Episode 224
Sarah yawned, leaning forward in her chair to place her hand upon Kyles
hand. She hadnt slept at all the whole night. The one thing that she
wanted to do was see him open his eyes. There was a fear still in her body
from worrying--worrying that Kyle would never be able to talk to her again.
Never be able to hold her in his strong arms--never come back to her. Don
made it very clear last night that Kyle would be okay, but before he came
out--she felt like she knew Kyle was going to leave her. When he pulled the
scene in Diegos office--it scared her. Kyle never blew out like that.
He was always one of the people who was the protector of a victim
not
the one who was hurting the victim. Diego was just trying to help him last
night, but the drugs had him thinking all backwards. It really killed her
last night seeing Kyle like that. He didnt know what was going on and
he felt like everyone was after him. It still hurt her--being right there,
next to him while he slept in the hospital bed. The memory of Kyle the last
time he was in the hospital kept running through her head. He hated hospitals--he
really hated hospitals. Back when Kyle had hurt his leg, he was trying to
get out of the hospital earlier than he was supposed to be. If Kyle ever did
wake--he would probably still be the same.
Why do I keep saying this to myself? Sarah questioned, her eyes
still burning with small tears. She never imagined that she would be this
close to losing Kyle. Maybe it was because she never wanted to imagine something
like this happening to him. Kyle may have been rough around the edges, but
he was really good at heart. He would never hurt someone like he tried to
do with Diego. She brought her hand back to run it through her hair before
placing her elbows on her knees. Kyle is going to wake up. Don said
he was and Don knows what he is talking about.
She knew that this wasnt the way she should be acting about the situation.
Strong--thats what she was supposed to be for him and nothing more.
But since she had been here next to him, all she could do was breakdown. The
thought of Kyle dying on her would replay in her mind over and over again.
There was no way that she could live her life without Kyle next to her. He
was the one that protected her when they were they young--the one who still
protects her. She couldnt just erase all those memories of him. He was
the one person that made her feel really like a human. When, her mother was
in the hospital, Kyle was right there for her every day.
I cant give up on him, not now, Sarah whispered to herself,
looking down towards the ground. She felt more tears begin to burn from her
eyes. She jumped at the feeling of anothers touch, wiping a tear away
from her face gently. She backed up--only to see that Kyle had awakened. Kyle?
Why are you crying? Kyle questioned with a slight frown. His voice
was raspy as he talked to her. More tears fled from her eyes as he reached
up to run his fingers along her face gently, feeling her lean into his touch.
Please dont cry. I hate seeing you cry.
Kyle, youre awake, she smiled, standing up from the chair
she was sitting in to lean over him. He hardly looked awake, but her heart
began to beat out of her chest when he touched her. Knowing that he was awake
made her feel so much better. Knowing that he would be okay would be a much
different thing. How are you feeling?
Like I got hit by a car, Kyle groaned, reaching up to rub the
side of his neck which hurt like you couldnt believe. His whole body
was aching and his hands were shaking, but he couldnt express his whole
pain to Sarah. It would just make her worry more that she had to. What
exactly happened?
You dont remember? Sarah questioned slightly shocked, not
knowing what he would be thinking right about now. Do you remember anything
at all?
Not really, Kyle replied, shaking his head slowly--feeling a crack
of pain through his body, What happened? I feel like I was drugged or
something.
Thats because you were, Sarah informed him, seeing his eyes
get wide from her comment. You dont remember at all? Nothing?
Nothing you did?
What did I do? Kyle wondered, slightly worried by the way she
was asking him everything. The only thing he remember clearly was going to
go see Grady and Avery. Everything else seemed to be little bits and pieces.
Her silence scared him even more after he asked her. He just wanted to know
what happened. Sarah, please. Just tell me what happened.
Well, Susan drugged you Kyle and--she raped you, Sarah began to
explain, seeing him nod slowly, Do you remember that?
Yeah, Kyle answered blankly, rubbing his forehead with the back
of his hand, The last thing I remember clearly was the upset look on
your face when you saw Susan with me. Sarah, Im so sorry about that.
I didnt know what was happening and I couldnt move. Im so
sorry.
Dont worry, she hushed, placing her index finger over his
lips, She forced herself on you Kyle. I know you wouldnt do anything
like this to hurt me. Anyways, I love you too much to get mad at you.
Are you sure you still do? Kyle questioned, feeling her hand slip
into his hand tightly holding onto it.
Kyle, there was a point in time where I thought I was going to lose
you from life forever, she stated, looking away from his dark, intense
eyes, I couldnt love you less, the only thing that happened was
my love grew for you. I couldnt live without you in my life, it just
wouldnt be the same. You are the only person I love and thats
never going to change.
I thought I was a goner for a second too, Kyle told her, closing
his eyes tightly, It felt like I was above everyone
seeing what
was happening right before me, but everything is such a blur Sarah. I would
never want to leave you, never.
You better not pull this again, Sarah ordered, feeling his hand
hold onto hers tighter, I dont want any of this going on anymore.
I dont want to even think about you having to come to a hospital.
Hospitals, I hate hospitals, Kyle frowned, arching his back in
pain slightly before trying to hide his pain from Sarahs eyes, I
need you to do me a favor now though. Tell me everything that happened from
the point you found me.
Kyle
I really dont think you need to know any of this,
Sarah began to protest. He really shouldnt need to know the mistakes
he made while he was drugged. The drugs made him something he wasnt
and he didnt need to know what happened.
Sarah, please just tell me, he begged seeing her nod, he needed
to know if something bad happened. If he did something that wrong. Just
do this one thing for me and tell me what happened. Just, please.
Okay, Sarah agreed, pulling her chair closer to the edge of the
bed before taking a seat--Kyles hand still in hers. I came looking
for you and I came into Susans place because it was open. I heard noises
and I followed them to her bedroom and thats when I saw the two of you
together.
Was she
Kyle tried to finish his questioned, but was too
afraid to ask it. He thought he was strong, but this was pathetic for a person.
To get raped, the feeling of actually knowing something happened makes you
feel so bad. Did I?
She was on you, Sarah nodded before taking in a deep breath.
You were too out of it to be doing anything and I found that out when
I came into the room. I basically told Susan what I thought of her and then
I went to you. You were in so much pain that you would hardly let me touch
you.
What about Susan? Kyle questioned, his dark eyes looking up at
her. Did they get her? Is she in jail?
No, Sarah answered, biting down on her bottom lip hating to tell
him all of this. He deserved to know the whole truth, but she wished that
Susan was in jail. Susan did this horrible thing to Kyle and she could mess
him up in ways that the doctors havent even found out yet. She
left before I could even get you any help.
Figures, Kyle shook his head, hating to hear that the woman who
did this to him was out there--still being able to hurt others like she hurt
him, Just finish the story what else happened?
Well, I got you to the hospital and we went to go see Diego, Sarah
began to finish the story, but the way she said Diegos name made it
obvious that something had happened with him. You werent yourself,
lets just leave it at that.
What does that mean? Kyle questioned, coughing from the scratchy
feeling on his throat. Sarah hadnt answered him, she just turned away
from him like everything was okay. Obviously, it wasnt all alright.
If it was, Sarah would tell him right away. Sarah, just tell me.
If you wouldnt have sort of reached reality, you could have killed
Diego, she told him, seeing him gulp down and pull his hand back away
from hers. You were choking him, he was hanging in the air and you wouldnt
let your grip down?
Why was I doing it? Kyle questioned, shaking his head quickly,
not allowing her to answer that. What stopped me? Is he alright?
You began to freak out when he wanted to take your blood, she
sighed, seeing the worried look on his face. She could tell that he was regretting
everything she was telling him. The things that went on--the things he did
just wasnt Kyle Houston. It was like some monster. Diego is fine,
he got right up to help you. Thats all he cared about. What stopped
you was--was me. Something happened to me and you realized what happened.
After that, you were out of it. Your pulse dropped and you were hardly breathing.
What happened to you? Did I do something? Kyle wondered, gulping
down. He needed to know if he hurt her. How could he do something like that
to Diego
or her? His eyes traveled over to her arm which was cut up and
her wrist was bruised. A sudden rush of guilt swept over his body, he knew
he did that. But how could he hurt her? I did that didnt I?
Dont worry, she hushed, trying to change the subject only
to see him shake his head quickly.
Didnt I? Kyle repeated his question, this time in a more
demanding tone. He grabbed her arm in his hand, pulling her towards him gently
before shaking his head. I did do this didnt I?
Yes, she replied shaking her head slowly, It doesnt
matter though. You couldnt control your own body. You were shaking at
one point in time and for a while you said you couldnt even breath.
It really doesn't matter.
