Episode 246
What was that? Ben questioned catching Diane in a moment of not
so silent contemplation. Diane, whats going on?
Nothing I was just thinking about everything. I was mumbling to myself
and
she spun around to face him her fears mounting by the moment.
She thought of Deidras warnings--about her sister telling Diane to just
give Ben the truth, but after all that had happened the truth just didnt
feel appropriate at a time like this.
And? Ben arched a curious brow walking towards her.
I cant stop thinking about Jade, Diane admitted remembering
the other thoughts that plagued her, When I think about how one day
she was here and we were always together, to coming to the place were
at now
I just never thought Id lose her like that. Shes
so important to me and we should be sharing these times. I should have her
here with me planning for our wedding--for our family and sharing the news
about everything with her.
I know sweetheart, Ben kissed the top of Dianes head pulling
her into his arms, and Im sorry that you dont have that.
Im sorry that we lost her. If I could do anything to change that
I wish there was a way we could, she snuggled into his chest feeling
the warmth of him surrounding her. She closed her eyes thinking about all
the things theyd promised one another--the dreams theyd planned
and as she remembered JTs presence at Jades funeral--with the
way hed lashed out at her, it caused her to get choked up.
Hey, Ben lifted her chin urging her to meet his eyes, its
going to be okay. Well find a way through this.
I hope so, she hugged him tighter knowing that he was thinking
about losing Jade. Sure, that was on the top of her mind, but Diane wondered
as well if she could truly find a way to keep from losing him as well. If
he ever found out about JT and he thought for a second that shed lied
to him--that shed betrayed him, she was certain she would lose him as
well. It was a fate she didnt want to have happen. She had to find a
way to stop it--had to make sure that day never came. Ben could never know
what happened between her and JT. Never!
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Get off of me, Dean shuddered beneath Dave once again having
had enough of Daves bullying tactics. Dave didnt seem to argue
as he moved up off of the ground. He pulled Dean up with him before Deidra
stepped out onto the lawn horror registering over her features.
Dave, what are you doing? she gasped in horror watching Dave take
the handcuffs off of Dean. He tried to kill me!
No, I didnt, Dean argued with her, his dark eyes pleading
for a chance to explain, Deidra I
Save it! I know what kind of sick man you are. I saw the pictures and
Deidra took a shaking, shuddering step back.
Hes telling the truth Deidra. He didnt try to kill you,
Dave held out Deans wallet for her inspection. Carly took a close look
at it before Deidra moved forward cautiously. Her eyes fell upon Deans
identification and a squeal fell from her lips.
No, this cant be right. It cant be true, Deidra shook
her head in a state of disbelief. She stumbled a bit further back before her
eyes shot to Dean. That cant be true!
Deidra, I wanted to tell you. So many times I wanted to tell you the
truth before now, but I couldnt. I was undercover--deep cover for the
last few years, Dean explained with a pained expression, pulling his
hands out in front of him after Dave had finished uncuffing him. They
put me in the hospital when they thought that there was a possibility that
Mathis was the man we were after
You mean that all this time you knew what he was? You were aware of
him being some kind of madman? Daves eyes widened in shock at
the fact that he and his department had been kept in the dark about everything.
It was something we werent sure about. Given how high profile
the case was, they wanted someone on the inside. They wanted me to come into
the hospital and infiltrate it if you will, Dean began to explain his
position, a dizzying heat followed by a shuddering chill pressed over him.
I came to Coral Valley looking for a serial murderer who had a very
violent, yet medical history. I was told not to let anyone know my true identity.
I couldnt risk compromising the mission
So what? Then I was just part of a mission, Deidra hissed back
at him unable to believe what she was hearing. Is that what this was
about?
No, Dean shook his head taking a shaky step forward, Deidra,
I never intended to get involved with you. When I came to town I was supposed
to keep an eye on Mathis--at the time wed suspected that it was another
man on staff who was doing the murders. Bruce had the perfect cover, but then
when he tried to kill Avery Morrison
Then what? Dave questioned harshly finding himself annoyed by
what was going on.
It was complicated, Dean waved his hand dismissively at Dave,
But Deidra, it doesnt change how I feel about you. It doesnt
change what happened between us. It doesnt
It changes everything, Deidra argued with him, and what
about the woman? What about the woman in the photos? The one whose necklace
I found? The one you lied to me about?
Deidra I
Dean sucked in a breath his hand clasping over
his abdomen, She was
she was my sister
What? her jaw dropped, You mean that you
Bruce killed my sister, Dean confided openly his eyes clouding
over with mixed emotions, When I was getting too close--back in New
York--he sought her out. She was just another victim on his list, but to me
she was my family--my own flesh and blood and I couldnt let that go
unpunished.
Why werent you reassigned? Its obvious you were too close
to the case if your sister was a victim, Dave replied doubtful.
Because I was already in too deep. I couldnt turn back. Id
invested the last eight years of my life on this one case. I couldnt
walk away even after hed made this personal, Dean revealed painfully
dropping his head down, I had no choice.
So what? You thought youd use me to get to him? Deidra squealed
at him, That youd lie and seduce me to bait your man?
No, Deidra I swear I didnt know anything about you and Bruce until
Shannon told me. She mentioned that Dave had asked her to keep an eye on you.
She filled me in on what happened on the island and after that Id been
keeping an eye on you.
You were spying on me? she questioned with a huff, How dare
you think you could
Wait a second. Shannon was in on this? She knew about your involvement
in this investigation? Dave blurted out stunned forgetting about the
issues between Dean and Deidra momentarily.
Dean nodded, Shes been my partner for the last five years. When
she told me that Bruce had targeted Deidra, I had no choice but to move in.
That night in the lot when hed attacked her, I was watching her--setting
up surveillance in the event that he tried to finish what he started
So what? You were just there because you were spying on me? You were
invading my privacy in the hopes of finding your man? she threw her
hands in the air lost in a state of disgust. How could you use me like
that?
I wasnt using you. Yes, I admit I had a job to you, but what I
told you before was the truth. When I first met you, I knew there was something
special about you. There was something about this case that I couldnt
walk away from, yet when I fell for you
Deans eyes grew
wide and his mouth opened in a surprised o-shape.
What? Deidra demanded harshly ready to lash out at him for his
obvious betrayal, but when he took one step forward, he fell to the ground.
