Episode 226
"I came over here to apologize for yelling at you last night--for acting
like such a witch, but obviously I know why you did what you did." Trisha
lashed out at Ria, hurt evident behind her eyes at what she saw before her.
Trisha looked to Kevin seeing the surprise register behind his eyes as she
stepped in closer to them, And you! Where the hell do you get off doing
this with her? I thought that you liked me. That you and I could
Trisha, sweetie, I like you, but not in the way you were hoping,
Kevin began apologetically feeling guilt eating away at him at the look on
Trishas face. He held the sheet close to him before he glanced over
at Ria, who looked like she too was on the verge of tears.
Trisha, Kevin and I didnt plan this. We were just together and
Ria stammered still not knowing what to say to her younger sister. While Ria
had never, ever intended to break Trishas heart in doing what she did
with Kevin, Ria could see that it was something that had happened--harder
than shed ever thought possible.
Sisters dont do this to each other. They support one another and
try to encourage them to find happiness, Trisha spoke up in an accusatory
tone. I couldve had that if you wouldnt have stepped in
and did this. Ria, how could you?
Trisha, I can explain. If youd just
Ria begged of
her attempting to get up off of the floor without losing her sheet as Trisha
ran out of the room. Trisha wait!
Kevin watched the scene unfolding before him and in that moment he felt like
hed just stepped into a nightmare. He hed been basking in the
afterglow of one of the greatest lovemaking moments of his life, yet when
Trisha had walked in all the rules changed. Bringing his sticky fingers through
his damp, dark hair, Kevin let out a small groan.
Well you really managed to mess this one up didnt you Adonis,
he muttered aloud feeling like hell about what had happened. Yes, he hadnt
been at all interested in Trisha in any way other than being her friend, but
when he thought about how shed come onto him so strong--how shed
kept chasing him and how hed tried to break it to her gently, he realized
hed failed in getting his feelings across to her. Then there was Ria.
She was beautiful and wonderful and right about now she was the one woman
he wanted to keep beside him, yet shed been hurt by her sisters
surprise visit. Neither one of them had wanted this, yet fate had put them
into a bit of a tight spot with one another.
Kevin looked up from where he still sat on the bed only to discover Ria returning
to the bedroom looking rather upset. He cleared his throat uneasily before
offering to speak up, Did you find her?
Ria shook her head, No, she was gone before I even stepped out of the
apartment.
Im sorry about this--about all of this, Kevin pressed his
arms out, using their strength to pull him up from the mattress. He looked
over at Ria, noting the way that she kept her eyes on the floor. I never
meant to cause you any trouble like this.
You didnt cause me any trouble Kevin. I just wasnt thinking
and
Ria finally faced him, her eyes clouded with tears, I
just didnt want her to see us like that. I didnt think shed
ever know--that shed ever find out that we
Neither did I, Kevin admitted realizing that there was truth in
that statement despite the way he felt about Ria. He watched her break into
tears and in that moment his heart sank. He stepped in closer to her, pulling
her into his arms and holding her as if hed never let go. He kissed
the top of her head gently, Ria, Im so sorry.
So am I. I hate that I hurt her, Ria admitted behind a strained
tone. She shivered in his arms before her dark eyes met his once again, but
more so Im sorry that Im not sorry.
Come again, Kevin gave her a strange look, concern flooding over
his features.
Kevin, I never, ever meant to hurt my sister, but the truth to the matter
is that I cant regret this, Ria blurted out in a raw, tense tone,
If I said I was, then Id be lying. Im not sorry about what
happened between us and even though I know Trisha is upset, I dont want
this to end. How selfish is that?
Its not selfish at all, he assured her leaning down to kiss
her gently, because truth be told I was feeling the same way.
So what do we do now, she questioned feeling his forehead press
in against hers.
Well, I think that maybe we should get dressed and go look for her,
Kevin suggested with a small sigh feeling tension creeping in up over his
passion-spent body, Maybe if we can explain to her how and why this
happened, then maybe shell see that Im not the one for her. I
mean she doesnt even really know me as anything more than someone who
used to play around with her when she was a child.
I know that, but with my sister, shes very passionate about things.
She doesnt do them halfway and if she felt that you could be the one,
well Im sure shes already got this scenario painted in her head
about the two of you, Ria informed him with a small breath of worry
in her.
Then Ill have to set her straight. Trust me on this one Ria,
Kevin curled his finger underneath her chin once again, Well find
a way to fix this one. I promise you well make things right with Trisha.
I really hope so because I hate to think that Ive hurt her like
this, Ria offered up with a small sigh, Youre right though.
Well just find her and talk to her. Well explain this and hope
she understands.
It might take some time, but sooner or later shell understand,
her tried to assure her hoping that his words would ring true. Well
find her tonight and explain everything to her.
This isnt going to be easy Kevin. Im warning you now, Ive
never seen her so upset, Ria blurted out worry hanging over her.
Well find her and then when we talk to her, well I think you and
I need to have a talk of our own, he hesitated before taking in a breath
as he contemplated his words, about us.
Us? she repeated with a small gulp. Why do I suddenly get
the feeling that isnt such a good thing?
Believe me it is, Kevin leaned in to kiss her once again, at
least it will be for us, but I cant say the same about that boyfriend
of yours.
Kevin, she opened her mouth to speak again, but felt him silence
her with another kiss.
Later, he reminded her before taking a step back. He took her
hand in his and motioned towards her bathroom. Now about that shower
I think youd better go ahead on your own, Ria sighed heavily,
I dont want to cloud my judgment before we talk to Trisha. If
I go in there with you, then I know Ill be sidetracked.
Point taken, Kevin nodded giving her a long once over, but
promise me well have a rain check on that shower together.
I promise it, Ria squeezed his hand once more before releasing
him. She watched him walk into her master bathroom before she looked around
her room. The bed was a complete mess after their little breakfast in bed,
but it was nothing in comparison to the mess she was sure shed made
with Trisha. Reaching out to bunch the sheet up in her hands, Ria walked over
to her dresser and pulled out a few things to get dressed in. She heard the
water of the shower through the bathroom door and found herself half tempted
to jump in there with Kevin and join him.
No, she warned herself with a sigh, You need to stay focused
right now.
With that thought in mind, she grabbed a few more things from her drawer and
made her way down the hall to the other bathroom to get herself cleaned up.
She just prayed that eventually she would be able to find a way to do the
same with her sister. She knew Trisha had to be hurting right about now and
shed find a way to fix that somehow. Of course while Ria felt guilty
about hurting Trisha, she also knew full well that in coming up with a solution
to the problem at hand, letting go of Kevin was not an option. It didnt
even factor into the equation at this point and if Ria had her way, it never
would again.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Carly, Dave called out her name as he reentered his office, seeing
Carly playing with Kayla by his desk, I have a few things that I really
have to take care of over here.
Is everything okay? Carly questioned worriedly as the expression
on Daves face changed. She looked down feeling Kaylas hand grab
hers tightly, Is someone hurt Dave?
No, well yes, Dave answered, nodding slowly as he thought to both
Kyle and Ken. They had both been hurt by Susan, but it was nothing that she
really should have been worrying about. She would be fine not knowing--right?
But they are going to be okay. Its really nothing to be worrying
about.
As long as the person is going to be okay, Carly sighed, before
leaning back against his desk.
Who is hurt? Kayla wondered, tilting her head up at Dave after
hearing the conversation between Dave and Carly. Do I know the person
who is hurt?
No sweetheart, its just someone that I know pretty well,
Dave answered with a small frown before turning his attention back to Carly,
If you would like to, you two can go back to my place if you would like.
If thats what you would prefer us to do, Carly started,
shrugging her shoulders, knowing that he wasnt tell her something straight
up. Whatever was going on had him a little upset and she could tell. I
guess we could do that and wait there for you while you are finishing up work
Okay, Dave nodded slowly, pulling his keys from his pocket quickly
and handing them over to her, Just go in and make yourself comfortable.
If you need something, just look around I will probably have it. My home is
your home so have fun.
Kayla honey, go get your stuff before we leave, Carly smiled down
at Kayla seeing her walk off towards the desk. She looked up at the expression
on Daves face, it wasnt a normal look she would see while he was
usually working. Something about the way he was acting made her suspicious.
Whats wrong Dave? I can tell something is going on.
No, nothing is going on, Dave replied with a small frown--thinking
of something to say to her. He didnt really want to tell her the truth,
but he came up with something close to the truth. Someone was just hurt
pretty bad and I really need to help out in this case. They need my help.
I can tell youre lying about something--I just dont know
what it is right now, Carly pointed out, shaking her head slowly at
the way he was acting, You can just tell by the expression on your face.
Something is bothering you pretty bad. You should tell someone how you are
feeling.
You know, Ill tell you more about this whole situation later when
I come home, Dave promised, folding his arms out in front of his chest.
He didnt really want to explain everything that was happening right
now. She would probably freak out herself and she would be a wreck. I
just really need to get to work right now to try and get things settled.
Alright, if you dont want to tell me now what is bothering you,
Carly frowned, looking back towards Kayla who was picking up a few little
things at a time, I will be right back. I should help her out with all
the stuff.