Yes, it does, Kyle retorted, shutting his eyes tightly in pain,
I hurt you. I never wanted to hurt you in my life.
Kyle, its alright, she assured him once more, trying to
make him calm down. He may have bruised her wrist when he elbowed her across
the room, but she just fell on it wrong. Kyle, its all over. You
dont need to worry about anymore.
Yes, I do, Kyle was about to argue the point more before he felt
Sarahs lips over his lightly. He calmed down as they kissed. The fact
of the matter was that he was still scared right now. He could have died.
He could have never felt the way Sarah kissed him, or worse--he would never
see her again.
Now, Sarah backed away slowly, a small smile passing over her
lips, Does it seem like I am mad at you? I mean really, does it seem
like it?
No, Kyle answered, thinking for a moment, I guess, I just
cant believe I did that. I love you and I could never imagine hurting
you.
Im fine, she promised, shaking her head slowly, You
hardly even hurt me. Im strong remember? You dont have to worry
about me.
I always have to worry about you, Kyle pointed out, with a small
laugh before grabbing his stomach--realizing it hurt when he laughed, Thats
what people do when they are in love. They take care of the people they love.
I know, she smiled, enclosing her fingers with his tightly seeing
him look down, obviously having something big on his mind. What are
you thinking about?
Susan, Kyle replied, shaking his head slowly, I hope she
gets what she deserves. No, scratch that--I know she is going to get what
she deserves if its the last thing I do.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Deidra looked at her workload for the day trying to stay focused as her mind
kept returning to her time away with Dean. Sure, things had taken a very dramatic
turn with them in their relationship, especially on a physical level, but
the more she started thinking about the strange woman that had approached
them at the restaurant, the harder it was to ignore. The woman had this air
about her and while Dean had told Deidra that the womans rage was work
related, Deidra felt that something was off. Even on the way back to Coral
Valley she couldnt shake that. Not even the sex could erase her doubts.
Of course her doubts had to be put on hold since there was a long day of work
waiting for her. Shed only been in a few minutes and she was ready to
get back into the swing of things. Though that didnt seem to be in the
cards either after shed heard about Kens arrival at the hospital.
That news brought her back to her previous worries about Ken. She remembered
the strange lab tests shed gotten when hed been first brought
in and now after shed taken the time to offer them up to the doctor
working on him, she knew that something was horribly wrong.
Shed been surprised when the lab informed her that someone else had
come back with similar results. That in itself had made her all the more concerned
and eager to get over to Deans office to see if he could add his input.
She was halfway there when she saw Brant up ahead. Rushing over to him, she
greeted him with a sad smile.
Hey, how are you holding up? she questioned touching Brants
arm lightly, Any word yet?
Huh, oh hey Deidra, Brant greeted her with a small smile, No,
nothing yet, but were hoping that something comes back soon.
Im sure that it will. I was going to check in on whats going
on behind the scenes now with Kens situation, Deidra assured him
gently.
Kens situation? Brant repeated with a strange look.
What about Ken? Avery questioned moving up from her place beside
him, Did something happen to Ken?
You mean you didnt know, Deidra gave them both a strange
look, I mean I just assumed since you were both here that
That what? Brants voice rose with emotion, Whats
going on with Ken?
He was brought in last night. Apparently hed gone into cardiac
arrest and
Deidras eyes widened in surprise, Id
just thought youd knew since you and Avery were both here.
I dont believe this. First Kyle and now Ken, Avery gasped
in horror, What is going on?
Kyle, Deidra repeated with a sideways glance, as in Kyle
Houston?
Yes why? Avery asked worriedly.
I cant get into it right now, but I promise you that Ill
get answers for you soon, Deidra offered up in consolation.
I have to see him, Brant began worried now to learn of his brothers
condition, Deidra, is he alright? Is he?
Last Id heard they had him stabilized, but
Deidra
explained, but her words were falling upon deaf ears as Brant turned to Avery.
I need to go check on him, Brant offered up once again, the color
draining from his face.
Of course, Avery nodded in complete understanding. Ill
go with you.
Im sure that hell be
Deidra started ready to
offer up words of encouragement, but before she could elaborate any further
on her suspicions, she was left standing alone. Telling Brant the truth about
what she suspected had gone down with both Ken and Kyle would have to wait.
For now she needed to get more answers before she started spreading rumors
about what was going on.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Whats wrong? Diego questioned, taking a seat next to Grady
who seemed to just being staring out in front of him. His eyes intense as
he turned towards Diego. Whats on your mind?
I was just thinking about--everything, Grady sighed, resting his
elbows on his knees and leaning forward. I just cant believe how
everything is happening in this town. Kyle didnt deserve this. He really
didnt.
No, he didnt, Diego agreed with a small frown, thinking
back to Kyle when he had him in the choke. His neck still kind of hurt, but
the only thing that really mattered was that Kyle was okay. No one really
deserves this.
Youre wrong, Grady shook his head, knowing fully well that
people deserved to be in Kyles position--almost coming to a near death
experience, Susan deserves to be in here, not Kyle. Kyle was just trying
to help me. Help me and that was all.
Its not your fault what happened to Kyle, Diego stated
seeing Grady shake his head declining what Diego said, What really makes
you think this is your fault Grady?
I dont know, Grady shrugged, putting all of his emotions
together--trying to explain everything to Diego, but it was just too hard,
Kyle did this for me. He went to Susans for me. If I wouldnt
have been leaning on him for help, this would have never happened. Kyle would
be at home with Sarah--happy. Not here after a near death experience.
Kyle is a good guy, Diego explained, seeing Cori walk towards
them, taking a seat next to Grady, He went because he wanted to help
you, not because he felt like he had to. You are his best friend and I am
sure he wouldnt want you blaming yourself for this. Kyle doesnt
blame you.
Have you talked to him? Grady questioned seeing Diego shake his
head slowly. Grady wanted to go in and talk to Kyle, but what was he going
to say? The things jumbled around in his head as he thought about Kyle. Then
how do you know that he doesnt blame me for everything?
Because, Kyle isnt that type of guy, Diego pointed out,
shrugging his shoulders, I know Kyle might not be in the best condition
right now, but he does know that you didnt plan this. Maybe, you should
just go in and talk to him. It might make you feel better.
I should, Grady agreed, standing up to go walk into Kyles
room before shaking his head, Just not right now. I have too much on
my mind.
Im starting to think that Kyle isnt the only thing you
has you all hyped up, Diego sighed, seeing Grady nod slowly, What
has you worried like this Grady?
I just cant believe they let Cameron go, Grady shook his
head slowly, hating to see that bastard let go, Everyone knows he did
it and yet he gets out.
They are going to find Jade, Cori promised, squeezing Gradys
shoulder softly, When did Jade disappear?
I
I dont know, Grady retorted standing up from his
seat, I lost Jade and I almost lost Kyle. Why does this keep happening
to me? Why?
Grady, everything is going to be okay, Diego hushed Grady, getting
up and walking over towards him. Diego hated to see it when people were like
this. They would always be killing themselves over something that wasnt
their fault. Jade is going to be found and Kyle is going to get better.
Next you thing you know with my luck, Grady began, shaking his
head slowly, Kyle Houston dies of a heart attack and they find Jades
dead body in a lake somewhere.
Dont say that, Diego ordered, disgusted by Gradys
comment, You know you shouldnt be saying that. You have to look
towards the good things in life, not the things that are going to bring you
down. No one is going to die and no one is dead.
What good do I have to look at Diego? Grady questioned angrily,
holding his hands up in the air. I dont have a thing to look forward
too. First Russ dies, my brother. My little brother dies. Then, Jade disappears,
which means she is probably dead too. Now Kyle, they say Kyle is going to
be okay, but how do they know this drug doesnt have some special effect
on it? It could cause Kyle to have some type of heart attack. Then I can add
to list. My brother is dead, my girlfriend is dead, and my best friend is
dead.
Kyle isnt going to die, Diego stated firmly, knowing that
Grady was just going overboard with this, Jade isnt dead either.
If she was, we would have found her body already. Shes very much alive
Grady and you have to believe that.
How can I believe that when I fear that I am never going to see or hold
her again? Grady wondered, his whole body tensing. How am I supposed
to go on being happy when I fear her being dead? Would you like to answer
that for me Diego?
I cant say much, Diego gulped down, running his hand through his hair, All I can say, is that I see her much alive in all of us. Shes alive Grady and if you cant feel it--then something is wrong with you. It seems like all your faith left and you cant have that happen. You need to bring the Grady Denton that believes everything is going to be okay back. Just look towards the sun, not towards the darkness. It will only lead you to more pain.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
So Im thinking that well close the bar off for the night,
Martha explained motioning over to the stage, and then over there well
get you and Nick set up with the gifts.