Oh my God, Carly gasped pushing forward to kneel down beside the
man on her front lawn. She saw the blood in the front of his shirt and looked
up to her husband. Youd better call for an ambulance. Hes
still losing a lot of blood.
Of course, Dave nodded turning to Deidra, Ill see
what I can do. You call for help. Deidra? Deidra?
What? she replied snapping out of her daze long enough to see
Dean on the ground in need of her help. Still as she thought of how hed
lied to her--how hed lead her to believe something that wasnt
real, she found herself frozen in the moment not sure what to believe any
longer.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
This was really nice, Trisha smiled, looking over at Michael
who walked by her side.
Yeah, it was, Michael agreed with a small smirk, I had a
nice time today. We should do it again sometime.
Maybe we should, Trisha nodded before thinking for a moment, It
was nice of you to walk me home.
Well, you know, he thought for a moment before shrugging his shoulders,
I remember how worried you were the first day I met you and I didnt
want you to face something like that.
Im pretty sure I will be fine, she tried to assure herself
with a small sigh, I guess you could say I just get a little worried
at the smallest things. Anyways, I just wanted to thank you for what you did
that day. You hardly even knew me and you still helped me out. Most people
would have looked at me like I was a freak or something.
I didnt think anything like that Trisha, Michael shook his
head, a small frown spreading across his features, Im not really
that kind of guy.
I can see that, she pointed with a small smile as he looked over
towards her, I can tell that you are the type of guy that likes to be
nice. You know, you dont use peoples emotions against them. You
seem like a very intelligent man who knows how to handle things nicely and
I like that about you.
Thanks, I think, he chuckled before shaking his head, Sometimes
girls think that is a little too much. You know being smart and caring. I
am kind of quiet so a lot of people probably dont like that, but you
know. I keep moving on.
I think most girls are stupid, she declared with a small laugh,
I mean really Michael, you are going to find the right girl for you
one day and I think when that day comes--you are going to be very happy with
that one special woman.
Yeah, I hope to think so, he shook his head slowly before feeling
himself become a little bit uncomfortable, I just think I am not that
lucky.
You are, you just wont be if you dont believe in yourself,
she smiled, reaching out to squeeze his arm gently, Believe me Michael,
when you are happy with someone, you will realize I was right. That woman
will be very lucky to have you, youre a great guy.
Thank you, Michael felt a bit of heat over his cheeks as he looked
away from her, You know, maybe we should do this again sometime. It
might be fun.
Id like that, Trisha admitted with a small smile, Thanks
for everything today Michael. It was really nice.
Anytime, he shrugged, looking up into her dark eyes, I dont
get out much, so I liked to change.
You know what that means? she questioned, watching as he shook
his head slowly. It means that is going to change now that you met me.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
I guess this night turned out a little better than I imagined it would,
Ria admitted taking a seat on her couch as she watched Kevin stand in front
of her, Are you alright?
Yeah, Im just thinking, Kevin replied with a small sigh,
We have to thank Trisha for everything she has done tonight. If it wasnt
for her, I would have probably been upset all night long thinking of things
that would just make me feel worse. I appreciate everything she did.
It was very nice of her, Ria agreed, looking up into Kevins
intense brown eyes, It was nice to see you smile a little bit. You know,
its always nice to know that someone could do that around this time.
I didnt think it was possible.
Ria, you know that you could make me smile any day, he insisted
with a small frown, reaching out to grab her hand in his gently, I think
I need to tell you something that has been on my mind for a very long time.
Uh oh, Ria frowned, looking away from him, This is always
where the relationship goes wrong. When someone says, we have to talk. Thats
not good.
No, no, Kevin shook his head quickly, letting out a small chuckle,
Its not even close to being bad Ria. I was actually kind of hoping
that you would like this.
Really? she questioned, looking up at him with a small smirk.
Go back to what you were saying.
Well, Kevin began, thinking for a long moment before going on,
You see, there has been a lot on my mind lately and I just cant
hold it in anymore Ria. You have been here for me throughout this whole thing,
you were always by my side. I never thought that you cared for a long time,
but you did.
I always cared Kevin, she insisted with a small frown, seeing
him shrug his shoulders, You should have known that. I have always cared.
Well, I guess you could say that I was a little too blind to notice
for a while, Kevin sighed deeply before going on to what he was saying,
I remember when we were younger, we were very close. I know this is
going to sound a little ridiculous, but there is one memory I have of us when
we were kids. It was when my frog died and I was really upset. I stood hours
in front of that box hoping that my frog was just sleeping, but it wasnt.
Ria, I remember how upset I was when I found out he really died. You were
the only person who could make me feel better. You were the one person that
could truly make me smile. I didnt want to listen to anyone, but when
you came around you brightened my day.
Oh god, you were a wreck Kevin, Ria chuckled seeing him nod slowly,
I felt so bad for you. I had to do something or you were going to be
upset for a very long time.
I know, but even then you were there for me throughout everything,
Kevin pointed out with a small frown as he shook his head slowly, I
never would have thought that all these years later you would be right here
for me doing the same thing you did for me back then. Ria, I have to admit
something to you. Something that I should have admitted a long time ago. Something
I once said when I was around the age of six when I gave you that wrapper
and asked you to be my girlfriend.
I wore that wrapper around my finger for like ever, Ria chuckled,
feeling his thumb run over the top of her hand gently, I used to have
the like the biggest crush on you when I was a kid and it was like the biggest
crush I ever had.
Same goes for me Ria, Kevin stated with a small laugh, thinking
for a moment, I guess what I am trying to tell you is
I love you
Ria. I have for a very, very long time and I just kept trying to ignore what
I felt inside. I was afraid that we couldnt be together, so I pushed
all of this aside hoping that one day those feelings would just up and disappear.
I know this sounds kind of pathetic, but when I was a teenager I always had
dreams about us you know. I thought that we could be happy together. I used
always think I would have it made in the sun when I got older because I always
thought I would have you Ria. Then I made some mistakes and that life I dreamed
about kind of just disappeared right before me. Now, I have a second chance.
A second chance to finally have what I havent had in a long time and
thats happiness. I have never felt this close to someone in a long time
Ria and with you--all I seem to feel is happiness. I want that feeling to
last so long. I couldnt wait any longer to tell you that I love you.
