Episode 118


“This is insane,” Diego repeated once again not wanting to cooperate with Heather’s request, “No one is going to believe that I’m the father of your baby and I find myself wondering if I should make an order to commit myself for even thinking about it.”
   
“So you think you might be up for the challenge, huh,” Heather beamed with enthusiasm.
   
“Heather, have you completely lost your mind,” Diego questioned bluntly, “Not only is this wrong on more levels than I care to think about, but we both know that Kipp Mahoney is the one who fathered your child.  Douglas now believes that and…”
   
“And we can prove him wrong,” Heather insisted with a fire behind her eyes, “You’re a good man and people listen to you.  You can just tell them that we had something, but you weren’t ready to face up to it until push came to shove.”
   
“Heather, that’s not something I would do,” Diego argued with her.
   
“Diego, haven’t you ever found yourself in a place where you needed help so desperately that you had to cling to what little hope you were given,” Heather questioned with tears behind her eyes, “Diego, I’m desperate and there’s no other way about this.  I can’t go back to Cameron and I can’t let Douglas get my baby.  Without Cameron, then I’m certain that Douglas will find a way to steal my child away from me.  He’s insistent upon seeing to it that my baby never gets a chance to know me.”
   
“But Heather you married Cameron.  He is your husband and that’s a choice you have to live with.  It was a decision you made against my advice and now…” Diego started with obvious frustration.
   
“He raped me Diego,” Heather blurted out tearfully, “That’s what I didn’t want to tell you.”
   
“What?” Diego’s eyes widened in astonishment while her tears continued.
   
“After you tried to help me, I went to Cameron for help,” she confessed painfully, “I tried to convince him to be what he promised me he would be and one thing lead to another.  He did this to me and the threatened me.”
   
“Heather,” Diego’s jaw dropped.  Her tears continued while she continued to tell him her tale, “why didn’t you say something before?”
   
“What could I say?” Heather sobbed harder, “I’m his wife for God’s sake.  How is going to believe me that he did what he did?  Furthermore, why would anyone want to help me?  You know what the world thinks of me.”
   
“Heather, that’s irrelevant to what happened to you.  If Cameron raped you, then you can’t keep quiet about this,” Diego continued, his voice overcome with shades of anger, “If he hurt you…”
   
“Diego, you’ve seen what my husband is capable of.  Do you really believe that he’s going to allow me to file charges against him,” Heather questioned behind a mask of tears, “He’ll use my past against me to hurt me.  Diego, I’ve done things--horrible things and Cameron knows it.  If he spills the word around town, then I know Douglas will use it to prove I’m an unfit mother.  Cameron won’t hesitate to hurt me again for defying him.  I know that he’ll try to take my baby from me if I even think about standing up to him and I can’t live with that.  Diego, you have to help me.”
   
“Heather, I want to help you, but with what you’re telling me, I can’t stand back and do nothing.  You need to speak with someone about what happened.  You need to tell the authorities…” his mind was reeling with the thought of what Heather had told him.  Suddenly her behavior was starting to make sense.  The things she’d said when she threw herself at him--the way she’d behaved--it all lead to signs of a woman who’d found herself in an undesirable situation.  “You have to say something Heather.  He can’t get away with hurting you…”
   
“No, I can’t do that.  Diego please,” Heather reached out to tug on his shirt, “I can’t bring myself to do that right now.  It was hard enough telling you and now…”
   
“Heather, I’ll be there for you each and every step of the way.  Right now we need to see if there’s a way that we can…” Diego started attempting to keep his emotions under control.   
   
“Right now I need you to be my baby’s father.  More than anything that’s what I need.  If you truly care about me and want to help me out, then you’ll do this one favor for me,” Heather pleaded with him, “You said you’d do everything in your power to help me once upon a time…”
   
“I know what I said, but Heather what you’re asking could…” Diego spoke up in a shaky voice.
   
“Could save my life and my child’s,” Heather sniffled her blue-green eyes reaching up into his, “now how can you walk away from that?  If you care as much as you say you do, then you’ll see this is the only alternative for me.  Diego please…”

“Heather I…” Diego replied ready to say something more when there was a knock on the door.  Seconds later Deidra entered the room eyeing them both intently.
   
