Episode 243
Thank god you are here, Heather sighed, thankful that Diego would
finally be able to somehow get Charles to stop crying. It had her worrying
so much while Charles kept crying. Something had to be wrong with him and
Diego would hopefully know what it was. She quickly ran to the door, hearing
the doorbell ring again. Im coming Diego.
Heather, I came as quick as I could, Diego informed her with a
small sigh, taking a step forward after she opened the door, Whats
wrong with him?
I dont know, Heather explained, hearing Charles cries
still fill her ears, he just keeps crying and crying--he wont
stop Diego. Im worried--what if something is really wrong with him?
Im sure he is fine, Diego hushed her, taking a step into
the house, Where is he? I am sure he is going to be fine.
He is in the back bedroom, Heather answered, going to shut the
door before Diego motioned her to stop. Do you need to get something?
Yeah, I brought two people with me, Diego replied, taking a step
into the house to motion someone to come in, I hope you dont mind
that I did that. I was out when you called me and I didnt think you
would mind.
Of course I dont mind Diego--anything for you, Heather insisted
before noticing who came with him. Why did he always have Cori attached at
his left side. The other was some little girl. What was Diego thinking bringing
Cori here? Cori, hi.
Dont play games Heather, Cori sighed, walking into the house
with Kayla, I know you dont want me here just as much as I dont
want to be here. So why dont you get things done with, so we could just
leave.
Of course thats not true, Heather protested, changing the
topic, So you brought Cori and
This is Kayla, Diego pointed out with a small grin, We just
took her to the movies and out for a day of fun. Hopefully its going
well for her.
It is Diego, Kayla stated with a small giggle, Everything
we do together is fun.
She knows what she is talking about, Heather insisted with a small
laugh, hearing Charles begin to scream out again, Diego, please help
me with him. I dont know what to do. I just dont understand why
he keeps crying like this.
Alright, let me check, he shrugged with a small sigh as Cori began
to follow him.
You dont have to come if you dont want to, Heather
assured Cori with a small smile, pointing towards the couch in the back of
the living room, You and Kayla could just have a seat and relax for
a while.
Thats okay, I might be able to see what the problem is,
Cori declared with a simple shrug, I have taken care of a few babies
in my lifetime. If Diego doesnt know, then maybe I could help you out
there.
That would be great, Heather lied, entering the bedroom with the
three at her side. Truthfully, that was less than great. Heather didnt
want Cori anywhere near her child. In fact, Heather didnt want Cori
around Diego either. Cori wasnt good enough for Diego. Heather saw that,
how come Diego didnt?
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Kipp stood motionless as he watched the scene before him. The guy kissing
Kellen pulled him in closer which made Kipps hopes sink. What was he
thinking in coming here. The only thing he proved to himself tonight was that
he was an even bigger idiot than he thought. There was no way that this whole
thing was going to work out.
Maybe I should just talk to him, Kipp suggested to himself, going
to touch the door before stopping himself, Its no use, it wouldnt
make a difference anyways.
Kipp took one last glance at Kellen before turning around to go back down
the stairs. He should have known that Kellen would have been moving on already.
If it was him, he would have done the same. Kellen poured his heart out to
him and the only thing Kipp did was stand there and act like an idiot.
How could I have done that to him? Kipp asked himself, walking
down the stairs slowly before taking a seat on one of them. This is
a better thing to do. I shouldnt have came here anyways.
Before taking one last glance up at the top of the stairs, Kipp stood up slowly
and walked towards the front of the house. He should disappear from Kellens
life forever. That would be the best thing for him. Kipp walked through the
front door and began to walk towards his car before feeling someone grab his
shoulder--was it Kellen?
Kel
Kipp stopped himself noticing it was the guy he had
talked to earlier, Hey, what do you want?
Did you get things settled between you and blue? the guy questioned,
seeing Kipp nod slowly. I noticed you leaving and I thought I would
ask you just in case you didnt find him or anything.
No, I found more than what I wanted, Kipp assured the guy, turning
towards his car before deciding to turn back, Oh, and if you see Kellen--make
sure he doesnt know that I was here today.
Uh, okay, the guy nodded as Kipp walked to his car and got in
slowly.
I cant believe I was actually going to go on with this,
Kipp shook his head slowly before pulling his keys out of his pocket and turning
the car on.
A small frown came over his lips as Kipp heard what song was on the radio.
It was one of the songs that Kellen always sang to himself while they were
in the car together. In fact, Kellen had once told him that it was their song.
What was going on? This decision could change his whole life--what was he
going to do?
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Gabe looked out the hotel room window thinking about the way hed let
go of Guy. How hed hated to just put an end to things like he had, but
at the same time he knew it was for the best. He and Guy had been with one
another for a couple of years and it was long past the point in time that
Guy face the truth about himself. Gabe didnt want to make this an ultimatum
about their relationship, but at the same time Gabe had things that he needed
to do--things that he needed to accomplish and more so things he wanted in
his life. Hed had dreams of settling down with someone he could love
and share everything in his life with without worries or regrets.
Guy was so lost inside himself trying to figure everything out that it came
to the point where Gabe felt he was doing Guy a favor. Yes, Gabe knew he was
taking a risk in dating someone so much younger than him, yet there had been
a spark about Guy. There was something about him that just immediately drew
Gabe in. From his sexy smile to that way his eyes lit up when he was happy,
Gabe could see there was something so very special about that man hed
given his heart to. In Europe they had been free to be together with no worries
about hiding or keeping their relationship a secret. They were in love and
able to let the world know that their love was something that wasnt
about to fade away into the night. They had something special that came around
once in a lifetime.
Yet you tossed it away tonight, Gabe reminded himself with a frown
knowing that in the long run this would work out for the best. Still his heart
was breaking into pieces as he thought of the man hed pushed aside.
If only they couldve found a way to make things work--if only they couldve
held onto one another for a bit longer
If only
Well I guess thats all Ill have to look on for a while,
Gabe resigned himself to his fate ready to retire for the evening when he
heard a knock on the door. Turning around to look at the door with complete
wonderment over who could be there, Gabe was half tempted to ignore it and
go to bed. Still there was a nagging feeling inside of him that told him to
at least look.