Gifts? Angela repeated with a small smile, What gifts?
Why the ones that you get sweetie when youre bout to get hitched.
Not only will we have to get you engagement gifts, but well have to
work on getting you some things for that nursery youll be working on
as well. One baby is an adventure and a lesson in exhaustion, but two
whoa,
words cant even get into what youve got ahead of you, Martha
informed her with a small laugh, I wouldnt want to be in your
shoes for those three a.m. feedings for anything in the world.
You make it sound like torture, Angela remarked with a worried
expression looking up from the decorations catalogue she was looking through
after Marthas many urgings.
Well honey, some say it is, but its nothing compared to the labor.
Though youre a doctor. You know how that goes, Martha stopped
thinking about what she was saying, Oh you know what I mean.
Yeah, I do and honestly thats what worries me, Angela admitted
dropping her voice a bit, Im not sure Im ready for this.
Ready for what honey? Martha spun around to look at her, For
the whole marriage thing or for labor? Because if thats what youre
worried about, you and I both know that they have drugs now--good ones and
Its not about the pain, Angela confided a worried expression
clouding her features, Its about what happened after. Martha,
my mom died in childbirth and if something should happen to me, then with
the twins
Angie, sweetheart thats not going to happen, Martha moved
in over to her by the bar, that was a long time ago and things have
changed.
On some level I know that, but given the way things have gone in my
life
Angela bit down on her lower lip straining to keep any trace
of tears from surfacing, I just wonder if I wont be there for
my children--if I wont be able to see them grow up and
Hey, you knock that off right now Angie, Martha reached for her
hands squeezing them supportively, The way I see it, youve got
a lot going for you. Youve got a good man who is there to help you with
all the diaper changes and be your support system and thats only with
Kevin. I havent even gotten started on Nick yet. Between the both of
them, youll have it made in the shade.
Angela couldnt help but smile at that thought, They really are
going to be great to have around. I mean for a while I thought Id do
this alone, but now, I mean Im getting married. Me. Getting married
again!
I know. Its amazing isnt it, Martha reached out to
touch her cheek gently, and unlike the last time, you wont be
stuck with a louse of a husband like that no good jerk you were hitched to
the last time.
Martha, I cant believe you said that, Angelas eyes
widened with astonishment, Cary wasnt so bad.
Wasnt so bad? Martha let out an ironic laugh, The
boy was the anti-Christ and its a wonder that you fell for his charms
like you did.
I loved him very much, Angela replied sadly, even if the
feeling wasnt mutual.
Yeah well the little hothead didnt deserve you. He didnt
deserve a lot of the gifts he was given in this world, Martha shook
her head before offering up a sad sigh, He got that unappreciative bastard
side from his father you know.
Even so, Angela reached out to squeeze her hand gently, He
had his finer points.
Maybe for a little while, Martha looked up at her with sad eyes,
but I always told him the day that he met you he shouldve been
counting his lucky stars that you were wiling to marry him. From the moment
he told me about you, I had to wonder what was wrong with you to want to marry
my asshole son there.
What can I say, Im a sucker for a pretty face, Angela admitted
feeling her tears overtake her.
Yeah, well Nicks more than a pretty face, Martha reached
out to touch her cheek gently, and I know hes going to treat you
right honey.
I hope so, Angela sniffled feeling her throat lumped with emotion.
She stood up straighter wiping at her eyes, I am just so afraid to think
that for the first time in my life things are actually going right.
Hey, given what youve been through, I think its safe to
say its all going to go down a new path once you and Nick get married.
I mean maybe my son is trying to pay penance for his sins where ever hes
at and hes trying to see to it that youre happy since heaven knows
he gave you nothing but grief, Martha ran her fingers through her hair,
Though there are days that I cant help but miss the big, old idiot.
I miss him too even if half the time I wanted to strangle him,
Angela nodded in agreement, a smile touching over the corners of her lips,
He had those times when he was really wonderful. He was special in his
own way.
Yeah, in his own twisted, demented, out there way he had something about
him, Martha let out an ironic laugh, Funny because you know Kellen
always idolized him growing up--that was until Kellen was old enough to realize
what kind of man Cary really was.
Kellen was always so wonderful. Hes amazing, Angela added
thoughtfully thinking about her former brother-in-law, How is he doing?
Who Kellen? Martha laughed lightly as if Angela had offered up
some kind of joke and she was only now getting the punch line. Oh you
know Kellen. Hes getting himself into a world of trouble while waiting
for his prince charming to rescue him.
Maybe he should move to the island, Angela suggested, since
you said yourself magical things keep happening here.
Maybe I should suggest that. Heaven knows it might motivate him to visit
more, Martha decided after a moments contemplation, Although
Kellen seems to be quite happy working at the gym. Free eye candy and all
you know.
Of course, Angela replied with a slight chuckle, Anyone
who knows Kellen knows hes not about to give that up anytime soon.
You think hed be interested in coming out for the wedding?
Angela arched a curious brow, Id love to have him out here for
the big day. Maybe even before. He was always the fashion expert and I swear
by the time this wedding happens Ill probably look like a beached whale.
Maybe hell know a way to work around that with a bouquet or something.
Dont get him started or else he will fly in right away and choreograph
the whole wedding there, Martha warned her with mock laughter, Remember
the time he tried to help work on Kevins bachelor party when he married
Michelle?
Boy do I ever, Angela chuckled now bowled over with laughter,
The man hed spoken to about the party favors thought it was a
bachelorette party and they had all those tiny
well, you know around
all over the place. Phallic shaped cookies, novelty gifts and then some of
the other things
Martha couldnt help but break out in full blown laughter, It was
paradise for Kellen.
And hell for Kevin. The look on his face was priceless when he came
into the bar. You wouldve thought hed died and gone to hell. Boy,
was he out to get Kellen after that one, Angela roared with laughter,
I can still remember Kellen following him around for a few weeks begging
Kevin for forgiveness.
Yeah, well that was something to see, Martha replied wiping at
her eyes, Although maybe the bachelor party going horribly wrong was
a sign that Kev never shouldve married that psycho.
Dont I know it, Angela shook her head, You know he
actually ran into her while he was away.
You dont say, Martha practically gasped, What is it
that the wicked witch is up to these days? Finding a new mark to make miserable?
So it seems, Angela nodded, Kevin was kind of vague on the
phone the other night, but she upset him pretty bad. I tried to make him laugh,
but it didnt work right away. I had to pull out the list.
The list? Martha repeated with a knowing look, Oh it mustve
been ugly then, huh?
It was pretty bad, but I had him laughing like you wouldnt believe
before we hung up the phone, Angela assured her with a chuckle, I
even threw in that remark you made not so long ago about Michelles implants
Oh honey, if that didnt have him laughing, nothing would,
Martha added with another vivid laugh, Im glad I could add to
the situation.
You did, Angela nodded before growing suddenly serious, though
in hearing him that upset over Michelle, I realized I couldnt tell him
about Nick. I wanted to, but I just
well, I just couldnt.
So he doesnt know that you? Martha questioned watching Angela
shake her head, Oh boy. Thats not going to be good.
I want to tell him, but not when hes upset, Angela explained,
It needs to be the right time.
Honey, its never going to be the right time for you to tell Kevin
youre marrying someone else. We both know thats never going to
make him happy, Martha placed her hand on top of Angelas once
again, If you want my advice on the matter, just be honest with him.
Tell him the truth so that he can move on with his life. Sure, he might be
holding out for something thats never really there, but sooner or later
hell find someone who makes him smile like Nick does for you. Theres
a lady out there for him--a very lucky lady I might add and when he finds
her, hes going to see that everything really does have a way of working
itself out for us all.
I really hope so Martha because I hate the idea of breaking his heart
all over again. Hes so special to me and I dont want this to hurt
him, Angela sighed heavily, He deserves better than that.
Youre right. He does which is why you cant keep skirting
around the issue. Tell him the truth about Nick honey and just hope that after
the shock settles in a bit, that hell still be there when you need him,
Martha squeezed her hand one last time before taking a step back, Knowing
Kevin, hell still be there right at your side like he always is. Hes
a good guy.
Hes the best, Angela nodded in agreement realizing that
Martha was right. There was no way she could keep up the deceptions with her
best friend. Some way she had to tell Kevin the truth. He needed to know before
it was too late to break it to him gently. She owed him that much.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Ria yawned as she saw the sunlight peaking through her blinds. She rubbed
her forehead trying to wake up. As she opened her eyes, she looked forward,
realizing that she was closer to the ground then usual.
What the? Ria questioned, only to feel a large, muscular arm wrap
around her waist tightly, pulling her towards their body.