“Is everything okay in here?  I was just about to let them setup the ultrasound, but if you need more time…” Deidra started to explain.
   
“Actually…” Diego cleared his throat uneasily.
   
“No, we don’t need anymore time.  Come on in,” Heather piped in throwing out one last pleading look in the hopes of getting Diego to work with her in her latest quest to keep her child.

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Brant squeezed Avery against him, unable to resist taking things to another level between them as their kiss continued.  She’d been reluctant, but now her mouth moved in complete synchronicity with his tempting him on so many levels all over again.  When he’d suggested the kiss, he was far certain that she’d want to murder him--that she’d fight him tooth and nail at every twist and turn.  To some degree she had, but once he’d pushed the kiss upon her, her reluctance seemed to give way to the sheer pleasure she was deriving from his attention.  Sure, she’d tried to hide from the fact she was attracted to him by covering it with the married veil, but Brant knew better.  She liked kissing him and by God he loved kissing her.
   
Dropping his arms down around her body, Brant slid his palm over her bottom, cupping her against him with evidence of his own desire springing up front and center.  She let out a tiny whimper with the movement, her body growing rigid until his tongue tasted of hers again.  He wanted nothing more than to lock this feeling inside of him forever--to convince her to be with him, but sensing her reluctance to be sharing the moment, he pulled away from her.
   
“See, now was that so bad, was it,” Brant questioned taking note of the breathlessness that had overtaken her with the kiss they’d shared.
   
Avery stayed silent for a long moment unsure on what to do or say while the taste of Brant’s kiss lingered upon her lips.  His assault upon her had been unwanted, undesired and yet, she could taste the passion behind him in ways she was certain she’d just as soon forget.  Watching his eyes cloud over with a dreamy expression, she felt the reality of what he’d just pushed upon her register and a scowl overtook her.
   
“You son of a bitch,” she slapped him across the face unable to contain her rage that flooded over her, “how dare you!”
   
“Avery, I…” Brant started reaching out for her.
   
“Don’t touch me,” Avery warned him sharply, “Don’t you ever think about doing that ever again.  Do you understand me Brant?”
   
“Oh please,” Brant rolled his eyes at her, “Avery, I know you can’t possibly mean that.”
   
“I can and I do,” Avery waved her finger at him harshly, “You had no right to kiss me like that.”
   
“If you didn’t notice, we kissed each other.”
   
“The hell we did,” Avery snapped unwilling to accept that answer after the way he’d pushed the kiss upon her.  “I told you not to do that.”
   
“Yet, you really don’t regret the fact that I did, now do you?” Brant challenged with an arched brow, “Even now, you’re wishing that I hadn’t ended the kiss.  Admit it.”
   
“The only thing I’m going to admit to is that you’re driving me crazy,” Avery scoffed back at him wiping at her lip in an attempt to banish the taste of him from her.
   
“Exactly,” Brant nodded eagerly, “just as you drive me crazy.  Avery, can’t you see we’re meant for one another.  This is something that we’ve fought for a long time, but you can see that the spark is still there.  We can be so good together.”
   
“No Brant, we can’t,” Avery shook her head at him, her eyes shooting daggers at him, “I’m married to Russ and that’s exactly where I want to be in my life.”
   
“You say that, but I really think that you’re hiding behind him because he’s safe,” Brant challenged, “You fear the unknown and that’s what I am to you.  You’ve never allowed yourself to love a man like me and that terrifies you.”
   
“Brant, I don’t love you,” Avery insisted with a huff, “Yes, I’ll admit that you’re very attractive and any woman would be very lucky to have your attention, but I’m not that woman it’s meant for.  I love my husband very much and he’s everything to me.”
   
“He’s only been put in that position because you’re lying to yourself Avery,” Brant argued with her, “You knew as soon as I felt something for you that it would be easier to go to Mr. Good Guy because you were uncertain about what someone like I could do for you…”
   
“No, I’m with Russ because I love him and I’ve always loved him,” Avery stated matter of fact, “He’s the great love of my life and nothing is ever going to change that.”
   
