Episode 214
Ben walked through the doors to the BBK offices ready to go up and see if
Diane was around. While shed said she had a few other things to do,
the truth to the matter was that hed had a few plans of his own. However,
a big one of them had been sitting in the top drawer of his desk as he thought
about the tickets hed bought for tomorrow night. Knowing that there
was a chance he could run into Diane, Ben opted to head out to the office
and pick up his envelope of tickets. Okay, so maybe he was cheating a little
in terms of figuring out her surprise, but he couldnt help himself.
It was a nice distraction to all the misery taking place in Coral Valley lately.
Hold the elevator, a voice called out to Ben just as he was ready
to go up to his office. He pushed the door open button and at the last minute
Cathy leapt into the elevator shaft beside him.
Thank you, she smiled brightly suddenly surprised to see him standing
before her. She stood taller, tossing her hair back over her shoulder, well
Ben, how ever are you this evening?
Pretty good Cathy. How about yourself? he replied politely thinking
about his plans for the weekend with Diane.
Im good--really good actually, though I must confess Im
rather surprised to see you here at a time like this. I wouldve thought
youd be home with Diane on your day off possibly celebrating,
Cathy replied watching Ben look to the numbers overhead alerting them to which
floor they were headed to.
Celebrating? he repeated focusing his attention on her.
Thats right, she nodded taking note of the expression on
his face, Rumor has it you and Diane are expecting.
Expecting, he replied with a small gulp, Well now where
in the world did you get that kind of rumor?
From Diane when I saw her picking up a pregnancy test earlier,
she paused taking note of the blank expression on his face as she found herself
eating it all up. Something about his obvious not knowing what she was talking
about and about Dianes strange behavior when theyd run into one
another was starting to make sense, I mean I just assumed that shed
told you what she was doing in picking one up since you are the man shes
dating these days.
Well, I um
Ben cleared his throat uneasily trying to imagine
why Diane wouldnt say anything to him if shed suspected she was
pregnant.
Cathy continued to say something more, but Ben started recalling the past
few weeks in his mind. Diane had been a bit tense and acting a bit moody,
yet he hadnt even given thought to her being pregnant. Sure, maybe some
signs were there, but with Jades being missing, well they hadnt
had much time to talk about things--other than the brief casual conversations
about a wedding eventually.
Of course Diane had told him that shed had a surprise in store for this
evening as well. Could it be that she was going to tell him she suspected
she might be pregnant? Was she going to find a way to share the news with
him that he was going to be a father under a romantic setting once she was
sure? Was that what she was waiting for when shed insisted that tonight
theyd have a memorable evening.
You know it doesnt surprise me in the least that Dianes
trying to pull this pregnancy card in the hopes of keeping you. Shes
been such a slut over the last few years that I didnt think anyone would
be dumb enough to take up with her, Cathy continued to ramble wrinkling
her nose in disgust, No offense, but when I heard that youd actually
started seeing her, well I must admit that Id thought youd lost
your mind as you always struck me as the kind of man that had taste and culture
about you. You didnt come off as being someone who would be charmed
by a bargain basement whore like Diane when shes already been around
the block far too many times already
The elevator buzzed alerting them that theyd reached their floor and
as the doors open Cathy saw that Ben hadnt been paying attention to
a word shed been saying.
Excuse me, Ben blurted out rushing past her in the hopes of catching
up with Diane if she was in fact at work. If not, well hed have to pick
up something special on the way home because if Diane was pregnant it meant
that things were about to change for the both of them. Sure, hed thought
about having a family with her, but not this fast. Although if it was in fates
hands for them to have a baby and Diane was in fact pregnant Ben realized
he couldnt be anymore happier than he was right now anticipating what
the future could hold in store for him and the woman he loved.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Diane stood in the small bathroom at her apartment looking at the contents
of the box that she just tore open. Shed read the instructions and while
she knew full well that this was going to be simple enough, she realized that
simplicity didnt feel like it would have a place if she was pregnant.
Life was complicated enough lately, yet if she was having a child that would
put things into more of an uproar then she even wanted to think about.
This is silly, she thought to herself aloud reaching for the box
the pregnancy test had come in, You cant be really pregnant. I
mean what are the odds considering?
Pretty damn good if you ask me, she heard a voice echo in the
back of her head.
No, they arent, she argued with herself, I mean okay
so yeah Ben and I have been closer lately, but still
You and I both know that if youre pregnant, Ben isnt the
father, her reflection taunted her, The way we both see it, you
cant get away with everything. Hes going to know about JT sooner
or later.
That was one time, Diane argued with herself, It didnt
count.
It counts enough for you to be standing here doubting whether or not
that night has come back to haunt you, doesnt it? her reflection
taunted once again, You knew full well what you were doing that night
with JT and the fact that you didnt tell Ben, well you only have yourself
to blame.
Ben and I werent together that night and I was drunk, she
insisted desperately.
There you go again. Always using alcohol as an excuse. If I recall correctly
that was the name of the game when you and JT were together, wasnt it?
her subconscious continued to eat away at her, The fact is regardless
of what excuses youd like to make for yourself right now, you know full
well JT is an addiction that you cant seem to rid yourself of.
JT is not an addiction! she snapped shaking her head urgently,
Hes not and Im not pregnant. Ill prove it. Ill
just take this test and show the world that Im not pregnant. That this
is all just a misunderstanding and then
Then what? Do you really think that you can live with yourself knowing
what you did to Ben? Do you think he can still love you once he learns of
how you betrayed him? her inner voice taunted further.
Ben loves me and I love him. Hes never going to find out about
JT. This isnt going to be positive and Im not going to lose him,
Diane thought aloud praying that the mistake shed made wouldnt
destroy any chance of a future for her with the man she truly loved. She reached
for the test once again ready to put an end to the questions. Taking in a
long, slow breath she said a silent prayer one more time that things would
work out for her and Ben. Shed come so very close to happily ever after
and she couldnt afford to lose that now. She needed things to work out
for her--for her dream to come to fruition and that dream didnt include
letting JT get the power to destroy her life forever. She may have let him
in, but shed be damned if shed let him in again. Things would
work out. They just had to.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Well this is the perfect ending to a perfect vacation, wouldnt
you think? JT muttered catching note of the icy glare that Valerie shot
out at him.
Shut up, she scowled feeling the seat in front of her bump against
her knees. She slapped the top of the chair, causing the man in the seat to
jump out of his slumber, Hey buddy can you watch where you stick that
thing? Youre cramping me in.
Listen you, the man prepared to yell at her until he caught a
good look at her. His anger transformed to a smile as his eyes moved in and
over her, well hello miss. Im terribly sorry about that. If theres
anything I can do to make this ride easier for you, then just
Yeah thats great, she rolled her eyes at him dismissively,
just sit the damn chair upright and try to quit gawking.
The man scowled again before turning away from her and leaving his chair where
it had been previous to her complaint.
You just have a way with people dont you, JT chided unable
to contain his amusement after the trip had turned into one big nightmare
for the both of them, First you fail to make the impression that you
thought you were going to make on Seth and then you wind up in jail, which
was real nice there
Do you not listen? she growled at him, I told you to shut
up too.
I heard you, but then again considering that the last time I listened
to you, it only ended up wasting my time, well I feel that right now it would
do you good to listen to me for a change. Honestly what did you think you
were going to accomplish there other than making yourself an open target?
Seth didnt marry the bitch, did he? she flashed him a wide
grin, her jaw still hurting after the way Sarah had slugged her in the jail
cell.
True, but he didnt wind up running back to you now either, did
he? he pointed out smugly.
Thats just a minor technicality, but itll happen. When he
gets his head out of the clouds and he stops being blinded by her spell, hell
come around, she boasted with a small huff.
Yeah with a restraining order, he rolled his eyes at her before
looking to the magazine hed picked up in the airport. He started to
thumb through it only to feel her rip it out of his hands. Hey
He will be mine again, Valerie snapped waving the magazine around
in her hand, He is my husband after all.