Dave had pondered about telling Carly about Ken, but he decided that right
now wasnt the perfect time to do it. Yeah, he should have done it, but
he had so many things to do and he would probably tell Carly about it later.
Then again, if he told her now--it would be much easier and he would get it
done easier.
Okay, well meet you back at your place later tonight, Carly
smiled, hugging Dave before walking towards the door.
Carly, Dave got her attention before she walked out the door.
Maybe he should really tell her--it was the better thing to do. I need
to tell you something.
What? What is it Dave? Carly questioned, noticing the silence
coming from Dave after she questioned him. Dave? What is it that you
wanted to tell me?
I wanted to tell you that
Dave thought for a second before
nodding, That you dont have to wait up for me. Just make yourselves
comfortable and I will call you if I get caught up over here.
Okay, Carly winked before walking away, leaving a slightly worried
Dave in the office.
He should have just told her about Ken, but he didnt. It was something
that he should probably hold out for just a little bit longer. That is, until
he really had to tell her.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Blake walked into Kens room at the hospital seeing him laying on the
bed in front of her. He seemed so pale and lifeless even though the machines
alerted to the contrary. She stepped forward, her blue eyes fixed on her brother
as her heart sank. How could this keep happening to him? How could her family
be fated to such a horrible run of luck?
Hey Ken, Blake spoke up pulling a chair beside him. She sat down
in a chair beside his bed thinking about how theyd missed out on so
many things with one another lately. Yes, theyd just had a talk and
hed been there for her when she needed him, but now in seeing him like
this, it just broke her heart. She reached for his hand holding it close to
her.
You need to get better you know, Blake spoke up in a small voice,
You promised me that things would work out for the best, so you have
to be around to make me believe that. I know thats what we agreed to
and you never break a promise--at least not to me.
Blake leaned forward laying her head on the side of the bed as she thought
about everything that was happening these days. Life seemed so much simpler
when they were younger--so much easier when she, Brant and Ken were young
and still the best of friends.
Hey wait for me! Blake could hear her small voice in the back
of her mind as she thought back to her youth. She could see herself racing
through the halls of the Ashford mansion chasing after her older brothers.
Blake, were going to be late, a twelve year old Brant warned
her with a frown, Ken already put us behind and
Youre the one who put us behind, Ken stuck his tongue out
at his brother before turning to Blake, Come on. Ill take you
with us.
I cant wait, Blake squealed excitedly, This is my
first riding competition and Im really nervous.
Dont be nervous, Ken scooped her up into his arms before
putting her on his back. She wrapped her arms around his neck, Youre
going to come home junior champion today just you watch.
Thats right because youre the best there is at this Blake,
Brant spoke encouragingly, Youll go in there and wow them.
What if they hate me, Blake questioned with a small frown, her
arms still locked around Kens shoulders as he gave her a piggy back
ride.
Blake, youre a beautiful rider and one of the best out there.
All the judges will see that. Theyll see how special you are and when
they do, well youre bound to win. Only good things will happen today,
Ken promised before making galloping noises, Now how about we get going?
The best is still yet to come
Now sitting beside her brother Blake thought about Kens words of encouragement.
While she wanted to believe that was in fact the case for them--that the best
was still yet to come, she found herself being tested in that belief each
step of the way.
Hey you, Seth spoke up in a small whisper squeezing her shoulder
gently. You okay?
She nodded tilting her head up towards him to see his concerned brown eyes.
She placed her hand on top of his and smiled weakly, Ill be alright
eventually.
I know, he nodded before pulling up a chair beside her, but
I thought that maybe you might want to have some company--that is if Im
not intruding.
No, youre not intruding, she replied laying her head on
his shoulder as he moved in beside her, In fact youre exactly
where I would want you to be right about now.
And here is where Im going to stay, he promised wrapping
his arms around her as they sat at her brothers bedside hoping for miracles
that may never come in both of their lives.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Thank you, Grady began lifting his head up off of Averys
shoulder after his tears of frustration began to die down.
For what? Avery questioned with a small smile squeezing his hand
gently, You know that if you needed me, Id be right here with
you. Thats what friends are for.
Avery, youre more than that to me, Grady confessed still
choked up on his emotions. Tentatively he reached out to push a loose strand
of her dark hair out of her face, Given everything weve shared
together over the years Id think by now youd realize that you
mean a hell of a lot more than that to me.
I know and you do too, which is why I hate to see you hurting. Im
worried about you Grady and right now I know this is difficult, but
Avery spoke up again, her dark eyes filled with worry and concern.
But well pull through it, he nodded knowingly his hand remaining
close to her. He turned the underside of his palm in against her cheek tenderly,
Having you here helps. It means so very much to me that you still have
faith--that youre still willing to believe and hold hope for better
things out there. Even when Im at my lowest, youre still here
kind of like my annoying little pep squad refusing to let me give up and throw
in the towel.
Thats because Im smarter than you think. I know how youre
hurting, but I also know how hard youre fighting for what you believe
in--for what you love and I dont want to see you give up and accept
defeat. I cant bear to watch you go under when I know that something
good is still out there for you Grady, Avery replied leaning into his
touch. Her lips curled in a small smile as she spoke up once again, I
still believe that miracles can happen for us if we keep believing.
You make me want to believe in them all over again, which is something
I havent felt since we were kids, Grady admitted in a small whisper,
his eyes fixed upon her as a silence fell between them. He found himself thinking
about the way hed treated her--about how hed tried to view her
as an enemy for so very long, but now she seemed to be his biggest supporter
in the quest to find the one woman in his life that hed ever truly loved.
Russ had always said that Avery was special--that she had something about
her that could put his mind at ease and Grady was now starting to see that.
Youve always believed in miracles, Avery corrected with
a tiny grin, but youre just too damn stubborn to admit it.
I guess its just easier that way. I dont get my hopes up
for things that wont ever be happening, he replied in confession,
It keeps me from losing something that I really care about if I dont
admit how I feel about the situation
Even if you dont admit it, youre still risking losing it
all. As long as youre in denial about your faith in what you believe,
youre only making it worse for yourself, Avery added watching
something shift behind his green eyes.
Maybe youre right. Maybe its time that I start facing some
of the truths in my life about what it is I want to hold onto, Grady
nodded in response, his fingers sliding into her dark hair. She patted his
knee gently, opening her mouth to say something more when Brants voice
cut through the silence.
There you are, Brant announced loudly moving in beside Avery after
hed seen more than enough happening between her and Grady. She shot
up from the front row of the chapel as if shed been burned by the seat
and in that moment Brant knew full well he was in for trouble with Grady.
Brant, hey, Avery threw her arms around him in an embrace, Have
you heard anything on Ken?
Hes going to pull through, Brant explained his eyes fixed
on Grady as anger and jealousy crept in over him, Hes been through
one hell of an ordeal, but hes going to make it. Don said hes
not sure of the long term effects of the drug Susan gave him, but
Wait a second, Gradys eyes widened at the thought, Susan
drugged him too?
Thats right, Brant nodded, Your bitch of an ex-wife
not only attacked Kyle last night, but she made my brother a target as well.
She drugged him and it made him spin out of control.
I had no idea that
Grady blinked back at Avery before taking
it all in, Is he alright?
He had a heart attack last night and hes got a long road to recovery,
but I honestly dont know if hes going to be alright. With what
Susan did to him, it turned him into a monster, Brant continued in a
steely tone, his eyes narrowing at Grady, Once that woman stepped foot
in Coral Valley she was nothing but trouble and thanks to her madness my brother
almost died, Kyle was attacked and almost suffered the same fate and Avery
was violated as well.
What? Grady questioned blankly turning his attention to Avery.
You mean you didnt know, Brant added further a scowl pressing
over his face, That bitch you were married to is to blame for what Ken
did to Avery
Brant not now, Avery started tugging on his arm, Grady doesnt
need to hear about this.
No, I think I do. Whats going on? Grady asked with clear
cut confusion.
Well, while your ex was off on a rampage after you dumped her, she drugged
my brother and he in turn raped Avery, Brant tossed out at Grady in
an accusatory tone, It looks like you really brought a lot to Coral
Valley by inviting her into all of our lives.
Brant stop, Avery frowned up at him.
Wait a second, Grady blurted out looking to Avery, Is it
true? Is what hes saying true?
Grady, I really dont think that now is the time
Avery
started her dark eyes filled with embarrassment and upset. He opened his mouth
to say something more, but just judging by the expression on her face he knew
he didnt have to ask anything else. The truth was there.
Oh its beyond time. Here I was thinking my brother should suffer
for his sins, but then I hear that his sins are purely a result of what your
ex-wife did to him--of what the woman you married decided to do to him. Not
only did she destroy his life time and time again, but then she found a way
to hurt Avery.
Why didnt you tell me? Grady inquired seeing the strain
over Averys features, Why didnt you say anything?
Because it wasnt important. It didnt matter considering
that we were looking for Jade and
Avery started to explain her
silence.