Ria took a glance over her shoulder, seeing a sleeping Kevin beside her. Seeing
his face brought her back to realization on what they did last night. As she
sat up, she also realized what had happened last night. She shook her head
slowly remembering how the bed had broke last night. The headboard was leaned
against the wall and the other parts were pushed to the side.
You really are an animal, Ria joked to herself, remembering even
with the bed breaking--they were still all over each other. Kevin.
She touched his shoulder, trying to wake him up, but it was no use--he didnt
budge at all.
Kevin, wake up, Ria shook his shoulder, seeing his eyes halfway
open before closing again. Kevin.
Just give me a few more minutes, he groaned, turning on his other
side before putting a pillow over his head to block out anymore noise.
I cant believe you, Ria rolled her eyes, placing her feet
in the center of his back before giving a slight push--making him roll off
the bed and onto the ground. Sure, he didnt fall too far because the
only thing left not broken on the bed was the mattress. Lazy? Are you
up yet?
Why did you do that? Kevin questioned with a yawn, standing up
slowly and grabbing the sheet from the ground. Its too early to
get up.
Kev, look at the clock, its not really that early, Ria pointed
towards the clock seeing him shrug. She got one more long glance at his naked
form before he wrapped the sheet around himself and fell right back to the
bed. Dont you even think about going back to sleep right now.
Why not? he questioned with a sigh, rising to his elbows as his
tired brown eyes looked into hers. Is there something really important
going on right now or something?
Yeah, she nodded seeing him arch his eyebrow at her, Us.
You know what happened between us last night.
Oh yeah, he nodded, a wicked smile rose over his handsome features
as he looked at her, That was great last night. Sorry about your bed
though.
Its not really about the bed, Ria laughed, remembering the
way Kevin acted when the bed broke. When you got him started, you couldnt
get him to stop, Its about us. Kevin, think about it. Me and you.
Yeah, I guess I could see what you are saying, Kevin shrugged
thinking for a second, Everything just kind of happened so fast I guess
you could say. Well, it wasnt really fast, it was more like really long,
but still.
I love your ego, Ria informed him with a small, sarcastic laugh
seeing him nod, I think its your best quality.
Its not my, best quality, Kevin winked before seeing her
throw a pillow at him and it hit him right in the head, Well, you seemed
to like that quality.
Kev, lets just stop joking for a moment, Ria sighed, leaning
back into her pillow as he turned on his side to look at her, I cant
believe we did that last night."
Neither can I, Kevin frowned taking in a slow breath, We
were together and then--well, we were really together.
On second thought, Ria snapped her fingers, nodding slowly, I
can see why we did what we did last night.
And why is that? Kevin questioned, getting above her, keeping
all his weight steadied on his arms so he didnt crush her. You
think I am just too irresistible, dont you?
Kevin, Ria began, taking in a slow breath as he leaned forward
getting closer to her, I think you better be watching out because you
may need to start giving me reasons why I shouldnt kick your butt instead
of reason why I shouldnt kick you out.
You know I am just playing with you Ria, Kevin frowned getting
to his knees, but he was still over her enough not to let her get up, Anyways,
I think I am pretty good with my reasons. Like my personal favorite last night
was reason number eighty-five.
I dont know, Ria laughed shaking her head slowly, biting
down on her lip lightly, My favorite just happens to be reason one hundred
and two.
That was a good one, Kevin agreed licking his lips, before looking
around the room, Ria, I must admit something to you though.
What might that be? Ria wondered, slightly interested by the enthusiasm
behind his features. As she looked at him think, she realized that he was
indeed a Greek god. The sheet was wrapped around the bottom of his waist and
just by looking at him right now, she knew that he had the body of a god.
The bed breaking, wasnt in my original plan of reasons,
Kevin informed her wiggling his eyebrows playfully at her, But it did
make a great two hundred didnt it?
That it did, Ria agreed, feeling his hand move the sheet covering
her body away as his hand lightly began to travel up her leg. His fingertips
teasing her skin as he smiled wickedly.
Last night was something, Im never, ever going to forget,
Kevin declared leaning in towards her, I bet its something that
Kevin was cut off by the ringing of his cell phone as he sighed in deeply.
He got up from above her and grabbed his cell phone.
Adonis, Kevin answered his phone, sitting up in the bed and pulling
the sheet closer to his body. People always had bad timings when they called.
Cuz, its Seth, Seths saddened voice came over the
receiver as Ria saw Kevins eyes get wide, Im not interrupting
anything am I?
Uh, no Seth, Kevin gulped down, seeing Ria look at him eagerly,
You didnt interrupt anything.
If you tell him a word, I swear to you, Ria grabbed his arm seeing
him nod, Dont say a word to Seth
please?
I wont say anything, he whispered a promise, rolling his
eyes at the thought of him keeping this a secret. It was too perfect to be
a secret. Whats wrong Seth?
I was just wondering if you could come over? Seth asked, frowning
to himself, thinking of everything that had happened in the last few hours.
Cameron got out of jail and we are no closer to finding Jade.
Youre kidding right? Kevin questioned, hoping to god that
this was some joke. Cameron couldnt have been left out--not now. Not
when the police were on the verge of getting closet to Jade.
I wish, Seth half laughed, not really knowing what he was supposed
to be saying to Kevin right at this moment, So, can you come over?
You bet I can, Kevin agreed, quickly getting up out of the bed
and looking around for his pants, I will be there in just a few. I promise.
Okay, Seth nodded slowly before hanging up the phone.
Where are my clothes? Kevin wondered, holding the sheet around
his waist tightly as he searched the room for his clothes. My pants?
My shirt?
Well, I think your shirt is in pieces by now and your pants, Ria
slightly blushed as she pointed up towards the ceiling fan which had his jeans
dangling from them.
Oh, I guess we were kind of in a hurry last night, Kevin laughed,
shaking his head slowly, A hurry to get rid of my clothes I guess.
Kind of, she shrugged, seeing him jump up and grab his pant before
dropping the sheet, What is wrong with Seth?
He asked me to come over, Kevin replied with a simple shrug, Cameron
got out and they havent found a thing to help us get closer to finding
Jade.
Im sure they will find her, Ria assured him, her eyes eating
up every inch of him as he pulled up his pants and buckled them. She knew
that she shouldnt be thinking like this, but with a man like Kevin in
front of you--what were you bound to do? I should go with you.
Arent you afraid to come with me? Kevin questioned with
a small frown seeing her smile. I mean, I agree with you that Seth shouldnt
know, but how can you come with me without them knowing?
We will work something up on the way there, Ria declared getting
out of the bed and getting ready to get dressed, All we need to do is
keep this a secret for a while okay?
Alright, Kevin agreed with a small laugh, Not a word is
going to be coming from me.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Diane stepped off of the elevators knowing that today was going to be the
day when all her worries and suspicions came to an end. If by some chance
she really, truly was pregnant, then she knew full well that she was going
to be in over her head. Sure, there was always a chance that Ben was this
babys father, but as she recalled how shed fallen into bed with
JT without so much as any sense of reasoning, she knew she was in big trouble.
This is going to work out for the best, Diane tried to convince
herself hoping that at the end of the day she could believe that. Still if
there was any possibility that she was pregnant with JTs baby, then
she knew her future with Ben was in trouble. Hed never forgive her if
he learned what shed done in their time apart. There was nothing in
the world that could make up for that--nothing that would make him see just
how desperate she was that night after shed seen him with Valerie.
This is just some kind of fluke, Diane tried to convince herself
as she stood outside the door she was supposed to go in. Ill just
go in today and theyll tell me that this was a big scare over nothing.
Im not pregnant and I wont have to worry. Then when I get home,
Ill have a romantic night for Ben. We can make love and then maybe just
maybe we can give parenthood another try without any doubts. Yes, thats
what Ill do. Thats going to be what happens.
Of course it was easier to think that than to believe it, Diane realized as
she stepped into the offices ready to put her future on the line. She just
hoped and prayed that the one horribly rotten mistake shed made wouldnt
kill any chance of a future with the one man who truly loved her in every
sense of the word. Ben was her one last shot at happily ever after and the
last thing she wanted to do was blow that. If she did, she was certain it
would be the end of her.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Douglas turned off the television having had enough of the crap that they
were showing on the screen. It had been more than irritating once hed
finally made it back to his hotel only to discover that the media was still
buzzing about his being taken down to the police station. Then to top it off
Douglas was met with the news that Cameron Stone was released from jail. As
if having that little twerp in the same town wasnt bad enough, knowing
that Cameron was a free man again made things worse.
I need a drink and then I need to get working on finding a more suitable
place, Douglas mouthed to himself ready to take his last trip to the
mini bar when he heard a knock on the door. Thinking back to the phone call
hed made to room service a few short minutes ago, he wondered if theyd
managed in whipping up his brunch, since he hadnt had anything since
he was taken to the station the previous day.