Yeah and Im sure that worked really well in stopping him and Blake
from being together. Why Ill bet that they shagged right then and there
after you tried to split them up, thus only making their relationship all
the more solid, he taunted her watching her face tense up as he swiped
his magazine back from her, I mean hey, you might be his wife by name,
but I highly doubt that makes a difference. He looked even less interested
in you than Id thought possible given your good looks. I guess he just
knows you to a tee and isnt all that impressed with your unpleasantness.
Oh as if you have room to talk, she hissed at him, I mean
I dont see Diane knocking down your door, do you?
She might not be knocking, but she was there, he grinned widely
thinking back to the night theyd made love, and that had absolutely
nothing to do with you. Come to think of it, you havent been any help
to me what so ever. In this arrangement weve made, we were supposed
to help one another get what we wanted, yet this has been all about you. There
hasnt been any advancement on my end that youve played a hand
in. Ive done it all on my own. Ive been doing all the work in
this deal.
I didnt see you working hard back in Atlantic City, she
hissed at him, You were of no help when I needed you.
I bailed your spoiled ass out of jail, which to me seems like pretty
good help, he frowned attempting to read the magazine again, Oh
and by the way you are going to pay me back for that one. That wasnt
a freebie there.
Ill pay you back when you make a difference in my cause,
she reached for the magazine once again crumbling it up in her fingers, This
isnt at all what it should be.
Yeah, well take a look around sweetheart. None of this is as it should
be, he attempted to reach for the magazine once again when the chair
in front of her fell back hitting her knees again.
I said, Put your chair up jerk wad, Valerie balled
the magazine up and hit the man on the top of the head repeatedly.
Hey, the man whined attempting to ward off her attack. His complaints
grew in intensity causing a petite blonde flight attendant to come over to
investigate.
What seems to be the problem, she questioned harshly, her eyes
narrowing in over at Valerie.
No problem, JT began catching her nametag, Tina. Were
just having a bit of a situation with the chair here
Well your girlfriend is going to have to keep it down, her features
softened a bit as her blue eyes fell over JT.
Oh shes not my girlfriend, he waved his hand dismissively
over at Valerie before unbuckling his seatbelt. In fact, I was just
about to get up and make my way over to the bathroom. Perhaps you could show
me where it is.
Well I
Tina blushed clearly catching on to JTs suggestive
flirting. She seemed to beam at the thought as she licked her lips.
Look, Im just trying to get this jerk to just put his seat up
and
Valerie started watching JT get up from his chair to lean
forward and whisper in Tinas ear.
The flight attendant giggled again before offering up a small nod. Seconds
later she walked down the isle leaving the situation unattended. JT started
to follow, but before he could leave Valerie tugged on his sleeve.
Just where the hell do you think youre going? Valerie scowled
up at him watching the grin that spread over his arrogant features.
Im planning on making the most of this nightmare youve dragged
me into, he informed her with a glare before chasing off after the flight
attendant in the hopes of acting out that suggestion shed agreed to.
This is just wonderful, Valerie threw her hands up in the air
emphatically, What is wrong with men these days?
Maybe they just get tired of dealing with a ball buster like you,
the man in front of her shot out at her. He rubbed his head still feeling
the effects of her attack on him, I mean sure, youre beautiful,
but youre a real bitch.
Oh just shut up, she ordered wailing the magazine at his head
before slumping down in her chair with a pout. She closed her eyes trying
to envision herself anywhere else--anywhere but here on this commercial flight
having to deal with idiots around her. Her thoughts drifted to Seth and she
smiled vowing that when she got back to Coral Valley this situation would
change. By the time she was home shed come up with a plan and when she
did, shed see to it that Blake Ashford was no longer a roadblock in
her plans for a future with Seth. One way or another Blake would be eliminated.
It was just a matter of time and when it happened, Valerie planned to make
the most of her triumph.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
If I were you, I would start shutting my mouth right about now,
Kevin suggested, feeling anger build up in his body after Brants little
comment. I dont think you want to get started with me little man.
You will end up regretting it.
Trust him Brant, Kyle stated looking between the two men, If
he could break me, he can definitely break you without even trying.
I dont really care if he broke you or whatever you say he can
do, Brant snapped, pointing over towards Kevin, And you arent
me which means I can say what I want, when I want.
Is that so? Kevin questioned walking up closer to Brant as Brant
got in his face. I want you to say it to my face wimp. Come on
do
something to piss me off. Im begging you
please.
Dont do it, Kyle pulled Brant back looking up at the angered
Kevin, He broke my ribs, I think he could break you in half. You cant
win this fight. If you cant beat me up, you definitely cant attack
him anymore than you can me.
Youre lucky you have Kyle here to help you out, Kevin declared
before smiling, You would never know what hit you if you kept talking
like that.
Why did this all start? Blake questioned stepping between Brant
and Kevin seeing Seth rest his hands on his sides angrily.
He was sticking up for me, Seth informed her looking towards Brant,
He was just trying to be a good cousin. If you want the real answer
to why this started
then why dont you ask your brother what happened?
Ill tell you what happened, Kevin looked on towards Brant
angrily before looking down at Blake, Your brother here thinks this
is all Seths fault. He even had the nerve to try and start up a fight
with Seth.
Is that true? Blake questioned looking back at Brant who nodded
quickly.
Of course it is, Brant scowled looking on towards Kevin and Seth,
All you have ever been getting since you have been with Seth is trouble.
Thats what Seth and his family is
trouble.
You know what? Kevin scowled, his blood boiling as he made an
attempt to move before feeling Kyle and Seth hold him back. No one talks
about my cousin like that
or my family.
You want to do something about it? Brant questioned before starting
to laugh deeply. Oh, thats right
Kyle and Seth have their
animal under control.
Brant stop, Blake pleaded grabbing onto her brothers shoulder
lightly, Seth didnt have anything to do with this. It was my fault.
I have no one else to blame here.
What about the punk cousin? What is he doing here? Brant questioned
as Blake looked back at Kevin who was obviously filled with rage at this moment.
He was just trying to come here and help us, Blake answered Brant
before thinking over everything that had happened over the last few hours,
Kyle lost his wallet and Kevin was coming up here to help us out.
The help you need is to just stay away from Seth, Brant advised
Blake before she shook her head quickly.
I dont think you understand Brant, Blake took in a deep
breath, trying to replay what had happened at the airport, You see,
Sarah and I got into a rumble with a girl at the airport. So do you think
Seth was the one that made me hit that girl? No
I have myself to blame
for this one.
Yeah, Brant, Sarah stepped up, folding her arms out in front of
her chest, If anyone was to blame it would be that girl who started
it. And then probably me, because I threw the first punch.
Not that I didnt want to hit that girl first, Blake growled
thinking back to how Valerie had slapped her at the airport, Sarah got
there first, she was protecting me I guess you could say.
I figured that would be how it went, Brant laughed thinking of
how much he knew about Sarah, Sarah is quite the eager one.
Eager? Sarah questioned with a laugh before shaking her head.
More like pissed off. No one calls me a bitch and no one talks to my
best friend like that. If you ask me
Valerie was just begging for every
shot I got in at her.
Isnt that the truth? Blake questioned with a small laugh
thinking of what had happened in the cell. My personal favorite was
when Valeries face met bars.
I know, Sarah laughed picturing what had happened earlier, That
was the best.
What are we missing out on? Seth questioned making Blake look
back at Seth who had let go of Kevin now that he seemed to be calming down.
Forget about it, Blake waved him off before shaking her head slowly,
What I think we all need is to just go back home and get some type of
rest in.
There, I would have to agree with Blake, Kyle agreed looking over
at Sarah, Most of us really didnt get time to sleep. I mean Blake
and Seth were taking care of the Valerie situation. All Sarah was doing was
worrying the whole time.
Okay, Brant nodded slowly taking in a deep breath looking around
at the group around him, I got an idea for going home. How about all
of us go home on the Ashford jet so that I can just get the hell out of here?
Youre all giving me a headache here and Im ready to call it a
day.
Thank you Brant, Blake smiled jumping up and hugging Brant tightly,
This means a lot to me.
So anyone? Kevin questioned walking with Seth over towards Blake.
