched laugh at his attempt at teasing her before she leaned in against his chest, “It’s just…well, the truth is that last night Seth and I broke up.”
   
“Really?” Brant’s eyes widened in surprise, “But I thought things were going so well.  The guy seemed crazy about you.”
   
“Or just crazy to want to be with me in the first place,” Blake sighed forcing herself to sit up straighter as she met his eyes once again, “He loves me so much Brant, but like an idiot I blew it.”
   
“Now why would you say something so silly?  If the guy doesn’t see just how good he has it, then forget him.  You deserve so much better,” Brant waved his hand dismissively at the thought.
   
“No Brant, I don’t think I do,” Blake sniffled wiping at her cheeks as her tears returned to her, “as Seth is really everything that any woman could ask for in a man.  He’s loving, caring, handsome and so very wonderful, but I’m just a moron.”
   
“You most certainly not.  No sister of mine would ever be dubbed such a horrible title.  I simply won’t hear of it,” he stated firmly pulling her into another embrace, “I just think you’re being too hard on yourself Blake.”
   
“Not nearly hard enough,” she admitted tearfully, “When Kenny called me last night, he told me that Zack married Johanna over in Seattle while they were out there checking in on his father.”
   
“He did?” Brant’s eyes widened in surprise as he thought to his words of warning to Johanna to get that loser out of Blake‘s life, “Well, hey that only proves he wasn’t worth your love and devotion in the first place, right?”
   
“Maybe,” Blake shrugged her shoulders simply, “but I was just so upset because it meant that Zack and I would never be and given how long I waited to have a chance with him…  Well, to make a long story short, Seth was there when I was falling apart and he saw what Zack being married did to me and I guess it was just too much.  He told me he felt like he was my second choice and he couldn’t live like that.  He walked out on me and said it was over.”
   
“Just like that?” Brant watched the tears pour down her face as he reached out to her again, “Oh Blake honey, everything is going to be okay.”
   
“No it’s not,” she sobbed harder, “If I’d only been able to make up my mind sooner and be sure of where my heart was…”
   
“Blake, no one is ever really sure,” Brant offered up sympathetically, “They just like to believe they are and usually that’s the time when things blow up in their faces.”
   
“You’re telling me,” Blake sniffled again as she tried to pull herself together, “so as you can see, I’m in the midst of a romantic crisis all because I was dumb enough to find two very wonderful men that I wanted to share my life with.”
   
“Well hey, let me ask you something,” Brant threw out on the table as she wiped at her tears, “Now that you know how things are, has that cleared up any of those conflicts you’ve been having about where your heart is?”
   
“Do you think I’ve had time to really think about that one,” she huffed in response, “Brant, I’ve just lost both the men in my life and now I’m faced with the fact that I’m just a big loser.”
   
“Blake, you’re not a loser.  You aren’t any of the things that you’ve been saying about yourself and if things were really meant to work out with one of those guys, well then it would’ve happened by now,” he paused thinking about Zack and Johanna’s wedding feeling a breath of relief past his lips that Zack would no longer be around to ruin Blake’s life, “In fact, you know if you’re really feeling this upset, I could always arrange for another spa visit for you.”
   
“Brant, a visit to the spa isn’t going to fix this.  Nothing can until I can figure out what’s going on inside my heart.  Only then will I be able to move forward--even if the men I love have already done that without me,” she slumped over on the table top with an exaggerated groan.
   
“Tell you what Blake.  How about I have a talk with Seth and see if I can set him straight?” Brant suggested thinking about the other man in his sister’s life.
   
“No, you can’t do that!” Blake squealed upon the request, “That’s absolutely out of the question!”
   
“Hey, I’m only trying to help,” Brant pointed out with a shrug, “as it’s my job as your big brother to do these things.”
   
“If things are going to work out with Seth it has to be because I’m one hundred percent committed to our relationship and as it stands I haven’t been able to give him that,” Blake admitted poignantly, “he deserves no less than that and unless I’m sure I’m ready for that, then I don’t want to waste his time.”
   
“Does that mean that you’re thinking about trying to find a way to salvage what’s left of the thing you two have going on with one another?” Brant arched a curious brow.
   
“It means that right now I need to get in touch with who I am before I can take a step forward,” Blake thought aloud wondering if that day would ever truly arrive in her life after the string of bad choices she had behind her.
   
“Well when you do that, let me know because you know I’ll always be there for you Squirt every step of the way,” he stood up from the chair he was seated in upon checking the time.  Leaning down to kiss the top of her head gently, he reached out to tuck his finger underneath her chin to urge her to look at him, “Until then try not to be so hard on yourself, okay?”
   