I love you too Kevin, Ria admitted with a small smile, standing
up to wrap her arms around his neck tightly, You were the only person
that I wish I could have done things right with.
Now we have that second chance we have always wanted Ria, Kevin
whispered, running his thumb over her cheek lightly, I dont want
to waste this chance. Im not going to let you slip through again.
I wont, she promised with a small smirk as she pulled him
down to kiss him slowly. You dont have to worry about any of that
Kevin. I promise.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Kyle please, Sarah begged of the man she loved watching him fall
to pieces right before her very eyes. Shed thought shed seen madness
the night that Susan had drugged Kyle, but it paled in comparison to what
she was witnessing right before her very eyes. Over and over again Kyle kicked
at Grady, slamming his steel-toed boot into Gradys abdomen. Grady made
a low, sputtering sound as he tried to pick himself up off of the ground.
He crawled forward only to get kicked by Kyle again.
Stop it! Avery rushed forward trying to put herself between Grady
and Kyle. Despite the madness burning behind Kyles eyes she dared to
brave the space between them. Kyle stop!
Avery Im not going to ask you twice, Kyle warned her sharply,
his eyes giving way to his insanity. Get out of my way! This doesnt
concern you!
The hell it doesnt, Avery stood up to him, her dark eyes
defiant and bold doing their best to shield her fears at this moment in time
in being in such a tentative position, Im not going to sit back
and let you kill Grady for something that wasnt his fault.
Get out of my way Avery, Kyle repeated throwing out one last warning
before moving in towards her.
No, Avery shoved her hand in the center of his chest causing him
to buckle backwards a bit. Youre not going to do this.
He killed her Avery. He killed my child. He knew she was having my baby
and yet he let her die! Kyle sneered down at her, Hes the
reason that I lost everything.
You didnt lose everything, Avery tried to reason with him,
catching security approaching out of the corner of her eye, Susan manipulated
you. She lied and
I dont want to hear it. I dont want to hear about his flimsy
excuses, Kyle cut her off abruptly clenching his fists at his sides,
Now this is the last time Im going to be polite Avery. Get out
of my way or else I will have no problems finishing this with you right there.
I wont let you kill him, Avery shouted back at him, defiant
in her stance.
I dont think youre hearing me Avery, Kyle reached
out to her yanking on her arm harshly and shoving her aside.
Get your hands off of her, Grady sneered in response lunging towards
Kyle and pounding into the center of his abdomen. Before anyone could say
anything the two men were on the floor in a more even fight. There were flailing
limbs and fists all in a blur, but that did nothing to change the horror that
surrounded everyone.
Avery, Brant rushed over to his wife after having watched her
stumble into the wall with Kyles shove. Are you okay?
She nodded, Im fine, but he cant kill Grady. They cant
do this.
Kyle, Sarah was shouting his name, but it did no good. She found
herself lost in the moment, frozen by her fears until five security guards
came up and tore Kyle and Grady off of one another. Kyle fought it every step
of the way kicking and screaming at Grady, who in return did the same.
She was lying to you man. Get it through your head that she didnt
deserve your pity. She didnt deserve your concerns! Grady snapped
back at Kyle breathlessly blood pooling at the corner of his mouth. She
got what she had coming to her!
My child didnt deserve this! My child had a right to live!
Kyle replied with a sneer, I had a right to be a father, but you stole
that from me. You took it away from me!
Susan stole my family from me. She stole my life away from me and she
needed to pay for that! Grady argued with him as all eyes were on the
two men.
Back off both of you, security ordered pulling Kyle to one end
of the hall and Grady to the other.
Brant stood in the center of the room watching everything unfold before him.
He saw Avery go over to Grady in an attempt to calm him down. His eyes averted
over to where Sarah stood at Kyles side trying to get him to control
himself. He could see it was a losing battle on Sarahs end as Kyle shoved
her aside and stomped off to the elevators leaving a whirlwind of madness
behind him.
Brant turned to Avery again seeing her argue with Grady. It was obvious that
Grady was still fired up even after having been pounded, but Brant knew Avery
could take control of the situation. Her little intrusion no doubt saved Gradys
life just now, but still there was something more to think about.
Brant looked over to Sarah seeing her break down in tears. Kyle hadnt
thought about her--he hadnt stuck around to try to let her talk him
down. Hed been hurting and in turn Sarah had seen the man she loved
in a place she never imagined hed be. Brants heart went out to
her. He stepped in closer to her knowing that right now she needed a shoulder
to cry on.
Sarah, Brant touched her shoulder tentatively causing her to jump
in surprise, hey
Sarah didnt say anything, just looked at him with a pained expression
before he pulled her into an embrace. He thought of Kyles rage--of the
hell that had come to earth in this hallway and he realized that life as everyone
knew it would never be the same again.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Nick sat up quickly in bed, seeing nothing but darkness around him. He just
woke up from a dream, a very real dream that had his body tied up in knots.
His heart was racing and all his thoughts were tied as he began to worry more
and more. Something wasnt right--he could just feel it.
Nick? Angela turned on the light quickly after hearing Nick wake
up. Is something wrong? Are you okay?
Something is wrong, Nick answered, looking around the room. He
felt as if someone he cared about was hurting. It was like he could feel that
pain that someone was holding deep inside of them. Something is seriously
wrong.
Where are you going? she questioned as he got out of the bed quickly
to push the blind away from the window to look outside into the night. Nick,
youre scaring me.
Im scaring myself too Angela, Nick replied, turning around
to look at her. The look she had on her face was a worried expression, I
feel pain and a lot of it.
Are you hurt? Where is the pain? Angela questioned after quickly
getting out of the bed to check on him as he motioned her to sit back down.
Im not hurt, its not me, he replied with a deep frown,
remembering his dream. I had a dream and I knew it was someone I cared
about Angela. I felt so much pain, like something bad was happening right
at this moment. I felt angered and upset. Something is wrong, I can just feel
it.
It was only a dream, Angela hushed him with a small frown, walking
up to rest her hands on his shoulders lightly, It was a nightmare. It
wasnt real.
It felt so real though, Nick protested with a deep sigh, I
could feel the pain throughout my whole body. It felt as if I was right there.
I know something is going on.