Yet even after everything Averys been through she let you drag
her down in the mud. She let you take her into danger by your using her as
a pawn in your game to get back at Cameron, Brant lashed out at Grady
angrily, First you, then Susan, and now Cameron. When is this attack
on her going to end Grady? Dont you think youve put her and everyone
else through enough?
I--I didnt know
Grady stammered a bit, a struggle
building over his face.
Grady, this isnt your fault. What happened was Susans fault,
not yours
Avery tried to reason with him, but it was too late.
I think I
I need to go. I really should get out of here for a while,
Grady moved out of her reach his eyes filled with obvious upset. I need
some time to think.
Yeah, that probably would be good for you, Brant spoke up encouragingly,
and then maybe youd like to meet with the head of my security
department. Hes agreed to get more men on this search for Jade for you.
Yeah sure, Grady replied with a nod throwing out one last look
at Avery before leaving the chapel.
Avery watched his retreat before she took a step forward to follow after him.
Hey where do you think youre going, Brant questioned tugging
on her arm gently to pull her back towards him.
I dont think he should be alone right now. Hes upset about
what happened to Jade and to Kyle and for you to just say something like that
about Ken to him, Avery shook her head at him disgust riding over her,
How could you do that to him?
I thought he knew, Brant shrugged his shoulders, I figured
that he knew enough about the situation that he should see Susan for what
she really is.
He knows what she really is Brant. He doesnt need to believe that
hes to blame for her actions you know, Avery chastised him, I
dont understand how you could stand there and throw out accusations
on him like that.
Hey, I was just telling it like it is. As much as we dont want
to think about it, Ken never, ever wouldve manipulated you like that
if Susan didnt play a hand in the situation. Shes the real monster
here and if you want to be technical, she wouldnt have had that chance
to be in any of our lives if Grady hadnt married her, he added
defensively.
You dont know that. None of us know that Brant and with you trying
to make him feel worse
Avery snapped back at him.
How the hell do you think I feel? My brother is laying in a hospital
bed after damn near losing his life because of that woman and here you are
with Grady trying to mend his wounds, Brant snapped at her before throwing
his hands in the air, I dont get it Avery. I really dont.
Here I am needing you more than ever and there you are ready to chase after
Grady and apologize for the fact that hes the one who brought Susan
into our lives.
Susan did what she did all on her own. Grady had nothing to do with
that. All he wanted was to find the woman he loved again and be with her,
Avery reminded him sharply.
And thats exactly what Im trying to do. Avery I love you
and I feel like Im losing you more and more each day. Here I am lost
inside myself, feeling like the walls are closing in. I feel more alone than
Ive ever been considering that I cant bring it in me to let anyone
else know what this feels like, yet when I need you, youre nowhere to
be found. No, I take that back. Youre with Grady and youre ready
to fix all his wounds, but with me, its another story.
Thats not true Brant, Avery insisted with a heavy sigh,
I knew that you were upstairs and
And what? That didnt matter because Gradys too busy hating
himself for bringing that woman into all of our lives? Brant frowned
down at her, Well he should feel guilty. If he wasnt off playing
by his own rules Kyle never, ever wouldve been over at her apartment.
None of us wouldve been touched by any of this and maybe right now my
brother would still have his sanity.
Brant, you cant blame this all on Grady. Its not his fault.
Its
Avery tried to reason with him once again.
Tell me something Avery. Who is your husband again? Who is the man youre
supposed to be comforting and supporting right now? Brant tossed out
at her callously, because the last time I checked I thought I was that
man, not Grady Denton.
You are that man, but Brant when youre wrong I cant pretend
that I wont call you on it. You had no right to attack Grady--to tell
him about Ken hurting me
she explained angrily.
Hey, he seems to be the one youre confiding in these days, so
I just assumed that he knew already. I figured he was more than ready to comfort
you and heal all your ills, he countered venomously, I mean thats
what keeps happening, doesnt it? I saw you two when I walked in here
Avery and it looked like a whole lot more than just two friends with one another.
My God, were not back to this again, are we, Avery threw
her hands up in the air, Brant take a good, long look at where we are.
Look at the place were in.
Avery this is not
Brant stopped himself realizing that they
were in the chapel.
We were married in here. I pledged my life to you in this very spot
and now youre telling me that you dont believe the words I said
to you--that you dont trust in me or my love for you, Avery shook
her head at him, Brant, why does this keep coming up? What is happening
to us?
Thats what Id like to know, Brant replied softening
his tone a bit, I mean sure I knew that deep down Id always play
second fiddle to Russell Denton, but I didnt think that would also hold
true with his brother.
It doesnt, Avery sighed heavily dropping her hands down
at her sides, Its not like that.
Then what is it like? Why is it that every time I see you two together
youre at his side wrapped up in his arms? Brant questioned painfully,
Why cant you just be with me when I need you? Why cant we
hold onto one another the way you want to keep holding on to Grady?
Brant, I
Avery dropped her head, a breath filling her lungs
before she looked up to him again noting his wounded expression. Silently
she took a step forward, feeling as if there were miles between them with
each movement she made towards him. Saying nothing she threw her arms around
his shoulders hugging him as if shed never let go. He was unresponsive
at first, but after a moment or so she felt his arms squeeze her in against
him.
I love you, he mouthed against the side of her neck, I love
you so much Avery and I dont want to lose you.
Youre not going to lose me, she promised solemnly. Youre
never going to lose me.
Then why do I feel like youre slowly slipping away from me,
Brant questioned excruciatingly feeling the weight of his worries still hanging
over him.
Im not, she pressed her hand in over his cheek affectionately,
Im not going anywhere Brant and Im sorry if Ive been
making you feel like I am.
I just want you to be here for me when I need you instead of always
running off to Grady. Is that too much to ask? Brant asked with uncertainty
feeling his heart sink, Cant I just have you with me now that
everything is falling apart?
Of course you can. Im sorry that I made you feel as if you couldnt,
Avery apologized holding onto him and closing her eyes to listen to the sounds
of his heart beating. I love you and Im sorry that I made you
feel like you were second place in my life.
Im sorry that I said what I said to Grady. I was out of line and
I didnt mean to do it. It just happened. I just let it out because I
was jealous and hurting
Brant confessed kissing the top of her
head.
I know, she nodded, Were all just hurting right now.
I just want it to end. I just want things to be normal, Brant
admitted breaking down into an emotional moment, Thats all Ive
ever wanted was something normal in my life. Is that really too much to ask?
No, its not, Avery shook her head, but at this point,
whats really normal anymore?
I wish I knew, Brant sighed thinking about all the things that
had fallen upon the Ashford family. It seemed as if there was no end to the
madness in sight anytime soon.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Deidra walked down the hallway to Deans office feeling as if she needed
to reach out and kiss him after the day shed had. First learning what
had happened to Ken had been upsetting, but now after her talk with Diane,
she started to put things into perspective. Yes, shed been unsure about
things with Dean. Shed been uncertain about a great many things about
him, but now after shed talked to Diane, she found herself even more
certain that none of those previous worries mattered anymore.
Deidra loved Dean and thats all there was to it. There was no questioning
that--no doubting that emotion. It was just the way things were. She knew
without a shadow of a doubt that she wanted to be with him, which made all
her previous worries seem trivial and foolish.
And Im going to tell him that, Deidra decided making her
way into the office area leading to Deans office. She spotted his secretary
at her desk. Is he in?
Yeah, hes in there, the woman nodded before getting up and
grabbing for her purse, Im on my way out for a break. Can you
let him know?
Sure, Deidra nodded with a smile feeling even more enthusiastic
now that she and Dean would be alone for a while. That in itself offered up
so many enticing possibilities. With that thought on the front of her mind,
she moved to the door tapping on it lightly before opening it up. She was
about to speak up when she heard Deans gruff voice coming from his desk
area.
Look I dont care what you have to do, I want it done. Yes, I know
what youre saying to me, but I dont want her to know any of this.
I dont want her to suspect whats going on here. No, thats
not what I want. I wont do it, Dean mouthed sourly as Deidra spotted
him over by his desk. She stepped back a bit pulling the door back a bit to
hide her presence.
No. I told you once and Ill tell you again I dont care what
it takes. I havent lost my perspective in any of this. Im not
falling from the assignment, Dean grumbled back into the phone, I
know what my obligations are, but as for what youre proposing, its
no ones damn business. Ill get it done when it gets done.
Without another word Dean slammed the phone back down onto the base without
even bothering to say good-bye to the person on the other end. Deidra watched
him for a moment thinking about the strange tone in his voice. It almost hadnt
sounded like him for a moment as his accent had changed. It sounded a bit
like something from New England--Boston perhaps, yet
yet here she was
standing in the doorway like an idiot spying on her boyfriend when shed
just wanted to come in and say hello.
Pushing her doubts aside Deidra tapped on the door just a bit before easing
it open to alert him to her presence. She smiled at him, Got a minute?
For you Ive always got a minute, Dean perked up bringing
his head up a bit. He stood up from his chair and greeted her with a smile.
To what do I owe the honor?
Well I came to tell you I was having a horrible morning, but from the
tone in your voice just now, I would guess you were having a worse one,
she noted with a small, sympathetic smile.