“Not even the fact that you feel something for me,” Brant arched a curious brow, “That somewhere deep inside you know your heart yearns to be with me?”
   
“Brant, what we had was nothing more than some kind of twisted attraction--lust at best and lust always leads to disaster,” Avery continued in a rant, “especially when my heart truly belongs to another man.  I was miserable without Russ and I wouldn’t do anything in this world to lose him again.  Not for you or anyone…”
   
“But Avery, we could be so good together,” Brant reached out to her, attempting to forge a bond between them once again.  “If you’d only Brant…”
   
“No,” she pushed his hand aside, “there is nothing happening between us now or ever and that’s final.”
   
“All because you’ve committed yourself to a life with the wrong man,” Brant curled his lip in a pout, “That hardly seems fair to me.”
   
“Fair would be your giving me space to live my life without all your little games,” Avery stated firmly, “because Brant I’m warning you I’m right at my wit’s end right about now…”
   
“And I’m at mine because I know that you and I were meant to be together Avery,” Brant began with an impassioned plea.
   
“No we aren’t and it’s about time that you deal with it,” Avery cut him off unwilling to listen to anything more from him.
   
“Maybe I don’t want to deal with it,” Brant cut back stubbornly.
   
“Deal with what,” a voice piped in as Avery spun around to find Russell standing in the doorway.  “What’s going on?”
   
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Mindy entered Alexandria’s ready to get a quiet cup of coffee before retiring for another movie night at the apartment.  Sure, she’d been working on looking into a new place, but with Guy having been out with Gabe most of the time, things hadn’t been so difficult.  Okay, so she hadn’t exactly been less than miserable either, but she was at least trying.
   
“What can I get for you,” the man behind the counter questioned.
   
“I’ll have a café caramel and a chicken club to go,” Mindy replied watching the man go tend to her order while she took a seat at the bar.  Looking around she could see it was a rather quiet evening unlike the last time she’d been at the place.  However, tonight she found herself more wired up than she’d been before.  Perhaps it was just that she’d been far too distracted in having had nothing else to do but dwell on her misery, she reasoned.  However, she had made a trip to the video store and vowed that she was well on her way to forgetting about all else that was falling to pieces in her life.
   
“Hey there,” a voice beckoned her from her thoughts.  She felt spikes of adrenaline up and down her back at the sound of his voice.  Sure, she’d thought that it might be possible to hear from him again, but nothing had prepared her for the charming hints of Hunt Lockhart’s arrival, “Mindy, I thought I saw you come in.”
   
“What?” she questioned forcing herself to turn around and look at him for a brief moment, “or it’s you.  Hi.”
   
“Hi,” Hunt smiled back at her taking a seat beside her, “I’ve been trying to call you, but you aren’t ever around it seems.”
   
“I’ve been busy,” she replied dismissively turning her attention to the man who’d taken her order moments earlier.
   
“I kind of figured, though you know I was kind of hoping that I’d get a chance to speak with you,” Hunt continued focusing on her, “I owe you an apology about the other night.”
   
“It’s no big deal,” Mindy didn’t bother to look at him.
   
“Yes, it is.  I asked you out and then well, I was out of line to not show up like that.  It’s just that I had this emergency and…” Hunt began again hoping to capture her attention.
   
“Save it.  You don’t have to tell me anything,” Mindy informed him bluntly, “It’s no big deal.”
   
“Then why do I get the feeling that you’re avoiding me because of it,” Hunt questioned point blank, “Mindy, I never meant to…”
   
“You don’t have to say anything,” Mindy shook her head at him, “I realize we hardly know one another, so it’s really no big deal.  Besides, I spent the night with someone else anyways after you didn’t bother to show up.”
   
“You did,” disappointment shone behind his eyes.
   
“Yeah and we had a really nice time, so it worked out for the best,” Mindy nodded in confession watching the man behind the counter return with her things.
   