Room service probably has the wrong room, Gabe muttered to himself
opening the door only to discover that there was no one there. A curious expression
crossed over his lips as he looked to the left seeing nothing still. He moved
to close the door again when he heard another small sound.
What the
Gabe began only to discover a single red rose right
before his eyes. The flower was attached to set of curled fingers and in that
moment Gabe felt a moment of realization upon him. His stomach was tied in
knots especially when the face attached to that hand stepped into his line
of vision.
Gabe, Guy smiled at him holding the flower out towards him, for
you
Guy what are you
Gabe stammered a bit finding himself at
a loss. Just seeing his lover again brought an ache to his heart, a tightness
to his stomach as he wanted nothing more than to reach out and embrace him,
but he knew better. Standing up taller he cleared his throat again, What
are you doing here?
I came over to see you, Guy explained in a smooth and even tone.
I know that youd asked me not to, but I got to thinking about
what you said in the car
Guy, I havent changed my mind. What I said before holds true and
I think its best if you leave, Gabe moved to shut the door only
to feel Guys foot get in the way. He glared down at his ex-lover, Brittany
is sleeping and I dont need you waking her up by trying to debate this
issue with me. Ive already made up my mind.
And so have I, Guy declared boldly nudging the door open again,
Gabe, Im not leaving until you hear me out, so you may as well
stop trying to fight me on this issue. I heard what you have to say, but now
I think its time that you hear what I need to say.
Guy I dont think that
Gabe started finding himself
feeling rather uncomfortable with the situation at hand. He wanted nothing
more than to invite Guy into his hotel room, back into his heart, yet he knew
of the disappointment that would follow if he was to do such a bold thing.
He tried to pretend that he wasnt effected by the nearness of his lover,
but when Guy nudged the door again, Gabe released it allowing it to swing
open.
As I was saying before, you told me a lot of things about how you felt,
but you didnt give me an opportunity to tell you what it is thats
been on my mind, Guy began his dark eyes fixed on Gabe. There was no
way that he was backing down now--not after hed made up his mind about
what it was he wanted out of life and where he was meant to be.
Guy, I just dont think
Gabe started again only to
feel Guy press his index finger over his lips to silence him.
Dont think, Guy urged him desperately, Just listen.
Listen to what I have to say and hear me. For the first time in our relationship
really hear me when I tell you what I have to say. All Im asking for
is five minutes and if you can give me that, then I promise you when Im
finished Ill be on my way and youll never have to see me again
if you dont want to.
Alright, Gabe nodded returning to silence. He arched a curious
brow opening up the floor for Guy.
I thought about what you said, Guy began clearing his throat uneasily,
A lot about what you said and you were right. You had so many valid
points about everything. You do deserve a man who is going to put you first--a
man who isnt going to hide behind the shadows pretending to be something
hes not. I was a coward--no I am a coward. Ive been one for most
of my life because Ive been too afraid to stand up for what I believe
in. Ive been too terrified to follow my heart--to do what it is that
makes me happy, but no more. After you told me it was over I did a lot of
soul searching and I realized that I was making a mistake. I spent my whole
life wallowing in my mistakes constantly making things worse for those around
me. Time after time I denied my heart--turned away from what it was that I
wanted, but when I lost you, I felt as if the best part of me was leaving
with you. Gabe, I know Im far from perfect and that a lot of the time
I dont make much sense, but that doesnt change the way that I
feel.
Gabe watched as Guy took in a long, nervous breath.
Gabe, the moment I met you--the moment I first saw you, I knew that
you were the one. You were the man that I waited my whole life to find--the
one that I wanted to share my life with. Hell, for so long I was lost in limbo
moving from one dead end relationship to the next and I convinced myself that
was just how it was meant to be for me. I felt that because I was gay I was
going to have to spend the rest of my life in hiding--moving around in this
world like a lost little puppy hoping to hold onto something real, yet all
that was there was nothing more than illusions. I was drowning in my illusions
until you came into my life. You were the first breath of air and in that
night when you first approached me, well I knew that you were something special.
There I was thinking that the sexiest man in the room was there speaking with
me--with little irrelevant me and when you asked me out, all I could think
about was that this was it. This was the real thing and I kept telling myself
not to blow it. I kept saying that I had to make sure that this didnt
fall to pieces like everything else
Guy you dont have to
Gabe offered up in protest.
Yes, I do, Guy nodded in affirmation, I had to do this a
long time ago, but I was too much of a coward. I was too afraid to recognize
the gift that I had when you gave me your love. I was too busy worrying about
what the rest of the world thought about me and who I was, but it hit me tonight.
I dont give a damn about what they think. I dont care what it
is that they expect or want from me. All I care about is being with you and
praying to God that I dont lose the greatest love Ive ever known.
Guy took a step forward, his words coming out shakily as he reached out to
graze his finger tips over Gabes cheek lovingly, Gabe, I mightve
been too afraid to admit my heart to the rest of the world, but no more. I
dont want to be that man that made you feel like this was going no where.
I dont want you to have to feel like youre some dirty little secret
of mine because youre not. Youre my heart and my soul and I know
if I lost you Id be losing the greatest part of me. I love you Gabriel
Teague and regardless of what you might think of me at this moment in time,
the truth to the matter is that Im never going to stop loving you--not
now, not ever.
Guy I
Gabe opened his mouth to speak, but his words were
lost when Guy moved forward reaching for him.
He felt Guys arms wrap around him and before he could say anything more,
Guys mouth plummeted over his kissing him with an intensity far greater
than anything theyd experienced before. Feeling the force behind Guys
kiss causing his knees to buckle as he moved backward. Guy reached out to
him drawing him out into the hallway with him.
I love you and Im not about to lose you, Guy mouthed breathlessly
dragging his thumb over Gabes now trembling lip. He saw the spark still
burning behind his lovers eyes--the fire still alive between them and
as Guy leaned in closer to him, he felt a newfound determination, I
know that you said you were letting me go tonight, but Im not going
to give you that option. I love you and Im not about to let you end
things for us. Im not about to lose the one thing that matters most
in my life Gabe.