My voice, he repeated strangely.
On the phone, she nodded.
He threw out another strange look, You mean you were here when I was
on the phone?
Not long enough to hear what you were talking about, but your tone,
well, it was different for you, she continued to explain, It sounded
like you were upset.
It was just a disagreement between colleagues, he revealed of
his conversation, Things got a bit heated when we had a difference of
opinion on the methods needed to solve a problem.
I hope it wasnt too serious, Deidra eyed him intently.
Not too serious that a kiss from you wont make it all okay,
Dean hinted at a smile before reaching out to her.
I think I can find a way to fit that into the equation, Deidra
decided curling her arms around his neck. She leaned up on her toes to kiss
him tenderly, Better?
Much, he smiled down at her, So whats on your mind?
Well I had a really long morning, and afternoon if you want to be technical,
she sighed before her eyes fell upon his once again, but when everything
was said and done I knew that I could forget all about that if I came down
here to see you.
And now that you have? Did it work? he kissed her once more his
own tension melting away with her kisses.
Its getting there, she murmured against his mouth, though
Im sure if we lock the door and take our breaks with one another, itll
be a surefire way to make it all okay.
Hmm, well that does sound tempting, but
Dean started contemplating
the idea.
Your secretary is out on her break and furthermore, she blushed
as a wicked smirk spread over her features, I already locked the door.
In that case, Dean scooped her up into his arms before carrying
her over to his desk, I think my break is long overdue.
I thought you might feel that way, Deidra replied reaching out
to him in the hopes that she could show him all that ways in which shed
been missing him like crazy all day long.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Diane walked into the house after what felt like the most overwhelming day
she had ever had. The things that Deidra had said to her kept replaying in
her mind. She really should tell Ben about the whole thing that was going
on, but it was going to be so hard to do. Sure, it would make it a whole lot
easier by not telling him, but that was just the wrong thing to do. She couldnt
keep lying to Ben like this.
Im going to tell him, and I am going to tell him tonight,
Diane told herself over and over again. She was determined to fill Ben in
on everything that she was worried about. Ben was a good guy, he would understand.
Right?
There you are, Ben smiled widely, standing quickly to his feet,
I was wondering when you were going to be coming home. I have a surprise
for you and I think it is something that you are really going to like.
Ben, you really shouldnt have done something like that,
she sighed, watching him grab something from behind the couch and hide it
behind his back.
Of course I should have, Ben assured her with a small smile, I
am supposed to spoil you, thats what people do for the person they love.
Right, Diane nodded slowly, feeling a big ball of guilt building
up in her body. She had to tell Ben, sooner than later. Ben I need to
tell
Surprise, Ben pulled the thing he was hiding out from behind him,
showing her the big teddy bear that he had bought, The teddy bear is
for the baby when its born. It will be the babys first stuffed
animal.
Its completely adorable, Diane laughed, taking the bear
into her arms, only to feel something rough tied around its neck, Ben,
what is this?
That is the surprise I had for you
I hope you like it, Ben
winked at her with a wide smile as she held the metal key in her hands lightly,
You should take it off his neck since you are going to be using it later.
What does it go to? Diane questioned with a small uncertainty
to where this key went to. What did Ben have up his sleeve now? She knew something
was up, just by the way that he was looking at her right now.
That, would be the key for our new house Diane, Ben informed her,
hearing a gasp pass her lips. He stood there thinking for a moment. It was
just a normal gasp and it didnt look like she had any special expression
on her face. Is that a gasp of disappointment or a gasp of excitement?
Excitement, she answered quickly, looking up into his blue eyes,
But how did you do this? I mean
I talked to my mother and we are working on a deal for a beautiful home,
Ben began to explain what he had been working on before shrugging his shoulders,
I mean, if you dont like the idea of us getting a new house--then
I guess I could just take my offer back.
No, dont do that, Diane shook her head quickly before wrapping
her arms around Ben tightly, What is the house like? Have you seen it
yet?
Well, its not the biggest house, Ben explained, holding
her closer to him as he thought back to the house he was planning on buying
for them, but it is a good start out home for us. It will be perfect--I
promise.
Ben, I dont understand how you could afford this though,
Diane sighed as she shook her head slowly and looked up at him intensely,
How did you do all of this Ben?
I took the money out of my savings, Ben told her before shaking
his head, knowing where she was going with this. She was worried that he was
wasting this money on them. But it wasnt wasting, it was something he
really wanted to do. He wanted their family to be perfect. Thats what
they were going to be together. Perfect in all ways. He loved Diane so much
that money didnt even matter to him. She was well worth all of it. The
house used to belong to a distant relative, so I am sure that you are going
to love it.
Youre absolute the best Ben, Diane sighed, biting down on
her bottom lip as she thought about what he did. He did all of this for her
and that showed that he really did care. I am so happy that you did
this.
It was no problem, Ben hushed, tensing his eyebrows remembering
that she was trying to tell him something earlier before he gave her the teddy
bear, I interrupted you earlier--was there something that you wanted
to tell me?
Oh, it was really nothing at all, she lied through her teeth,
resting her head against his chest. After all this happened, she couldnt
break the mood. Ben made things so special, she couldnt ruin this moment.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
JT rolled over in bed finding himself ripped out of the fantastic dream hed
been having about his night with Candi and Mandy the previous night. Hed
been excited to learn that they were roommates and when hed ditched
Valerie to go back with them to their place for a little intimate exploration,
hed found himself well on the way to recovering from his dry spell after
Dianes absence. Okay, so there was the flight attendant too, but sex
in an airplane was in a different category altogether. Last night had been
an adventure to say the least and now, well now hed been rehashing it
in his dreams--that was until the loud Britney Spears music roused him from
his slumber with its nauseating, unrelenting beats.
JT rose up from the bed, a scowl pressing over his already agitated features.
He moved to his bedroom door taking note of the time. Okay, so maybe it was
late in the afternoon, but still, hed had a long night last night and
hed wanted to recover for another romp with the two roommates later
tomorrow. Pulling the door open with a huff, JT found himself assaulted by
the deafening sounds of the music.
What the bloody hell is going on? he muttered to himself storming
down the hallway to see Valerie in the center of his living room clad in tiny
pink workout gear. She seemed to be jumping and kicking to the music--following
the instruction of some clearly repressed man in pink tights on the screen.
He let out a groan before marching directly over to the CD player. He snapped
it off causing Britney Spears to finally quit screeching in his ear.
Valerie seemed to notice as she stopped moving. She spun around to face him
with angry eyes. What do you think youre doing?
Trying to sleep, which obviously youve taken the liberty to decide
isnt important now that youve started your squatting in my apartment,
JT glared at her, annoyance flooding over him along with a throbbing headache.
These arent squats, she motioned to her workout video, Its
kickboxing and
Thats not what I was referring to you moron, JT snarled
over at her, Im referring to your setting camp in my apartment
just thinking that our being roomies is going to fly. Its not. In fact
I dont even want you here. I have no clue why you cant get that
through your head. If I really wanted someone to live with me, then Id
have someone living with me.
Oh would you quit being such a poop, she waved her hand at him
dismissively, I was going to do this in the early morning, but since
you were in bed, I thought Id be nice and wait a while. I went shopping
and bought myself a few things and
A few things, JT repeated with wide eyes seeing the plethora of
things now cluttering up his living room. He stepped forward to inspect her
purchases before shaking his head at her, These arent a few things
Valerie. You look like you bought the whole damned store out.
They were having a sale, which reminds me, she took a sip from
her water bottle before moving over to the counter between the kitchen and
the living room, Heres your charge card back. Mine was a bit maxed
out after the flight we took to Atlantic City.
Wait a second. You stole my charge card, his eyes opened incredulously,
Why in the world would you think that you could do something like that?
Because you said that you wanted to help me in my quest to get Seth
back and now here is your chance, she motioned to one of the bags, Check
out whats in that one over there. Seth is going to love it.
He moved forward to look before stopping himself, Look Valerie. This
isnt going to fly. I dont want you here, but obviously youre
not going anywhere so we need to set some ground rules for the time being.
Oh dont be such a poop, she waved her hand at him before
turning to the television once again. She pressed play on the VCR and began
her workout all over again.
That did it. JT marched over to the television, stopped the tape and pulled
it out of the VCR. Before she could protest he threw it onto the ground and
stomped on it over and over again breaking the tape into tiny pieces.
JT, what are you doing? she squealed in response, Do you
have any idea how much I paid for that?
Dont you mean how much I paid for that, he snarled back
at her all the while ignoring her words of protest, As I was saying
before, were going to have to set down a couple of ground rules if youre
going to keep staying here. First rule is you never, ever take my charge card
again. If you even think about it, then youre going to have to answer
to me and itll get ugly. Very ugly.
Chill out, she wrinkled her nose at him before waving, Its
not like I maxed it out or anything.
You still had no right to take it, he warned her with a frown,
and second dont you ever, ever wake me up again to something like
this. When Im in bed it means I dont want to be bothered. If you
break that rule in particular then Im going to have to hurt you.