“I’ll try,” Blake offered up weakly watching him leave to get ready for work as she wondered if there would ever truly be a way to find where her heart was leading her before it was too late for love in her life.

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Jenna sipped her coffee wondering if it would have the same calming effect it usually did on her after the night she’d had at her apartment.  With the police hanging around until the break of dawn on top of her father’s uninvited arrival, she was fit to be tied to say the least.  She’d wanted to strangle him and that feeling had stuck around with her most of the night into the morning as well when Hart had urged her to take the day off, yet Jenna couldn’t find it in her to skip out on work yet again.  It just didn’t feel right to stay home because at least at work she could feel like she was accomplishing something other than fighting the urges to share with her father what she really thought about him all over again.
   
“Knock knock,” a voice called out to her as Jenna looked up to see Diego standing in her doorway with his same pleasant disposition, “got a minute?”
   
“Sure,” she waved him inside of her office, “how did you know I was needing a good therapist this morning?  Well, that or a good defense attorney as I’m about ready to kill my father.”
   
“Ah, the man of the hour,” Diego noted with a strange expression, “as I was actually coming down here to have a word with you about him.”
   
“What has the son of a bitch done now,” Jenna frowned finding her tolerance and patience where Douglas Mahoney was concerned flying out the window more and more with each passing moment.
   
“I take it he’s worked a number over on you,” Diego noted the scowl that tarnished her otherwise flawless features.
   
“No more than he has everyone else in his family,” Jenna confessed with a huff, “but that seems to be the name of the game with him.”
   
“I take it you heard something more on your brother, huh,” Diego questioned sensing something dark brewing behind her expression.
   
“Well, let’s see, where do I start?  Hmm, I suppose I could begin with the fact that my father is not only a waste of airspace, but he’s sleeping with Cameron Stone’s executive assistant and that in itself puts everyone close to him at risk even if he refuses to see it,” Jenna blurted out with obvious distain, “or we could go to the fact that last night I got a package hand delivered to my apartment with a finger inside and a note warning me that this is what happens to those who are close to Douglas Mahoney.”
   
“You mean someone sent you a finger in the mail?” Diego’s jaw dropped in astonishment.
   
“More so they decided to drop it off on the porch and the FBI is laying odds that the finger belongs to my brother who is probably dead thanks to Cameron Stone since we both know what he‘s all about,” Jenna added bitterly as she clenched her fingers in fists on her desktop.
   
“All too well unfortunately,” Diego thought to the man who’d ripped his happiness away from him a few years ago as thoughts of his beloved Maria passed through his mind.
   
“Oh Diego, I’m sorry,” Jenna began with a gasp realizing what she’d said as she could see the pain register in his features.
   
“It’s okay.  I mean it’s not okay, but I’m well aware what you’re up against especially if Cameron is involved in your life even indirectly,” he nodded accordingly, “as that man spells trouble.”
   
“Exactly, which is why I don’t understand why my father has taken to bedding that she-devil, but apparently that’s his way of saying that he’s just as soon have his family destroyed since he’s a selfish, manipulative bastard who only cares about himself,” Jenna added with a hiss feeling her nails dig into her skin as she fought to keep her anger from overwhelming her.  “But enough of that, what can I do for you Diego?”
   
“Actually, maybe this can wait,” Diego started feeling a hesitance overtake him as he thought of Jenna’s obvious agitation with her father.
   
“No, go ahead and lay it on me as I’m more than eager to find another reason to let loose on Douglas,” Jenna waved him on encouragingly, “Whose life has he managed to destroy this time?”
   
“Well,” he paused for a brief moment before letting out an unsteady breath, “it’s not so much what he’s done yet, but more so what he’s going to do.”
   
“Which is?” she questioned again.
   
“Heather Gibbons is pregnant with your brother’s child,” Diego stated simply watching a flash of something pass over Jenna’s features, “and it seems that now your father it ready to see to it that Heather will never get a chance to be a mother to her child.”
   
“What?” Jenna’s eyes widened in astonishment, “You mean he’s going to take Heather’s baby away from her?”
   
“That’s what the papers he had his lawyers send to Heather implied,” Diego nodded thinking back to Heather’s night of hysterics at the thought of losing her child.
   
“But he told me he didn’t even believe that Kipp was the father--that he didn’t feel that Heather had any kind of connection to my brother…” she trailed off thinking about the brief time she’d shared with her father, “but I’m guessing those were all lies as well.”
   
“I don’t know Jenna, but Heather’s already in a bad situation.  She let Cameron convince her that getting married to him would save her from something like this, but…” Diego began feeling tension creep in over his neck and shoulders.
   