Guy its just that
Gabe began again feeling Guys
hand press in over the center of his chest to feel the furious pounding of
his heart. Guys other hand traveled lazily into Gabes sandy blonde
hair urging him closer yet as their mouths met in a desperate, needy kiss
full of passion and the promise of all the things still alive between them.
Gabe mightve said it was over, but as he held onto Guy kissing him like
there was no tomorrow, he knew deep down that what they had together was far
from over.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
This is more fun that I anticipated it to be, Hart let out a
small laugh after another game of playing go fish. They were planning on coming
to Dons house and play a game of Euchre, but Matt was still up so they
decided to play a game with him.
It is so fun, Matt agreed with a small laugh before shaking his
head, Are we going to play again?
You know what little guy, Don began, sitting up from where he
was, I think it is about time that you should go to bed. You have been
up longer than you should be, but I promise that I will you play tomorrow.
Do you promise? Matt questioned seeing Don nod slowly. In
that case, okay.
Come here and give your Uncle Hart a hug before you go to bed,
Hart motioned Matt to come and give him a hug. He leaned down as Matt approached
him and he gave Matt a big hug. Thats my little guy.
Goodnight Uncle Hart, Matt waved goodbye before going to Don and
reaching out to hold his hand tightly, Goodnight everybody.
It was nice meeting you Matt, Jenna waved goodbye, watching as
Don picked Matt up in his arms and carried him into his bedroom. He
is such a cute little boy.
That he is, Hart agreed, looking across the table at Shannon who
seemed to be very quiet throughout the whole night. What do you think
about Matt?
Me? Shannon questioned seeing Hart nod slowly as she thought for
a long second. Well, I think that he is the most intelligent little
boy I have ever met in my life and I think Don has raised him very well.
By the way he kept hooking onto your side, kind of showed us that he
really likes you, Hart pointed out with a small smile seeing Shannon
nod slowly, Same goes for Don there.
Uh, right, Shannon nodded slowly before looking back towards the
room Don took Matt in, Speaking of Don, where is he?
He always reads Matt a story before he goes to bed, Hart informed
her with a simple shrug, It helps Matt get more settled in.
Oh yeah, I remember Don telling me about that, Shannon stated,
looking back towards the bedroom that Don was now leaving. Speaking
of Don.
Hey, Don smiled, taking a seat back around the table with everyone,
Hes sound asleep now.
Thats good, Hart nodded slowly before looking across the
table at Shannon, I was just talking to Shannon about how much it looks
like Matt likes her.
That I know he does, Don agreed, looking over at Shannon before
grabbing the cards from the table. So, who is up for another game of cards?
Well, we were playing let Matt win, Hart pointed out with a small
laugh, So what are we going to play now?
Perhaps a game of strip poker, Don suggested with a wiggle of
his eyebrow, feeling Shannons hand smack the back of his shoulder lightly.
That would be in your dreams Donny boy, Shannon replied with a
small chuckle seeing Don frown, Dont say you were playing because
you werent.
We all know he wasnt lying, Hart smirked, looking over his
friend before shaking his head, I know that I will probably lose in
that game, so why dont we just play Euchre. Something that I actually
know that I have a chance at winning.
Sounds good, Don agreed quickly with a small laugh, I think
that would work much better.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Deidra sat at the small table looking across at Dean and she found herself
unable to keep from smiling. So far this trip had proven to be a very eye
opening experience and now after the endless hours of love making she couldnt
help but feel on top of the world. Reaching for one of the strawberries in
the bowl before her, she dipped it in some whipped cream before holding it
out to Dean. She watched him take a big bite before wiping at the juice over
his bottom lip. He held his finger out to her watching the way she took pleasure
in removing the juices from his finger tip. Once shed finished with
that sensual task, she plopped the second half of the berry into her mouth
with one hearty bite.
You know if you keep smiling like that, you might be breaking some kind
of record, Dean couldnt help but tease plucking a berry out of
the bowl as well. He swirled it around in the whipped cream before offering
her a taste.
What can I say, she leaned forward licking the tip of the berry,
circling it with her tongue before taking a small bite, Ive never
had more reason to feel this good before tonight.
Hmm and why might that be, Dean couldnt help but tease as
his eyes devoured the lines of her body greedily. As they sat together naked
on the floor in front of the fireplace, he couldnt help but remember
all the passion theyd experienced at the cabin. First outside by the
showers, then in the bedroom, in the kitchen and finally right here before
the warmth of the burning fire.
Hmm, I suppose it could be because I love the great outdoors,
she shrugged casually before dropping her hair back behind her shoulders to
offer herself up to his hungry gaze, or perhaps it might have something
to do with the company.
The company you say, he cracked a grin sliding in closer to her.
He watched her suckle on the strawberry for a moment before tracing it over
her lips.
Thats right, she finished offering him a taste of the berry,
I have to admit I havent ever been so stimulated by someone like
I have before tonight.
Never, he feigned surprise sliding in closer to her.
Never, she shook her head reaching for another strawberry and
raising it to his lips. He took a small bite feeling her pull the berry back.
She drew a line over his lips before leaning forward to tease her tongue over
his sensual mouth.
Hmm, well I aim to please, Dean mouthed reaching for the strawberry
as their mouths collided in an unmistakable hunger. He extracted the berry
from her skilled fingers and placed it between his now parted lips.
Hey that was mine, Deidra shook her head at him before leaning
in closer. Shame on you for taking it.
Dean was about to bite down on it, but instead he felt her move in for the
kill. She closed her lips over his swiping the berry from his mouth before
moving in over his lap. He curled his arms around her releasing his hold on
the berry entirely as he was consumed of thoughts of only her.
I love you, she whispered, her words buzzing over his lips. She
reached out for the bowl of whipped cream bringing it into her lap between
them.
I love you, he mouthed in response, his finger tips tracing up
and over her spine. His dark eyes fell upon hers and his breath escaped from
his lips. I think I always have. From the first moment I saw you, I
knew there was something special about you--something that I wanted to reach
out for.
And now that you have, she questioned scooping out a small handful
of whipped cream from the bowl.
I wonder why I waited so long to follow my instincts, he confessed
feeling her drench his lips with the thick, creamy sweetness. She leaned forward
teasing her tongue over every last hint of sugary cream before she placed
her hand in the center of his chest urging him backward.