Yeah, I can almost see that, she yawned bored by his threats.
Val, youre not getting it. Im not joking about this,
he stated firmly, Youre pretty much staying here rent free and
I think its high time that you more than make up for that especially
now that youve run up my charge bill.
Whatever, she rolled her eyes just as he reached out for her water
bottle taking a long swig of the water.
Dont whatever me. Just do it, he finished off her water
before handing her an empty bottle. He brought his fingers up through his
dark hair, and now that youve made a mess in here clean it up.
I dont want my apartment looking like hell.
That might be a problem seeing as it looked that way before I even bothered
to move into it, Valerie answered snidely. You should be thanking
me for adding my beauty to it.
Beauty? Is that what you call this mess? he wrinkled his nose
at a blouse he pulled out from one of the bags. He used it to wipe at his
face before tossing it at her, Its junk.
That was a thousand dollar blouse, she squealed at him seeing
the way hed just chucked the blouse across the room.
Yeah, a thousand dollars that I paid for, he reminded her with
a sneer, which means I can pretty much do whatever I damn well please
with it. If I want to use it as toilet paper, its my god given right
at this point in time.
You wouldnt dare, she sneered at him.
Watch me princess, JT warned seeking out the blouse again.
If you even think about it
she began with an angry glare.
Clean up my living room and the blouse is safe, JT dangled it
in front of him, If not, then youre going to lose this thousand
dollar beauty.
You jerk, she muttered under her breath at him watching him slip
down the hallway.
Oh and yeah, while youre at it, make me something to eat. Now
that I have a headache from your horrible music, I think I could use a shower
and then some food, JT mouthed walking away from her.
Make it yourself, Valerie piped in with a snarl.
What did you just say? JT spun around to face her once again.
He held the blouse up in the air threatening to tear it into pieces as she
watched in horror.
Do you really think you can manipulate me into doing your bidding just
because
she watched him begin to tear at the blouse, JT
thats imported.
And now its about to be deported in the toilet, he announced
ripping it in half. He marched forward reaching for another one of her bags,
Now about dinner
what do you say
Im not doing it, she argued folding her arms in front of
her chest as he reached for another blouse, JT thats from Italy.
Hmm, well Ive always wondered what Italian imports were like,
he shrugged tearing at the fabric again. This one ripped easily--better than
the last and he reached for another enthusiastically. Now where were
we Val?
Put that down. Please just put it down, she warned making a small
step towards him. He seemed to laugh before he ripped this one. He reached
for another.
What was that Val? he brought his hand up to his ear, I
didnt hear you before?
I said, Put it down, she squealed watching him tear
up her two thousand dollar blouse. JT please
Please what? he arched a curious brow.
Please let me make you some dinner, she replied grudgingly.
Well if you insist, he set the bag hed swapped down on the
floor. He looked to her with a satisfied smirk, Thats an awfully
generous offer Valerie. Thank you.
Bite me, she lunged towards him to swipe her broken clothing before
taking the bag away from him. Once they were safe, she spat back at him, Im
not doing it. Make your own damn meals.
Wrong answer, he marched towards her, knocking the piece of clothing
from her arm. He reached out to her hands on her shoulders as he forced her
to look at him, Look Val, this has to be a partnership, not a dictatorship
on your end. You mightve been able to bully your old boyfriends before,
but Im not a boyfriend, nor do I even like you very much. The way I
see it youre indebted to me and if you dont earn your keep around
here, then youll have to pay up in other ways.
What other ways? she asked wearily, because Im not
about to make you dinner.
Fine, he released her before taking a seat on the couch. Then
I think its time we talk terms here with one another.
Im not cleaning your house either, she folded her arms in
protest. Its not happening.
So then leave. You can go and that will work too, he suggested
with a shrug.
No, Im staying here and thats final, she announced
with a huff.
Okay then, if you wont cook and you wont clean, then youre
going to have to service me in other ways, JT wiggled his finger at
her motioning for her to join him. Come here.
What? she asked watching him lean back on the couch.
The way I see it, youll make me something to eat and clean up
your mess or else, JT brought his fingers to his pajama pants popping
open the top button, you can get on your knees and start paying for
those things you charged on my card today.
What? she blinked back at him in astonishment, her eyes tapering
off over his muscled chest, leading to where his fingers were waiting to continue
opening his pants.
I said put your mouth on where the source of your money came from and
start paying me back, JT spoke sternly before nodding to the center
of his pants again, I strongly suggest you get over here and get to
work before I change my mind and withdraw the offer for repayment Val.
No damn way. she shook her head in refusal, Im not
going to do that
not on your life.
The way I see it, youre very indebted to me and you have to earn
your keep around here. You have one of two options, you can either a, get
into the kitchen and make me something to eat along with your cleaning up
your crap in here or b, you can get over here and show me that your mouth
is good for something other than bitching all the time.
I choose option c, Valerie replied stiffly. None of the
above.
Good, Im glad that you mentioned that because while Im sure
you were thinking you were pulling a fast one on me in not taking either choice
I had for you, option c is I call the police and tell them about how you stole
my charge card and tried to make me go for broke. They dont take too
kindly to fraud there Val and the way I see it youll be servicing your
cellmate instead of me if you take that choice.
Im not going to bring my mouth anywhere near you. The thought
repulses me, Valerie shuddered at the thought as her eyes fixated on
his chest once again. Sure he was cute and all, but to think of her being
forced to pleasure him, well, it was never going to happen. She didnt
take orders from any man.
Fine, then have it your way, he shrugged before getting up off
of the couch. He took a step towards her watching her eyes grow wider with
each passing second, Since youve turned down option b, and Im
assuming that you dont want option c, youd better get your sweet
little ass into my kitchen and make me something to eat for when Im
out of the shower.
And if I dont, Valerie challenged as they stood face to
face with one another.
Then Id expect youd either be gone out of my apartment or
you be ready for your police escort out of here, he threw out at her
sourly before marching towards the bathroom.
You jack-ass, Valerie reached for her half empty bag that now
contained some of her broken clothing. She threw it at him in a half-hearted
attempt to lash out at him.
And remember, I like my bacon extra crispy, JT snickered ignoring
her lashing out at him. Oh and yeah, if you even think about poisoning
me in any way, option c will still be on the table.
Valerie groaned watching him slip into the bathroom and closing the door behind
him. She hated him more than words could even begin to express, but at this
point he was really her only option. She just needed to stick it out long
enough for Seth to get his brain back. Frowning, she grudgingly stomped into
the kitchen ready to make a meal for JT that she hoped hed choke on
when he got around to eating it. Maybe he might be calling the shots now,
but when she was reunited with Seth again, he was going to pay. Big time!
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Well, I guess my day has been on overload, Cori took in a deep
breath, looking up into Diegos tired, dark eyes, I guess I should
get going soon.
Okay, Diego nodded, looking back down the hallway to try and see
if anyone was out, Everything has been really tense over here I guess
you could say. I think this will be one of the days I will never forget.
I think I might second that one, Cori agreed, reaching her hand
out to touch Diegos lightly. He had obviously had a hard day and knowing
that made her worry. He could have been injured a few hours ago, but he really
didnt care as it seemed. It was like he tried to forget it even happened.
Like he never really was hurt. It might be one of those days you might
want to forget too. I know its something that Kyle wouldnt want
to remember for the rest of his life.
I know, he frowned, thinking of all the things that Kyle must
be feeling right now. The way that he was drugged and forced to be someone
he wasnt had to feel like he was a nothing. Kyle had done so much for
people and this was how he was getting repaid by Susan. It was really such
a sad thing to see happen. Kyle and Grady were both good guys and the best
of friends, but they were always getting hurt in more ways than one. Poor
guy. He probably feels like he cant do anything anymore. I wish I could
have stopped this before it even happened.
I bet everyone does too, Cori pointed out before shaking her head
slowly. The way that everyone had been acting so tense, showed how important
this Kyle guy really was. When everyone else was worrying, it also made her
worry. Kyle sounded like a really nice guy and there werent a lot of
guys like that these days. I guess this was just something that no one
saw coming, but I am sure Kyle is going to be okay. From what I heard, he
is doing pretty good right now.
Hopefully, he sighed, shaking his head slowly. Don had said that
Kyle was doing pretty good, but you never really know. He hadnt seen
Don in a couple of hours and things could change in a matter of minutes alone.
I think I am going to stick here just a little while longer to make
sure everything is going fine. It was a little crazy earlier, so I should
probably just check in and see how everyone is doing.
Okay, I will probably get going now, she informed him, taking
a step forward to hug. She felt bad that he was always at the hospital. He
just needed some time to take a step back and relax. She could only imagine
how Diego must be feeling right now seeing his friend like that, Give
my best wishes for everyone and hopefully everything goes well.
Will do, Diego agreed, leaning down to give her a quick peck on
the lips to say goodbye before something else passed through his mind that
was supposed to happen the other day, About the dinner that was supposed
to happen tonight
Forget about it, she let out a little laugh, shaking her head
slowly. It really didnt matter that they didnt go--some things
are a little more important than a date. Diego, I think what happened
here was just a little more important than a dinner date between us. Its
really nothing.