This had better be good or else youre not getting a good tip,
Douglas sneered opening the door only to discover Zoë Ashford standing
before him, holding her purse close to her.
Then I suppose Ill have to deal without any of the luxuries of
your attention, she mouthed sourly before her eyes met his with obvious
displeasure.
Zoë, what are you doing her? Douglas blinked back at her,
What are you
what are you doing here?
As much as Id like to say Im here enjoying myself, we both
know better than to believe that, she motioned to his hotel room behind
her, Are you going to let me in or shall I just get this done and over
with from out here?
Zoë I
he stammered a bit before opening the door to
allow her inside, Its just I havent seen you in so long
and last Id heard you were in Europe. What are you doing here?
In case youve forgotten I have family here, Zoë sneered
at him, setting her purse down on the table top, but then again I think
where my family is concerned youve never truly forgotten a thing about
them especially after the things you and my brother had in common there.
Zoë, I dont know what youre talking about
Douglas stammered a bit, I mean its been a while, but
But what? Did you honestly think that I wasnt ever going to show
up again and see you? That I wouldnt have seen how I was double crossed?
she challenged taking a bold step forward, Oh I know all about it Doug
and the truth to the matter is that Ive known for a long time about
the arrangement you and Nicholas made with one another. I know how you both
played my emotions and lead me to believe I would be a disgrace to my family
if I didnt play by your rules, but guess what.
What? he questioned wearily watching her move in closer to him.
Im not that same frightened little girl anymore Doug. Nicholas
is dead and the way I see it all the rules have changed, Zoë explained
matter of fact, You may have screwed me once on the matter at hand,
but Im not going to stand back and hide in the shadows any longer. Ive
come back to claim whats mine. What shouldve been mine from the
start.
Zoë, darling while I can see youre clearly upset, Im
not really sure what youre talking about. I dont know what it
is you believe that I couldve done to upset you--what I couldve
agreed to that wouldve gotten you this worked up. I havent seen
you in over thirty years and now you show up out of the blue on my doorstep
angry as ever
Thats because I let you and my brother manipulate me into giving
up the one thing that ever really mattered. I let Nicholas push me out of
the country--out of my family and out of the life that shouldve been
mine all because our affair didnt fit into your plan for yourself Douglas,
she shouted back at him, I was young and naïve, but Im not
that way anymore. My brother isnt alive to keep me from discovering
the truth. Hes not here to play your games with you anymore Doug.
Zoë, I think youre mistaken
he began again adjusting
his tie uneasily, I realize that you think Ive done something,
but
Dont play innocent with me Doug. I know how you paid my brother
off to keep me away from my son, she blurted out spitefully, Our
son Doug and Im not going to stand for it any longer. Nicholas tricked
me into believing that when I gave him up for adoption that he would be safe--that
I wouldnt disgrace my family and that hed be far from you and
your manipulations, but all Nicholas wound up doing was push me out of the
country so that he could hand over my son to you because the price was right
at the time.
Zoë, Im sorry to hear about your son. I had no idea that
Douglas reached out to her, feeling her hand push him away from her.
Dont play dumb Douglas. Its so not fitting or becoming of
you, she let out a pinched laugh, The way I see it, Ive
waited far too long to come forward and reclaim our son, but after seeing
the way you damn near ruined him, I cant hold back any longer. Youve
let your personal life get in the way of his happiness and I wont let
you hurt him any longer.
You dont know what youre talking about Zoë. I did nothing
to take our child away from you. I didnt even know you were pregnant
and anything you chose to do with our boy
Douglas retorted in
an icy coldness, his steely eyes reaching right through her. If you
were pregnant, then you shouldve come to me.
You were married at the time and you knew that what we were doing was
wrong. You knew that you shouldnt have been sleeping with me, but that
didnt matter and I, like an idiot fed into every word you ever told
me. I believed that you loved me--that you cared about me, but it was all
business as usual. You used me to strike up a deal with my brother and when
I wound up pregnant, you used it as a bargaining tool to get what you wanted.
You gave him the money he craved to establish his company and in turn he gave
you our son. He gave you the one thing in my life that ever truly mattered.
He gave you Kipp and Im here to tell you whatever it is you agreed to
with him, from here on out the deal is off Doug. Im not going to stand
back and pretend that my son isnt mine any longer. From here on out,
its over. Its all over for you.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Kellen, Kellen heard Kipps voice call out his name as he
rolled over on the couch. Kellen, breakfast is ready.
Breakfast? Kellen asked himself, hearing quick footsteps beginning
to walk towards him. He rarely ever felt this tired in the morning, but it
must have been the way that Kipp had stayed up watching movies with him all
night. Kipp wanted Kellen to stay over because once they were done hanging
out, it was really late and Kipp insisted that Kellen stay. It wasnt
the luxury bed he was used to, but the couch was comfortable--sort of.
Kellen, Kipp peaked over the couch, making Kellen jump and sit
up quickly. Did I scare you? I didnt mean to scare you.
No, you didnt scare me, Kellen replied quickly, fixing his
hair up, feeling the gel begin to wear away, I just thought I was dreaming
everything and then I realized it was all real.
Well, cant you smell breakfast? Kipp wondered seeing Kellen
nod slowly. I made it just for us?
Us? Kellen questioned, arching his eyebrow at the way Kipp had
just said that word. It was interesting how every time a simple little word
would come out of Kipps mouth and Kellen would think it meant something
more. It usually never did, but it was usual for Kipp.
Yeah, Kipp nodded slowly, reaching his hand out to help Kellen
up from the couch, Us. The three of us. Charles woke up early today.
I was afraid he woke you up earlier.
No, Kellen shook his head slowly, stretching out his back from
the stiffness the couch gave to his back, I slept like a baby.
Im sure you did, Kipp laughed, watching Kellen grab the
shirt that was draped over the couch. It was obviously the one that Kellen
had taken off when he went to sleep. Kipp looked towards the ground as Kellen
pulled the shirt over his bare abdomen. You ready for breakfast?
Am I? Kellen questioned with a yawn before stretching his arms
out again. I want to see what kind of food comes from your kitchen.
So, of course I am ready for breakfast.
Okay, well just come into the kitchen, Kipp shrugged as Kellen
followed him through the living room, So tell me, you never really said
anything about Augustus Ashford yesterday. All you told me is that you got
rid of him and you basically in nice words, said you hated him.
Yeah, thats really, putting it in nice words, Kellen agreed
before walking into the kitchen and leaning against the fridge, There
isnt much to say. He came here wanting to talk to you, I told him to
screw off and thats it.
Nothing more? Kipp questioned seeing Kellen shake his head slowly.
I think I like my new bodyguard.
You better, Kellen winked, looking over towards the table that
was already set and ready for breakfast, except for the glasses. Hey,
where are your glasses? Ill get them for us.
They are in this cabinet, Kipp informed Kellen with a small smile,
pointing to the cabinet that was right behind him, This one right here.
Okay, Kellen sighed, walking over towards Kipp and stepping closer
to Kipp, Hey Kipp.
Yeah? Kipp questioned, as Kellen leaned forward towards him. What
is it?
I was just wondering, Kellen began, leaning a little bit more
forward before reaching behind Kipp to open the cabinet making Kipp breathe
out deeply, Do you mind if I drink water? The only reason I ask is because
I am lactose intolerant and I have a bad stomach problem when it comes to
citrus.
Yeah, sure, Kipp nodded quickly, hearing Kellen turn on the water
faucet, I know how you feel.
Thanks Kipp, Kellen smiled walking over to the table where the
baby was already sat down, Look at you. You are all ready for your breakfast
arent you? Did your daddy poison the food?
I would never do such a thing, Kipp protested, hitting Kellen
in the back lightly, Not to you at least. I would like to keep you around
for a long, long time.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Diane sat in the exam room feeling her toes freezing as she sat in the lobby
now fully dressed. Shed requested that the doctor do what she could
to get the results back to her as soon as possible and as a favor to Deidra,
since the doctor happened to be Deidras pal, she suggested that Diane
wait while she put a rush on things at the lab. Diane had been at the hospital
a little over an hour reading the latest issue of Vogue. Normally shed
be beyond thrilled about such a time to relax and go off to do her own thing,
but right about now there was one thing consuming her and it had nothing to
do with the magazine in front of her.
What is taking so damned long, Diane questioned rising up from
the chair and pacing around the room. She looked to the time knowing that
almost an hour had passed, but it felt like an eternity. Shed gone down
to the cafeteria briefly wanting to get a caramel latte, but instead shed
decided to wait for her results. Shed be a mess on caffeine right now.
Oh who was she kidding? She was a complete wreck right about now. This was
just beyond ridiculous.