“Heather’s married to Cameron Stone?” Jenna’s jaw dropped as she found herself unable to mask her surprise, “Since when?”
   
“Not long ago,” Diego sighed, “I don’t think she was in her right mind when she did it as he’s nothing but a master manipulator, but regardless of my warnings she married him and now I think she’s seeing what a mistake it was.”
   
“Wait a second,” Jenna waved her hand out in the air as a thought occurred to her, “this all makes sense.  Douglas was misleading me to think that he didn’t care if that child belonged to Kipp, but now that Heather’s married to Cameron…well, they have to be in on this together.  They’re just seeking out a way to ruin Kipp’s life and in using her as a little game of theirs, well either way my niece of nephew is going to be screwed, aren’t they?”
   
“Look Jenna, I didn’t come in here to go over the hows and whys, just to try to see if you could help me get your father to back off on Heather.  Despite the fact that she’s married to Cameron, she’s a woman in some need of serious help.  She loves this child already with all that she is and if she loses her baby…” Diego began making a desperate plea for Heather.
   
“If she’s married to Cameron then chances are she’s already lost that baby Diego.  We both know that,” Jenna stated bluntly thinking about the evils of the man they’d grown to despise.
   
“Even so, I can’t turn my back on her.  Heather’s a friend…” Diego began again.
   
“Who just so happens to be pregnant with my brother’s child,” Jenna added with a frown as she thought about the situation at hand, “Truth be told Diego, there’s no reasoning with my father and if he’s serious about this, then he’s not going to back off one bit.”
   
“I’m well aware of that, but I thought that maybe if you spoke with him…” he started again, “I know it’s asking a lot, but maybe just maybe…”
   
“He doesn’t want to hear what I have to say.  He’s made that apparently obvious,” Jenna admitted thinking of her father’s selfish actions, “though maybe if he truly means what he says about wanting to be a father to me, then perhaps he’ll listen to what I have to say.  He’s already ruined Kipp’s life and if he has any shred of decency, then maybe he’ll steer clear of his grandchild’s life so that the baby doesn’t end up like Kipp or worse.”
   
“Do you really believe he’ll just walk away?” Diego watched her expression change as something was clearly going on in her head.
   
“Probably not, but maybe by the time I’m through speaking with him, it’ll give him some perspective.  If not, at least it will give me some peace of mind in getting out what’s been bothering me for quite some time,” Jenna replied realizing that she had some unfinished business with her father that needed to be dealt with sooner rather than later.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Heather stomped her way into Cameron’s office not giving a damn about the warnings his secretary had thrown out to her about him being busy as she’d found herself far too wired up to listen to yet another feeble excuse as to why her husband wasn’t around.  This was the end of her tolerating his absences as Heather was going to demand his full attention and by every power she had about her, she was going to make him listen!
   
“Mrs. Stone,” she could hear his secretary chasing after her, but that would not thwart Heather’s mission to seek Cameron out as she threw open the doors to his office finding him seated at his desk with Thea standing over his shoulder.
   
“I should’ve known,” Heather hissed as her eyes narrowed in Thea’s direction, “is this why you haven’t been around?”
   
“Excuse me,” Cameron glanced up from the papers before him seeing Heather in a fury as Thea stood upright from the position she’d been seated in at the corner of his desk.
   
“Is this why you haven’t been coming home?” Heather demanded raising her voice with each word that spilled from her lips.
   
“Heather, you’d be best to watch your tone,” he warned sharply as Thea snickered in over his shoulder.
   
“Oh come on Cam.  It looks like your wife has her panties in a bunch,” Thea mused with a wicked smirk while throwing Heather a taunting expression, “so really there’s no need to be shy about what’s been happening around here.”
   
“That’s enough Thea,” Cameron warned sharply before directing his attention to Heather once again, “and I think it’s time that you and I have a talk Heather.”
   
“Fine because from the way things have been lately I was under the impression that you weren’t interested in any kind of conversation with your wife,” she remarked sourly throwing a glare out in Thea’s direction as Thea hovered in over Cameron’s shoulder watching Heather like a hawk, “Don’t you have somewhere else to be?”
   
“As a matter of fact she does,” Cameron answered for Thea before waving his hand at Thea dismissively while not bothering to look away from his wife, “good-bye Thea and lock the door on your way out.”
   
“But Cam…” Thea began curling her lip in a pout.

“We’re finished in here Thea,” he glanced over his shoulder at her throwing out a stern warning glance, “I’d like to speak with my wife alone now.”
   