Yes, Brant nodded slowly taking a look over the muscular man before
him, Even you big dog and you too Bruno.
What? Kyle questioned turning around shaking his head slowly.
You are calling me that again Spanky? I think you need to learn names
before someone hurts you.
Ill risk it, Brant shrugged with a small grin before walking
towards the door, Come on people its getting late. We need to
get going.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Kellen, Kipp called out looking around the empty living room,
Your front door was unlocked, I hope you dont mind.
Kipp took a look around the house before hearing the sink running in the bathroom.
You in there? Kipp questioned knocking on the bathroom door hearing
the water turn off and the door open, you ready?
Am I? Kellen questioned with a small smile looking down at Kipp.
I am as ready as they come
we should get going right now.
We have some time still, Kipp assured Kellen watching him walk
over to the mirror and look at his hair. Is that your real hair?
Of course it is, Kellen laughed turning towards Kipp, This
is what it looks like when I dont spend hours on my hair gelling it
up.
It looks good on you, Kipp smiled seeing Kellen wink at him before
leaning back against his desk. So you decided to dress up as my favorite,
huh?
Oh yeah, Kellen nodded looking down at his costume. Han
Solo is the best.
I know, he is my favorite, Kipp reminded Kellen seeing him nod
slowly, But you probably remember me telling you that.
Of course I do, Kellen nodded slowly before frowning, You
see, I was going to be Leia, but I left it at my old house. Quite a shame
actually
that was one of the best costumes I have ever had.
Im sure you looked good in it, Kipp pointed out seeing Kellen
nod, I mean
I know what you meant, Kellen stopped Kipp in the middle of his
sentence. Actually, in that costume, I didnt look great, I looked
astounding.
Im sure you did, Kipp laughed before looking down at his
watch, We still have some time to kill before the main event begins.
Who cares, Kellen rolled his eyes, going over to Kipp and grabbing
him by the arms, If we are early, then I guess we are going to be the
first people there. Because, quite frankly I cant stand waiting anymore.
Okay, Kipp laughed feeling Kellen pull him across the room quickly,
I take it you want to drive then?
Are you kidding me Luke Skywalker? Kellen questioned with a small
chuckle. Knowing you, with that leg
you would drive so slow, it
would just torture me. So yes, I am driving.
Good, Kipp nodded slowly before seeing Kellen stop, What
are we waiting for?
You just need to walk instead of me pulling you, Kellen answered
pointing down to the replica light saber, I need to be able to hold
this later without my arm falling asleep.
Okay Mr. Solo, Kipp shook his head slowly before smiling, What
are we waiting for? Lets get going.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
God, I cant wait to get to this party, Jenna smiled putting
her last earring in. I am ready
what about you? How is your costume
going?
Somehow, Hart began, stepping out of the bathroom, I think
I look like an idiot. I dont think I make a good Obi Wan.
Please Hart, she rolled her eyes walking up to him, You
look really good in that. I always imagined what you would look like as Obi
Wan.
Whats the verdict so far? Hart questioned raising his eyebrow
in amusement. I want the truth and nothing less of the truth.
The truth? she wondered seeing him nod as she wrapped her arms
around his neck. I think you would make a perfect Obi Wan. You look
hot in that.
Hot, huh? he questioned wiggling his eyebrows before kissing her
slowly
only to hear the door bell ring. That must be Sam and Wayne.
Well go get the door, Jenna urged him, unwrapping her arms around
his neck, We should be getting out of here soon.
Okay, he smiled holding his hands up in the air, I will
go get the door, but you better be ready so we can go.
Ready as they come, she promised, following him out to the door
watching him open it.
Hey Hart, Sam smiled hugging Hart lightly, Thanks for letting
us come today.
No problem, Hart assured before looking over the costume that
Sam had on. What was she wearing? Just a question? What are you two
supposed to be?
Oh, I am Lando, Wayne answered seeing Hart nod slowly, I
must say, it was really cool of you to let me come along too.
It was no problem Wayne, Hart smiled before looking back at Sam,
So who are you supposed to be?
Oh, I am Leia while she was a slave girl to Jabba The Hut. The girl
at the costume shop thought that it was really a great look for me.,
she told him, turning around in a circle, You like it?
Of course I do, Hart nodded slowly behind gritted teeth finding
him hating the costume completely especially for his daughter to be wearing
it. He took in a long, slow breath before turning towards Jenna, Maybe
we should get going.
Good idea, Sam declared as her and Wayne started to walk towards
the door, You guys coming?
Be there in just a second, Hart faked a smile, looking over Sams
costume as she walked out.
Whats wrong? Jenna questioned rubbing Harts shoulders
gently hearing him breath in deeply.
Did you see what she was wearing? Hart questioned seeing Jenna
nod. I told them to give her a costume from the last episode. What I
meant was like a fighters costume.
Well, it may not be a soldiers costume, Jenna began with a small
giggle, But it is definitely a costume from the last episode. Calm down,
she is a young woman
she can handle herself.
I think she is a little too young for a costume like that. I dont
want men at the party to be gawking at her and thinking things that Ill
have to kill them for considering that
, he pointed out as she
pushed him towards the door.
Dont worry, Jenna hushed shutting the door behind them,
Wayne is with her. It will be okay. Now can we just get going.
Fine, Hart agreed before looking at Sams costume once more,
That still isnt the costume I told them to give her.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Its the perfect night for something like this, Cori smiled
looking up at the sky as Diego leaned her back and lifted her back up to him
tightly.
You are what is making this perfect, Diego whispered seeing her
dark eyes look up at his, I dont think I would be having any fun
at all if you werent with me.
Im glad you are getting a little taste of what fun is like,
Cori laughed looking into his intense eyes, Can I ask you a question?
Shoot, Diego nodded slowly before seeing her shrug, Whats
on your mind?
How come you never kissed me? she questioned seeing him slightly
shrug.
You mean earlier? Earlier, you just said that was a joke, Diego
reminded her seeing her shake her head quickly.
I mean, how come you never kissed me when we were younger? she
wondered seeing his eyes get bigger. I always wanted you to, but you
never did.
Maybe it was that I was older than you, he suggested seeing her
smile and shake her head, What?
Thats not why you never kissed me, she declared as he continued
to dance with her, You want me to tell you why you never kissed me?
Be my guest, he laughed seeing her look up and make up in her
mind what she wanted to say.
Ill just say this plain and simple, she pulled him closer
to her, whispering in his ear, You were scared of Dave.
I was not scared, he protested hearing her laugh, What makes
you think that I was afraid of him especially about that? I was never too
frightened to kiss you. Your brother never scared me.
Right, Cori rolled her eyes before thinking back to when they
were younger, Come on. You were just afraid that you would get your
butt kicked by Dave. Thats why you never kissed me.
I was never afraid of Dave, Diego repeated once more before seeing
her shake her head.
Come on, Cori sighed, twisting her fingers through Diegos
hair slowly, You are still afraid of Dave. You are afraid that if you
do anything
Dave would come here and kick your butt.
You want to bet that I am not worried about your brother? Diego
questioned seeing her nod quickly.
You bet I do, she declared before feeling him pull her close to
his body.
Fine, he whispered leaning down. His dark eyes fixed in on her
before he pressed his thumb in gingerly over her bottom lip. He watched her
breath escape and he felt a shiver race over her before he inched in towards
her. She tipped her head upward closing her eyes half mast as his own lips
captured her lips in a slow, subtle sweep of a kiss before it grew in intensity.
Finally breathless he pulled back, See, Im not afraid.
Your right, you arent, she agreed before pulling him back
down into another tempting kiss.
This was a perfect night all around and nothing could make this night end
badly.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
I cant believe we didnt find her there, Grady cursed
under his breath pushing himself behind the wheel of the car, I was
so sure that
That youd had it all figured out, Avery finished for him
shaking her head at his overwhelming disappointment, well the truth
is that none of us have it all figured out Grady. Clearly theres more
to this than either one of us imagined.
How can you be so damned casual and nonchalant about this Avery?
he snapped back at her, a scowl touching over his lips, This is the
love of my life were talking about.