Dreams make you think like that--believe me, I have had plenty of those
in my life, Angela sighed, motioning him to follow her back to the bed,
I think what you need to do is just rest and try to forget about it.
Its only a dream.
It felt so real Angela, he admitted once more, shaking his head
slowly, I think maybe you should call Kevin to make sure everything
is okay.
It was Kevin that was in your dream? Angela questioned worriedly
seeing Nick shrug his shoulders. Do you really think I need to call
Kevin now?
I dont know if it was Kevin, all I know is that what I was feeling
was extreme pain Angela, he explained with a small frown, I really
think you should just call Kevin. I hope it wasnt him I was dreaming
about.
Okay, Angela nodded, reaching out to grab her cell phone, Ill
call Kevin to make sure everything is okay.
Thanks, Nick sighed, running his hands through his hair worriedly.
What he felt couldnt have been a dream, it was too real to be a dream.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Dave pushed through the doors of the hospital corridor eager to get Dean
into the emergency room. Hed been alerted that Don was on his way to
take care of Dean and as they rounded the corner Dave saw Don motioning for
the orderlies to wheel Dean into one of the rooms. Watching them disappear
with Dean, Dave felt a great many questions in the back of his mind--things
that he himself needed answered.
Whats going on here? Shannon asked rushing up to Dave as
shed only heard a bare minimum about what had happened.
Shannon, Dave spun around to face her, his jaw clenched with anger
and frustration, Why didnt you tell me?
Tell you what? she blinked back at him, Dave what happened?
Whats going on? Don said there was an emergency and
And your partner got himself in over his head tonight, Dave threw
a glare down at her, You know the partner that you failed to mention--the
partner that you threw on Deidra without telling any of us
Shannons eyes widened in realization, Oh my God. Are you trying
to tell me that Deans the one that Don is working on and
Thats right, Dave nodded further, He found himself
injured in the line of duty considering that no one was aware of who he was.
Why didnt you tell me about your having him watch Deidra?
I didnt think it mattered, Shannon shrugged her shoulders,
You said you wanted her safe and I knew she was safe with him.
So you sent him to her--let him deceive her and seduce her all in the
name of keeping her safe? Dave threw back at her harshly, Tell
me Shannon was that about keeping her safe like I asked you to do or more
so about you and Dean solving the case since you both have vested personal
interests in this one?
I never let my personal feelings get the best of me in the case and
neither did Dean. Hes a good agent and if anything happens to him,
Shannon turned her eyes to the double doors before her. Her worries mounted
as she thought about her partner, What happened to him tonight? Where
was he?
On a vacation with Deidra, Dave blurted out watching the color
drain from Shannons face.
Are you telling me that Mathis went after her again? Did he go after
them while they were away and
Shannons mind was reeling
with possibilities as she thought of the latest string of victims where Bruce
was concerned.
No Shannon. Your little partner got himself in over his head by viewing
crime scene photos in front of Deidra. He was stupid enough to think that
he could keep up the charade while manipulating her emotions and
Dave started in an accusatory tone.
Wait a second, Shannon tilted her head up to look at him, Are
you telling me that tonight Bruce found them and attacked them while they
were away? That he was doing some research and Bruce snuck in and hurt them?
Is Deidra okay? Did Bruce hurt her?
No Shannon. Bruce wasnt there, but your idiot partner didnt
think to tell Deidra the truth. When she saw the crime scene photos and Dean,
she did the math and
Dave was no where near being able to finish
his word when Carly and Deidra rounded the corner of the hallway. He was about
to lay into Shannon about her lies and how shed deceived him, but before
he got the opportunity realization dawned in over Shannons features.
She did this, didnt she? Shannons questioned harshly,
Deidras the one who put him here tonight, isnt she?
Shannon I dont think thats relevant at this point in time
given that you and Dean lied about
Dave began to chastise her
but his words were lost as Shannon spun on her heel darting down the hallway
towards Deidra.
Its going to be okay, Carly tried to reason with Deidra
knowing that she was still in a state of shock over what had happened with
Dean. Shed been silent on the way over, but it was obvious that she
was in a state of turmoil over the situation.
No, its not okay. I stabbed him tonight. I couldve killed
him and
Deidra stammered a bit only to feel a harsh yank on her
arm.
Thats what I thought you did you stupid bitch, Shannon sneered
at her, all of her anger pooling up and inside of her. She reached for Deidra
slamming her into the wall before her fist struck Deidra right square across
the face sending her head spinning with that one bold movement.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Hey, Brant frowned letting Sarah out of his embrace, reaching
out wipe the tears away from her eyes lightly, Everything is going to
be okay Sarah.
How could you say that Brant? she questioned with a small sigh,
feeling him reach out to take her hand in his gently. Can you obviously
think that after all of this everything is going to be back to normal.
I really dont know, Brant shrugged with a small frown, hating
to see the way that Sarah was acting, All we can do is wish for the
best right now.
I think the best was just shown right in front of us, Sarah sniffed,
trying to get past the tears that were burning out her eyes, Kyle has
lost it. I have never seen him like this before.
Hell be okay, Brant promised with an assuring tone, hoping
to god he was right, He just needs some time to calm down. He just feels
hurt and needs some time to think. Hell be better.
I dont see that happening anytime soon, Sarah replied, feeling
Brant squeeze her hand in his tightly, I have never seen Kyle like this
before. Its like he is a completely different man. That was his best
friend that he just blew up on. The one man that Kyle trusted most in life.
That one man that he feels betrayed him right now, Brant pointed
out, shaking his head slowly, I have to feel for Kyle right now. I mean,
what Grady did was wrong Sarah. I dont know if what Susan told Kyle
was true, but it should have been the thought that counted.
I could understand him being angered Brant, but, her words were
trailed off by the tears that had returned. She felt Brant pull her into his
arms once more as she rested her head against his chest.
Dont worry Sarah, he hushed, running his hand through her
blonde hair lightly, I know that everything somehow is going to work
itself out. If you keep letting this get you so worried, you are going to
make yourself sick and you dont need that. You dont need that
at all.
Sarah, Brant heard someone call out Sarahs name, unfortunately
it wasnt Kyle coming back to tell her everything was okay. It was Diego
running over towards them.
Diego, Sarah looked up from Brants embrace to see Diego
rushing over towards them, What are you doing here?
I heard what happened and I came down here, Diego informed her
after seeing Brant let her out of his embrace, Are you okay?