“Fine,” she huffed reaching for the papers she’d brought with her to the office before marching out with obvious agitation before slamming the door behind her.
   
“Heather,” Cameron spoke his wife’s name in an attempt to keep his voice sounding cool and even as he turned towards her to offer up his attention, “what can I do for you this morning?”
   
“For starters you can begin by explaining where the hell you’ve been lately.  You say you’re coming here to the office and then when I call they say they can’t find you or your service picks up and while I know you’re dedicated to your company, no one works that much Cameron.  I’m not stupid, so how about we start with you being honest about where you’ve been?” Heather demanded.
   
“My my…” Cameron shook his head offering up an ironic chuckle, “so the honeymoon is over and marriage sets in.”
   
“That would have to start with your actually being around for it to be considered a marriage.  Of course given your current behavior I‘d have to make the assumption that you aren‘t man enough for the job these days,” Heather shot back at him standing her ground as her anger overtook her.
   
“And here I thought we had an agreement about things,” Cameron rose from behind his desk making his way towards her as he held his hands at his side, “Have I not offered you unlimited funding to start up your company?  Have I not provided you with a secure lifestyle that opens you up to everything that you’ve ever hungered for?”
   
“That’s irrelevant to what I’m saying and you know it,” Heather stood her ground seeing something burning behind his eyes as he bridged the distance between them.
   
“No Heather, I don’t think it is as I’ve held up to my end of the bargain.  I’ve given you what you’ve asked for in our arrangement and that in itself should prevent you from bursting into my office and making a mockery of me in front of my staff with your wild accusations,” Cameron’s voice darkened as he glared at her.
   
“I’ve been trying to reach you for days Cameron as this was supposed to be a partnership, not me doing it on my own with you always away,” Heather began to pout feeling something spark from his dark eyes as he reached out to her seizing her arms harshly.
   
“What’s wrong Heather?” he questioned in a menacing tone shaking her with each word, “Is it not enough for you to be able to buy everything that you’ve ever wanted?  Not enough to be given the opportunity of a lifetime built upon my hard work?”
   
“Cameron, let go of me,” Heather pushed against him only fueling the fire behind her husband’s sudden rage as he shoved her in against the couch set up in the far corner of the room.
   
“What’s wrong Heather?  Am I not giving you enough attention yet,” he growled as his fingers dug into her arms flinging her down onto the couch as fear began to shine behind her eyes.  Moving in over her, he pinned her down beneath him squeezing away at her arms as he hovered over her needing an outlet to channel his frustrations upon.
   
“Cameron stop,” Heather began in a state of shock feeling his weight upon her as his mouth dropped down over her neck kissing her roughly as he tore at her designer dress taking no liberties with manhandling her, “Cameron please…”
   
“What?  Isn’t this what you wanted?” he dared as his eyes grew wild with some kind of primal force that Heather had never witnessed before in her husband, “Isn’t this what you were seeking?  For some kind of husbandly attention?  Well, I’m giving it to you now Heather,” he forced his hand up her thigh in a rough, jerking movement, “this is how you wanted me to respond to your little temper tantrum, isn’t it?”
   
“No, Cameron stop,” Heather cried out feeling his weight crushing down upon her as he continued to assault her with his anger.
   
“Stop,” he repeated with a wicked laugh watching her squirm beneath him as her cries intensified with each movement he made over her, “but now Heather wasn’t it you who came here demanding that I be a man and give you what you need?”
   
“Cameron I…” Heather started in a panic.
   
“You were completely out of line and I think it’s time I start putting you in your place where you belong,” he commanded of her wrenching away underneath her dress as Heather cried out in horror.
   
“Cameron stop it!” she screamed louder than she’d intended unable to contain the fear that his sudden actions had pressed upon her as she felt him commanding complete control of her.
   
“Shut up,” he warned her sharply as her whimpers continued and his features tightened, twisting into something completely foreign to the man Heather had married. 
   
Suddenly the room seemed to smolder with hellish fires from within as Cameron felt all his frustrations mount and build into the explosive blow that he delivered across Heather’s cheek to shut her up.  He watched her cry out in protest once again as he reached for her arms pinning her down more completely on the couch as he vowed to continue teaching his wife the ultimate lesson in control where their marriage was concerned one way or another.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Blake carefully closed the door behind her as she made her way inside the Ashford guest house.  While she’d been careful not to give herself away with Brant, she couldn’t help but find herself mesmerized by what she’d happened upon with Seth.  Sure, maybe it gave made her a voyeur in on her mother’s life, yet as she found herself unable to turn away from the pages before her, she began to wonder if she was more like her mother than she’d ever thought possible.  Could it be that her mother had experienced a similar situation?  One that lead her to ultimately love with Blake’s father or was it that her mother was plagued with regret, much like Blake felt for the loss in her life with Zack and Seth?
   