I realize that and the fact that we didnt find her tied up in
that place or tortured to some degree in that basement given what we walked
in on gives us a little bit of hope, she threw back at him sensing his
growing agitation, The fact remains that theres a chance shes
still out there.
Or dead, he threw back bluntly, Thats one thing we
havent touched on now have we?
Grady, you cant think like that. You cant believe that
she started to offer up in response to his outburst.
That what? That Cameron couldve exacted his ultimate revenge on
me by killing her? he questioned a tremor in his tone, Avery,
the man is demented.
He is, but I know what obsession is like. As I told you before, the
fact that Camerons wanted her like you said he has
she tried
to reason with him.
Hes not Bruce, Grady glanced over at her, a scowl pressing
tightly over his lips, and if I remember correctly Bruce wasnt
all that thrilled about letting you go either. He tried to kill you.
I dont know if killing me was what he had in mind that day,
she shuddered at the memory thinking back to the look on Bruces face--to
the wild, bewilderment behind his eyes when shed pulled the trigger
on the gun, He wanted something else
something darker.
Much like Im sure Cameron wanted with Jade. He knew shed
never love him--that shed never be with him, so to hurt me, he hurt
her, his voice crackled with emotion once again.
He wouldnt kill her. Shes still alive, she insisted
closing her eyes and thinking to her gut instincts, She might not have
been at that place, but shes not dead.
You keep saying that like you know something--like youre in touch
with this guy somehow, he paused catching the strained expression on
her face, How can you be so sure?
Shes the love of your life, she opened her eyes again to
face him, a sudden seriousness passing over her, How can you not be?
Avery, its just that
he found himself at a loss. He
clenched his fingers tightly over the top of the steering wheel before placing
his head over it as well. A sigh exploded from within his tense body, I
wanted to find her here--to bring her home.
I know you did, she reached out to touch his shoulder gently,
and I did too, but right now well we take tonight as it is and find
another lead in all of this. We will find her.
I want to believe that. More than anything I want to bring her home,
he replied sitting up straighter and turning the car on, There has to
be something that were missing in all of this.
Well find it Grady, she patted his shoulder again to reassure
him, Maybe we can take another approach with this.
Such as? he glanced over at her before pulling the car onto the
road again.
Such as I cant stop thinking about the way that man greeted me
tonight. There was something there--something in the way that he looked at
me that got me thinking that theres a big, fat clue right in front of
us, but weve been missing it. Like maybe if I just open my eyes and
see what it is that had him behaving that way around me, then maybe just maybe
I can figure it out, she leaned back in her chair shaking her head at
the memory, That man looked like he knew me. He acted as if my being
there wasnt out of the norm.
I realize that, Grady nodded again thinking to the photo that
was still in his breast pocket, which begs the question of just how
well you know Cameron.
How well I know Cameron? she repeated with a small laugh, Grady,
I never met the man before he approached me at the jail. Sure, hed been
a royal pain in the ass in terms of his stupid lawsuit against BBK, but Id
never met him before. It makes no sense that someone who works for him wouldnt
find it odd that I was in his home.
Maybe he thought you were a former lover of Camerons, Grady
rationalized debating whether or not hed tell her about the photo hed
found, What about Bruce?
What about him? she asked with a strange expression.
Did he know Cameron? Maybe they were in the same social circles,
Grady suggested again attempting to draw up his own conclusions over what
hed found at Camerons home in Coral Valley.
I sincerely doubt it, she replied quickly, Bruce wouldnt
have liked someone like him.
Can you be sure? he eyed her for a brief moment, I mean
you thought you knew the guy, but then he wound up being a serial killer.
Thank you for the reminder Captain Obvious, she rolled her eyes
at the thick sarcasm in his voice, but for your information even with
my not knowing all there was to know about Bruce, Cameron doesnt strike
me as a pal of his.
Why not? he shrugged again, I mean as they say birds of
a feather flock together.
Bruce was far too narcissistic to share his thunder with someone else.
If Cameron had tried to put together an association with him, well, Cameron
strikes me as a man who enjoys being in control of things--who likes pushing
other peoples buttons, she continued to think about what shed
pieced together about Cameron, He wouldnt take to kindly in having
someone reckless and out of control like Bruce to worry about.
Bruce needed someone to help him hide and Cameron has the means and
the resources to
he started again.
Brant paid the ransom money when Brooke was kidnapped, she confessed
bracing herself for his reaction.
What? he blinked back at her, Are you saying that
He didnt want my mother to die, so he went to my brother and gave
him the ransom money for Bruce, which would be why Bruce has been living oh
so very well, she rolled her eyes a tiny shiver racing down her spine,
Although Im not entirely convinced of that either.
Why not? If Ashford paved the way for Bruce to hide that explains a
lot. You know thats typical. Leave it to an Ashford to screw things
up, he gritted his teeth, his fingers sinking into the steering wheel
tighter than before as he turned at the intersection, Avery, you know
better than to get caught up in this kind of mess. Ashfords are good for nothing
and when you get involved with one, it only leads to trouble. If Russ could
see you now
Look Grady, this isnt about Brant or Bruce for that matter. I
mean I really dont believe looking at either one of them is going to
help us get any closer to Jade, she frowned not wanting to get into
a debate with Grady especially not now. Look, you just have to trust
me when I tell you I dont think Bruce is connected to Cameron. Even
if he was, what in the hell would that have to do with that man recognizing
me tonight?
Well, actually the truth to the matter is that the other night I found
Grady started to tell her about the photograph when a gasp fell from her lips.
Oh my God. Ive got it, Avery announced with an exaggerated
breath, Grady, you know maybe the man who talked to me tonight didnt
think I was me. Maybe he thought I was someone else.
Gee, you think? Grady rolled his eyes, Unless of course
you and Cameron have some secret history with one another that youre
not clueing me in on here.
No, thats not it, she shifted in her seat to turn and look
at him, In fact the more that I think about it, the more I realize that
that man had to think that I was someone else. It wasnt the first time
thats happened to me this week.
No? he looked over at her briefly, So what are you saying
its a case of mistaken identity?
It could be, she nodded eagerly, the man that your father
and I hired to take Russells place at the paper thought he recognized
me. When we were at the newspaper offices hed thought I was someone
else and he started spouting off about things between the two of them. I didnt
put the pieces together at the time, but I wonder if that woman is the same
woman the man thought I was tonight. Maybe they both know someone who looks
like me and its easy to get confused
It could be, although, Grady trailed off thinking back to when
hed been on the run. Clearly he could remember the night he sat out
by the lake enjoying the calm serenity of the water. Then out of no where
his mind had been bombarded by visions of a very naked, very uninhibited Avery
before him. At the time hed been certain he was hallucinating, but now.
He looked over at her watching the way she watched the world beyond the car
window. Could it be that the hallucination was more than that? Had he seen
someone that looked like Avery or had his mind conjured up something that
went well beyond any words hed dare to speak on the subject?
I mean theres always a chance that
Avery continued
to ramble on half of her words missing Gradys ears as he spoke up again.
Tell me something, Grady questioned in an attempt to be as nonchalant
and casual about what he wanted to know, How often to you like to swim
naked?
What? she replied nearly choking on the word as her eyes widened,
Come again?
Skinny dipping, Grady shrugged his shoulders before glancing over
at her, How often do you do it?
Youre losing it, arent you? she reached out to touch
his forehead, All of this stress is getting to you, isnt it?
No, its not. Its just that, he shook his head dismissively,
never mind.
No, please go with it. I get the feeling you had some logic behind asking
me that question other than some kind of perverse interest in seeing me naked,
she replied catching the strange expression on his face.
I think twice in a lifetime was more than enough to experience that,
he groaned inwardly a small chuckle rising from behind his lips, although
I must say I appreciated it a hell of a lot more when you werent kicking
my ass like you were the last time.
Yeah, well, you deserved it both times if you ask me, she replied
folding her arms in front of her chest a sudden uneasiness sweeping in over
her. A chill pressed in over her shoulders before she looked to the window
again.