Shame on you for hesitating, she shook her head at him, a small
laugh erupting from her lips. Of course I think now its well beyond
time that I remind you again and again why he who hesitates truly misses out
on the finer things in life.
I already realize what a mistake I made, he reached for her feeling
her catch his hands in hers.
No youre not getting it, she shook her head guiding her
hands up behind his head. She bend his arms just a bit so that his hands were
resting behind his head. Reaching for the bowl of whipped cream, she issued
him a firm look, Now its my time to show you just how much I appreciate
everything youve done for me.
Deidra I
Dean began watching her sink her fingers into the
bowl. Her hand resurfaced with a thick, oozing pile of whipped cream and before
he could say another word, he felt her paint it over the center of his chest.
Now about that thank you, she leaned forward teasing her tongue
over his excited skin. He closed his eyes lost in the temptation she was providing
him with. He pulled his hand out from underneath his head reaching out to
touch her, but before he could accomplish such a mission, he felt her swatting
at his hand.
No Dean, she shook her head at him, offering up a disapproving
glare, Youre not getting it. Right now were going to do
this under my terms.
I understand that, but
he felt her lather up his abdomen
with whipped cream, her hands falling further down his body towards his growing
manhood.
Let me show you just how much Ive been enjoying you doting me
with all your attention, she hummed over his body easing his hand up
over his head again before she did her best to clean up the mess shed
made. Biting down on his lower lip, Dean felt her lips weave their magical
spell over his body. His heart hammered in his chest and as she took him into
the damp heat of her mouth, his hips arched up towards her. Unable to resist
the urge, he reached out to her threading his fingers through her hair decidedly.
I love you, he mouthed feeling himself so very close to coming
undone as she lavished him with her attention. Unable to hold back any longer,
he urged her to return to him, tugged at her shoulders causing her to lift
her head up. He looked down to see her in such a sensual, erotic position
and that nearly bowled him over then and there.
Arent you enjoying this, she questioned innocently enough
despite the devil burning behind her eyes.
More than I care to admit, Dean nodded in confession feeling the
tips of her hair ticking over his sensitive skin. But right now I dont
want this to be all about me. I want this to be something special for the
both of us.
It is, she replied stroking his length eagerly, feeling him caving
in to the temptation of her touch.
Deidra please
Dean reached for her again urgently, I
want you.
Do you, she questioned wiggling her brow a bit before leaning
in to taste him again, How much?
More than I can stand it, he replied with a low, primal grow,
If I dont have you now
Then what? she giggled buzzing her words over his body as he let
out a small shudder.
You dont want to find out, Dean mouthed yanking her up over
him again. He rolled her onto the floor feeling the hot fire raging out of
control between them. Instinctively he moved in over her kissing her like
his life depended on it and as they were joined as one, he realized that the
only heaven hed ever known was behind her eyes. Loving Deidra was the
best thing that had ever happened and when he thought about the possibility
of losing that, he knew full well that something like that was a fate he never
wanted to face. It might be impossible, but he was going to fight like hell
to keep her with him forever. He needed her like the air he breathed. She
was so beautiful, so amazingly wonderful and as he made love to her, he knew
that she was the other half of his heart that hed longed to find.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
I cant believe this is really happening, Angela sighed
falling back into Nicks arms after a long day of party planning with
Martha, I mean here we are so very close to our engagement party and
its all working out so beautifully.
I have to admit I had my reservations about how this would go, but you
and Martha are doing a great job with it all. I might even still be able to
afford this place once the party is over, he couldnt help but
tease ticking at her sides as she lay over his lap.
Nick, Im trying to be serious here, she tilted her head
back to look up at him, Although I suppose we will have to talk about
where we live after we get married.
Hmm, I suppose that is your way of saying that you wouldnt be
too upset if I didnt stay in this place after were husband and
wife huh, he couldnt help but joke running his fingers through
her short, dark hair.
Its not that I dont enjoy it here, but given that were
going to have two babies running around, I think my place might be just a
bit more practical, she confessed with a small sigh, Well
have to work on the nursery and then see what we can come up with.
I have no doubts in my mind whatever it is, itll be perfect,
he assured her with a small smile, Just like our wedding is going to
be. I know it wont be the whole fairy tale fantasy like you probably
were hoping for given my limited funds, but
Actually speaking of fairy tale, Angela seemed to perk up a wide
grin crossing over her beautiful features, I got to thinking about that.
Martha and I were talking the other day and well theres this place not
far from here.
What kind of place, he questioned curiously.
Its the most adorable place just out of town on the other side
of the island. Its this gorgeous old castle , Angela revealed
with a small smile.
Oh really a castle eh? Nick felt himself on the verge of a smile.
Yep, she nodded further, and while its more of a tourist
attraction, theyve held parties there every now and then. Its
part of the lure of the island. Tourists come in and hear the tales of everlasting
love with the history of the castle and its absolutely amazing. Its
like a fairy tale come to life and since Martha knows the people who run it
You thought that maybe we could what? he couldnt help but
question with a small smile, Go on over and check it out with the hopes
of maybe having our wedding there?
Well, the thought had crossed my mind, she replied snuggling further
into him, Unless of course youre completely against the idea.
Of us getting married in a castle, he replied scratching his chin
lightly, Well given that youre nothing short of a princess, I
suppose that might be an idea. I mean in all honesty theres nothing
that I could want more than to get married to you in such a setting since
you are my very own princess come to life.
Really? she questioned with wide eyes. You mean you could
go for that?
Even if it costs a fortune, he nodded readily feeling her enthusiasm
bubbling over her, Whatever it takes, I think Im willing to give
it a shot considering Im about to marry the most beautiful woman in
the world and I want to give her the most memorable wedding day ever.
Oh Nick, she beamed excitedly throwing her arms around his neck,
I promise you wont regret this. Its such a wonderful idea
and its going to be awesome. You will be so okay with this.
As long as youre happy, he touched her cheek gently, then
Ill always be okay with it. Thats whats most important to
me.
I love you, she confessed in a small whisper kissing him eagerly.
I love you too, he replied keeping her in his arms as it felt
like things were finally falling into place for them and it couldnt
be better!
