Episode 253
Kyle, what were you thinking? Sarah questioned, turning in her
seat to look back at Kyle who just seemed to be staring out the window. She
snapped her fingers as he turned to look at her. Are you going to be
talking to me anytime soon?
Sure sweetheart, what can I do for you? Kyle replied sarcastically,
snapping his fingers back at her. I loved that little finger snap. That
was beautiful.
Why are you acting like this? Sarah questioned, watching him shrug
his shoulders. I am just trying to talk to you.
How exactly am I acting Sarah? Kyle wondered, resting his arms
on the back of the seat in Kipps car. And what exactly is you
want to know?
Kyle, she is just trying to help, Kipp declared, looking towards
Sarah who was in his passenger seat. We are just trying to find out
what happened.
You know, I really dont need any help because everything is fine.
There is really nothing wrong with me, but if you would like to know what
happened--I guess I could tell you. Is that what the both of you want?
Kyle watched the two closely as he saw the both of them nod. I went
to a bar, Grady was there. He started stuff with me and I didnt like
it. Plain and simple.
And now your face is cut up and you are bleeding really bad, Sarah
pointed out with a small frown, watching as he just shrugged. Do you
know how badly you could have been hurt? This is minor compared to what could
have happened.
Ive had worse Sarah, Kyle stated with a small sigh, touching
his stinging cheek, much worse. I dont think you understand how
I am feeling right now.
No, I dont understand it at all Kyle, Sarah agreed, nodding
slowly before shrugging her shoulders as she thought about what to say next,
Thats also because I think you are acting really stupid and ridiculous.
Really stupid? You think Im acting really stupid? Kyle questioned,
his dark eyes meeting hers in an angered glance. Im not stupid
Sarah, you lose your flesh and blood, your child and see how you act. I can
bet anything that you would be feeling and acting the same exact way that
I am right now.
You didnt lose a child Kyle, Sarah informed him with a small
frown, feeling Kipp shake his head slowly.
Tell him later, Kipp whispered, seeing her nod slowly before continuing
to talk to him.
Anyways, I just guess I never imagined that I would have to be bailing
you out jail, Sarah shook her head slowly before seeing Kyle sit forward
in his seat as she spoke to him, I never imagined you of all people
to be in jail.
We both have been in jail before Sarah, it happens sometimes,
Kyle replied with a small shrug, Its not like you cant stop
it from happening.
You were arrested? Kipp questioned with a small shock as he saw
Sarah glare over at him. He shrugged his shoulders before looking back at
the road. Sorry, didnt realize that was a soft spot there. Didnt
mean to do that.
Yes, you can, Sarah insisted, shaking her head slowly after Kyles
comment. She tried to ignore Kipps comment just for now, she really
wasnt in the mood for explaining. You know, all you have to do
is be normal and not set yourself up for trouble. I cant believe you
still got arrested for being drunk.
One, there is no such thing as being normal in any person. Its
not physically possible, Kyle raised his index finger in the air before
shaking his head slowly, Secondly, I wasnt drunk. The idiot was
the drunk one. And with me getting arrested, what do you want me to do? Give
you my thanks over and over again until your heart is content? Is that what
you want?
It would be nice, she nodded, feeling Kyle place his hand on the
back of her neck, pulling her forward and pressing his lips against hers.
Kyle kissed her roughly before letting her go.
There is my thanks, okay? Is that a good enough thanks for you?
Kyle replied, leaning back in the seat before looking over at Kipp who seemed
to be just wondering what in the world he was doing. Good enough for
you?
Were here, Kipp informed them pulling along the side of
the street in front of Sarahs house.
I dont really think I should be here right now, Kyle declared,
seeing Sarah open her door, It might not be a good idea. I think I should
be alone for a while.
It will be fine, Sarah assured him, turning to look back at him,
If you completely insist on leaving after coming in--you can. I wont
keep you here against your will you know.
Only for a minute, Kyle frowned, opening the door and getting
out slowly.
Sarah, Kipp caught Sarah by the hand before she walked out, Promise
me that you will call me if you need anything. And by anything, I mean anything.
You know, if you need someone to talk to--I will be here for you very quickly.
I know Kipp, Sarah smiled before looking back at Kyle who was
waiting for her, I will call you later, okay?