Oh come on. I dont think I needed it the first time, Grady
couldnt help but steal a look in her general direction, At least
I didnt think that was what either one of us needed that night. We were
both looking for something else.
What we were looking for was a place for you to sober up and for me
to get my head on straight, she cut him off abruptly making an attempt
at putting an end to the conversation.
It worked didnt it, he replied stiffly, I mean the
way I see it the next morning you didnt even bother with a good-bye.
You headed out to the cabin faster than I thought possible to make things
good with my brother now didnt you?
Grady, Id really rather not
she shifted in the passenger
seat uncomfortably.
Not what? he replied squeezing the steering wheel tighter than
before. He looked over at her briefly before focusing on the road, Not
think about the fact that you and I almost
We didnt almost, Avery cut him off sharply, It didnt
even come to that point Grady. We werent even close to that.
Correct me if Im wrong, but it got as far as a condom Avery,
Grady spat back at her sarcastically.
And fortunately for the both of us the after effects of alcohol stopped
it from getting any further, she shivered before looking out onto the
night again, It wouldve been a huge mistake if it had happened
Grady. We both know that.
Silence followed before he spoke up again, Youre right. We do,
but that doesnt change what almost was.
Grady, it wasnt exactly either one of our finer points in time
there. You were upset about losing Susan and I was, well, I dont know
what it was, but the fact to the matter was and is that I love Russ. I always
have and always will, she shot back firmly, You know that.
I know and I love Jade. With all that I am I know that shes the
one, Grady added thinking about the reason he and Avery had teamed up
tonight in the first place, Shes my heart and the only woman Ive
ever truly loved in my life, so our mentioning this is absolutely pointless.
Its beyond pointless, Avery added squeezing her arms harder
against her chest, In fact its a trip down memory lane that Id
never, ever like to take again.
Same here, he nodded in response, so well just file
it away where it goes in the recycle bin.
Thats the best place for it, she trailed off before looking
to the sky again. An uneasy silence surrounded them for what felt like an
eternity before she looked to him again with a sudden seriousness, I
never told Russ about any of that.
I didnt anticipate you would, he replied knowingly, and
I never felt fit to tell him either. It wasnt my place.
Grady, I love him. I was just upset and
she started to explain
herself thinking about her college years.
Hey, Im the one who told you about him and Johanna hoping youd
go right back to him and you did, he continued taking the expressway
back towards Coral Valley, You did everything Id anticipated and
expected you to do there Avery. You made me proud.
Yeah, Ill bet, she rolled her eyes before looking to him
again, but I just want you to know that even when we almost--when things
got, well out of hand
I never stopped thinking about Russ. On some level
I think that I was just trying to pay him back for what he was doing with
Johanna.
And I was trying to forget that my life was a big ball of screwed up
nothingness, Grady shook his head before inhaling slowly, Its
in the past now.
Then why do I feel like thats something thats put this wedge
between us, Avery questioned in all seriousness, I mean all that
time you spent hating me--when you kept telling Russ that I was no good for
him, you couldve told him about that. You couldve used that to
drive me away from him once and for all, but you didnt.
Thats because as much as I hated you back then, I didnt
want to hurt him. I mean yeah, I guess in my own way I wasnt helping
the situation, but I knew that wasnt a way to split you two up. It wasnt
as if there was anything to say about you in that respect anyways. Nothing
happened, he paused a flash of a memory sweeping in over him, At
least not anything worth keeping you two apart forever over.
She nodded, Yeah.
You know even though I gave you two hell about being together, I knew
that you were the best thing for Russ. You two belonged together and that
was obvious from day one, he continued a sentimentality sweeping into
his tone, It still is.
I just wish that he was here now, Avery closed her eyes thinking
about the man shed loved and lost, If there was some way that
I couldve changed what happened--if I couldve kept him here with
me
He is with you, Grady reached out across the seat to squeeze her
hand gently, Hes right here right now with that little baby growing
inside of you. Its the most real part of my brother still left in this
world and I promise you that Im not going to let anyone or anything
take that away from us.
Neither am I, she replied with a poignant smile, which is
why I swear to you were not going to let that happen with Jade either.
Were going to find her Grady and bring her home again. Wherever Cameron
has her, he cant keep her hidden forever. Hell slip up and when
he does, were going to catch him in his lies and call his game. Jades
going to come back home again and youll get your chance for a happily
ever after. Youll have that family you always dreamt of.
And what about you Avery? he questioned unable to contain his
thoughts, Is that what you believe youre going to have with Brant?
Do you think that you two are going to live out the fairy tale raising my
niece when we both know that your heart is still very much with Russ?
Russ is dead and I cant look back, only forward. No matter how
hard I try, I cant live in the past. Brant gives me what I need. Hes
been wonderful to me--to the baby and I know hes a good man with a kind
heart. He has a hard time showing it, but he loves me and I know hell
love my daughter as well, Avery continued thinking about the closeness
she and Brant had come upon with one another recently.
Yes, but the question is, do you love him? Could you ever truly feel
the way that you did about Russ with him? Or the way that I feel about Jade?
Can you honestly tell me that being with Ashford is giving you the dream that
you waited your whole life to have with Russ? Grady questioned a bit
harshly thinking about everything that had gone on over the last few months.
Dreams change, Avery replied in a hollow voice looking out to
the night again, When Russ died, my dreams for the future died with
him. I have no choice but to make new dreams now.
With an Ashford of all people, Grady groaned in response, Gee,
my brother would be proud.
Russ would understand and accept my decision if he could see me now,
Avery argued with him feeling suddenly defensive.
Do you really believe that Avery? Because the way I see it the last
thing my brother would want in this world is to have his daughter being raised
by an Ashford? From where I sit I think hed really feel as if your marrying
Brant went against everything that he fought for in your relationship,
Grady threw back at her sarcastically before shaking his head, Im
sorry I swore to myself that I wouldnt get into this with you especially
not after you and Brant are attempting to help me find Jade.
Its alright. Youre entitled to your opinion, but in this
particular case I think its best if we agree to disagree, Avery
replied forcing herself to not get worked up over what he was saying.
Its a deal, Grady half-heartedly agreed returning to his
silence again as Avery watched the world pass them by outside Gradys
car. While shed wanted to tell him all the reasons why he was wrong
as usual, deep down she too had often wondered what Russ would think if he
saw her now. At this point she feared more than anything that Grady was right
about this particular situation--that deep down shed betrayed the very
thing that she and Russ had created with one another in turning to Brant.
Would he feel betrayed by her actions? Would he think that shed thrown
away the memory of their love by turning to Brant or would he understand?
The sad reality was that shed never truly know.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
I still cant believe that I had to do this, Brant frowned
shaking his head at his sister before taking a long look over the interior
of the Ashford jet at the guests he was bringing back to Coral Valley with
him. Even now he realized he hadnt found a way to make sense of all
the chaos that surrounded Blakes arrest. It was beyond unbelievable
to think that his sister had wound up in that kind of trouble. After dealing
with Kens identity crisis, the last thing hed expected was to
find Blake in that position.
Thank you for coming out here, Blake touched his arm gently flashing
him a thankful smile.
Dont think that Im going to forget where you were when I
arrived, he warned with a heavy frown before speaking up again, and
I still want the whole story. I want to know how all of this couldve
happened.
Seth already told you that this Valerie girl and I started fighting
and
Blake started to explain with a matching frown.
I know what I heard, but I want to hear the story straight from you.
Blake what was really going on in Atlantic City? he questioned softening
his tone a bit in an attempt to come off as being supportive instead of agitated
as all hell. His gaze wandered across the plane to where he noticed Kevin
sitting there across the isle glaring in his general direction. That did it.
Brants jaw tightened further, Okay, who the hell is he and what
is he doing here?
Who? Blake followed his gaze before answering, Oh thats
Seths cousin and
I shouldve known, Brant rolled his eyes, It never
fails that when one of my siblings is in trouble, that man just has a habit
of popping up.
What? Blake questioned giving him a strange look.
Never mind, he replied dismissively before looking over at her,
So now tell me about Atlantic City.