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
There you go, Diego smiled, setting Charles back down in his
crib before leading everyone out into the hallway, He should be fine
now. I just think he needed to be burped. That was all.
You have to be kidding me, Heather let out a small laugh, resting
her hands on her hips lightly, I guess all I needed was you Diego.
Yeah, he is very good like that, Cori agreed, wrapping her hand
around his waist protectively. Diego, are you ready to go yet?
Why go now? Heather questioned with a simple shrug. Diego couldnt
leave yet, she really needed to talk to him badly--about just about everything.
You just got here, why not stay a little bit longer?
Why? So you could try to pour some more sweet words out on him?
Cori wondered with a small frown, shaking her head slowly. We can all
see past this side Heather and it isnt going to happen, so if you will
excuse us--we have a day of things filled in our schedule.
Wait Cori, Diego frowned, staying still and not moving, Is
there something that you really need to say to me Heather? I dont mean
something stupid, I mean is there something that needs to be said?
Well, I was just thinking, Heather began, her eyes traveling off
to Cori who seemed to be standing there. Heather let out a small frown as
she saw Cori fold her arms out in front of her with obvious anger. Do
you remember that day that you promised me that you would be Charles
father? You promised that you would be remember?
Well Kipp is back, Diego pointed out with a frown, shrugging his
shoulders, No one can take the place of the father when he is still
around. Kipp is a good father and I would never want to take a place that
is meant for Kipp. Kipp is that babys father and that is never going
to change Heather.
I know that Diego, but I know you would be so much better at being a
father, Heather insisted shrugging her shoulders as she thought everything
over for a minute. When I look at Charles, I think of all the things
you promised that while ago. I think of all the things that went on between
us.
You mean all the things that is over, Cori finished, grabbing
onto Diegos hand, come on Diego, lets get going. I dont
think we should stay here any longer.
Why dont you let him make his own choices for once, Heather
suggested, folding her arms out in front of her chest, He is a grown
man, I think he should be able to.
Why? So you could try to take advantage of him all over again?
Cori questioned before shaking her head slowly. I am not going to let
that happen. He doesnt belong with you Heather and he never will.
Would you two just stop? Diego begged looking between the two
women, not wanting another fight to break out between Heather and Cori. He
felt Kayla tug on his pant leg as he looked down.
What is up with all you grown ups? Kayla wondered looking between
Cori and Heather. All you ever do is fight and then fight again. Geez, that
makes me never want to be a grown up.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Guy, Gabe spoke his lovers name in a shivering exhale as
the two of them stood together in the middle of the hotel hallway lost in
the moment between them. Feeling Guys arms around his waist, Gabe couldnt
help but melt into him. He sank his forehead against Guys before inhaling
slowly, taking in the sweet intoxication of his lovers cologne, Youve
lost your mind havent you?
Not my mind, Guy shook his head reaching out to trace Gabes
lips lovingly, Just my heart.
Guy
Gabe began ready to explain why even though this felt
right, there were still so many unresolved issues between them--so many things
that couldnt just be changed in the blink of an eye. They still had
so many things to work out--things that Gabe feared would never change even
with the best of intentions.
Come with me, Guy instructed tugging on Gabes arm urgently.
Gabe hesitated, but Guy pleaded further, Please. Just trust me.
Guy I want to, but
Gabe gave in finding himself unable to
resist the sexy smile over his lovers lips. With that one look, Gabe
found himself at Guys mercy
his sexy smile and tantalizing eyes
had been the key to Gabes undoing. Even knowing that his heart would
no doubt break again and again, Gabe allowed Guy to lead him through the hallway
to the elevators.
Just trust me, Guy repeated again in a thick, sensual whisper
pressing the button as the doors opened widely. He pulled Gabe inside with
him before throwing his arms around his shoulders.
Where are we going, Gabe couldnt help but ask as Guy stepped
up on his toes to kiss him heatedly.
Youll see, Guy promised pressing Gabe into the elevator
wall before reaching out behind him to push one of the buttons.
As they ascended to their destination, Guys hands traveled over the
warmth of Gabes chest, over the smooth, muscled contours of the chest
hed been wrapped in after a great many love making moments. Even now
he couldnt help but find himself longing to be closer yet to his lover.
Feeling Gabes responsiveness to his kiss, Guy was certain Gabe felt
it too.
I love you, Guy whispered as the elevator doors opened and he
coaxed Gabe outside with him.
What are we
Gabe questioned realizing that they were now
on the roof of the hotel. With a blank expression, Gabe couldnt help
but look at him with wide eyes, How did we get out here?
I thought that maybe it was time to get a few things off of my chest,
Guy explained with a thick, mischievous smile making his way across the rooftop
in a haste.
Guy what are you doing, Gabe questioned seeing his lover sprint
across the rooftop. He watched in silence as Guy walked over to the edge before
climbing in over it. Fear radiated through him at that moment in time causing
Gabe to sprint forward, Guy wait. What are you doing?
Something I shouldve done a long time ago, Guy shouted turning
his attention to the bright lights of the city below. Taking in a thick breath,
he couldnt help but smile as he shouted out to the night, I Guy
Morrison am head over heels in love with Gabriel Teague and I dont care
who knows it.
Guy stop! Gabe reached out to him seeing Guy shaking a bit on
the ledge. While he appreciated the sentiment, he didnt want to wind
up losing Guy when he got a little overzealous about his declaration.
I love this man! Guy shouted in a robust voice feeling the wind
rise up around him. His voice echoed through the night as he closed his eyes
repeating his words again and again.
Get back here you! Gabe ordered reaching out to curl his arm around
Guys waist. He pulled him back onto the rooftop catching him before
he fell off of the ledge and wound up flat as a pancake under someones
car. Have you completely lost it?
That all depends, Guy replied leaning into Gabes chest.
He tilted his eyes up to see the worry and concern pressing over Gabes
features, Am I forgiven yet?
I think youre absolutely insane, Gabe shook his head at
him, If you really took the time to think about what you just did youd
see how dangerous that was and
I wasnt thinking about what I was doing, Guy corrected with
a proud smile, I was just doing what I felt in my heart and that was
being true to who I am--true to us. I dont care who knows that were
together. Youre the person I want to share my life with and it doesnt
matter to me what the world thinks. This is whats right for me and Im
ready to shout it from each and every rooftop if need be until you realize
that Im serious about this.