To hell with it, Diane announced rushing over to the desk in front
of her, Um, excuse me. Im waiting for some results from the lab
and I was wondering if they were back yet. Dr. Davidson put a rush on them
and I was wondering if they were here.
Let me check, the older woman held her finger up, not bothering
to look at Diane as she continued to thumb through her rolodex. Give
me one second.
One second? Diane practically squealed, Do you have any
idea how many seconds Ive already wasted here wanting to know those
results?
Look Miss, the woman tilted her head up to her ready to say something
that would get Diane to back off, but as soon as she saw her face, she quickly
apologized, Oh Diane. I didnt realize it was you. How is your
mother?
My mother is fine, Diane answered tightly recognizing the woman
before her as their old neighbor Mrs. Hawkins. Shes been busy.
Ill bet, Mrs. Hawkins nodded, The last time Id
seen her, shed started working for that Kenneth Ashford. He seemed like
such a nice boy when she first started working for him, but now from what
I keep hearing in the tabloids
Yeah hes made a real change, Diane brushed her off abruptly,
Look I hate to be rude, but I really, really have to get going and if
you could see if those test results were in
Oh of course, Mrs. Hawkins agreed getting up from her chair. She
looked around the office before holding her finger up, Give me one second.
Things are a bit cluttered around here, but we just had a few things come
up from the lab. Let me check.
Alright, Diane nodded turning to look around the office. She felt
a chill in the air as she rubbed her hands over her arms to try to get warm.
Here they are, Mrs. Hawkins announced causing Diane to jump. She
faced her old neighbor once again looking at Mrs. Hawkins read the paper in
front of her.
Oh my, Mrs. Hawkins blurted out with wide eyes, a smile spreading
over her chubby cheeks, it seems that congratulations are in order.
Your mother is going to be so proud to hear shes going to be a grandmother.
Whose the lucky father? Diane, is everything okay? You look a little pale
Ive got to go
was all that Diane managed to get out
as she fled from the office devastated that now her worst fears were confirmed.
She was pregnant and it could only mean trouble. Or worse. It could mean the
end of her and Ben forever!
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
How are you feeling? Cori questioned, running her hand along
Diegos tense shoulder lightly. She knew that the whole time he was going
to be there at that hospital, the only thing he would be thinking about was
Kyle and if he was okay or not. How is you neck?
Its fine, Diego assured her with a small sigh, his neck
still hurt, but it didnt matter at this point. Kyle was the thing that
really did matter. Hopefully, Kyle wasnt going to be anymore hurt than
he already was.
Are you just saying that? Cori wondered, folding her arms in front
of her chest, knowing that he was lying. If you are lying to me, I will
find out and I wont be happy.
Alright, Diego frowned, holding his hands up in the air, It
hurts--a little. Its nothing big.
Nothing big? Come on, I caught the position Kyle had you in, Cori
informed him, remembering back to how Kyle had one hand wrapped around Diegos
throat and Diego was hanging in the air. You could hardly even breath.
It doesnt matter, Diego protested shaking his head, I
understand why Kyle did it. He was drugged and the only thing that I am thankful
for right now is that he is still alive.
I know, she hushed, thinking back to how she saw the way Sarah
was acting when everything was going on with Kyle. She was almost afraid that
Sarah would be having the heart attack. She was the one who seemed to be out
of it. I can only imagine how Sarah is feeling right now. She must feel
horrible after seeing that happen to Kyle. From what you tell me, this guy
sounds like a saint.
He is, Diego insisted, shrugging his shoulders--thinking back
to how Kyle had done everything to help people in the past. Kyle does
everything to help people. He went searching somewhere to help find some clue
to help Grady get out of jail. I mean, that shows that he will do anything
to just help one person. I can only imagine what it must feel like being stuck
in one of these places.
Hey, its Sarah, Cori pointed towards Kyles hospital
room as Sarah shut the door behind her, You should talk to her to see
how Kyle is doing.
Sarah, Diego called out her name, sitting up and taking a step
forward as she walked over towards them, How are you feeling? Are you
alright?
Im fine, Sarah nodded as he motioned her to take a seat
and he sat next to her. She wasnt entirely fine, her body was still
a little shaky from what had been going on, but she was going to be okay.
I wish I could say the same about Kyle though.
Why? Is he okay? Cori questioned, leaning forward in her chair
so she could lean forward and see Sarah more clearly. Is Kyle doing
really bad right now?
He just tried to convince me that he was okay, Sarah explained,
thinking back to see how much pain Kyle really did seem to be in, but
I know he was lying. Hes in a lot of pain.
Would you like something to drink? Cori wondered, standing up
from her seat, You know what? Ill just surprise you with what
I get. Ill be right back.
Thanks Cori, Sarah smiled seeing Cori begin to walk down the hallway,
She is really nice you know.
Yeah, I know, Diego agreed reaching over towards Sarah and hugging
her lightly, So how are you really feeling? I know you arent good--I
dont mind hearing whats on your mind.
You know me too well, Sarah declared with a small smile before
taking in a deep breath, I just feel like, like I cant help Kyle.
He asked me about what happened after I found him.
Did you really tell him what happened? Diego questioned worriedly
seeing her look towards the ground. You told him about it Sarah?
Well, he saw my arm, she informed him, holding her arm out to
where Diego could see, I didnt want to tell him, but he begged
me too. Now he blames himself for thinking he hurt us.
He shouldnt, Diego protested, shaking his head slowly, It
wasnt his fault at all. The only thing he should be is thankful because
he is still alive and here with us.
I know that, but you know Kyle, she sighed, thinking to the way
that Kyle always usually blamed himself for everything. He blames himself
for everything.
Is he up? Diego wondered as Sarah ran her hand through her blonde
hair before shaking her head. He asleep?
Yeah, I just thought I should come out to talk to someone, Sarah
frowned, running the back of her hand along her forehead, I dont
know why, but I did.
You cant be in that room the whole time, Diego ran his hand
along her back gently trying to make her more comfortable, It would
make you feel even worse seeing Kyle like that all the time.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Kyle, Grady called out his name after entering Kyles hospital
room, he looked over to see that Kyles eyes were closed, Are you
asleep?
No, Kyle answered opening his eyes, looking beyond Grady, You
didnt see Sarah anywhere around, did you? I pretended to fall asleep
so she could go away for a little bit and not have to worry about me.
Nice decision, Grady smiled, grabbing a chair and pulling it up
to the side of Kyles bed, So, how are you feeling? Truthfully.
Truthfully? Kyle questioned, slowly sitting up in the bed and
closing his eyes tightly in pain. I feel like shit. I didnt know
it was possible to feel this bad.
Where does it hurt the most? Grady wondered, patting on Kyles
shoulder lightly.
Thats a trick questioned right? Kyle laughed before grabbing
his stomach in pain. Everything is killing me right now. I just cant
believe you can feel so much pain from a little drug. Thats kind of
funny, I never saw myself as a druggie.
A little drug? Grady questioned angrily throwing his hands up
in the air. Kyle, you could have died. You need to look at this as something
serious--its not something to joke about.
What am I supposed to do Grady? Kyle shrugged his shoulder, shaking
his head slowly. How am I supposed to look at it? Like my life is ruined.
Yeah, I am scared to what can happen to me in the future. If this drug has
any type of effect on me. And yeah, I cant believe that I got raped.
You know how that feels Grady?
No, I dont, Grady shook his head slowly, seeing Kyles
eyes red as if they were burning to even be open, I dont know
what its like.
Well it isnt the best feeling in the world, Kyle retorted
with a small laugh, You wouldnt believe how much I am worrying
right now, but if I show it--If Im not strong for Sarah and the people
around me
You dont have to be strong for anyone else Kyle, Grady stated,
shaking his head slowly. After what Kyle had been through, the only thing
he should be strong for is himself. You need to take care of yourself.
Let people know how you feel.
No one needs to know what I am going through, Kyle declared, thinking
of how everyone was already acting around him, They dont need
to give me sympathy. If they keep worrying about me the only thing that is
going to happen to them is--they will end up in the same place I am right
now because they will make themselves sick.
Im sorry you have to go through all this man, Grady apologized
leaning back in his seat, seeing Kyle look over at him--slightly confused.
What are you sorry about? Kyle questioned, shrugging his shoulders.
Its not like you control Susan. She did this to me and it had
nothing to do with you.
Its all my fault Kyle, Grady pointed out, biting down on
his bottom lip, If you wouldnt have been worrying about me, you
wouldnt have gone over to Susans place. Better yet, you wouldnt
be here in this hospital bed right now. Its all my fault that you are
here.
Please Grady, Kyle laughed, shaking his head slowly, I would
never blame you for something like this. Never. Youre my best friend,
how could I possibly get mad at you?