“Oh mom, how I wish you were here to help me right now,” Blake sighed plopping down into the chair before her as she pulled the book out of her purse.  Slowly, she trailed her index finger in over the cover before a breath caught in her throat, “How I wish you could help me understand what it is that my heart is trying to tell me?  How I wish things could be easier…”
   
Unable to take it any longer, Blake reached for the journal opening it up to a new entry as her blue eyes searched the page, “Tonight I think I made a mistake.  I knew that I shouldn’t be doing it, but there he was.  We were hosting the Christmas party and I’d heard he was in town again, but I never imagined that he would be so bold to show up uninvited.  Nicholas had no idea that he was around, but I could feel it in the air the moment he stepped into the mansion.  I could sense it on my skin with the warmth that his arrival had stirred up inside of me.  I tried to ignore it--tried to run, but once again, he wouldn’t be denied.  I tried to pretend that I wasn’t effected by him, that his overwhelming presence didn’t touch me, but the moment he kissed me underneath the moonlight I knew that I was forever lost.  I knew in that instant I would allow him to take me anywhere…”
   
Blake’s eyes widened as she felt her throat go dry.  Reaching for the bottle of water she’d been drinking on the walk out to the guest house, she raised it to her lips as she continued to read.
   
“Nicholas was off with our guests charming them as he often does completely unaware of the sins I’ve committed--of the ways in which I betrayed him tonight.  I knew I shouldn’t have gone to the guest house with him, but there were so many feelings I couldn’t fight any longer--so many things I could no longer deny and as we made love, I silently cursed myself for stepping away from my marriage vows.  I know that I shouldn’t have betrayed Nicholas in such a horrible way, but I had to let him know--I had to spend just one last night in his arms or else I was certain I would die never knowing what it was I truly was meant to see.  After it was over I swore to the both of us that we would never allow such a thing to happen again and I left him once more this time swearing him out of my life forever yet knowing in my heart that in denying my heart the opportunity to love him, I’d just walked away from the only man I’d ever truly allowed myself to love in every sense of the word,” Blake finished reading the passage as she sank back further into the chair unable to contain her tears as it seemed that her mother knew exactly how Blake felt. She had two men in her life, one she loved and the other one she was obligated to so it was a different story but with a similar situation. She closer her eyes and sighed as she thought about her life, "Oh mother, how do I know what to do? How do I make sure I don't make the same mistake? Mom, give me a sign on what to do!"
   
Blake ran her hands through her hair and pulled her knees up to her chest. She sat like that pondering the thoughts that could change her life. She needed to figure out her life before it came to a point she no longer had a choice. She convinced herself she wasn't going to leave that chair unless she made a decision once and for all.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Cameron sank against Heather’s body feeling her grow rigid beneath him as a smirk spread over his features upon hearing her tiny whimpers.  Slowly he rose up from her shoulder watching the trail of tears track down her face.  He pushed one of the damp droplets upon her cheek away with the pad of his thumb memorizing the moment as Heather finally understood what it meant to be his wife.  Unable to suppress the feeling of pride that overtook him, he reached out to cup her cheek gently.  Cameron smiled at the moment never finding her more beautiful than he did in this second in time when she was finally seeing the way things were to be for them.
   
“Shh,” he instructed pushing her tears away as his hushed tone commanded her complete attention, “now sweetheart, I’m sorry that things had to be like this, but hopefully now you’ll understand what I mean when I say not now…”
   
“But how could you…” she began trembling beneath him as her throat grew dry in this moment of realization between them and she found herself unable to keep from crying.
   
“You needed to be taught a very important lesson and I had to be the one to show you,” Cameron continued lazily tracing her features as his grin widened, “but I’m certain that after today we won’t be having these kind of problems again, now will we?”
   
Heather remained silent feeling a shudder pass over her at the way he’d touched her, the way he’d forced himself upon her when all she’d been asking for was a little of his time--a little of his help, but now as the memory of him was still inside of her another kind of fear overtook her.  Closing her eyes she strained to come up with anything at all that she could say to change the situation, but all she could feel was the weight of Cameron’s body over hers, the pleasure he’d taken from her protests and the way it had been when she’d tried to make him stop forcing her to buckle under his urgings.
   