I know youre serious, Gabe reached out to bring his fingers
through Guys darkened locks now that the wind picked up and began whipping
it around his face, seriously out of your mind.
And head over heels in love with you, Guy leaned forward claiming
Gabes lips in another hungry display of desire, I love you.
I love you too, Gabe replied unable to deny his heart any longer,
I love you so much that it hurts to be without you.
Then dont be without me. We can fix this. We can make this work,
Guy pleaded his fingers teasing up underneath Gabes t-shirt. Tell
me that youll give me a second chance.
Im afraid if I say no you might jump off of the roof with your
declarations of love, Gabe teased melting into the warmth of his lovers
finger tips over his skin.
So dont say no, Guy pleaded his tongue darting in against
Gabes decidedly making no mistake about his desire for him. Gabes
arms snaked around Guys body, his hands dropping down to the top of
Guys jeans. Curling his finger underneath the top, Gabe pulled Guy in
closer to him, their bodies colliding in a moment of yearning and desire.
Guys eyelashes fluttered as he cupped Gabes face in hand, Please
dont say no.
Im not going to, Gabe revealed unable to suppress the small
smile forming at the corners of his lips, although I might suggest that
we get back inside. It looks like theres a storm about to hit out here.
What about Brittany, Guys eyes widened in realization, Oh
my God. I just pulled out away from the room with her sleeping inside and
I lied. Shes out with Hunt and Mindy tonight. They had plans for
some kind of musical production, Gabe replied feeling a blush rise over
his features. He skimmed his finger over Guys lower lip gingerly before
furthering his confession, I was just trying to get you to leave and
I thought if I said that you might actually listen.
Boy were you wrong, Guy replied with a goofy smile diving in for
another kiss.
That I was, but I promise you Im never going to be that wrong
again, Gabe swore holding onto Guy as he never let go. Tonight hed
almost walked away from happiness, but now as the two made their way back
to his hotel room, Gabe promised himself that he was going to take his time
loving Guy now that theyd finally broken beyond the barriers between
them once and for all.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
So now that we got that whole where were going to get married
notion out of the way, what are you in the mood for tonight? Nick questioned
lazily teasing his fingers through Angelas dark hair.
For showing you what else I have in mind for the wedding, she
explained with a small hint of a smile, I picked up something today
that Im sure youre going to love.
Is that right? he asked feeling her shifting in his arms. She
pulled herself up and off of the sofa and he watched her with confused eyes.
Where are you going?
Stay right here, she held her finger up to him. I promise
I wont be long.
Okay, no problem, Nick decided watching her shuffle off down the
hallway. He leaned back on the sofa lost in contemplations about them having
a wedding at a castle. Somehow the mood seemed more than appropriate considering
their fairytale romance. It all fell into place like the pages out of a novel--more
like one of Kevins novels, but still it was finally coming together
beautifully.
Suddenly his mind was clouded with a vision of a castle wedding and he felt
himself transported to another time and place somehow. He could see himself
up over the edge of a terrace carefully maneuvering his footing as he eased
along the outside realizing that while initially hed thought this was
a smart idea, the less than six inch platform he was balancing on was less
than ideal for what hed had in mind when hed decided he was going
to risk it all to get to her. Now as he slid along the platform letting go
of the protection the railing provided him with, he just prayed that he wouldnt
go under as his eyes focused on the window to the left of him.
Just dont look down, he instructed himself pressing his hands against the stone wall of the castles exterior as he wondered if anyone else had ever been foolish enough to try such a daring move in the hopes of reaching through to the woman they loved. He was almost on his way to the bathroom window when he heard a woman cry out in horror and he nearly fell off the ledge as she shrieked at him.
What are you doing? she questioned the color draining from her face as she now stood on the terrace watching his latest act of stupidity in vivid color.
I was trying to get your attention, he answered shakily as one of the stones beside him on the wall wobbled beneath his fingers.
The rest of the words were hazy, but he could clearly see Angelas face as she pleaded with him rushing over to the edge of the terrace. Please dont jump!
Im not jumping, he looked at her incredulously as he pressed himself up against the stone wall behind him.
Youre not? she gave him a strange look, Then what are you doing?
Trying to get into the bathroom since you locked me out, he stated matter of fact as he felt a breeze zip on over him leaving him on unsteady footing as he inched in towards the terrace once again.
How were you planning on doing that, she inquired turning her attention to the small window beside him, Even I couldnt fit through that if it was unlocked.
I guess at the time I was just trying to be gallant in my ways, he sighed turning his head in her direction as the sunlight began to temporary blind him.
Well why did you have to go and do a thing like that, she chastised him, Do you have any idea how dangerous what youre doing is?
At the time the thought hadnt occurred to me, but now, well now Im starting to come to grips with my own mortality which tells me that maybe I should get the hell off this ledge, he decided as his gaze traveled down to the world below where he stood and a lump formed in his throat.
That sounds like a damn good idea from where Im standing, she leaned over the side extending her arm out towards him, Take my hand.
No, he shook his head defiantly, I wont do it.
His thoughts continued to play out, the words blurred in the moment as he saw himself over the ledge with Angela in his arms. They were holding on for dear life, their own mortality hanging by a thread with an impending fall to the world below threatening.
He returned to the moment with a gasp, his heart beating faster at the vision
that haunted him. It had felt so real--so haunting and yet
Im back, Angela beckoned him from his thoughts.
Huh? he looked up following the sound of her voice as he snapped
out of his daze.
I said Im back, she repeated. He looked up to see her popping
her head into the room, a smirk pressing over her features.
Well part of you is anyways, he teased with a small laugh curling
his finger over at her, What are you doing back there? Come here.
You mean right here, Angela asked entering the room with one smooth
step, but Nicks reaction to her was anything but smooth. His eyes dropped
over the daring red number that she was wearing. It was red satin and black
lace offering up the most sinfully wicked taste of temptation. His jaw dropped
as his eyes scanned over her eagerly.
I take it you like it, she twirled around showing off her barely
there garment. I bought it earlier for the honeymoon.
To hell with the honeymoon, he reached out to pull her onto his
lap, I think I need to take a closer look at that now.