No, I think it is something, he protested, taking in a deep breath.
They had wanted to go out and they were stopped by everything that had happened.
Sure, he didnt want to leave the hospital without seeing how Kyle was,
but they still were supposed to be going out with each other and their plans
got a little screwed up, I think it would have been something really
special between the two of us. So, how about we take a rain check on our date
and I will let you choose where we go.
I would love to take a rain check, Cori smiled, arching her eyebrow
at him at his last comment. He wouldnt want her picking the place, he
made that very clear the other day when they were together, So, youll
let me pick where we go?
Okay, scratch that, Diego frowned, shaking his head slowly, remembering
the last place that she had taken him, Knowing you--I will probably
have to eat at some poisonous sushi shop, so no way. I will just surprise
you next time on where we go. How does that sound.
I think that sounds wonderful, she replied, kissing him one last
time before walking towards the elevator, Call me and let me know how
you are doing later.
I will, Diego promised with a sigh, watching her step onto the
elevator. He sighed watching the elevator doors close, this had been a hectic
last few hours. Hopefully Cori was right, everyone was going to be okay.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
I just dont understand, Ria sighed stepping into Kevins
hotel room after theyd searching around for Trisha, Where would
she go? Shes not answering her cell phone. Shes not at moms
and none of her friends have heard from her.
Shes probably blowing off some steam, Kevin replied tossing
his hotel room key on the table beside him, Which is probably what you
need to do right about now.
Kevin, Im worried about my sister, she groaned inwardly,
Its not just like her to up and vanish like this. Shes angry
with me and
And shes going to be okay. I know Trisha remember? Shell
be upset and shell probably go off cursing the both of us for awhile,
but eventually shes going to get over it. Shell come back home
and youll be able to catch her, Kevin tried to assure her, bringing
his large, thick hands in over her shoulders and massaging them gently. Sooner
or later shes going to turn up.
I know, but you know how I am. Im one of these people who just
likes to deal with things up front. I live in the now and try to get resolution
to problems as they come my way, Ria explained with a frown.
I know Ria, but you have to look at it this way, Trisha needs to come
to terms with this in her own way. Neither one of us wanted to hurt her and
when she really takes the time to think about that, then shes going
to see we arent in the wrong here, Kevin explained in a cool and
even voice. He leaned down to kiss the back of her neck before his hands went
back to work on her shoulders once again.
Im just worried about her, she sighed closing her eyes and
losing herself to the heavenly feel of his fingers working out the knots in
her muscles. She let out a small murmur, Oh youre good.
I think we already established that last night and this morning and
Kevin began catching a scathing look from her, Im just saying.
I know you are, she turned in his arms, and normally Id
pounce on that with a witty comment of my own. Hell, Id pounce on you
after that, but with Trisha
Shes going to be okay. Right now she just needs some time and
we need to give her that, he paused thinking about the search theyd
been on for her sister, In fact, I think that we need to try to forget
about Trisha for a while and focus on getting you something to eat. You havent
had anything since pancakes this morning and
Rias face grew hot at the memory. Even now she could still taste the
sugary sweet combination of strawberries and his luscious skin. The mere thought
on its own had her suddenly very on edge. She looked up at him with
amused eyes, It was divine.
Even so, you didnt get much to eat in the experience--at least
nothing that could satisfy that kind of hunger, he reminded her, a wicked
smirk teasing over his lips, So I was thinking maybe we could order
a little room service. Perhaps youre in the mood for something good
besides
me that is.
Cute, she couldnt help but offer up a small smile, What
do you have in mind?
What tempts and excites you, Kevin questioned with another grin,
Aside from me of course again.
You raving egomaniac, she shook her head at him, her amusement
growing by the second. Actually right about now I could really go for
some pizza right about now.
Pizza? Kevin gave her a strange look. Um, Ria honey, I dont
think they make pizza here.
So, we'll order out, she shrugged her shoulders, We will
get pizza from some place that delivers and if you're so hung up on getting
room service
then you could order some fruit for desert.
Fruit, huh? Kevin thought it over for a moment. I suppose
that could work.
Of course it again, Ria decided making her way through his hotel
room towards the sitting area, Oh, yeah and while youre at it,
make sure they send some whip cream up with that too.
Whipped cream? Kevin amused with a grin. Now were
talking.
I thought you would like that, Ria replied with a flirty expression.
She opened her mouth to say something else, but before she could say something
to flirt with Kevin any further, her cell phone rang. She fished through her
purse quickly to pull it out before answering it. Trisha? Is that you?
Trisha? the voice repeated, No Ria, its me. I was
hoping that you and I could have a talk after what happened last night. I
realize that you were upset and
And what are you doing calling me? Ria frowned turning away from
Kevin as she spoke into the phone. She knew she shouldnt try to keep
the conversation private, but a moment of awkwardness pressed in over her
at the thought of Kevin hearing her fighting with her former lover. Still
she could feel Kevins eyes upon her as she spoke into the phone. I
thought I made myself clear last night on where I stand.
You did, but the truth to the matter is that I really dont believe
that this cant be fixed with us Ria. I care about you and I know that
you care about me. If you just agree to meet with me tonight, then
her lover appealed to her.
Look, Im kind of busy right now and
Ria started in
an attempt to give him the brush off when Kevin marched forward reaching for
her phone. Before she could protest he lifted it to his ear and spoke up in
an all male, all possessive tone.
Look jackass. Shes not interested. She never really was and she
never really will be again. Rias moved on to bigger and much better
things I can promise you, Kevin mouthed with a sneer before hanging
up the phone. He handed it back to her with a shrug, Problem solved.
Kevin, I cant believe you did that. You have no idea who I was
talking to or what I was
she started in protest, a frown curling
over her lips.
It was your boyfriend
or rather Im hoping its your
ex-boyfriend there, Kevin paused wondering if hed overstepped
his boundaries. He looked at her for a long moment of contemplation before
he took a step back, Unless I am drawing the wrong conclusions here.
No, Kevin, its not that. Its just that
Ria found
herself at a loss now that her lover had called and added tension to an already
tense night.
That what? he questioned gently, taking a seat beside her. He
searched her eyes for a long moment, Do you love him?
No, Ria admitted freely with a smile, It was never about
my loving him.
Then what was it about, he couldnt help but ask even though
he was certain he didnt want to hear the answer.
It was about someone wanting me--about someone seeing me as more than
just another tomboy. No one ever really thought much of me other than one
of the guys, so when I met him, well he was different. We met a little over
a year ago and he was charming, Ria confessed feeling a bit guilty for
discussing her boyfriend with Kevin, He said all the right things at
the right time and we started something with one another. He was a bit older
and more worldly than I was, yet it had a certain appeal to it. We started
seeing one another casually at first, but then it became more frequent. I
really thought that maybe just maybe Id met someone who might be different
that
is until he made a big deal about not wanting to get involved in my life.
I mean other than the secret meetings wed have with one another at some
sleazy out of the way hotel he wasnt all that interested in me. He didnt
bother to meet any of my friends and he had no intention of ever making that
step with me.
So it was a dead end relationship, then? he asked hoping like
hell that was what the relationship was leading to. In that moment he thought
about the possibility of letting go of Ria and that was very unsettling.
Pretty much, she nodded in confession, and I was really
stupid not to end it sooner. Last night I was at my wits end and then
you arrived
And added a whole new world of complications to the mix, he sighed
heavily, Im sure youre feeling like our running into one
another was a bad thing, huh?
Bad for who? For my boyfriend? Ria couldnt help but smile,
Oh believe me it was very bad for him, but very good for me. Very, very
good for me.
You really think so? Kevin tipped his head up to see the thunder
behind her dark, stormy eyes.
I know so, she nodded leaning forward to crawl into his lap. Her
thighs settled in outside of his and she ran her fingers through his dark
hair, because youre the best thing thats happened to me
in a very, very long time.
Even though Trishas not happy, Kevin half questioned just
wanting to reaffirm that she really, truly felt that way about their finding
one another.
Im hoping Trisha can forgive me because the way I see it, being
with you has been the only good thing thats happened to me in a very
long time, she leaned in to nibble on his lower lip gingerly, Youre
charming, handsome, fun to be with, a little irritating and yet so very irresistible.
Ria, I know that you werent expecting any of this, his hands
roamed in over her spine crushing her in towards him, and I know we
agreed to keep this between us, but when we did that I didnt expect
you to feel like I was a replica of that jackass you were dating.
Youre nothing like the jackass, Rias hands dropped
over the buttons on his shirt, pulling one open one by one, Youre
strong and sexy and you make me feel things that I havent felt in a
very, very long time. I like being with you
I like all the things that
we do together in and out of bed and elevators and just about any place else
we can think of. Ive always really, really liked you Kevin Adonis.
And Ive always really, really liked you Ria Merhan. So much so
that I cant help myself when youre around, Kevin confessed
sliding his thumb and index finger in around her slender waist. With one quick
movement, he pulled her shirt up and over her head before dropping it to the
floor, When Im with you, I cant seem to get enough of you.