“I believe the appropriate answer in this situation is, ‘Yes Cameron.  I understand and I can assure you that I won’t ever act out of line this way again,’ now isn’t it?” he taunted her pushing off of her as he adjusted his pants watching the way in which she turned away from him lost in her tears, “Oh Heather, I know it’s upsetting, but you left me no choice.”
   
“You had no right,” Heather wrapped her arms around her body straining to pull together the last ounce of dignity from within as Cameron rose from the couch leaving her to feel cold and alone as she struggled to find the strength to get up--to pull herself together and get as far away from him as possible, yet all she could do was cry endlessly wishing that she hadn’t sought out her husband to begin with.
   
“No right,” he repeated with an amused chuckle as he spun around to face her again, “I’m your husband and I have every right to all that you are.  I own you Heather and I would’ve thought by now you’d see that.”
   
“You’re sick,” Heather found the courage to spit out at him as she forced herself up off of the couch pulling at her tattered dress in an attempt to shield herself from anymore of his torture.
   
“Sick as I might be, the fact remains that you’re still my wife--a fact that you were very eager to remind me of when you came into my office in a fury,” Cameron threw back at her reaching out to cup her face in his hand as he forced her eyes upon him, “and besides, you can’t tell me that I haven’t given you a life better than the one you were living before you met me.  No one else would give you what I have.”
   
“No one else would’ve done this,” Heather kept her arm across her chest trying to hide the shame she’d felt in having been assaulted by her husband.
   
“Oh no, they would’ve done much worse,” Cameron mused with a wicked smirk, “as William had a whole new string of adult films set up for you before I did you this favor.  I rescued you from that and for that you should be grateful.”
   
“What?” Heather’s jaw dropped in horror as Cameron seemed to relish in the knowledge he’d presented her with.
   
“Don’t tell my you actually believed I didn’t know about your screen time out in Hollywood,” Cameron knelt down before her brushing his fingertips over her shoulder and down her arm causing her to shudder upon his contact with her skin, “Oh yeah baby I knew all about your big screen debut and all about the arrangement you made with your agent when you first started.”
   
Heather said nothing as she tried to look away from him feeling as if she’d been slapped in the face yet again by the viscous tone he was using with her.  Closing her eyes, she felt her breath catch in the back of her throat as her stomach began to grow queasy with the moment Cameron’s laughter flooded her ears.
   
“Sure maybe Brant wasn’t smart enough to figure out what you were all about, but I am.  I’m not stupid Heather and I always, always investigate any and all business ventures that I enter into,” Cameron continued to taunt her, “and that’s exactly what you are Heather--a business venture that I can do with as I please.”
   
“You bastard,” Heather threw her fists out at him in a rage flailing her arms in the air wildly before he seized her wrists forcing her up off of the sofa.
   
“I own you Heather, so get used to it,” he mouthed heatedly drawing her in against him, “It would be in both of our best interest if you see fit not to forget that or else things will turn even uglier than you felt they were today,” he felt her whimper once again in understanding as he hugged her to him proudly, “besides, you can’t tell me you didn’t enjoy that far more than you did all those other nameless faces in your past that keep returning to haunt you on the shelves of video stores in Los Angeles where things are far less conservative than they are here in Coral Valley.”
   
“You make me sick,” she spat out behind her tears, “All I wanted from you was for you to protect me like you promised--to help me now that Douglas has…”
   
“Now that Douglas has what?” Cameron paused from his train of thought as he felt her sobbing into his chest.  Pushing her away just enough to see her face, he questioned again, “What has he done?”
   
“He’s going to take my baby away from me,” Heather sobbed harder than before as Cameron found himself in a moment of complete understanding.  “He had papers sent over and…”
   
“Oh Heather,” he gasped unable to contain his surprise as he pulled her into his arms completely, “I’m so sorry I wasn’t there to be with you when the papers came.”
   
“Sure you are,” Heather scoffed pushing away from him as she wiped at her face, “You lied to me Cameron.  You promised me that you wouldn’t let any of this happen, but now it is…”
   
“He’s not going to get his hands on your baby,” Cameron vowed watching her disbelief, “I swore to you that he’d never be able to do that and I’m going to hold true to that.”
   
“Why should I believe anything you have to say,” she questioned in confusion feeling as if something changed in him as his eyes took on a more nurturing expression.
   
“Heather, you’re my wife and this child is a part of our family,” he reached out to her watching her wince as he began to collect her in his arms.
   
“No, we’re not.  You don’t believe that,” Heather argued thinking about what he’d just done to her.
   
“Yes, I do,” he forced her to look up at him, “Heather, I only do what I do because I want to make you understand.  Don’t you see that when you came in here making those wild accusations about my relationship with Thea, it drove me crazy?  For you to think that I don’t care about you…  Heather, do you have any idea how far from the truth that is?  How insane you can drive me with your words?”
   