Im fine, Sarah assured him with a small frown, wiping a
few more tears from her eyes, Something is really wrong.
Diego, can you stay with her for a minute? Brant questioned seeing
Diego nod slowly. Brant had to go look for Kyle and try to set things straight.
He couldnt leave the two of them like this. Something had to be situated
one way or another. I will be right back Sarah I promise.
What happened Sarah? Diego wondered, reaching out hug her tightly,
watching as her tears slowed down as she looked up at him. What happened
here tonight?
Susan died after telling Kyle that she was pregnant, Sarah explained
with a small frown, looking around the room towards Grady, He blamed
Grady for everything because he could have helped and they got into a big
fight. We tried to stop him, but he was just too strong to stop.
Its okay Sarah, Diego hushed, seeing more of her tears begin
to fall, Just dont think about it right now. Try to think about
something else.
Like what Diego? Sarah questioned with a small frown, feeling
him pull her closer to him.
The fact that I am here for you, Diego replied quickly, thinking
of something else to say, Just talk to me about something to try and
get your mind off of things.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Grady look at me, Avery pleaded reaching out to touch his face.
She forced him to meet her eyes as it was obvious he was still back in the
place hed been with Kyle. She wasnt sure if he was still lost
in what had happened in the hallway outside of the ER or if he was back in
those woods remembering Susans ultimate ending.
She lied to him, Grady murmured under his breath his words coming
out in a tight, verbatim sound, She lied to him Avery. There was no
baby. There was no
Grady, forget about that right now, she touched his cheek gently,
Look at me please
He had no right to do this, Gradys eyes narrowed with anger
thinking about the way his friend had betrayed all that had happened in his
life. He thought of the way Susan had stolen his life away from him--brought
him to a state of drunkenness for a great many years--how Susan had single-handedly
taken his brother from him--taken Jade as well and yet Kyle dared to behave
as if Susan had some right to exist in this world. She lost all of her rights
when shed crossed that line in killing each and every thing that Grady
loved in his life.
Hes just upset. She hurt him and
Avery tried to reason
thinking about Kyles out of character rage.
No, he knew full well what he was doing. He chose to believe in her--believe
in her lies instead of following his instincts, Grady remarked sourly,
his hands shaking with emotion, He knew full well what she was doing
to him, yet he fell for it hook, line and sinker.
Grady come on. Hes upset. Emotions are running high and
Avery tried to reason with him remembering herself how angry Kyle was.
No Avery, he wanted to believe. He wanted to see what she made him see
and thats where he made his mistake, Grady insisted firmly, his
jaw clenching in anger. She mislead him and for that she deserved all
that came her way. She really thought that telling him she was pregnant would
be her reprieve, but it was too late for her. She deserved what she got!
Grady come on, Avery tried to reach out to him feeling his hands
trembling beneath her touch, Stop this.
No, Grady shook his head at her, She killed Russ. She took
him away from us Avery. She stole innocent lives from those around us. She
destroyed so many happily ever afters. She didnt deserve the luxury
of walking around town and getting away with it scott-free.
I know that Grady, but
Avery sighed in heavily feeling tension
creep up and over her spine.
But nothing. Because of Susan your daughter wont know Russ. She
wont ever be able to be with her father and I wont ever be with
Jade, Grady argued with her, his breaths coming out in uneven gasps,
She knew how much Jade meant to me. She knew how all I wanted was to
find peace and happiness in my life. She couldnt let me have it. She
betrayed me in the worst possible way in killing our child and shattering
my heart with Ken. I thought that shed finally succeeded in doing me
in, but it wasnt until she killed Jade that I saw her for what she truly
was.
Susan was evil. She was a manipulative, horrible person and I hate her.
I cant say that Im broken up about what happened either considering
what she did to everyone I love, Avery explained tearfully, but
Grady, think about what she did to Kyle. She drugged him. She manipulated
his mind and now hes still dealing with the after effects of it.
She poisoned him against me, Gradys voice grew hollow and
empty tears threatening behind his green eyes. His face was swollen and bloody,
on the verge of bruising but there was no strength to be denied in the raw,
untamed passion behind his voice when he continued to speak up, She
knew shed taken nearly everything from me, so before she died she had
to find a way to take away the last people that I still had in my life. Forget
about the fact that she was trying to have Sarah murdered--that what happened
tonight couldve been Kyle losing Sarah, but rather once again it was
about Susan digging the knife deeper.
Grady, thats not
Avery stopped herself watching him
crumble to pieces before her. She gave up trying to argue with him and wrapped
her arms around him allowing his tears to fall freely on her shoulder. She
massaged her fingers up over his spine knowing that after tonight, nothing
would ever be like it was. In a way Grady was right. Susan had won. Shed
found a way to destroy a friendship that seemed to go without limits--a bond
that went beyond brotherhood and now as Avery held onto Grady, she knew that
there would be no turning back. Life was about to change in ways that no one
could even begin to imagine.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
I love being in your arms Kevin, Ria snuggled in closer to him
on the couch as they watched something on television, I could stay like
this forever.
Forever would be too short, Kevin replied, kissing her forehead
gently before hearing his cell phone begin to go off. Let me check if
that is Seth.
Okay, Ria nodded, watching as he reached for his phone to look
at the number. Is it Seth?
No, Kevin answered, looking at the number on his cell phone. It
was Angie calling him again. He really didnt want to answer it, but
he didnt want her to worry to death about him. I have to answer
this real quick. Ill be right back.
Okay, Ria nodded as he walked towards the back of the room to
answer his cell phone.
Hello, Kevin answered his cell phone, already pondering what he
was going to be telling Angie, he really didnt want to tell her something
that would make her worry even more.
Kevin, Angela sighed, placing her hand over her chest lightly,
It feels so good to hear your voice again, I was so worried about you.
Is something going on?
Its nice to hear your voice too, Kevin thought of everything
that had happened while he was in Coral Valley. He didnt need her worrying
even more. No, she didnt need any stress at all. I have just been
busy with the family and everything, thats all.
Are you sure? Angela questioned, noticing the tone of his voice,
he was never really good at lying to her. Are you okay?
Um, I guess you could say I just have a stomach ache, Kevin lied,
looking over his shoulder back at Ria, Other than that, I am perfectly
fine.