Sounds great, Kipp nodded, watching Sarah shut the car door before
starting to walk to the house. Hopefully they can fix what is going
on with them.
Kipp saw the way that Kyle was behind her, acting as if he really didnt
want to be here. It was like they were both just trying to get at each other.
Hopefully they could realize what they had before it was too late.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
I told you that you didnt have to drive me home, Grady
protested glancing over at Avery as he sat in the front seat of her car as
a reluctant passenger. I wouldve been just fine if
If what? she questioned glancing over at him briefly, If
Id left you in jail? What? Did you miss it so much already that you
thought youd just work your way into getting back on the inside?
Thats not it, he rolled his eyes at her, and besides
it was none of your business.
You made it my business when you and Kyle started this nonsense with
one another, she shook her head at him. She glanced over at him again
watching the way he was stubbornly seated beside her with his arms folded
in front of his chest.
I told you that I had it covered, Grady muttered under his breath.
Ah yes beating the hell out of your best friend and destroying the bar
you two were both in is most certainly covering it there Grady, she
shook her head again with heavy disapproval, Honestly I know that you
both are hurting right now, but what did you think you were going to accomplish
by tearing yourselves apart?
He started it, Grady huffed back at her.
It doesnt matter who started it. What matters is that you two
find a way to fix the damage thats already been done without causing
each other any significant amount of bodily harm, she suggested pulling
off the main road onto the path leading to his home.
Hey, he made his bed, so he can lay in it for all I care, he threw
his hands up in the air, He made his decision the moment he betrayed
me for that bitch. He knew full well what she was capable of and
And so do you Grady. You know how Susan works her way into situations
and manipulates them. Heaven only knows what kind of number she pulled over
him before you arrived. Chances are she had some off the wall story that lead
him to take her words for truth, she pointed out playing the devils
advocate, Given all that Kyles been through in his life chances
are he was shell-shocked when you finally showed up and saw through Susans
bullshit.
Even so, Kyle shouldve known better, he added gruffly, He
shouldve thought about our friendship
about
Right now Im sure Kyle is thinking the same things about you,
she added further, My guess is that he too is feeling betrayed and the
longer you two keep up this vendetta against one another, the harder it will
be to repair it.
Yeah, well I did what I had to do with him tonight. He brought it on
himself, he huffed impatiently not wanting a lecture. His head was aching,
anger coiling throughout his body and right about now he could use a stiff
drink.
I highly doubt that, she muttered disbelieving his words, When
it comes to you and Kyle, you both can be stubborn and impossible when it
gets down to it.
Yeah well, he frowned glancing over at her once again, Whatever.
Who asked you anyways?
I came because Im your friend and I thought you could use a hand,
she reminded him pointedly pulling up into his driveway, I saw what
was happening and I knew that you needed me.
I dont need you Avery, he argued with her shaking his head,
I never needed you.
Whatever, she rolled her eyes at him, If you didnt
have me bail you out of jail, you might be making permanent residence in that
place given your luck.
No, I wouldve just called my father to help me out, he paused
feeling his stubbornness take a moment of pause, Speaking of which,
how did you know I was there in the first place?
One of the officers remembered I was your lawyer so they had my number
on file from before, she explained seeing him reaching to open the door,
I didnt want you stuck in there.
Yeah well I guess it wouldve served me right for being such a
jerk, wouldnt it? Grady mouthed stepping out of the car.
She watched him walk out of the car before she let out a small groan. Reaching
for the door handle, she pushed the door open before following him up to the
front porch. She watched him fiddle with his keys before dropping them on
the ground. She bent down picking them up and circling them around her finger
expectantly.
You know I dont get why you have to be such a jerk to those people
who actually take the time to give a damn about you, she curled her
lip in a frown. I mean honestly would it have killed you to just say
thank you to me for what Ive done?
I didnt ask you to do it, he reached out to snatch his keys
from her with no luck.
Yeah, well I did it anyways, so the least you can do is say thank you,
she reminded him harshly holding the keys out towards him.
Fine you want a thank you? he grumbled sticking the key in the
door before pushing it open, Then Ill write you a check. Ill
pay you back for your troubles
Grady thats not what I was going for, she began seeing him
stomp into his home. She followed him inside her frustrations mounting. Grady,
I came down to the station to help you tonight because youre my friend
and I care about you. Even if you treat me horrible, Im not ready to
give up on you yet.