“Oh, well I guess that‘s refreshing to hear,” was all Hunt managed to get out.  His eyes remained upon her as he contemplated his next words, “So do you think that maybe we could give dinner another chance?”
   
“I don’t think so,” Mindy shook her head paying for her meal and getting up from the seat she was in.
   
“Mindy, look I…” Hunt started apologetically.
   
“It’s just not the right time for me…for either of us,” she lied hating to risk having him see just how disappointed she was about the other night.  Furthermore, she didn’t want to set herself up for yet another let down given the way her luck had been lately.  “I really hope that you enjoy your stay in Coral Valley.  Good luck with everything.”
   
“Mindy wait,” Hunt attempted to keep her from leaving.
   
“I really have to go Hunt,” she spoke his name with a coldness that shocked him to silence.  Taking a step back, he was forced to watch her leave realizing that he‘d yet again screwed up what could‘ve proven to be something interesting in his life.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

“Well despite the fact that we had the little scare earlier,” Deidra announced with a grin, “It would appear that mother and baby are fine.”
   
“You’re sure,” Heather questioned with traces of worry in her voice.
   
“I’m positive,” Deidra nodded in confession, “in fact, if you’re interested, well I’m sure we could tell you whether you’re going to painting the nursery blue or pink here.”
   
“You can do that now?” Heather’s eyes widened with eagerness.  She looked to Diego with a smile reaching for his hand only to discover him offering up a light squeeze.
   
“That’s right,” Deidra added with a soft smile, “So what’s it going to be mom?  Want to be surprised or would you like a jump start on the planning?”
   
“Hmm, let me see,” Heather pretended to think it over for a moment, “oh hell, I can’t wait.  I have to know.”
   
“Well in that case, let me show you,” Deidra moved the wand of the ultrasound once again before smiling, “There you go.”
   
“Oh my God,” Heather’s jaw dropped in surprise while her eyes fell upon the image before her, “Diego, that’s…”
   
“Your son,” Diego smiled proudly seeing the way in which Heather’s baby boy was moving around on the monitor.
   
“I’m going to have a son,” Heather’s eyes filled with tears at the realization, “a baby boy.”
   
“And a very active one at that,” Deidra added with a tiny laugh pointing out the ways in which the baby was kicking out his legs in response to the ultrasound.
   
“I just never thought…I mean I wanted a healthy baby and I was hoping for that, but I never got to the planning ahead as to what I would be having,” Heather’s face lit up at the thought, “but a baby boy.”
   
“He’s amazing Heather,” Diego squeezed her hand once again from where he’d been seated.  He reached out to touch her face gently, pushing her hair aside.  He couldn’t help but smile watching her turn her attention to the monitor once again. 
   
“I just can’t believe this…” she confessed watching the screen intently as Diego found himself touched by this moment she’d invited him to share with her.
   
Looking to the screen before him, he thought back to a time when he and Maria had been together just like this.  He’d been so excited when he’d learned that his child was coming into the world--that they’d be having a son who would bring them joy for years to come.  Only that joy had been ripped away from him from the man that Heather had married.  Her husband had stolen his happiness a long time ago and now as Diego thought of Heather’s painful confession, he realized that there was only one thing he could do to make things right.  He’d made up his mind and now he knew there was no turning back.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Mindy slammed the door shut behind her upon entering the apartment.  Of all the days to have a confrontation with Hunt, why did it have to be today when she was already feeling like hell?  Sure, she’d tried to pretend that seeing him again didn’t stir up some kind of response inside of her.  Unfortunately however things just weren’t working that way in her life.
   
“First you fall head over heels in love with a gay man all over again,” she chastised herself while taking a long look at her appearance, “and now you’re getting all worked up about some commitment phobic newcomer that you’ve met less than a few times.  Mindy, what are you turning into,” she paused at that thought before frowning and speaking aloud again, “A nutcase.”
   
Groaning with the thoughts that consumed her, Mindy made her way into the living room ready to take her place on the couch.  Setting her the bag with her food in it on the coffee table, she searched around for the remote control to the television.  Reaching down deep into the cushions, she hoped to find it buried beneath her, but much to her dismay there was nothing to be found.
   