“I…” she started unsure of what to do or say as he reached for her hand bringing it up to his chest.
   
“Heather, you’re my wife and I just want you to understand that if we work together, we can accomplish anything.  That’s what I’ve been trying to show you--that when you put your faith in me, we can do anything.  We can fight anything that comes our way and we won’t let Douglas win this ridiculous battle he’s initiated,” he eased his fingers into her blonde hair, “You must believe that.”
   
“I don’t know what to believe anymore Cameron,” Heather admitted unable to contain her tears as he spoke in such a tender, loving tone after showing her the monster he’d unleashed a short while ago.
   
“Believe me when I tell you that I won’t let Douglas get his hands on your baby.  I‘ll do everything in my power to make sure that never happens,” he whispered solemnly pulling her into an embrace as a crooked grin pressed over his features upon the realization that the battle was about to begin for him leaving him ready to unleash the worst in his quest to destroy Douglas Mahoney forever.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

“You sure you can handle this?” Russ questioned feeling a flash of worry as he perused his wife’s attire finding himself a bit uneasy about the plan they’d come up with on the way over to the uptown apartment complex that Kipp Mahoney had been staying at until the night of his shooting.
   
“Russ, do you doubt my charms for a second,” Avery threw back at him, curling her full, luscious lips in a flirty pout.  She extended her newly painted nails out over his shirt, teasing over the buttons while she batted her eyelashes at him.
   
“No and that’s the problem,” he confessed with a frown, “What if the loser working security decides that you’re quite tempting in that getup and he tries to do something I‘m going to have to kill him for attempting?”
   
“Russ, you don’t have to worry about it,” she waved her hand at him dismissively listening to her high heels clicking on the pavement as she thought to the mission at hand, “All I’m going to do is flirt with him long enough to get us upstairs and then you can work on the rest.”
   
“I still don’t like it Avery,” Russ continued to protest as he opened the door to the marble floored lobby before them.
   
“Trust me sweetheart, this is going to work,” Avery promised blowing a kiss out in his direction before adjusting her dark sunglasses just enough to give off that air of mystery she was hoping to convey as she strode through the lobby making her way over to the security station.  Adjusting the ties on Russell’s oversized black trench coat she’d twisted his arm into letting her borrow, she held her head up higher thinking of the goal they’d set out for themselves as she cleared her throat in an attempt to gain the security guard’s attention.
   
“Excuse me,” Avery threw out in a sultry tone, allowing the shoulder of the coat to fall from her shoulder to reveal her bare skin just enough to raise an eyebrow from the security guard as she leaned in over the desk ever so slightly, “perhaps you can help me with something.”
   
“Yes,” he questioned with a gulp setting aside the comic book he’d been reading as his gaze dropped down to the part in the front of Russell’s jacket where Avery was certain to tempt him with just the right amount of cleavage to capture his full attention.  “What can I do for you?”
   
“Well,” she let out a flirty giggle as she leaned in closer to him, “you’ll never believe what I did earlier before I left to go shopping?”
   
“What’s that?” the guard questioned with obvious interest as the coat slid further down Avery’s shoulder.
   
“Silly me.  I left my purse upstairs and well, truth be told it’s caused a big damper in my mood.  I just can’t have that happening now can I?  Especially not when I was shopping for something to wear under this old thing,” Avery raised her hand to her cheek feigning embarrassment.  She could see the guard practically salivating upon her words no doubt wondering just what she wasn’t wearing beneath the trench coat as Russ was easing his way towards the stairs just beyond the guard’s post.
   
“You don’t say,” the guard grinned wildly unable to contain his amusement as his eyes dropped down to her breasts again causing Avery to fight the urge to groan at his lecherous stares.
   
“Oh but I do,” Avery nodded in confession, “and not just that, but well, I forgot my key up there as well.  I’m new in the neighborhood and wouldn’t you know it, I’m completely helpless right now.”
   
“Oh I don’t think I’d go that far,” the guard prompted pretending to have more interest in her tale than Avery was certain he did as he seemed to be insistent upon undressing her with his eyes.
   
“Then you give me far too much credit than I should be having after such a silly mishap,” Avery casually glanced over in Russell’s direction watching as he stopped just short of the staircase looking as if he was going to blow their plan apart with the way he was glaring at the security guard.  She waved him on from beneath the desk before she focused on the security guard once again.
   
“Sweetheart, I’d be more than willing to give you more than credit right about now,” he muttered as Avery began to trace her index finger up over the top of the trench coat while giggling in a stereotypical bimbo fashion.
   