A stomach ache? Angela questioned his reply before shaking her
head slowly. Usually when you have one of those, its brought on
by
stress, so are you going to tell me whats up?
I just ate too much food, Kevin tried to explain with a small
frown, You know how sometimes that happens to me. I just ate to much
greasy foods. Nothing big.
Actually, I always saw you as a bottomless pit, Angela offered
up, hearing him let up a small chuckle, No, I am serious, but I guess
if you say you only have a stomach ache--then I guess I trust you.
Thats all, Kevin nodded slowly, thinking of something else
to say, Nothing that Tums cant heal.
You and your eating problems, Angela chuckled to herself remembering
the last time he has eaten with her was with Nick when they both got sick.
I miss you being here Kevin, its not the same without you here.
Yeah, I miss you too Angie, Kevin looked back at Ria who was watching
the movie still, Listen, Ill call you later okay? I am kind of
in the middle of something.
Okay, Angela agreed with a small sigh, Just next time, make
sure you answer your cell phone.
Will do, Kevin smirked, looking down at his watch, Talk
to you later Angie.
After he said his goodbyes to Angie he went back to the couch and wrapped
his arm around Ria tightly, feeling her head rest against his shoulder lightly.
Who was that? Ria wondered, seeing Kevin shrug his shoulders.
I know that wasnt Seth.
It was nothing, Kevin replied, trying to change the subject, So,
tell me what I missed in the movie.
Sure he didnt like saying Angie was nothing, but right now he wanted
to get everything off his mind. He deserved some time to just sit back and
relax--to forget about everything that had been hurting him lately. Soon or
a later, everything would be back to normal--hopefully.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
So, tell me--whats the last thing you ate? Diego questioned
trying to change the subject as Sarah looked up at him oddly. Okay,
so maybe this isnt going to work like I was hoping it would.
No, its okay, Sarah hushed him with a small sigh, You
are trying, thats at least the one thing you are trying to do. I appreciate
that.
Well, I dont like to see you upset, Diego declared with
a small frown, hugging her once more arms tightly, It kills me to see
you cry and I dont like it.
I dont mean to make you worry, Sarah frowned, resting her
head against his chest lightly, I guess I just cant help myself.
Dont worry about me, Diego hushed her, running his hand
through her blonde hair lightly, You are the one that I am worried about.
Diego noticed Avery and Grady approaching them as he looked away. He didnt
really know what to say or do right now. Everything seemed to be confusing.
There was no side to choose. There was really no way to stop everything at
the moment.
Hey, where did Brant go? Avery questioned, walking up to Sarah
and Diego with Grady at her side. I thought I just saw him over here
a second ago.
You did, Diego replied, letting Sarah out of his hug before turning
his attention to Avery, he said he would be right back in a minute.
Im sure he will be right back, Sarah pointed out, her eyes
meeting Gradys in an uneasy way. She wanted to say something in Kyles
defense, but thinking of it clearly--she could feel where both men were coming
from. Grady was hurting and so was Kyle. Both men had a reason to do what
they did. Grady, I
The noise of someone repeating no over and over again filled their ears. Sarah
looked behind her to see the doctors telling Joseph about his daughter.
Susan wasnt a good person, but her father obviously was. It was upsetting
to see Joseph like that, she couldnt let him stand this alone. Sarah
walked slowly away from the group before approaching Joseph.
This cant be happening, Joseph told himself, feeling someone
touch his shoulder lightly making him jump from the feeling.
Sir, I know you probably dont know me, but my name is Sarah, I
knew Susan, Sarah frowned seeing him nod slowly, she hardly even knew
that man standing before her, but out of instinct she reached out to hug him
lightly. The way he was crying got to her, she felt horrible that someone
so good could have someone so cold. Susans father was upsetting to see,
she was trying to be there for him if no one else could be. Im
sorry about all of this.
I am going to miss her so much, Joseph stated, feeling Sarah pat
him on the back lightly, She was my daughter.
I know, Sarah nodded slowly feeling her heart sink more and more
by the moment. Right at this second, she wished that she could go back in
time and stop everything from happening. Save Kyle, Grady, and the Joseph
all the pain and suffering they were going through.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Brant walked out of the hospital feeling the cool air strike upon his skin.
The stars were shining above in a seemingly peaceful, cloudless night, but
he knew that there was a storm brewing back inside the hospital. It had started
when Susan had been shot, but now it raged beyond anything that anyone had
anticipated.
Surveying the lot beyond the hospital, Brant spotted Kyle over by one of the
benches. He was slumped over, his face in his hands as Brant was pretty certain
that he heard Kyle crying. Knowing how tentative this situation was Brant
knew he had to approach it with the right amount of tact and caution or else
he could wind up like Grady--the object of Kyles wrath. That was the
last thing hed wanted or needed, so he took in a slow breath before
approaching the clearly disconcerted Kyle.
Brant walked over to the bench clearing his throat as he contemplated his
next move. He watched Kyle stiffen at the sound he made. Kyle glanced up briefly
before refocusing his attention to his hands again seemingly disinterested
in what Brant had to say.
Go away Ashford, Kyle spoke up in a low, warning tone.
I would, but Im afraid I cant do that at the moment. Not
when youre out here like this and everyone else is inside worried sick
about you, Brant moved forward to take a seat beside Kyle, but thought
twice of it. He stepped back opting to sit on one of the other benches. He
inhaled slowly before speaking up again, Now I know were not the
best of friends--hell I know you cant stand me, but I thought that maybe
you could use someone to talk to.
And what? You just thought Id want to be forthcoming with you
about my feelings? Kyle looked up from behind his golden locks of hair
seeing Brant watching him closely, Give me a break.
Look sometimes its easier to talk to a stranger about things,
Brant began uneasily sensing that Kyle wasnt about to offer up any kind
of window of opportunity between them. Still Brant had to try to make some
kind of impact for the sake of all those involved, I know you might
find this hard to believe, but I can understand what youre feeling right
now.
Like hell you can, Kyle glared up at him once again, You
dont even have the first inkling of what it is that Im feeling
at a time like this. You dont know what its like to be betrayed
like this and
And what? Brant questioned gruffly leaning a bit forward, You
think youre the only person out there who has watched their dream fade
away? Seen their future ripped right out of their hands? Kyle take a good
look at the world around you. Life is full of those kind of miseries. Its
something that we cant avoid.