Brant it wasnt like we planned it. It was just a spur of the moment
decision that
she started to reason thinking about her desire
to become Seths wife.
That what? Wound up with you getting a record? he replied with
heavy disapproval, Blake, this isnt at all like you.
Oh like youre one to lecture me, she rolled her eyes, If
you didnt know how to charm the pants off of most of the law officials
in Coral Valley, you wouldnt be far from where Im at. I mean correct
me if Im wrong here, but wasnt there a time when you were under
suspicion for murder, which correct me if Im wrong again I believe is
a whole hell of a lot worse than assault.
Even so, what I do and what you do arent relevant to this conversation,
he frowned down at her, You and I both know that
That Im adult Brant and I dont need fathering from my brother,
she folded her arms in front of her chest stubbornly, Seth shouldnt
have called you.
Shouldnt have called me? he repeated with astonishment,
Blake if he hadnt, you couldve been locked in there for
a lot longer than you were.
I couldve handled it myself thank you very much, she huffed
stubbornly.
Yeah handling it had you in jail in the first place, remember? So whats
the story? That girl do something to rain on your parade? he questioned
further watching her face scrunch up, well?
Im not about to tell you anything as long as youre being
all judgmental here, she shook her head at him, Youre obviously
not in the mood to listen because its clear all you want to do is lecture
me about what happened.
Im not trying to lecture you. Its just that
he stopped himself feeling a groan spill over his lips, Alright Blake,
I promise to reserve my opinions until the end of our conversation. Is that
better?
I suppose, but only if you mean it, she warned her blue eyes focused
upon him.
Fine, Ill do my best to try and mean it. Does that count?
he asked straining to keep his anger from bubbling over.
I suppose it shows youre trying, she nodded before focusing
on her hands that were firmly planted in her lap. She inhaled slowly trying
to think of the right words to say before another thought occurred to her,
Brant can I ask you something?
I already said I would try to reserve my opinions until you were finished
with
Brant began catching the way her eyes seemed to darken, Blake,
what is it?
Brant, I know that youre not exactly thrilled about my wanting
to be with Seth, but
she started thinking about what had bothered
her back in the jail cell when Valerie had begun to taunt her.
Hey, I never said that I wasnt thrilled. I mean yeah, okay so
he wouldnt have been my first pick for you, but then again he wouldnt
have been my last either. I know he loves you and I was fine with him until
you started to get into trouble, Brant confessed bringing his fingers
through his hair.
I got into trouble all on my own, Blake reminded him sharply before
pausing, although I guess in this family that should come as no surprise.
Whats that supposed to mean? he questioned watching her
look to the floor again.
It means that in being an Ashford, we have a certain sense of trouble
that surrounded us, dont we? she asked tilting her head to the
side.
Blake, where is this coming from? Is this about my lecturing you before
or
he felt a moment of uneasiness as he wondered if shed
heard all about Kens actions after Caitlin had died.
Im talking about our father Brant, Blake blurted out straight
to the point, He wasnt the man that I thought he was, was he?
Why do you ask? Brant replied shifting uneasily in his seat.
Because I need to know. Because I want to hear it from you, Blake
continued fighting the tears that threatened to overtake her, Brant,
he wasnt at all the man the world thought he was, was he?
That depends on what definition youre referring to there,
he answered not offering up much more of an answer than that.
Brant, when you were younger--when daddy was still alive
things
were tense, werent they? Blake questioned not really sure how
to approach the subject she was really wanting to bring up.
Blake, what do you want to know? Brant shifted in his seat to
face her fully, Whats on your mind?
I need to know about what he did--about the things he set up for his
associates, she bit down on her lower lip nervously, I want to
know about how it was that he managed to get Seths sister into a situation
where his friends were able to hurt her like they did.
Blake I
Brant stammered a bit not really clear on how to
respond to what she was asking.
I know what happened to Jade. I also know that Seth said you were the
one who found her--that you took her to the hospital, Blakes voice
trembled with emotion, I know that you know what happened that night
and Brant, I guess what Im trying to say is that I need to have the
truth. I need you to tell me everything that youve been keeping from
me for years. I need to know if our father couldve
Blake, I know what youre asking, Brant placed his hand on
top of hers squeezing it gently, but are you sure you want to get into
this tonight?
Brant, I need to know the truth if Seth and I are going to have a future
with one another. I need to know if what happened in the past can change the
future. If
she began feeling her gaze misted over with the tears
she fought to contain.
Blake the only way your future with Seth can be changed is if you let
that happen, Brant replied touching her cheek gently, Only you
can be the master of your fate. The past doesnt define who you are.
Yes, but
she began to argue with him.
Blake, Seth loves you and you love him. What more do you need to know?
he threw back at her honestly, If you really believe its the past
that defines who you are, then were all screwed. Its not who we
were that makes us what we are today. Its who we are now and who we
want to be that counts. If you love Seth and if you want to make things work
with him, then neither our family nor any other outside forces can change
that for you. I mean hey look at Avery and I. Who in the world wouldve
believed that we couldve made it to where we have?
Yeah, but you always knew that you and Avery should be together. She
was pregnant and it just made sense that you
she reminded him
with a pointed expression.
Sometimes things just dont make sense, Brant offered up
with a poignant smile, and the harder we try to define them, the more
frustrating life becomes.
Yeah maybe youre right, she sighed realizing that maybe
Brant was right. Tonight wasnt the time to get into the talk with him
about their father. She still wanted answers, but for now, well shed
just find a way to push the nightmare that her almost wedding turned into
behind her. Tonight was about living in the moment, not dwelling on the past.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
God, it feels good to be going home, Seth smiled resting his
head back against the seat, I cant believe all that happened.
Yeah, I know, Kevin laughed looking over at Seth, Looks
like Blake over there is a criminal now.
Isnt that great, Seth laughed seeing Kevin pull out a pen
from his pocket and hold it up like a microphone.
So tell me Mr. Alexander, how did it feel when you found out your girlfriend
was a criminal? Kevin questioned talking with the pen like it was a
microphone. How did it really feel?
You want to know how it felt Mr. Adonis? Seth questioned seeing
Kevin smile. Ill tell you how if felt
it felt great. To know
that your girlfriend could hold her own against someone who tried to ruin
our special day and destroy what we have with one another, well
its
quite the rush.
Quite a rush, huh? Kevin wondered wiggling his eyebrows up and
down. So what do you have to say to all those people out there?
Kevin, we used to do this when we were younger, Seth laughed seeing
Kevin move his hand motioning him to go on, Why are we doing this now?
Because it is fun and we could use a little distraction to kill the
time on the flight, Kevin answered before shaking his head slowly, Come
on cuz, dont ruin the tradition.
Okay, Seth agreed seeing Kevin sit forward and hold the pen out.
Like I was saying
these people need to know that Blake and I are
going to be together forever and no one is going to mess that up.
You hear that people? Kevin questioned pulling back the pen. You
better stay away from this girl or else you are going to get into some trouble
with Mr. Alexander here.
You are too much, Seth laughed seeing Kevin laugh himself before
turning into a straight expression.
Now, this is a serious question, Kevin began before taking a look
at the other side of the plane where Kyle and Brant were sitting, as he glared
right through them, What kind of family are you getting yourself into?
Is this the play
or is that a real question? Seth wondered
seeing Kevin put the pen away.
Its a real question, Kevin answered glaring over at Brant,
I know both of her brothers and they are both jerks.
I may not like the family, Seth began before taking in a deep
breath and looking over at Blake, But I love Blake and if that means
I have to be a part of their family, I guess I am going to have to do it.
I feel bad for you man, Kevin shook his head before looking over
at Kyle, So whats his case?
Oh, Kyle? Seth questioned looking towards Kyle who had his arm
wrapped around Sarah tightly. He is dating that girl right there. Hes
loved her since the first day he met her when he was five.
But what about Angie? Kevin questioned remembering the picture
he had seen in Kyles wallet that one day.
What? Seth wondered seeing Kevin shake his head slowly before
taking another look at Kyle.
So tell me more about Kyle, Kevin raised his eyebrow seeing Kyle
kiss Sarah, Why was he on the island a while back?