Then, I think we have a problem, Ria sighed, her lips teasing
in over his collar bone. She tugged his shirt down over his arms, feeling
the strength of him caged beneath her touch, because when Im with
you I feel the same way.
The question is what are we going to do about it, Kevin met her
eyes daring her to deny the obvious chemistry between them.
Were going to forget about room service for a while and focus
on all the right things, she nipped at his neck before letting out a
small growl. Her hot, wet kisses made their way over to his earlobe, I
am, after all, a free woman now.
Hmm, well I guess now this opens the door to a new experience seeing
as you were taken before, Kevin teased with a mocking tone, I
mean what if the thrills not there for us anymore now that we can be
together?
Oh I think the thrill will be more than there, Rias lips
moved in over his chest as she slid over his body. She dropped her hands down
to the center of his lap seeking out the root of his masculinity through his
pants before she licked her lips eagerly. Cant you feel it?
Kevin bit down on the groan building in the back of his throat. He closed
his eyes and exhaled slowly, Oh I can most certainly feel it.
Good, then how about we stop talking for a little while and get down
to business, Ria spoke up suggestively, since I do suppose that
we really should think about that room service here. I mean it sounds tempting
and I do believe you have some whipped cream to order.
Coming right up, Kevin promised ready to do what he could to rush
room service upstairs. He reached for the cell phone once again ready to make
the call when Ria pulled it from his hand and tossed it across the room.
On second thought I changed my mind again. Room service can wait, but
I cant, Ria announced going for the gusto and kissing him like
shed never stop. Sure, the whole world might be in an uproar right now,
but Kevin was the perfect way for her to remember everything that was right
about her life especially now. This was exactly what she wanted and fortunately
for her, she was with the perfect man. Last night and this morning theyd
spent their time indulging in a few of his fantasies of her, but now, well
she was going to make damn certain that they embraced a few of her fantasies
about him as well. Oh yes, the evening was full of so many possibilities.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Trisha pushed open the heavy front door to the Cadillac Ranch hearing her
ears being assaulted by some peppy Shania Twain song. Normally she mightve
jammed along to it enjoying the upbeat tune, but when she thought back to
her sister and Kevin being together, the only thing it did was enrage her
further. So much for being part of the whole strong and independent woman
era. Right now she wanted to be downright uncivilized and claw her sisters
eyes out. How dare Ria stoop so low after giving her a lecture on Kevin? It
just wasnt right.
He should be with me, Trisha huffed making her way over to the
bar. She slammed her hand down on the top of the bar motioning for the bartender
to come over.
May I help you? he questioned giving her a once over.
Yeah, Id like a drink like now, Trisha announced catching
the strange look hed given her. She knew that look only too well. Reaching
into her purse she pulled out her identification, See Im perfectly
legal, now how about that drink?
Itll be right up, he nodded. What can I get for you?
Whatever is the strongest thing youve got, she decided with
a huff.
The bartender nodded taking her order and walking away. Trisha looked around
noting the music had changed to something sappy and romantic. Gee, normally
that would have her inspired too, but now all she could think about was Ria
and Kevin and that sickening display of
Well hello, A voice spoke from behind her. She looked up to see
a man standing close to her, I couldnt help but notice you when
you walked in. I saw you from across the bar and thought that maybe I might
be able to interest you in a dance.
Yeah, well why dont you do you do us both a favor and go over
to the other side again because Im not interested, she huffed
back at him.
Oh come on, he reached out for her, Whats one dance
going to do?
No thank you, she turned towards the bar again only to feel him
reach out for her roughly. Hey!
She said she wasnt interested, the man who had been seated
beside her at the bar explained firmly. He stood up and shoved the unwanted
man away from her with a firm warning look. Back off.
You back off, the man snarled at her sudden hero.
Wrong answer, the man beside her hauled off and hit the man whod
been bothering her. The man lunged forward in an attempt to attack Trishas
mystery hero, but her hero kicked his foot out tripping the man before he
could make another move. Shortly after a crowd gathered and the bartender
returned with Trishas drink.
Thanks, her hero replied pulling a few dollars out of his pocket
before motioning to Trisha, What do you say we go out back to talk?
I say that sounds great, she nodded ready to get out of the situation
before the man on the ground stood up again. She followed her hero out onto
the back patio watching him weave through the crowd until they were finally
out into the night beyond the music.
Your drink, he turned around to smile and hold it out for her.
Thank you, she replied accepting it readily, thanks for
what you did back there too.
Hey I dont like to see a jerk pawing at a beautiful woman like
that, he explained modestly, I was just doing my gentlemanly duty
there in saving you.
Well I appreciate it, she lifted her drink to her lips, What
was your name again?
I didnt give it, he replied with a smirk reaching for her
hand. He raised it to his lips to kiss the top of it before speaking up smoothly,
but its Ray. My name is Ray.
Im Trisha, she replied taking a long look at the man before
her. Granted he was no Kevin Adonis, but he seemed handsome enough. She saw
the first flashes of Ria and Kevin reenter her mind as she smiled at Ray,
You come here often Ray?
Not nearly as often as I used to, he admitted with a small smile,
What about yourself?
This was my first time, she confessed with a tiny grin, I
guess I just wasnt bold enough to see what this place was about before.
And now that you have? he arched a curious brow.
I find Im not interested in it, well other than in maybe meeting
you that is, she paused shifting on her feet uneasily, So what
brought you here tonight Ray?
I was hoping for a little excitement and I think I found it, he
teased with a small laugh.
Trisha remained silent for one more moment before taking a bold step forward.
She reached out to him placing her hand on his chest before raising up on
her toes to collect a kiss from his lips. As they parted she noticed the look
of surprise on his face. She smiled liking the way he seemed to be caught
up in that kiss.
I just thought I should thank you properly, she replied in a low,
sultry whisper thinking about what her sister was probably doing at a time
like this.
Hmm, well in that case, let me offer up a proper youre welcome,
he replied tugging her in to him again. Their mouths melded together in an
instant spark of electricity. She coiled her arms around his waist, rubbing
in against him as she found herself wanting a reason to forget what shed
walked in on with Ria and Kevin.
I think I should be thanking you again, she mouthed as they parted,
as its not every day I get rescued by such a hot, sexy stranger.
Its my pleasure, Ray replied with a small smirk.
Not yet, but it will be if you take me somewhere private where we can
share a drink together, she flirted up at him, What do you say?
Want to leave this dump?
I thought youd never ask, he grinned from ear to ear clearly
excited by the idea of being alone with her. She wrapped her arm around him
before motioning to the parking lot.
You have a car, she questioned suggestively.
Yeah its over there, he nodded leading her along as Trisha
vowed that tonight shed find a way to forget all about Ria and Kevin.
To hell with worrying about the one that got away. Shed make the most
out of the time she had with the one she was with right now.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Grady got out of his car after stopping it on the side of the road. Right
now, he was in that place where his nightmares began to flare. The place they
found Jades car. He walked down the hill and towards the water before
sitting down a large rock. He couldnt believe that this was happening
to him. His life was supposed to start all over again after he had been set
free, but it seemed to be getting worse by the moment. There were too many
things going through his mind right now. He needed to be alone--to think about
things.
What the? Grady questioned feeling a piece of paper hit him in
the head from blowing in the wind. He grabbed the paper and looked down at
the art before him. It was an add for Hulk Hogan and he couldnt help
to smile seeing this. Something like some wrestler shouldnt make him
laugh, but there was something about Hulk that made him special.
You sure that youre not looking, Grady asked again from
the kitchen while popping his head out to catch Jade eagerly looking around
the living room area. Jade, come on.
Okay fine, she brought her hands up over her face, happy
now?
Its a start, Grady decided stepping out into the living
room and reaching for her hand, Now keep your eyes closed.
Fine, Jade accepted his hand allowing him to guide her into the
kitchen, but I really wish you wouldve let me help you with whatever
you have going on in here.
No you dont, Grady contradicted her leading her into the
kitchen. Unable to suppress the pleasure he took in keeping her on her toes
unaware of his plans for the evening with her. Right this way.
Im all yours, Jade promised eliciting a smile from Gradys
lips.
You have no idea how wonderful that truly sounds, Grady replied
making his way around the table after helping her into her chair, okay,
now you can open your eyes.
Alright, Jade replied opening her eyes to find a candle burning
before her. She glanced at it for a moment turning her focus to Grady before
looking to the candle again, What in the world is that?
Believe it or not, its a vintage Hulk Hogan candle, Grady
couldnt help but laugh at the audacity of the only candle hed
been able to locate in the place theyd been sent to. Someone mustve
been a fan or was hoping to keep that for sentimental value.
That has to be it because that thing is hideous, Jade couldnt
help but laugh at the canary colored yellow wax figure before her of the wrestler.
He was posed in a way to show off the muscled wax bumps that mustve
been the creators attempt at strong arms.
Tell me about it and to make matters worse, I just about marked out
when I saw where the wick started from there up his well
, Grady
chuckled in obvious amusement, The guy never had a fighting chance on
that one.