You say that now, Grady snorted, looking towards the door only
to feel Kyle grab his arm making him turn back, Kyle.
Grady, I dont know why you are blaming yourself, Kyle sighed,
his eyes filled with intensity, I went to Susans on my own. Even
if you tried to stop me--we both know that I am too damn stubborn to listen.
It was never your fault. Anyways, none of us knew that she was going to be
such an insane bitch.
I could have told you that a few years ago, Grady chuckled, shaking
his head slowly. He knew that Susan was weird in the head, but still.
I knew she was crazy, but I guess I never gave her that much credit,
Kyle laughed before coughing at the tight scratchy feeling in his throat,
And Grady, I dont blame you at all and if I did--you would know
because I hold tight grudges. You know that.
I know that, but I feel like with you in the hospital, Grady began
to explain to Kyle how he felt. Even though Kyle said nothing was his fault,
he felt like it all was. That its my fault because I know that
I could have stopped you. I just didnt try hard enough. If you would
have just came with us you would have been fine.
Please Grady, Kyle rolled his eyes, Grady didnt even understand
what was going on here. Grady wasnt at fault at all--not at all. So,
last time I was in the hospital it was all your fault right. I mean, you were
the one who threw the football to me, so it had to be your fault right?
I didnt think so, Grady shook his head thinking for a long
second, I actually thought it was that asshole's fault. Not mine.
Exactly, it was the jerk's fault. At that time it was that football
player and now
Kyle explained, reminding Grady what happened that
day. The jerk this time is Susan. We have to blame Susan, not you. You
are one of the many people I trust in this world. You have to believe me on
that.
The same goes for you, Grady pointed out, shrugging his shoulders,
I would have still been in that jail if it werent for you. If
you didnt come in and save me at the last second
I think I would
be standing behind bars right now.
Hey, it was no problem, Kyle assured him with a small smile, Just
promise me that you are going to be paying me back for that in the future.
Be there for me when I need your help.
I promise man, Grady declared, standing up from the seat and leaning
over to hug Kyle, I won't leave you hanging, I promise.
You better not, Kyle patted Grady on the shoulder before Grady
took a step back. Kyle figured that Grady would probably be blaming himself
for this. When in reality the only one everyone should be blaming was Susan.
Hey, if you think about it though, maybe this will help us in finding
where Cameron has Jade.
Kyle, Grady gulped down not knowing how he should tell him this,
Kyle already had enough going for him--he shouldnt have to know this,
Cameron doesnt have Jade. He was set free earlier today.
Oh, Kyle smirked, before shaking his head slowly, Figures
dont it. We all get screwed in the long run. We are going to find Jade,
I promise.
I hope you are right, Grady sighed as Kyle raised his hand up
and Grady grabbed it in his, I really hope you are right.
I will be, Kyle promised, biting down on his bottom lip, I
am going to find her after I get out of here. I promise.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Ria and Kevin walked up to Seths door and before Kevin could knock,
he felt Ria tug on his arm. He turned to look down at her ready to say something
cute and quirky, but judging by the expression on her face now was so not
the time for it.
What? he couldnt help but ask seeing the scowl that spread
over her sexy features. She reached out to the center of his chest pulling
on the collar of a t-shirt theyd had to pick up at a local Wal-mart
on the way over after shed destroyed his last night. She balled up the
material in her fingers tugging him towards her. He winked at her before grinning
again, Careful, you dont want to tear this one.
She opened her mouth to complain, but she thought twice of it. Releasing his
shirt, she curled her finger for him to move in closer to her.
Indulging her, he leaned in ever so slightly, his big, brown eyes curiously
amused, Yes, what can I do for you?
Seth knows nothing about last night, she warned him sharply, No
one knows nothing about last night.
Or this morning you mean? Kevin wiggled his brow at her, a grin
teasing over his ever-so-kissable lips, Then I suppose now shouldnt
be the time for me to tell you how sexy you look laying next to me in nothing
at all especially after I
Kevin, Ria practically squealed, her cheeks growing flushed as
the door to Seths apartment swung wide open.
I thought I heard voices out here, Seth greeted them with a quick
nod. He turned to Ria taking note of the color on her face and he moved forward
to reach out to her, Ria, you okay?
Yeah, Im um, fine, Ria blurted out pushing her way past
Kevin while making a beeline for Seths now open door. I ran into
your cousin out here in the hallway and he was being obnoxious.
Kevin, when are you going to learn? Seth shook his head at Kevin,
Giving her a hard time isnt going to get you anywhere.
Oh I dont know if Id go that far, Kevin spoke up in
a mocking tone watching Ria pace around the apartment in an attempt to keep
cool about the situation, Last I remembered Ria liked things hard
well
in terms of time that is.
Stifle it Adonis, Ria grumbled back at him hearing Blake walk
out from the bathroom. She smiled at Ria before offering a wave.
Good morning, Blake greeted her cheerfully before noticing Kevin
across the room. Her grin widened quite a bit, Well hello handsome.
Its good to see you this morning.
Its good to be here Blake, Kevin replied hugging her, though
he found himself unable to keep his eyes off of Ria. There was just something
about her when she stood before him clearly uncomfortable. Sure, he had no
intentions of dropping the news on Seth about what had taken place last night,
but in just watching her squirm it brought forth images of the other ways
hed done just that the previous night. Smiling inwardly, Kevin released
Blake, I came over as soon as Seth called. I hear its been one
hell of a night.
That doesnt even begin to cover it, Blake began glancing
over at Ria, I didnt know that Seth called you too.
Well he didnt, but I saw the news about Cameron on the television
and I thought Id come over and check things out. I ran into Kevin in
the hallway and he sort of filled me in on whats going on, Ria
explained quickly hoping her answer would be more than appropriate considering.
Ill tell you what happened last night. All hell broke loose and
the devil himself was given a second chance, Seth snapped his cool and
collected demeanor giving way to his anger, They just let him go without
really taking the time to see him for the manipulator he truly is. They say
hes innocent, but I know he has to have Jade stashed somewhere. His
whole offering up all access to the police had to be staged. He didnt
say a word when they took him into custody, but now hes willing to cooperate.
That just doesnt seem right. Knowing Cameron hes taken the time
to move Jade to some isolated place where well never find her again
If he even tried that, then well find her, Kevin promised
thinking to the island Angela was on. He didnt think that Cameron was
stupid enough to send Jade there, but if he had Kevin would find a way to
bring her home untouched. Were going to find her Seth and when
we do the guilty party is going to pay. You have to keep believing that.
I do, but
Seth started as Blakes phone started to
ring. He looked over to her.
Sorry, she apologized fishing out her phone from her pocket and
answering in a small breath, Look its not the best time. Can I
call you back?
As I was saying
Seth started again only to hear a gasp fall
from Blakes lips.
What? When? Oh my God, Blake blurted out clearly horrified. Of
course. Im going to be right there.
Blake, what is it, Seth questioned reaching out to touch her shoulder
gently, Whats wrong?
Its Kenny. Hes in the hospital, she confessed tearfully,
He just collapsed at the mansion last night and Annie said he had some
kind of heart attack or something. Theres no word on his condition and
Say no more, Seth replied with a nod, Well get right
over there.
Thank you. Ill just go get my purse, Blake decided going
back into the bedroom as Seth turned to Kevin and Ria.
Im sorry. I hate to just leave like this considering
Seth started to apologize as Blake rushed out of the bedroom.
Hey coz, I understand. Family first, Kevin nodded patting Seth
on the shoulder before Seth and Blake rushed to the door.
You two can stay here if you like. Just lock up before you go
Seths words flew back at Kevin and Ria as he was halfway out the door.
Oh were not
Ria started to explain only to be met
by the sounds of the door closing. She spun around to glare at Kevin, her
anger bubbling, What did you think you were doing?
What, he questioned innocently, his dark eyes full of mischief,
I wasnt doing anything. I dont know what youre so
worked up about.
You know exactly what you were doing. We agreed that we werent
telling Seth or anyone about last night because what happened is not ever
happening again, but no, you had to go and make a fool of me, she yelled
at him, attempting to keep her voice down, but failing miserably.
Hey I didnt say anything to him. Youre the one practically giving it all away, he reminded her pointedly.
I did not. You were the one making all the suggestive comments and
she paused catching his amusement in all of this, Do you think this
is some kind of joke?
No, I dont. In fact, I dont think there was anything funny
about last night, Kevin paused scratching his chin lightly, Well
except for that one moment in time when you and I kind of got a little carried
away there and your bed broke, but I must say I was rather impressed with
our recovery. We didnt really miss a beat during the fall and after
Shut up! Ria squealed in response, Just stop it Kevin. Do
you have any idea how horrible that sounds? Here we are coming over to comfort
Seth at one of the worst possible times of his life and all you can think
about was the amazing sex we had last night.