Nick, she swatted at his hand lightly feeling him reach out to
grab her in all the right places. Come on. This is for our wedding night.
Our wedding night, he repeated with a small laugh nibbling on
her neck, Sweetheart you cant just dangle something like that
in a mans face and tell him that he has to wait.
And just why not? she questioned leaning forward to give him a
very intoxicating view of her cleavage.
Because its just not right, he dropped his lips over the
swell of her breasts feeling her skin ignite at the touch.
Hmm, well I suppose if youre willing to play nice, then I might
be able to bend the rules a little bit on that whole honeymoon etiquette there.
I might let you have a sneak preview, she giggled feeling his kisses
grow far more intimate. His fingers tapered off in over the sheer material
reaching inside to touch her in all the right places. Nick
What? he questioned wrapping her up in his arms and rolling her
over the couch, Can I help it if I happen to think youre the sexiest
woman alive?
Well, I suppose you really cant when you put it that way,
she giggled again pulling him in for a kiss as he wondered just what his crazy
vision was about. It seemed completely out of the water, yet as he had Angela
in his arms, he realized the vision was rapidly fading away and replaced by
thoughts of giving her his complete and undivided attention.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Why cant I keep a straight thought in my mind? Kipp asked
himself, hitting his steering wheel as he thought everything over. He grabbed
his car keys and pulled them out before getting out of the car. He marched
into the house quickly.
It was now or never and Kipp was going to make everything right. Well, at
least everything that he thought was right.
Hey, back so soon? the guy who approached him the last two times
came back up. I thought you left.
You know, I really cant talk right now, Kipp informed him
with a small frown, I have some important business that I have to get
done and I just dont have time to talk.
Kipp ran up the stairs and walked towards the bedroom where he witnessed Kellen
with another guy. The sight of the guy and Kellen kissing haunted his mind,
which is why he needed to do this.
Kellen, Kipp pushed open the door, hearing it hit the wall after
he quickly pushed it aside, I really need to talk to you--now.
Kipp? Kellen questioned with a small gasp, looking up from where
he was sitting on the bed. What in the world are you doing here and
how do you know where I was?
I got help from Sylvia, Kipp stated with a small sigh, watching
Kellens blue eyes follow his every move. I came to the party wanting
to tell you something. That was until I saw you kissing that guy in here.
When I saw it, I didnt know what to do.
I wasnt the one kissing, Kellen began before he was cut
off by Kipp's voice once more.
Kellen, I know that you probably dont want to hear from me,
Kipp explained, holding his hands up in the air slowly, but I just have
to let this out. Kellen, when you told me everything earlier--it got me thinking.
It had me thinking more than I have ever thought about something in my life.
I came here knowing that I had to make a decision. When I saw you here with
that guy, I knew I didnt belong with you. But I dont care if I
know, I am not going to let you be with that one guy Kellen. I think you should
only be with one person and one person only.
Kipp, calm down, Kellen stood up slowly before shrugging his shoulders,
I pushed Drew off me. He was an old boyfriend of mine and I dont
like him. I dont know where
Kellen went to finish his sentence before feeling Kipp wrap his arms around
Kellens shoulders and bring him forward. Kipps lips covered Kellens
as Kellens body was confused. But after a few seconds, he realized this
was real for the first time. This was no longer one of his daydreams. This
was actually happening.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Don, you either suck at this game or you are having a really bad run
of luck tonight, Jenna pointed out with small laugh, seeing Don lose
once more. I think I am going to go with bad luck because Hart tells
me that you play this all the time.
No, he just sucks, Shannon teased, noticing the way Don seemed
to look at her. What? I am just stating the truth.
Last time I checked--you did to, Don pointed out, grabbing the
cards from the center of the table. What do you have to say about that
Shannon?
I would say, Shannon began, hearing her cell phone begin to ring
before she motioned everyone to wait for a moment. I say I will be right
back.
Well be here, Don assured her, watching as Shannon walked
into another room, It must be an important call.
I wonder who it is, Hart frowned, seeing Don shrug, Its
probably work right?
I dont know, Don replied with a small smirk, I dont
keep a chain around her neck all the time.
Hey Jenna, I have some bad news, Shannon frowned walking into
the room, We have to go to work. Another killing has taken place.
Wait, what? Hart questioned, slightly confused as he they all
stood up from the table. Another killing has taken place? When did this
happen?
Well, there was another woman found and we believe that Bruce was behind
it, Shannon informed him with a deep sigh, Except, this one tried
to escape, but she wasnt as lucky.
What happened to her? Jenna questioned with a gasp seeing Shannon
frown. Did Bruce catch up with her?
Well, it is a little more difficult than that, Shannon explained
with a small sigh, You see, the woman was so scared--she ran out into
a street. She ended up getting hit by an Escalade. I guess it was a pretty
bad sight.
My god, Don gasped, leaning back against the chair, That
is so horrible. Do they know who she is yet?
They didnt fill me in on everything yet, Shannon pointed
towards the door, All I know is that me and Jenna have some work to
do and we need to go. We will call you when we get some more news.
Alright you two, Hart nodded slowly with a small sigh, Just
make sure that you are safe. Dont let anything happen to yourselves.
I would kill anyone who harmed you.
We will be fine, Jenna promised, grabbing her coat and walking
towards the front door with Shannon, We will be back later. Love you.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Deidra rolled over in bed, reaching her fingers out to hold onto the man
shed spent a great many hours loving throughout the course of their
private getaway. Snaking her hand beneath the blankets, she smiled anticipating
the feel of his body burning beside hers, but there was nothing more than
a sheet beside her. Opening her eyes she let out a groggy yawn realizing that
Dean was no longer with her.
Sitting upright she looked around the bedroom thinking about how theyd
retired to the bedroom after theyd had quite an eye opening experience
by the fire place. Even now she could feel her body heavy with exhaustion
after theyd driven one another beyond the point of no return again and
again. Being with Dean was a highly erotic sensual experience unlike anything
shed ever felt in her life. Sure with Andy theyd had some good
times, but never had she felt so alive--so free and uninhibited as she did
now. She fell back onto the bed gazing up at her reflection on the mirror.