Oh, he was trying to help Jades boyfriend out of jail, Seth
answered thinking back, Jades boyfriend is his best friend.
Really? Kevin questioned looking back at Seth. You mean
he was telling the truth?
I dont understand, Seth laughed seeing Kevin shake his head
once more.
It was just something I remember Kyle saying on the island that one
day, Kevin replied seeing Seth nod slowly.
So what happened between you two anyways? Seth wondered seeing
Kevin shake his head.
Nothing important, Kevin assured him before motioning him to go
on. Tell me more about Blake. What is she like?
I can say many things about her, Seth sighed thinking of what
he could tell Kevin, If I told you, it would be like you were going
to be writing a book on her.
Whats wrong with writing books? Kevin questioned hearing
Seth laugh. Go ahead and tell me about her. We have some time.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Hey, Kyle laughed thinking back to when they were younger, You
know when we were younger
how we always used to play cops and robbers?
Yeah, we used to love playing that game together, Sarah nodded,
leaning in closer to him, What about it?
Well, I was always the cop and you were the robber, Kyle reminded
her seeing her nod, The thing is, I never saw you as the criminal, but
if we play that game now
it wouldnt be the cop chasing after the
criminal. Id be too afraid to come near you.
You are by me right now, Sarah pointed out, wiggling her eyes
slowly.
Yeah, and I am risking my life sitting here with you every minute,
Kyle laughed before shaking his head, I mean, I am dating a hardened
criminal.
Like you hate it, she smiled hitting him in the stomach lightly,
Anyways, every minute was worth it to pound Valerie. I mean sure, I
never imagined that I would be in jail, but that felt really good.
You see how I feel now? Kyle questioned with a small laugh seeing
her nod. Feels good.
It does feel good, she agreed before biting down on her bottom
lip gently. I still kind of feel bad that things didnt go as well
for Seth and Blake. They have had too much crap already and I think they deserve
to be happy.
They will be happy together, Kyle assured her looking up at Seth
who was talking to his cousin, I know they will.
I just hope it happens soon for them, Sarah sighed looking up
at him, I think they deserve to have no Valerie in there life.
Seth doesnt want her anyways, so she really has no effect,
Kyle pointed out before thinking things over, He is going to get a divorce
with her and that will be the end of Miss Valerie.
I hope youre right, she frowned, feeling his fingers run
through her hair gently.
You know, Kyle began before kissing her cheek gently, Even
though Blake and Seth didnt get married, it was still a pretty good
trip.
Now I wonder why you would say something like that, Sarah laughed
before feeling him kiss her lips tenderly.
I have no idea, Kyle winked before seeing her laugh and turn around
to look out one of the windows. What are you doing?
Its really pretty out here, Sarah wowed over the features
she was seeing under them, You should really take a look.
No thank you, Kyle shook his head quickly before taking in a deep
breath, I am already having a panic attack
I dont need to
throw up right now.
You know, she whispered in his ear, sitting back down, If
this wasnt such a short trip
I would take your mind of everything.
Somehow, I am starting to feel bad that this trip isnt any longer,
Kyle declared after feeling her hand on his leg as he pulled her into his
arms tightly.
Im glad you liked the idea, she laughed seeing him nod quickly
and smile, I cant wait to be home.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
God this is going to be so great, Jenna smiled walking through
the doors noticing all the people around them.
Hey look over there, its Kipp, Hart pointed out as Jenna
looked around, Hes over there with some guy. This could be your
chance. Why not go talk to him?
Where is he? Jenna questioned not seeing him right away, until
Hart pointed him out. Oh hey, that is Kipp.
Hey Kipp, Hart called out seeing Kipp look around and finally
see them, Come over here.
Why did you do that? Jenna questioned nervously seeing Kipp and
his friend begin to walk towards them.
Well you wanted to make things good with you two didnt you?
Hart wondered seeing Kipp approach them.
Hey Hart, Kipp smiled folding his arms out in front of him, I
didnt know you guys were going to be here.
I love this stuff, Jenna replied before pointing to Kipps
costume, Its kind of ironic that I am Leia and you are Luke, huh?
Kind of poetic justice considering that well, youre my sister and Im your brother and we spent most of our lives in the dark and Kipp stopped himself sensing Jennas uneasiness in the situation, About that whole sibling thing, I was hoping we could talk. One of the nurses at the hospital mentioned you were there all the time and I just got to thinking that maybe that might be a good starting point. I mean I obviously wasnt that great of a conversationalist in the hospital.
And you are probably feeling lucky that you didnt have to listen to what I was saying, Jenna replied with a small smile.
Im sure it was very interesting, Kipp added in an attempt to keep the mood light between them.
So much so that you slept through it, Jenna teased lightly, but
for what its worth, its good to finally have you back.
Its good to be back, Kipp laughed before looking over at
Kellen who was looking up at the ceiling, Oh, this is my friend Kellen.
Huh? Kellen questioned before nodding quickly, Oh yeah
Im
Kellen.
Nice to meet you Kellen, Im Jenna--Kipps sister, Jenna
introduced herself, holding her hand out to his as he shook it gently.
I must say Jenna, Kellen began, looking up and down Jennas
costume, You look great in that costume. I had one like it, but I left
it where I used to live.
Thanks, I dont think I look that great, Jenna laughed looking
down at her costume, But look at you. You are dressed as Han Solo, he
was always one of my favorites.
And your boyfriend is Obi Wan, right? Kellen questioned seeing
Hart nod as he held his hand out to Harts.
Yes, Hart answered Kellens question, shaking his hand lightly,
My name is Hart, by the way.
Hey, the owner approached the group, smiling widely, I hope
all of you enjoy this tonight. I am Rob Leveski if you have any questions
for me, just ask. I dont mind a little chat. Just ask Hart.
Yeah, speaking of, Hart began before turning towards Sam as Wayne
was over by the coat check area, Rob, this is Sam Callaway.
Nice to meet you, Rob smiled shaking her hand slowly, You
look lovely tonight Sam.
Yeah, Hart coughed catching Robs attention as whispered
something in Robs ear, You see, Sam was planning on having a party
for her boyfriend and she was hoping on having a nineteen twenties theme.
You think you could help out.
Sure, just call me one day Sam and I would love to help out. We can
work out any and all details necessary. I owe Hart a favor or two, so Im
sure we can put something sensational together, Rob winked before clapping
his hands together, If you will excuse me, I must get going
I have
some things to set up. It was nice to meet all of you.
You too, all of them said unified after Rob had shaken all of
their hands and walked away.
Well, I guess we should get some good spots, Kipp offered seeing
Jenna nod slowly.
Yeah, thats where I think you are right, Jenna agreed leading
the group to the front.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Tonight was perfect, Cori informed Diego as he helped her out
of her chair, I loved every minute of this night.
Me too, he smiled pulling her into a big hug, I dont
know what I would be doing right now if you werent here.
I could answer that, she laughed holding her finger up in the
air, You would be working and having no fun at all.
I guess you would be right, he shrugged before seeing her nod
and pull at the collar of his shirt lightly.
Yeah, I am right, she nodded before pulling him down into another
kiss, nibbling on his bottom lip lightly.
Maybe I should be taking you home, Diego offered up as she pulled
back from him.
No, she shook her head before smiling widely, Why dont
we just go to your house and hang out?
You want to? he questioned as she pulled at his collar once more.
I mean you should go back home.
Should, could, but I dont want to go back, she confessed
with a smoldering whisper, bringing her hand in over the center of his abdomen,
So why dont we just go to your place.
If you insist, he shrugged before feeling her kiss him once more,
tempting him even more.
Believe me, she took in a deep breath running her fingers through
his short hair, I insist.
Alright, he agreed before grabbing her hand and leading her to
the car, Lets go.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Diane sat in the middle of her empty bathtub in her bathroom thinking about
all the things shed tried to ignore since the night shed slept
with JT. While shed wanted to pretend that the night never happened,
she knew there was no turning back. Even if the pregnancy test came back negative
she knew she was going to have to be honest with Ben. Sure, shed thought
about keeping the truth from him, but the longer she kept her secret, the
more she risked losing him.