“It figures,” she grumbled crawling down into the floor ready to seek out the infamously absent remote control in the darkness beneath the couch.  Fanning her fingers underneath, she pushed her palm flat out into the darkness underneath the sofa hoping to come up with the remote, but once again things were coming up empty.
   
“Ugh,” Mindy groaned rolling onto her side away from the sofa.  She tried to take another look underneath from a distance before giving up.  Moving upright just enough to maneuver herself out of the small space she’d been in, Mindy shifted to the left and wound up hitting her head on the bottom of the coffee table.
   
“Damn it,” she cursed feeling an ache over the back of her head while the magazine rack that had been set up beside the table toppled over sending the various magazines out across the floor in a wild display.  She took in a breath trying to stay calm while making a mental note to pick the magazines up in a few seconds.
   
“Okay, can you please just give me a break here,” Mindy pleaded to the heaven’s above only to hear the dripping sound of something beside her.  Turning to look at the table, she noticed that her coffee had tipped over and was now pouring out onto Avery’s beige carpeting in a steady stream of brown.
   
“No,” Mindy cried out sliding across the floor to prevent any further damage to the carpeting.  In her quick movement, she reached for one of the magazines placing it over the spot where the coffee was dripping.  A second later, she set the cup upright letting out a breath of relief that something wasn’t a complete disaster just yet.
   
“Score one for Mindy,” she cheered under her breath before turning her attention to the magazine before her.  Noticing that the page it had been opened to had taken the most abuse, she made a mental note to get rid of the magazine in the midst of cleanup.
   
“Hopefully Avery won’t miss you,” Mindy spoke to herself rising up to her feet while carefully collecting the soaked magazine.  She crossed through the living room into the kitchen ready to dump the magazine in the trash when a familiar face on the page before her caught her attention.
   
“What in the…” she gasped setting the magazine down by the sink.  Her eyes skimmed the page as she immediately recognized the man before her as Gabe.  There were various photos of him in what appeared to be his European villa--some with him arm in arm with another man.  Mindy’s eyes widened as she carefully turned the page back to the opening of the article only to find a photo of the two men seemingly wrapped up in some kind of intimate embrace.
   
“Take a tour of paradise with Gabriel Teague and his longtime companion Marc Ashley.  Marc Ashley,” she read aloud suddenly making the connection with a gasp.  Continuing to read through the blurred coffee stained page, she saw that the article went on and on about Gabe and Marc‘s longtime relationship as the two men planned on committing themselves to one another in a formal service in the not so distance future.  Suddenly Mindy thought back to the upcoming party that Brooke was holding for Beholder.  A rush of panic washed over her when she realized that Marc Ashley‘s involvement with Gabe could only mean one thing for Guy and the rouse he was carrying on with his mother--trouble!

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“Russ,” Avery gasped her husband’s name while her heart leapt into her chest.  Fearing what he might’ve walked in on, she took a few steps away from Brant hoping that he hadn’t witnessed more than she was ready to explain.
   
“Hey babe,” he approached her, cutting a glare in Brant’s general direction, “I’m sorry it took me so long to get here.  I was caught up in traffic.”
   
“I’m just glad you’re here,” Avery threw her arms around him offering up an eager embrace.
   
“You know there’s no place I’d rather be than with you,” Russell informed her while turning his attention to her flushed features.  Reaching out to touch her cheek gently his concerned eyes brushed over her, “Hey, are you okay?”
   
“Why wouldn’t she be okay,” Brant questioned gruffly, “She was just talking with me.”
   
“All the more reason to ask,” Russell glared back at him before directing his attention to Avery.
   
Avery nodded, “I’m fine Russ.  Really.”
   
“Then what was all the yelling about,” Russell questioned in confusion, “I heard a little bit here and there on my way up.”
   
“We were just discussing a heated issue going on at work,” Brant offered up with a smug expression, “It seems your wife and I are on opposite ends of the issue despite the fact that we’re both hoping for the same outcome in time.”
   