Her smile said it all. She was a very happy, very satisfied woman in love
with a man who was hotter than hell.
Youre a lucky girl, she mouthed to herself hearing a noise
from outside the bedroom. Sitting up once more she thought maybe Dean was
in the bathroom, but when she hadnt heard another sound she opted to
get out of bed and investigate.
Reaching for the robe hed provided her with after their clothing was
a mess, Deidra slid into it with great ease. She dropped her feet to the floor
before moving over to the door. She pulled it open listening for another sound
in the cabin. There was nothing, but at the end of the hall near the living
room area, she noticed a small light.
What are you doing, Deidra couldnt help but ask with a silly
smile wondering if Dean had another sensual surprise up his sleeve. So far
shed loved every thrilling second of what hed had planned for
her and there was no doubt in her mind whatever came next was going to be
extravagant.
Dean, she spoke his name in a whisper circling around the corner
of the room only to discover his computer was on. He was no where near the
bright, shining monitor, but it was evident that hed been there a short
while ago.
Creeping in closer to it, Deidra felt her eyes slowly adjusting to the light.
She brought her hand up to her cheek before she moved around the desk. She
wasnt trying to pry, but found herself curious as to why Dean would
be up and on the computer at this time of night.
Hmm, what are you getting yourself into, Deidra questioned dropping
down into his computer chair.
She eyed the monitor for the briefest of moments before another idea came
to mind. Sliding out of the robe, she threw her feet up on the edge of Deans
desk ready to give him another surprise when he returned. She ran her fingers
through her mussed hair trying to offer up that sexy, sultry in need of a
good loving fix look that men went crazy for. It was almost perfect, she decided
with a confident smile. However in that moment she found her eyes traveling
to the computer monitor once again. What she saw before her caused her to
sit upright and gasp.
Oh my God, Deidra reached for the mouse wondering if her eyes
deceived her, but as she began to scroll over the screen, she caught image
after image of mutilated body after body. There were women sprawled out over
his screen cut up in ways that caused Deidra to gag involuntarily. She raised
her hand to her lips in an attempt to stifle her sounds, but the small whimper
that rose at the back of her throat still sounded through the silence.
No, she shook her head in disbelief, No, this cant
be happening. No.
Deidra reached for the computer pushing the horrid images down only to discover
another page before her. There on the screen was a woman--the same woman that
had been wearing the necklace shed found. There was a picture of her
smiling and then another where she was barely recognizable. Her body was positioned
in an anything but human pose and she too was cut to pieces like the others.
No, Deidra shook her head in a state of believe. She clicked onto
the other window seeing the name Bruce Mathis and then there was a picture
of her. Several pictures of her in fact. Starting from what appeared to be
surveillance of her at the hospital leading up to other more invasive photos
of her at her apartment--of her in her own home seemingly behind closed doors.
Suddenly it all made sense. Shed made a mistake. A deadly mistake and
the photos on the screen before her proved that. She thought of how well Dean
seemed to know her--how he could almost read her fantasies and the things
happening in her mind, but when she looked to the images hed had of
her, she realized that he had to have been spying on her. He was some kind
of sick demented freak and judging by what shed just uncovered about
him, she had the feeling that she was in far worse hands than she was with
Bruce on the island.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Grady peered up ahead watching Kyle pull his car off of the main road into
the clearing just beyond the trees. Grady slowed down not quite sure what
Kyle was up to, but as he watched his friend park the car and get out, Grady
knew he had to make his move.
Its now or never, Grady replied eyeing Kyle intently. He
saw Kyle disappear into the trees. His stomach was tied in knots--anticipation
and anger eating him alive, but now that Kyle had brought him to where Susan
was planning her next game, Grady vowed to be prepared.
This time youre not going to walk away from this unscathed,
he promised leaning forward. He quickly unfastened his seatbelt before pulling
open the glove compartment. Reaching inside he pulled out the gun that he
knew would be waiting for him. Bringing it up into the light he thought about
how hed swore hed never use this. He vowed that it was only for
protection, but now as he was in the middle of nowhere following to Kyle whatever
trap Susan had planned for him, Grady had to be prepared. He had to be ready
for whatever came next.
Time to put an end to the madness, Grady vowed opening his own
car door and walking out into the trees ready to finish all of this once and
for all.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
This is it, Kyle sighed, stopping in front of a wooded area and
taking a glance around. He couldnt see Susan everywhere, but he remembered
that she told him to meet her in the middle of the whole thing, probably because
she didnt want to be spotted. After tonight, she really wouldnt
have a problem with it.
He grabbed his car keys and looked down towards his cell phone. He had turned
it off earlier because this was too important. He wasnt going to bring
it because nothing could interrupt this. He was finally going to take a stand.
Kyle got out of the car and slid his keys into his pocket--this was it. Everything
was about to take place and there was no way Susan was going to get away.
Where is she? he asked himself, pushing a bush out of his way
before stopping in the middle of the wooded area. This is where she
told me to meet her, so where in the world is she?
Kyle spun around a couple times, looking from place to place, but there was
nothing he could spot. Nothing but a few animals and birds, but no Susan.
She must have scared off and left. She probably got the idea that it was bad
to see him. In all honesty that was the truth, but why didnt she show
up? She sounded truly serious about all of this and it seemed like she truthfully
wanted to talk to him.
Kyle? he heard her voice fill his ears as he spun around on his
heel slowly. It was a good thing that she came when she did because he was
about to leave without even looking back. Now that she was here, he didnt
have to leave with the thought of being tricked. Im glad you came.
I didnt think that you would even think about coming here.
Same goes for me, Kyle pointed out, watching as she approached
him. It took all in his power not to take her down right now. I figured
this was all a sick joke Susan. So, what is it you really want?
This is far from a sick joke Kyle, Susan protested, shaking her
head slowly, I know you wont want to pass this over either. I
know you will want to know about this. Trust me, I dont think you would
want anything to happen to me if you knew the truth. And after a while of
thinking, I decided that you truthfully needed to know about everything Kyle.
I couldnt hold it back from you anymore. I just couldnt.
Couldnt hold what back? Kyle questioned, giving her his
full attention as she looked at him with fierce eyes. She truly thought that
she could get to him, but it was never going to happen.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
...to be continued...