“Hmm, now that does sound very tempting,” she lowered her sunglasses a bit as she read his nametag, “Ian, but I must confess that at the moment I’d really settle for my room key as it’s getting a bit chilly underneath this jacket if you catch my drift.”
   
“I think I’d like to,” he grinned from ear to ear eyeing Avery with an obvious hunger as she parted the top of the jacket just a bit further to give him a glimpse of the black lace bra she’d been sporting underneath.
   
“How about we start with your letting me upstairs and then we’ll work our way up to what comes next,” Avery winked at him tapping her nails on the desktop as she motioned to the computer, “so what do you say?”
   
“I think I can work on that,” he decided practically drooling as he clicked away at the keyboard before him.  “Where did you say you were staying again?”
   
“I didn’t,” she answered simply realizing that she was slipping out of the role she’d placed herself into much sooner than she’d hoped for as the security guard gave her a strange look, “I mean I’m staying in the penthouse.  My company rented a few of them out and well…”
   
“I’m going to need some identification to let you up there,” the guard remarked seriously as Avery curled her lip in a pout.
   
“I already told you that I left my purse upstairs,” Avery explained taking off her sunglasses and setting them down on the desktop as she batted her eyelashes at him, “Certainly you should have some kind of methods for dealing with situations like these.”
   
“Actually, I’m new here,” the guard confessed with a frown, “and I was told not to let anyone up unless they were able to provide some kind of identification--especially not to the penthouse.”
   
“Well what if I told you that my employer was the one providing me a place here?  Would that help?” Avery questioned with a pout, “As I’m sure Mr. Stone would be less than thrilled to know that I wasn’t able to get to my things after he was expecting to meet with me in the next half hour.”
   
“Mr. Stone,” the man repeated suddenly growing quite serious as he sat up straighter in his chair, “oh, well let me see what I can do.”
   
“Please do,” Avery urged him on watching as he clicked a few more keystrokes before looking to her once again.
   
“You must be Ms. Denton,” he half questioned as Avery offered up a quick nod.
   
“That’s right,” she added catching a glimpse of the monitor as Susan’s name flashed upon the screen, “I’m Susan Denton.”
   
“In that case, I suppose bending the rules just this once won’t hurt anything,” the guard slipped her the spare key offering up a wink as she accepted it, “but don’t tell anyone that I did this for you.”
   
“Don’t worry Ian.  Your secret is safe with me,” she smiled once again before heading towards the elevators and getting inside noting the way in which he watched her every step of the way making no qualms about hiding his enjoyment in watching her so completely. 
   
Once the doors closed, Avery let out a breath of relief as she pushed the button for the basement ready to get back on track again.  The doors opened soon after as Russell stepped inside handing her the bag of clothes they’d brought with them on the way over.  Reaching for it, Avery discarded the trench coat feeling a tiny shudder rush over her as she reached for the blouse she’d packed in the bag.
   
“For the record I hated absolutely every second of that while I was waiting downstairs because it left me wanting to kill that jerk,” he blurted out with a frown having taken a detour to the lower level as they’d discussed on the way over to the building.
   
“So did I Russ,” Avery confessed finishing with her blouse as she turned to him, “but that’s irrelevant right now because I did discover something very interesting.”
   
“Yeah, what’s that?” he questioned gruffly.
   
“It turns out that our crime scene is now Susan’s apartment,” Avery held up the key the guard gave her, “Not only has she moved in on Kipp’s job, but she’s living in the same place he was staying at when he came to town.  Coincidence?”
   
“I think not,” Russ added with a frown, “though something tells me that Susan knows more about this than she’s willing to let on.”
   
“Of course she does because you and I both know that she’s looking for a chance to bury Grady again,” Avery continued with a scowl.
   
“Still, if Susan’s living there now, well how in the hell are we going to find any evidence from the night of the shooting?  I’m sure that Cameron’s covered all the bases if he’s moved Susan in,” Russell continued thinking about the flaws in their plans for proving his brother’s innocence.
   
“We might not find what we set out to discover, but if Susan’s staying there, I have no doubt in my mind that we’ll uncover some of Cameron’s dirty little secrets and maybe just maybe one of them will lead us to clearing Grady’s name and taking Cameron down forever,” she stated confidently as the elevator doors opened alerting them to the fact that they’d at the penthouse area.
   
“In that case, after you,” Russell stepped aside allowing her to exit the elevator first as he realized that she had a point.  One way or another they were going to find a way to shake up Cameron’s world and teach him a thing or two about the true meaning of misery.


...to be continued...