“No we aren’t,” Avery turned to glare at him, “I think that what you’re planning will only lead to disaster and if you keep pushing it the way that you have, then you’re going to lose more than you ever imagined.”
   
“See now I think in this particular venture, it’s well worth taking a gamble on,” Brant began to address Russell, “Don’t you think that sometimes the best things in life are worth going out on a limb?”
   
“I think that if Avery’s got bad feelings about your approach, it’s probably well worth listening to her,” Russell remarked, his jaw tight with tension.  He looked around the room, “Where’s your mother?”
   
“She went downstairs for a bit, but she got lost it would seem,” Avery confessed wishing that Brooke had just stayed put long enough for her to avoid the confrontation with Brant.  “You know maybe we should go find her.  I really am kind of tired and I’d like to get on home if you don’t mind.”
   
“Not at all.  My parents were taking it easy tonight and after I called, well I figure you and I have some things to discuss that would be better left said at home,” Russell nodded in agreement unwilling to clue Brant in on the things they’d been doing to clear his brother’s name.
   
“That’s a wonderful idea,” Avery added reaching for his hand, “We can just go say our goodbyes to Brooke and go home.”
   
“If that’s what you want sweetheart,” Russell accepted her idea while feeling her lead him out of the room without so much as a goodbye to Brant.
   
Brant watched Avery’s hasty retreat while flashes of the kiss they shared danced through his mind.  Sure, Avery might be looking for an escape, but he knew better.  After the kiss they’d shared, he came upon the realization that Avery could try to run as long as she liked, but when it came down to it, she couldn’t hide from her heart.  She was clearly conflicted about the way Brant could make her feel.  Knowing that Brant realized it was only a matter of time before he was able to coax her into his arms.  And coax her he would because sooner or later they would have that future he’d been banking on between them.

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“So what’s on your mind,” Shannon questioned taking a seat in Dave’s office.  She could see that there was worry over his brow and that something was far from being right in his mind.
   
“Something just isn’t adding up,” Dave admitted lowering his voice before slumping down into his chair on the opposite side of the desk, “I mean okay, so the print we found was Simon’s…”
   
“But?” Shannon arched a curious brow.
   
“But it’s too easy,” Dave sighed shaking his head at the thought, “Avery railed into my about that back at the Ashford estate and then I really started thinking about it.  How could Simon gotten in here without some kind of assistance?”
   
“Dave, I wish I could tell you that,” Shannon offered up thinking about the details of the crime that had taken place, “but if your gut is telling you that there’s something more happening, then you have to run with it.  You can’t ignore your instincts.”
   
“That night I made sure that Grady was safe,” Dave confessed with a frown, “I did everything in my power to keep him out of harm’s way.  The only way anyone could’ve gotten back there, well would be if they had some kind of help from the inside.”
   
“You mean from someone on the department?” Shannon arched a speculative brow.
   
“I hate to think that one of my men could be involved in something like this, but too many things keep happening Shannon.  I don’t want to bring Internal Affairs into this, but…”
   
“But you have some idea of who it might be, don’t you?” Shannon interrupted sitting up straighter in her chair, “You’re starting to think that this goes beyond that night Grady Denton was stabbed.”
   
“That’s what’s starting to worry me,” Dave nodded in confession, “I had the lab work on the print we found at the crime scene right away.  Simon’s name came up, but…”
   
“But what?”
   
“When they moved in on him, some of my men were saying that all he could talk about was his being a foreigner in the country--as if he believed they were coming after him for his illegal status,” Dave frowned back at her.
   
“Not exactly the first thing you’d be expecting to hear out of a murderer’s mouth now is it?” Shannon caught on to what he was saying.
   
“I wasn’t there, but from what I gathered, it didn’t appear that he was the least bit concerned about what had transpired with him and Grady,” Dave divulged wearily, “and then when I discovered that he’d been shot…”
   
“Yeah, I thought that was kind of interesting when I read the report.  Sharpe shot him point blank in the center of the head,” Shannon recalled the details, “which usually isn’t the first option.”
   