This couldve been avoided, Kyle argued with him, his eyes
straying to the parking lot beyond where he sat. Hed wanted to leave
when hed stomped out of the hospital earlier, yet when he thought about
what had left him inside. When he envisioned Susans confession and the
idea of his child hed lost, it kept him near to where they were before
they were taken from this world.
No it couldnt have, Brant cleared his throat uneasily, his
worries mounting by the moment, Kyle tonight wouldve found a way
of happening with or without Grady there.
Hes the one who chose to do nothing. He knew that she was pregnant--knew
what my knowing I was going to be a father would do to me
Kyle
insisted firm in his resolve that the only one to blame for what had happened
tonight was Grady.
Kyle, youre not hearing me. Tonight happened and it was a tragedy.
I can feel your pain and I understand where youre coming from about
feeling like your world was ripped away from you in thinking you lost a child,
but
Brant inhaled slowly preparing to deliver the news he and
Avery had been given earlier, If it wasnt Susan, it wouldve
been Sarah that died tonight.
What? Kyle questioned lifting his head up to look at him.
Susan put a hit out on Sarah, Brant further explained seeing the
blank expression on Kyles face, When they found the guy that shot
Susan, he confessed everything. He told us all about how she paid him to kill
Sarah--paid him to follow you and eliminate Sarah so that she wouldnt
be a problem any longer.
No, Kyle shook his head in a state of disbelief, Thats
not possible.
I wish it wasnt, but the guy has proof. He offered up documented
evidence--tapes of his conversations with Susan from what we were told,
Brant explained further thinking about the madness that mustve driven
Susan at the end of her life, She was desperate to get you to herself.
She was ready to eliminate the competition and if you hadnt been with
her tonight and the man she hired wouldnt have been so damned clueless
youd be here tonight mourning the loss of the woman you love. Sarah
would be the one that you lost.
No, no I dont want to listen to it, Kyle brought his hands
up over his head feeling a dizzying headache overtake him.
Whether or not you want to listen, you need to hear, Brant tried
to appeal to him, Im not going to pretend that I dont think
you have every reason in the world to be upset because I know if I was in
your shoes, Id be feeling the very same way. If I had a child out there--if
someone was pregnant with my baby, Id move heaven and hell to make sure
that my child had a way to be brought into this world. Even if I hated their
mother, I would always want to put them first
Grady didnt care about that. He walked away from our friendship--from
what mattered to me
Kyle added in a low, rumble of a sigh.
I dont know what happened tonight up there when everything took
place, but what I do know is that you came very close to losing the woman
you love, Brant stood up from where he sat, his worried eyes sweeping
over Kyle, Dont be a fool and lose her now. Kyle she loves you
and she wants to help you. You need to let her in. You need to be honest with
her about what youre feeling and this is the time when you need to hold
onto one another, not push her away. You cant keep fighting this on
your own.
Brant, dont tell me what to do with my life. You dont know
the first thing about me, Kyle spoke up in an accusatory tone.
I know enough to know that if you let Sarah walk out of your life without
giving her a chance to be there for you, itll be the biggest mistake
of your life. Youll always be wondering what if--thinking about how
you shouldve done things--about what you couldve said to keep
from losing the best thing that ever happened to you. Youll wonder where
you went wrong and by the time you see what youve done, itll be
too late. Youll have lost her, Brant issued a warning before eyeing
the hospitals entrance momentarily, You have every right to your
pain and to wanting your space, but at least let her know that she hasnt
lost you--that shes still someone you can confide in. She wants you
to help her help you
I dont think thats possible right now, Kyle dropped
his head again, closing his eyes and rehashing the details of the night over
and over again in his mind.
Maybe, maybe not, Brant sighed heavily wondering if he could at
all convince Kyle to go back inside, but for what its worth I
think you should at least try.
Thats rich coming from you Brant, Kyle let out a small,
ironic laugh, Given how little you think of me, I have to wonder what
angle youre working here.
Im working the angle of a man who knows what its like to
lose his family. My mother died when I was a child--my father was a son of
a bitch and I know what its like to have your hopes built up to the
point where you feel like you can reclaim your life again--where you think
that theres reason in this world to keep pushing on. You have hope and
faith and dreams for the future and then before you can hold onto it, well,
I know the bitter taste of watching it slip just out of your reach,
Brant confessed biting back on his words, Ive experienced it in
my own way and it sucks. Its ugly. Its horrible--rotten and something
youd rather not face, but Id hate to see someone like you who
still has so much to grasp onto let go. Id hate for you to fall away
from the things that matter just because something like this happened.
Its not something I can just sweep under the carpet and forget,
Kyle argued with him slumping his shoulders.
Im not telling you to forget. Im just merely suggesting
that you dont do this on your own. Sarah loves you and she needs you.
You need her, so why not at least try to let her in? Why not try to give her
the opportunity to understand? Brant suggested lowering his voice a
bit, Kyle, dont let go of her. Youll regret it the rest
of your life if you do. Trust me on that.
Trust, Kyle repeated with a stifled laugh, Im starting
to think that theres no such thing as trust in this world anymore.
There is if you can trust in yourself enough to follow your heart and
your instincts, Brant spoke up encouragingly, Just look at what
it is thats inside there and it will guide you to where you need to
be.
Kyle stayed silent upon listening to Brants words. Brant could see the
turmoil behind his features--the obvious pain that was still circulating in
his mind and he couldnt help but feel for the guy. Brant could remember
what hed felt like in losing his family--in watching his brothers
fall to madness and he could see that Susan had done the same thing to Kyle.
It was devastating, but Brant just hoped that Kyle would take his advice.
Just think about it Houston, Brant offered in one last attempt
before walking away to give Kyle his much needed space for a little while.
He just hoped that once Kyle assessed the situation that somehow Kyle would
find a way to at least let Sarah inside to help him before his guilt, anger
and frustrations ate him alive.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
I cant believe she is gone Ben, Diane felt the tears building
behind her eyes more and more as she looked through her picture book. There
were so many moments she shared with Jade and there should have been many
more ahead of them, but that was all stolen away from them. All the
time we could have spent together is all gone. All the things I could have
Its okay, Ben hushed, grabbing the picture book from her
hand before setting it down on the table, I understand what you are
feeling Diane. You could have done anything to change what happened, you cant
let this get to you.