Amazing, Kevin repeated scratching his chin once again, Yeah,
that was most certainly one way of putting it.
Oh I give up, Ria threw her hands up in the air before marching
towards the front door as well.
Hey, where do you think youre going?
Im leaving, she announced casting a glance over her shoulder
at him before glaring, So dont forget to lock up when you leave.
Ria wait, Kevin stepped forward feeling her slam the door in his
face. He pulled it open ready to chase after her when he remembered that he
hadnt locked it. He rushed back over to the door, quickly locking it
up before sprinting towards the elevators just in time to push his foot between
the closing doors. They sprung open much to Rias dismay.
Ria, look, Kevin began noticing the way her eyes narrowed with
anger as he stepped in beside her. Her arms were crossed over the front of
her chest defensively and she turned to look in the other direction.
Save it Kevin, she huffed feeling him move in closer to her. She
sidestepped his attempt to reach her before moving in front of him eager to
get out of the elevator as soon as it hit the first floor. Then as she thought
back to what hed almost revealed at Seths place she spun around
to glare at him, No you look Adonis. You had no right to tease me like
that. You had no right to drop hints about
Oh would you just shut up Ria, Kevin groaned taking one quick
step forward to pull her into his arms again. His mouth dropped down to hers
devouring the angry words that fell from her lips. He kissed her heatedly
reminding her all of the reasons why their little secret had been wonderfully
delicious for them last night. He felt the elevator move downward, but as
she was in his arms, it was her hands over his body that had his head spinning.
Do you really think
that I could keep this all to myself, when
it feels so good
Kevin questioned pushing her forward into the
elevator wall. He felt her leg curl up around his body squeezing him closer
to her. She arched up against him, a desperate breath escaping her lips.
Were just friends Kevin. Thats all weve ever been
and thats all we really should be, Ria explained in a low, shallow
pant, her hands moving in underneath his t-shirt as he held her.
Yeah. Friends, Kevin nodded reaching out to push the stop button
on the elevator before discarding his shirt. He felt her gaze drop down to
his full, muscular chest. Without another word, her hands were over him, her
long, slender fingers tracing over his tattoos before centering in over his
belt to unhook it. His brown eyes met hers doubtful. Right.
This is a really bad time for me Kevin. This is horrible timing in fact,
she continued leaning forward to lay hot, wet kisses over the center of his
chest loving the taste of his ever so perfect body.
Its horrible timing, he agreed pulling her shirt up over
her head before discarding it.
Were just friends Kevin, she warned wiggling her finger
in front of his face, This cant keep happening between us because
friends really shouldnt
Oh yes they should, he hoisted her up into his arms kissing her
as if hed never stop. He felt her body respond to him from her lips
down to her toes as her legs curled around him. He pressed in against her,
his hard lines longing to get lost in her softness all over again.
Kevin
this is never happening again, Ria mouthed feeling
his thick finger flick open the clasp on her bra before he leaned forward
to collect the material between his teeth.
Once hed gotten a firm grasp on the lace, he pulled back watching her
arms slide down as the bra fell freely from her body. He let out a small laugh.
She tore the material from his teeth before discarding it to the elevator
floor.
Youre insane. I hope you realize that, she hissed sliding
to her feet again. He didnt say a word but rather kissed her to silence
again and again taking the time to do what was necessary to alleviate the
barriers between them.
This is never happening again Kevin, Ria explained halfheartedly
unzipping his pants and watching in awe as they fell to the floor with a small
whoosh.
Of course not Ria, Kevin smirked seeing his desire mirrored behind
her eyes. Yeah, okay so there were a million and one reasons why this wouldnt
work out. Why Ria had a point, but as she stood naked before him, her body
covered in nothing more than her lust for him, Kevin realized there was a
very damn good reason why he wanted to continue with this one. As he pulled
her into his arms ready to live out one of his fantasies in an elevator with
her, he made a small, halfhearted promise of his own, Never, ever again
As long as weve got that one clear, she murmured drinking
another kiss from his lips determined to do what she could to enjoy her elevator
ride with Kevin Adonis in more ways than shed ever imagined possible.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Deidra, hey have you heard anything yet, Brant questioned seeing
her walking down the hallway.
Brant, hey I was looking for you, Deidra confessed thinking about
her latest trip to the lab. The tech confirmed what shed thought to
be true.
They havent said anything on Ken other than hes stable and
still out of it. They mentioned that you were working on something
that
youd uncovered some kind of information, Brant continued to probe
her for information.
I did and its something I think you should know, Deidra
explained drawing in a breath, You see Ive had this feeling for
a while
What kind of feeling? Avery questioned touching Brants
arm and holding onto him supportively. She knew how hard he was taking everything
as it seemed that the hits just kept on coming. Whats happening
with Ken?
The last time he was in the hospital, I just thought that something
wasnt right. I did some blood work on him and there was something in
his results, Deidra informed them worry sweeping in over her, You
see there was some kind of substance that I couldnt quite get a read
on. I hadnt seen anything like that ever, but something told me to keep
looking. Then last night when Kyle Houston came in, it finally dawned in on
me
Wait a second, Brant held his hand out in the air, Are you
saying what happened to Kyle is somehow connected to Ken?
In a round about way yes, Deidra nodded in confession, You
see Kyle and Ken both had similar test results in the sense they both had
the same unidentified substance in their blood. Turns out that what it was
they had was some kind of experimental drug that was rejected by Stone Corporation.
Its more lengthy and detailed then that, but the gist of it was that
someone drugged the both of them.
What? Averys jaw practically dropped, Are you saying
that
That not only did Susan drug Kyle, but she drugged my brother,
Brant felt as if hed been kicked in the stomach at that realization.
Deidra, just what was this drug?
Im not sure, but from what my friend dug up on the reports, the
drug was rejected because of its side effects. It was said to cause
hostility, aggression, loss of muscle control and
Deidra began
to list the various warnings that had been associated with the drug.
Oh my God. How long ago did you take Kens blood tests? Brant
needed to know.
When he was in his car accident. His levels were off the charts, but
when I tried to talk to him about it, he was no where to be found. I knew
something had to be driving Ken to this and I suspect that having harbored
the drug in his body for so very long without having something to counteract
it, it served as a poison kind of festering inside and
Deidra
continued.
Causing him to do things that he wouldnt normally do. Oh my God,
Brant if Susan drugged Ken and thats why hes done what hes
Averys face grew white with the realization, This changes everything,
doesnt it?
In ways I never thought possible, Brant nodded fearing what this
could mean to his brothers future. Somehow everything he thought he
knew about the situation had changed and he was left with a feeling of uncertainty--a
feeling that things may be working towards taking a turn for the worst after
all.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Susan slowly walked back into her apartment, making sure that Kyle and Sarah
still werent there. Her stomach was still hurting from where Sarah had
kicked her earlier, but Sarah was going to be paying for what she did. Very
soon.
Where is that number? Susan questioned throwing papers off her
table until finding a little piece of paper beneath a book. Here it
is.
She quickly got up to her feet and walked over towards her phone, dialing
the number in quickly. Sure, it was a little to early to be calling this guy,
but she needed it done.
Susan, a man answered, taking in a deep breath, What are
you doing calling me already.
Marvin, I need you to do it as soon as possible--no more waiting,
Susan demanded, clenching her fist tightly, That little bitch is going
to be paying for what she did to me.
Are you sure you want it done this early? Marvin questioned, grabbing
a hat from his couch, putting it on.
Of course I am, Susan protested, shaking her head slowly, I
wouldnt be calling you if I wasnt sure.
Alright, it will be done, Marvin agreed before hanging up on the
phone with Susan.
Susan Hastings, someone called out from behind Susan making her
turn around surprised to see two police officers in front of her, You
are under arrest.
Oh, please, Susan frowned, shaking her head slowly knowing that
Sarah had called the police. At first, she didnt think that Sarah would
even have the guts to do something like that. Actually, she never thought
that Sarah would do something like that. That bitch was the one who
fought with me. I want to press charges against Sarah.
Thats not why you are being arrested, the officer informed
her, grabbing her wrists and pulling them behind her before putting on the
cuffs. This is happening because of those little drugs you like to play
with. Oh yeah, its also for forcing yourself on someone.
What? Susan asked surprised, cant believing what she had
just heard. I didnt do anything wrong so dont even think
about reading me my rights. I know them already.
Whether you did it or not, you are still going to hear them, the
officer ordered, making her walk towards the door.
I didnt do anything, Susan protested once more, trying to
move her wrists, Damn that Sarah Marx.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
...to be continued...