Lets just hope he doesnt fart while hes on fire,
Jade couldnt help but tease finding herself more amused than intended
as they scrutinized the wax figure before them.
Ill keep my fingers crossed, but before we let Hulk kill the mood
with his own personal problems, how about we focus on the main course,
Grady pulled a lid up off of one of the plates before him to reveal a pileup
of macaroni and cheese and a couple of corndogs, I know its not
what were used to, but given what we had to work with
It looks delicious, Jade admitted reaching out for one of the
corndogs, Truth be told Im starved even if Hulk there was starting
to make me lose my appetite.
You know, why dont we skip on Hulk altogether, Grady suggested
reaching for the candle and blowing it out. Rising up from his chair, he shook
his head at the repugnant face before him while wondering why hed even
bothered with it. Opening one of the drawers in the kitchen, he gave the pitiful
figure one last look, Sorry Hulk, but youre killing the mood tonight
buddy.
Jade laughed lightly watching Grady interact with the candle. Seeing him up
and joking was enough to make her feel more at ease as she watched him tuck
Hulk away for the night.
No more distractions, Grady announced Ah, so where we?
You were telling Hulk how he didnt have a chance with a girl like
me, Jade reminded him with laughter.
Oh well, you know I couldnt let him take all the credit for my
hard work, Grady teased back.
He closed his eyes, shaking his head slowly. He couldnt believe that Jade was not with him. She was the most important thing in his life and she was taken away from him so easily. He reopened his eyes, taking in a deep breath. He remembered the day Kyle had found Jades car here with him. It was like a whole scene playing back in his head. Kyle was standing by the shore with him while they were waiting to hear the news. Kyle was there for him and that was the only thing that really kept him sane. If Kyle wasnt there to keep him calm he would have probably given himself a heart attack. Everyone was worried that night and its surprising now that they have more to worry about now than they ever did. He knew that is was possible that he would never be able to see Jade again. It was depressing how things were brought up. His dreams were ripped away from him in just a matter of minutes. The only thing he could keep hoping for, was that they would find Jade.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Kayla, honey calm down, Carly pleaded seeing Kayla jumping on
the bed in Daves bedroom, Do you want to go and see your bedroom?
Yeah, Kayla nodded quickly, jumping down from the bed and running
towards the door, Which one is it mommy? Which one is the room that
I am staying in?
The one on the right there sweetheart, Carly pointed to a door
seeing Kayla open the door quickly and run in the room, Im coming.
This is so cool, Kayla declared looking around the room. Seeing
the color of the wallpaper. It was a very pretty room and she was going to
love being here. Dave was so cool and this was all so perfect. Is Dave
really going to be my daddy? Am I going to move in with him? Whats his
last name? I have to know his last name if he is going to be my father.
You shouldnt think so fast, its getting me confused,
Carly laughed before thinking of what to say to Kayla. Kayla had just asked
her so many questions, it took her a second to even think of what to answer.
With Dave being your daddy, we will talk about that when he is here
with us and his last name is Warner.
Kayla Warner, Kayla whispered, thinking a moment before smiling
widely at the sound of the name, I like the sound of that. Kayla Warner.
Yes, it does sound very, very pretty, Carly agreed, seeing Kayla
run towards the window to look outside in search of something, What
are you doing?
Im just thinking, Kayla stated, looking back at her mother
with a wide smile, Are we going to get a puppy? I think we should get
a puppy if we are going to be a family. That would make our family complete.
Slow down Kayla, Carly chuckled, sitting down on the edge of the
bed, seeing the excitement behind her daughters eyes, We have to take
everything one step at a time, but it could be possible that we could get
a dog.
Really? Kayla questioned happily, clapping her hands, I
cant wait to move in here and be a big family. What about a pony? Do
you think we could get a pony?
That might be pushing it just a little bit Kayla, Carly pointed
out before seeing Kayla shrug, I dont think you would be able
to take care of it. Where would it stay?
In here with me, Kayla answered quickly, He could sleep
in the same bed with me. I would take care of him. I know I would. He would
be the perfect pet.
Carly? someone questioned, making her turn towards the door to
see Daves sister before her. Cori? Wow, its been a long
time since I have seen you.
Real long, Cori agreed before looking towards Kayla, Might
I ask what you are doing at my brothers house while he isnt here
right now?
He told us to meet him here, Kayla told Cori taking a step forward,
towards Cori and she stared up at Cori, We are staying the night with
him.
Who is this? Cori questioned, raising an eyebrow in amusement.
Dave is my daddy, Kayla answered as Carly saw the shock behind
Coris eyes.
Would you like to explain this to me? Cori questioned looking
over towards Carly. I come here to talk to my brother, so what are you
doing here?
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Ken opened his eyes feeling like hed been run over by a truck. Straining
to figure out where he was, he found himself lost in the sounds of machines
beeping. His vision was a bit hazy and as he strained to turn his head to
the right, he noticed Deidra standing beside where he lay.
Deidra, is that you? he questioned groggily.
Its me, she nodded reaching for his hand, Youre
in the hospital Ken.
The hospital, he repeated disoriented, What am I doing in
the hospital?
You had a situation yesterday. You passed out and then
Deidra
started as Ken groaned, Ken, are you alright?
My head hurts and I feel like I got the crap kicked out of me. What
happened? he questioned gruffly.
You were at your house and then you passed out. You were brought in
here because youd had a drug induced heart attack, Deidra began
to explain the details of what was going on to him.
Drug induced? What do you mean drug induced? he blinked back at
her his throat dry and achy.
Ken, do you remember anything--any situation in particular when Susan
was alone with you? Where she couldve had an opportunity to do something
with you when you were out of it? Deidra probed further worry burning
behind her eyes.
Susan, he repeated with a strange look, I havent seen
Susan in a long time especially not in the sense that
Kens fell to silence once again, closing his eyes as a memory popped
into his mind. He could see himself in bed--drunk and out of his mind and
Susan was there. Hed thought it was a dream, but then he thought he
was with Caitlin. He could remember the pain and the agony of losing Caitlin.
His grief was so profound and then Susan popped into his bed. She had her
arms around him, her naked body with him and then hed passed out. Hed
fallen to darkness, but not before hed felt a distinct stab in his thigh.
Oh my God, Ken gasped as the memory came rushing back to him,
Susan drugged me. She was in bed with me and she stabbed me with something.
I dont know what it was, but
You werent the only person she did this to. She drugged Kyle Houston
as well and he was brought into the hospital tonight, Deidra explained
noticing that he was breaking into a sweat. She reached out to touch his forehead
gently, I wouldve been in here to see you sooner, but I was consulting
with a colleague and I got a little carried away.
Ken tilted his eyes to look at her, How could this happen? How could
she do that to me? I mean yes, I wasnt interested, but for her to drug
me
for her to
Ken, you need to relax. You need to just calm down and try to relax.
Its not good for you to be
she began worriedly.
Deidra, do you have any idea what Ive done? Any idea of whats
happened to me? And Kyle? Is he alright? Did she hurt him? Is he okay,
Ken asked worriedly, Did he have the same thing happen to him?
They were able to isolate the drug since he was brought in right away,
but with you, well were not sure what the long term effects of it will
be. You pulled through your bodys attack last night, but
Deidra started to explain.
Just be straight with me Deidra. You said I had a heart attack,
he spoke up in a raspy tone, Are Kyle and I going to be okay or is something
else going to happen? You mention that youre not sure of the long term
effects but
Deidra opened her mouth to answer him, but instead she was stopped by the
sounds of someone from behind her. She glanced over her shoulder to see Dave
standing there looking rather forlorn. Ken followed the direction of Deidras
gaze and he found himself at a loss.
Hey Deidra, Dave waved at her quietly, I was hoping I could
have a word with the patient for a minute or two.
I dont know if thats such a
Deidra began uneasily
knowing Ken and Dave werent on good terms with one another.
It wont be long, Dave repeated himself.
Its okay Deidra, Ken urged her on, I dont mind
having a word with Dave. In fact, I think now is better than any time.
Alright, Deidra replied uneasily wondering just what was about
to transpire between the two men. Of course now that Ken had been to hell
and back around again, Deidra couldnt help but wonder if he felt hed
had nothing else to lose in facing Dave.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Ill be right back, I have to check on the crazy girl, officer
Jenson held up his finger, standing up from his desk, She has been really
quiet. Hopefully she knocked herself out.
You wish Jenson, another officer laughed before seeing Jenson
begin to walk down the hallway.
Hastings? Jenson yelled almost reaching Susans cell, Are
you up in there?
Officer Jenson took quick look before feeling his heart begin beat faster.
Hey, Jenson yelled for another officer to come over, Get
someone over here. The girl isnt in there. Shes gone.
What do you mean she isnt in there? one of the other officers
ran up. Where did she go?
I dont know, but get someone over here, Jenson demanded
looking down the hallways. She has to be here somewhere. She just couldnt
get out that easily.
Ill go get someone right away, the other officer agreed
before running off to get help.
Where could she be? Jenson questioned, opening up her cell and
looking around. There was no sign of her anywhere.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
...to be continued...