“No it’s not…especially when there’s a hostage…” Dave stopped himself mid-sentence when a thought occurred to him, “Oh God, I didn’t mention to Deidra about Diane.  They took Diane to the hospital yet I didn’t think to tell her that Diane was injured.”
   
“Dave, it’s okay,” Shannon watched the color drain from his face, “I’m sure that she’ll understand that you were busy and besides by now I’m sure that someone has mentioned something to her.  Coral Valley isn’t exactly a large place so I’d imagine someone at the hospital must’ve said something.”
   
“I should’ve said something,” Dave reached for the phone dialing Deidra’s office in the hopes of delivering the information to her about her sister.
   
“Let me see the reports again,” Shannon leaned over his desk snatching up the file before her while she tried to make sense of the mystery before her.
   
“She’s gone,” Dave frowned hanging up the phone with guilt eating away at him.
   
“Maybe she heard the news and she’s on her way to her sister’s room,” Shannon suggested once again.
   
“Perhaps, but I think I’m going to page her just to be sure.  She has a right to know what’s happening with her sister,” Dave decided unwilling to skirt around the issue where Deidra was concerned.  One way or another he vowed to keep Deidra in the loop about her family even if it meant pushing aside the real issue at hand for a while longer.

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Deidra stepped out into the night unable to keep from thinking about what she’d witnessed between Diego and Heather.  While she wasn’t quite sure about the state of their relationship, she couldn’t help but feel a bit envious to watch the two with one another.  It wasn’t often that a woman found someone to care about them as completely as it appeared Diego cared about Heather.  Sure, Deidra wasn’t one to form opinions and state them aloud, but there was certainly something brewing especially after Heather had found out she was having a son. 
   
Okay, so maybe Deidra was spending far too much time focusing on anything other than her own life, she thought to herself.  Maybe that was the real heart of the problem, or perhaps it had more to do with the fact that Andy had been a true failure as a husband.  Time and time he’d made her feel like she was the one to blame, yet she was convinced that she’d been a good wife to him.  She’d given her all to their marriage in the hopes that it would keep Andrew satisfied, but his multiple affairs had only shown her just how delusional she’d been about that very fact.
   
“But it’s in the past,” Deidra reminded herself stepping up the pace while making her way out to her car.  She’d parked in the far lot this afternoon upon having to come in on a later shift, but now that the parking lot wasn’t nearly as full as it had been, she almost wished that she hadn’t decided to be so far away from the hospital.
   
A shiver of fear rushed over her at the thought that Shannon wasn’t around tonight to keep an eye on her.  Sure, she’d thought it ridiculous to have to be watched all the time, but when she remembered the mistakes she’d made on the island due to Andy’s withdrawing from their relationship, she knew she could never truly be free.  She’d stepped into the lion’s den with Bruce Mathis and unwittingly become a target.  That in itself sent another rush of tremors up over her spine.
   
“You’re almost there,” she mentally instructed herself reaching into her pocket to pull out her keys when the sound of footsteps from behind her captured her attention.  Turning around she scanned the lot seeing nothing out of the ordinary other than the light flickering over head.  The dim glow above her buzzed with the reality that it would burn out and expire shortly much like her own social life had been.
   
“Would you stop already,” she grumbled returning to her path to her car in the hopes of putting her worries aside.  Right now a long bubble bath and an even longer nap sounded incredible.  That much she was certain of, she decided picking up her pace again.
   
Suddenly another crashing sound rose up from behind her, but before Deidra could get a look at what was going on, she felt a hand clamp down over her mouth and the cold, hard taste of steel pressed up against her throat.
   
“Going somewhere,” a low, raspy voice questioned while she became very aware of the man behind her.  His body crushed up against hers while he kept the blade flush against her skin.  She tried to move only to feel a tiny pang of ache over where he’d held the blade to her body.
   
“Now don’t wiggle too much sweetheart,” he urged her on while squeezed her in his arms, “because I really wouldn’t want to hurt you just yet.”
   
Deidra felt a pinched scream build up in the back of her throat, but the blade kept her silent.  She felt the man release her mouth, yet the blade remained.
   