Well why the hell not? he questioned harshly spinning around on
his heel to face her, Why dont you just stop caring about me when
you can see its only a waste of time? In fact, what does your husband
have to say about your always wanting to help me out? Im
sure hes not feeling all warm and fuzzy about your bailing me out tonight,
is he?
He doesnt know about it, Avery replied softening her voice
a bit.
That doesnt surprise me. He seems to find out about things after
the fact and go nuts in the process considering
he threw his hands
up in the air full of exasperation.
He left me Grady, she blurted out painfully, her words bringing
forth the reality of the situation she was in with Brant.
What? shock registered over his features. He blinked back at her
clearly surprised, What did you just say?
I said he left me. Hes gone, Avery continued looking away
from him. She took a step back feeling uneasy in the situation now that shed
been reminded of Brants leaving town. He went away for a while
Why? What happened? Grady questioned softening his voice a bit.
Theres this thing going on with Ken. Its a long story, but
Brant wanted to help him. He left town to do something for a while and
she shook her head, Its a long story, but right now hes
gone. He left town for a while
And left you behind, Grady noted the wounded expression on her
face.
Something like that, but its okay. A little time will do us good.
Hes doing what he needs to do and Im doing what I need to do,
she offered up weakly looking around his house for a brief moment.
He left you behind because of me, didnt he? Hes upset with
you for what youve been doing to try to help me. Thats it, isnt
it? Grady realized by her uneasiness.
No, thats not it, she argued with him, Hes just
looking out for Kens best interests and
And nothing, he frowned down at her, Avery, if hes
gone because of your helping me
Hes not okay, Avery insisted feeling a pang of sadness inside
of her, hes just doing what he has to do and Im
Going to go after him, he cut her off abruptly catching the look
of surprise burning behind her eyes, Avery, if youre smart youll
stop trying to help me. Youll start thinking about helping yourself
and fixing things with Brant.
Grady, thats not what this is about
its
she started to explain herself to him again.
No Avery, this shouldnt be about me. It should be about making
yourself happy--about keeping your life in order, Grady warned her a
sudden seriousness in his tone, Im telling you now the best thing
that you can do is forget about me and start thinking about what you need
to do to fix your marriage Avery. If youre smart, you wont let
Brant walk away like this. Youll find a way to stop him before its
too late to take any of this back.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Dave stood outside of Deidras apartment knocking on her door in the
hopes of finding her after Carly had convinced her to leave his home. He knew
that it was a long shot, but he just hoped that shed come home--that
he would be able to talk her into coming back to his place just until the
danger with Bruce was out of the way. He knocked again watching the door open.
He saw her standing on the other side.
Deidra, we need to talk, Dave began watching her reach for the
door.
Not now Dave, she started to close the door, but he put his foot
inside before she could close it completely.
Deidra please, Dave insisted once more, I know youre
upset, but I really think we should talk. I want you to come home with me.
Youre not safe here and
Dave, I dont belong there, she sighed heavily opening up
her door as the realization dawned in upon her that he wasnt about to
walk away just yet. You and I both know that my staying there is only
going to cause you problems in your marriage.
No its not, Dave argued with her, I know you and Carly
had a bit of a tiff today, but
A tiff? she repeated with a forced laugh, Dave, in case
you havent noticed your wife hates me. She thinks Im evil and
the last thing I want to do is get her started especially when you have Kayla
there. She doesnt deserve to listen to Carly and I fighting with one
another.
Shell be nice. Shes just upset about the situation, but
she understands now that
he began again desperate to keep her
out of harms way.
Dave, please stop, she urged him with a heavy sigh making her
way over to the couch and sitting down with a groan, Carly hates me
and nothing is going to change that. Shes never liked me.
She just doesnt know you. If you give her the chance to see who
you really are, then maybe the two of you can get past this business between
you and
he offered up in suggestion fearing what could happen
to Deidra if he couldnt keep an eye on her.
Dave, lets face it. Carly hates me and if I were to stay at your
home Id only be a problem. Id be intruding in your life and now
that youre finally married you dont need me getting in the way,
she argued with him, Im only going to cause problems and
And nothing. Youre my best friend and I care about you. Youre
important to me and I dont want to see anything happen to you,
he sighed heavily his worries mounting by the second.