I cant help it, Diane wiped away some of her tears from
her eyes, I lost my best friend and there is nothing that I could do
to change that--nothing I can do to bring her back to her family and me.
She will live on throughout our hearts if we just let her, Ben
replied, running his fingertip along the side of her face gently, You
just have to let her in and we will never lose her.
Its just hard Ben, Diane sniffed, feeling him reach over
to hug her in his arms tightly, I just wish I could have known what
was going on. I would have tried to help her. I would have tried to be there
for her.
You were there as much as possible Diane, Ben assured her with
a small sigh, thinking of Jade as he spoke, I am sure that she is looking
over you now and is very proud of you. Jade never thought anything less of
you. She would hate to have you feeling this way. She would want you to be
happy with your life.
I know, thats just the type of person that she really was,
Diane sighed, feeling him hug her tighter.
Exactly, he sighed, running his hand along her spine gently. He
felt so bad for everyone, Jade was a good person who didnt deserve any
of this. Once she was gone, it was like it broke everyone.
I just wish I could have said goodbye, Diane whispered, feeling
Bens hand on the back on her neck, I wanted to spend more time
with her, just so she knew I cared.
She knows Diane, Ben hushed thinking something over for a moment,
I have been thinking about this for a while and I want you to tell me
how this sounds. I was thinking that if we had a daughter, we would name her
after Jade.
Seriously? she questioned seeing him nod slowly. I would
love that Ben. That would be so great.
Then its all set, Ben decided with a small smile, In
honor of Jade, we will name our daughter after her.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Just who the hell do you think you are? Shannon shouted pulling
Deidra up off of the floor with a firm yank. She shoved her back into the
wall once more before her angry eyes narrowed in on Deidra, Where do
you get off doing that to him? All he ever was to you was good and this is
how you repay him?
I didnt know
I didnt
Deidra stammered in
her own defense feeling Shannon toss her across the hallway again.
You didnt know? You didnt know, Shannon repeated her
voice raising to a pinched squeal. Do you have any idea how many hours
were invested in this case? How many men we lost in doing this job? How many
risks Dean took in the name of saving your pathetic, whiney little ass? No,
I dont think you do, but now that youve done this, well you can
mark my words that youre going to find out.
Shannon stop! Dons voice called out to her. He watched her
raise her fist to strike at Deidra again, but fortunately Don found his way
to pull her back in time.
Dave rushed up to the two women not quite sure what Carly was doing as she
stood back seeing the scene unfold before her. He looked between the three
women before turning to Deidra.
Are you okay, Dave asked worriedly.
Of course shes okay. Shes a cold-hearted, self-centered,
vindictive bitch, so why wouldnt she be okay? Shes the one who
practically murdered a man who has been nothing but good to her. He risked
his career to save her life--to keep an eye on her and keep her safe and this
is how she repays him, Shannon threw her hands up in the air.
Shannon, honey you need to calm down, Don tried to reason with
her only to feel her slap his hand away from her.
Im not going to even think about being reasonable with her given
that she didnt give my partner the same respect, Shannon shook
her head adamantly before glaring at Deidra, Do you have any idea how
much youve screwed things up tonight? How you jeopardized what weve
been working our asses on day in and day out for years now? Do you have any
idea how stupid you are?
Enough! Dave snapped at Shannon, I think weve all
been through enough tonight.
No, I dont think weve even come close to it, Shannon
argued with him, raw hatred burning behind her eyes.
She thought back to the long hours she and Dean had spent trying to nail Mathis--to
the fact that Dean was willing to walk away from his career--from this case
because hed started to feel something about the ignorant twit before
Shannon. When Shannon thought about all the hassle that Deidra had brought
into Deans life it only made her blood boil. To think that one of her
best friends was about to lay down his future--his career and possibly his
life for such an ungrateful, unfeeling, unemotional twit, Shannon decided
that she was no longer about to feel compassion for Deidra Byrne. Shed
stepped on the wrong toes this time and it was all about payback.
For the record Dean is going to be okay. I went in and checked in on
him. They had another doctor on staff working on him and theyre stitching
him up, Don tried to smooth over the situation. He turned to his wife
and he opened his mouth to say something, but he knew only too well not to
try to challenge her when she was looking ready to snap someones head
off.
Thank God, Deidra let out a breath of relief.
Yeah thank God indeed, Shannon took a step forward reaching out
to Deidra and shoving her into a wall again. This time however she slapped
handcuffs on her.
What are you doing? Don questioned with a gulp.
Im placing her under arrest for assaulting a federal agent,
Shannon explained mouthing the words with icy contempt. You have the
right to remain silent
Shannon let go of her, Dave stepped in closer to the duo trying
to stop Shannon from giving in to her rage.
Dave, Im warning you. Dont you even think about trying to
pull rank on me here because you know I outweigh you on this one, Shannon
warned him sharply pushing Deidra forward with a small shove, Your little
girlfriend is lucky that Im not busting her ass for murder tonight.
Consider this a favor since she didnt kill my partner
Dave
Deidra spoke his name, fear rising over her features
as Shannon attempted to cart her off.
Don do something, Dave turned to look at Shannons husband
with a frown. Talk some sense into her.
I dont let her tell me how to do my job, so dont expect
me to tell her how to do hers, Don replied with a heavy sigh, Although
if you really want to help Deidra, youd better call her a good lawyer.
Knowing Shannon the charges are going to stick.
Thats what Im afraid of, Dave frowned knowing full
well that as the police chief he should be able to do something to help Deidra,
but he was also aware of Shannons threats and of the FBI wanting a piece
of him and a reason to blow up in his face. He looked to his wife noting her
eerie silence, Carly
I know. Well get the car, Carly nodded in response knowing
what he was about to ask, and for the record Deidra owes me one if I
take this case.
Ill owe you one too, Dave sighed heavily watching Shannon
cart Deidra off in a rage all the while chewing her out over what shed
done to Dean. Watching the elevators closely Dave could see the pain behind
Deidras eyes and he knew that she didnt need Shannon to make her
feel bad about what shed done. Her guilt was obvious in her expression.
Shed already started beating herself up over this in ways that Dave
couldnt even begin to imagine.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
...to be continued...