“Don’t you get any funny ideas about screaming here because I swear to you I’ll cut your throat out if you even try it Deidra,” he warned his nose nuzzling the side of her neck, “I missed you.”
   
“What do you want from me,” she questioned with a tight whisper straining to find some way out of the situation.
   
“Why to finish what we started on the island sugar,” he mouthed into her ear before tracing his tongue over the side of her throat.
   
Deidra felt another whimper build up in her throat as her fears got the best of her.
   
“You know I’ve waited a long time for this especially after you left me hanging like you did,” he practically growled, his hand moving in over her body in a lecherous fashion, “I wasn’t finished with you.  I’m still not finished with you.”
   
“Let go of me please,” Deidra begged of him, “I won’t tell anyone what I know if you do.”
   
“Of course you won’t,” he grinned nefariously, his mouth moving in to nibble on her neck once again, “because I’m not about to let you leave me again.”
   
“Bruce please…” Deidra cried out with a whimper.   
   
“Ah, so you have been keeping track on me now haven’t you,” he chuckled with amusement, “Though I must confess that I much rather enjoyed being Christian with you on the island.  However, tonight I can give you your first taste of Bruce if you like.”
   
Deidra’s heart pounded in her chest upon completion of his words.  Suddenly images of the heart he’d dropped off on Avery’s honeymoon suite filled her head.  The things the reporters had said about him clouded her memory causing her body to react with repulsion and terror.
   
“Don’t worry though,” he tried to assure her, “I’m going to make tonight very good for you.”
   
“Hey, what are you doing over there,” a voice sounded out through the darkness catching Bruce clearly off guard in the moment. 
   
The blade slipped away from Deidra’s neck as he looked out into the direction of the sound.  Taking advantage of the opportunity, Deidra stomped on his foot, wiggling out of his grasp frantically.  Screaming as loud as she could, Deidra raced forward towards the sound of the man who’d no doubt come to her rescue.
   
“Help me,” she cried out watching the man rush towards her in a haste.  “He’s trying to kill me.”
   
After that words weren’t registering in her with her movement.  The pounding of her heart kept her moving forward--the need to get away and to survive overwhelming her with each step she took.
   
“Hey, you’re going to be okay,” the man explained to her, his dark eyes glancing out to the direction that Deidra had come from.  Reaching into his pocket, he withdrew his cell phone handing it over to her, “Call for help.  I’m going after him.”
   
“No wait,” Deidra began watching her rescuer chase off after the man who’d haunted her nightmares.  With trembling hands she dialed 911 and prayed that the heroic stranger who’d happened upon her wouldn’t be wounded in his attempts to save her.  A few minutes later, she noticed the shadows of a man approaching and a sudden dread overtook her.
   
“He’s gone,” the man she’d just met in the parking lot announced as he emerged from the shadows, “I tried to catch up with him, but he had too big of a head start.”
   
Deidra said nothing while she clenched the man’s phone in hand.  Unable to come up with anything, but the terror that consumed her, she began to tremble before him shaking like a leaf.
   
“Hey, it’s going to be okay,” he reached out for her watching her retract from his attempts at comforting her.  Sensing her heavy distrust in the moment, he reached into his pocket pulling out his hospital ID badge, “It’s okay.  I’m a doctor here.  My name is Dean Carlisle and I’m a surgeon.  I was just walking out to my car and I thought you might need some help.”
   
Deidra took another step back finding herself up against a car.
   
“Hey, I’m not going to hurt you,” Dean promised her holding out his nametag, “See.”
   
“I…” Deidra started reading the nametag before turning her eyes to him once again realizing that it made no difference.  She tried to be strong--tried to keep from behaving like a blubbering idiot, but all that came out were the tears she fought so desperately to hide from the world.  There was no denying her past any longer.  Bruce Mathis was going to see to that one way or another and when he finally caught up with her, she knew exactly where she would wind up.  The man before her had only denied the inevitable, she realized feeling her knees give out as she collapsed into his arms.



...to be continued...