Of course youll just lose him as soon as you tell him the truth.
Hell see you for the slut you really are and its something thats
long past due, a voice rose up from the left of where she sat. She looked
up to see a small miniature version of Cathy in front of her.
But if you lie to him, you stand to lose everything. Hell never
trust you again if he hears the news from someone else about what happened.
You have to tell him the truth, Jades image popped up shoving
Cathy aside. You know thats what you must do Diane.
Yeah, you do it and youll lose him, Cathy shoved Jade aside,
The only way youre going to be able to keep a guy like Ben is
if you keep him in the dark. As soon as you decide to take the moral high
ground thats when youre going to lose him forever.
Diane, if you really love Ben, you need to be honest with him. You cant
keep him in the dark about this. He deserves the truth and if he truly loves
you, hell understand, Jade tried to appeal to her once again.
Yeah, hell understand that she cant keep her legs closed
together, Cathy scoffed with a wicked smirk, Go on and tell him
Diane. I dare you.
Shut up. Just shut up! Diane snapped opening her eyes to discover
the alarm that shed set going off. She felt her neck stiff after the
way shed fallen to sleep in the tub while waiting for the results. Sitting
up straighter, she vowed to keep it together long enough to face whatever
consequences may lay ahead of her after her one indiscretion.
You can do this, Diane decided stretching her arms out to the
sides of the tub in an attempt to pull herself up when she heard a sound beyond
the walls of the bathroom.
Diane, she heard Bens voice calling out to her, Diane,
are you here?
Ben, she repeated with a gasp shuffling to get out of the tub
before he made it to the bathroom, but before she could get completely out
of the bathtub, the door began to open. Ben wait
Diane, are you in here? Ben questioned stepping into the room
only to hear the thudding sound of her crashing to the ground after her pant
leg got caught on the water spout. She fell face first onto the tile floor.
Ben caught her movement and immediately rushed forward to reach out to her,
Oh my God. Are you okay?
Im fine. Ill be okay. I just wasnt paying attention
to where I was going and
she started to explain herself. Her gaze
traveled up to his worried eyes and in that moment she felt a bright, red
heat travel up to her cheeks.
Obviously, Ben leaned down to help her up. He wrapped his arms
around her, helping her regain her footing once again as his eyes swept over
her. Are you sure youre alright? That was a nasty spill you took
there and
Im fine. Im just
she started to explain again
only to hear the buzzing sound of her timer going off once again. She opened
her mouth to speak--to say something somewhat intelligent, but she found herself
at a loss. Ben I
Whats that? he turned towards the source of the sound. He
released her taking one step forward when she let out a yelp.
Ben! she squealed his name, falling forward into his arms again.
She threw her arms around him desperately holding as if shed never let
go.
Whats wrong, he questioned again keeping her up in his arms,
You are hurt, arent you?
She nodded desperate to keep him from getting over to where the pregnancy
test was waiting for her inspection, Yeah, I think I mightve sprained
my ankle in the fall. It hurts really bad.
Then lets take a look at it, he suggested picking her up
in his arms and carrying her over to the toilet. He set her down on the closed
lid before kneeling down before her. Reaching for her shoe and sock he pulled
them off carefully before looking up at her, So are you going to tell
me what you were doing in the tub like that before I walked in here?
I suppose you wouldnt believe me if I said taking a bath huh,
she teased catching the seriousness in his features.
Not as dry as you are no, he shook his head before turning his
attention to her ankle, Well, you are a little red here and there might
be a little bit of swelling. How does this feel?
She yelped when he touched a small spot near the back of her leg. Apparently
her white lie wasnt as much of a lie after all, she thought to herself
realizing that it did in fact hurt. She inhaled slowly attempting to keep
it together as he tended to her.
Well? he asked again clearly awaiting her verbal response.
It hurts, she curled her lip in a small pout.
Id imagine it would, Ben replied with a nod gently massaging
her ankle before meeting her eyes once again, So are you going to tell
me what it was you were doing in there or are we going to play twenty questions
all over again?
What do you mean twenty questions? she batted her eyelashes at
him innocently.
Diane, lets cut with the lies shall we? he replied placing
his hands out on the sides of the toilet to cage her in. His dark eyes reached
out into her, I know what it is youre trying to hide from me.
I know what you were doing in here.
You do? she gulped her eyes growing wide with horror.
Yeah, I do and the truth is that Im hurt, he confessed with
a simple shake of his head, I cant believe that you didnt
tell me about this.
Ben I wanted to, but I didnt think I could just bring it up considering
that
she stammered finding herself at a loss.
That what? That I shouldve had a right to know if you thought
that
Ben cut her off abruptly.
Ben, I just didnt want to hurt you and now that
she
began again hearing the buzzer go off.
Diane, how can it hurt me if you think youre going to be having
my baby? Ben blurted out ignoring the sounds of the buzzer. He reached
out to her cupping her face in his hands, I love you and if you think
theres a chance that you could be having my baby, then I should be here
with you waiting for the results. I mean thats what youre doing,
isnt it?
But how
she questioned feeling as if the wind was knocked
out of her.
Cathy, he admitted with a sigh, I went to the office to
pick up some tickets for the weekend and she told me she saw you getting a
pregnancy test. I put two and two together and realized that mustve
been what you had in mind when you mentioned a surprise tonight. You wanted
to see for yourself if you were right about thinking you were pregnant and
then, well then you thought youd share the news with me, right?
Something like that, she fumbled on her words a bit, but
Ben I think that you should know that
Diane, regardless of what those tests say I love you. If youre
pregnant, that doesnt change anything. It only makes me love you all
the more and if we arent, well well have a bit more time to plan
for the wedding. Either way I love you, he leaned forward to kiss her,
Ill always love you.
Ill always love you, she replied placing her forehead in
against his and closing her eyes. There was no turning back now. Shed
already gotten in too deep. The only saving grace would be that the test results
would come back not pregnant.
Im so glad to hear that and now that weve got that out of
the way, how about we see whats happening here? Ben suggested
rising up from the floor and walking over to the counter.
Ben wait, Diane pleaded with him, but it was too late. Hed
spotted the test and was now taking a long look at it. She felt her breath
catch in her throat, her heart stop and as she tried to get a glimpse of his
expression from the mirror beyond where he stood, she felt as if the world
was closing in around her.
I dont believe this, Ben gasped as Diane felt another thud
of her heart.
Ben, what is it? Diane forced herself to rise to her feet again.
She stepped forward, her legs shaky as Ben turned around to face her with
a bright smile.
Were pregnant, he announced taking a bold step forward and
pulling her into his arms. He lifted her up off the ground and spun her around,
his enthusiasm getting the best of him.
You mean were
she looked over his shoulder to see
the test had come back positive and suddenly her worst fears were now confirmed.
I love you, Ben squealed with enthusiasm kissing her again as
if hed never let go. He wrapped his arms around her, holding her tighter
than ever and with kiss after kiss he spoke up in broken words. Im
going to be a dad. Were going to have a baby. Oh Diane, youve
made me the happiest man in the whole world.
Diane opened her mouth to speak, but she was stopped by the feel of his lips
pressed in against hers. She threw her arms around his neck holding him closer
to her as the tears pooled in her eyes. While Ben thought this was a blessing
for them, she feared that this pregnancy could be the absolute worst thing
possible. If the test was accurate, then she would have no choice, but to
kiss her future with him good-bye. He pulled back slightly brushing a tear
off of her cheek as it fell and in that moment she realized that she couldnt
tell him about JT. She couldnt find it in her to break his heart because
she knew full well that once she told him about her night with JT shed
lose him forever.
I love you, he repeated kissing her again and again.
I love you, she replied praying that somehow fate would throw
her a break. Seeing the love that Ben felt for her, she wished above anything
else that this would be a bad dream--that this baby if there was in fact a
baby was his and only his, but deep down as her memory flashed back to her
one night with JT, she feared that the biggest mistake of her life was going
to haunt her in ways she never imagined possible from here on out.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
...to be continued...