Dave, go home. Right now this is the last thing I want to get into
she groaned inwardly slumping back into the pillows on her couch. I
just want to be by myself.
No, Im not going home Deidra. Im worried about you. I only
want to protect you because I know how hurt you are and I hate seeing you
like that. I care about you and if anything happened to you
he
trailed off his worries taking over.
Dave, Ill be fine. I can make it on my own. Ive done it
thus far and Ill keep on doing it, she argued watching him move
in closer to her. He sat down beside her on the couch, Dave, you know
me. Im a fighter and
And I know how shaken up youve been lately. In between Bruce and
Dean, I cant help but worry about you. Ive always wanted to help
you, he confessed with a heartfelt plea.
I know and Im trying to do the same in helping you Dave. If you
just go home and stop worrying about me
she pleaded unable to
hold back her tears any longer.
Deidra, I love you. Ive always loved you and for you to ask me
to walk away from you when I know youre hurting, well thats like
asking me to deny my heart. Youre my best friend and I dont want
to see anything happen to you, he explained desperately watching her
tears overtake her.
I just wish that it wasnt so complicated. That I didnt feel
the way I did. I mean first I start fighting with Carly and then I ran into
Dean and
she trailed off overtaken with her tears.
And what? What did he say to you? he asked worriedly.
He just told me that he still loved me. That he wanted a second chance,
but when I look at him, I feel all the hurt all over again, she confessed
leaning into Daves arms, her tears consuming her, I just dont
understand why he could claim to love me and then betray me like that. I thought
that I knew him
that he was special, but now I cant even trust
my own heart
Oh Deidra, he replied hugging her in his arms as her tears caused
him to ache. The last thing hed wanted was to see his best friend hurt,
but now as she was falling to pieces in his arms, he wished like hell that
he could find a way to repair the damage that Dean had done to her.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Whats wrong daddy? Matt questioned, jumping into Dons
lap as they sat on the couch. He touched Dons cheek lightly before frowning.
You look sad.
Im fine, Don replied with a small chuckle, running his hand
through Matts hair slowly, Whats wrong with you. It looks
like you have trouble on your mind.
I didnt do anything, Matt giggled, shrugging his shoulders,
Can you make me something?
It depends on what it is, Don shrugged with a small smirk, watching
as Matt got off of his lap and pointed towards the kitchen. What do
you want me to make for you?
I want a really big milkshake, Matt replied with a small smile
as Don got up from where he was seated on the couch, A chocolate milkshake.
Chocolate you say? Don questioned, seeing Matt nod slowly. He
kneeled down on one of his knees before resting his hand on Matts shoulder.
Lets make a deal. If I make you a really big chocolate shake,
you have to draw me a really amazing picture. That way we can both have something
we really like.
Deal, Matt nodded quickly, grabbing Dons hand in his tightly
before pulling him towards the kitchen, Can I help you make the shake
daddy?
Sure you can little guy, Don picked Matt up in his arms and sat
him on the counter before going to the freezer to get a few things out, You
said chocolate right?
Yep, Matt nodded quickly before pointing towards the fridge, You
need to get milk right?
Right, hold on one second, Don held his index finger up, motioning
him to wait as he went to the fridge to get out the milk. He put the items
in the blender before looking towards his son. Do you want whipped cream
on top?
Um, sure, Matt quickly replied before looking to the blender,
Can I turn it on?
Sure, when we get there, Don answered, bending down to grab the
whipped cream from the bottom shelf of the fridge. He heard the blender go
on before he quickly got up. Matt, I said not yet. Turn it off.
You said when we got there and well, I was there. I dont know
how to turn it off, only on, Matt gulped, jumping down from the counter
and running to the corner as he watched his father try to turn the blender
off as he got covered in the chocolate ice-cream and the milk. Finally, after
a few minutes, Don turned the blender off before facing Matt. His whole face
was covered as he wiped the mix away from his eyes. You look funny.
Im glad you think I look funny, its nice to know that you
are laughing, Don chuckled, taking a step forward, only to slip on the
floor where some of the mix was and he fell right on his back. He let out
a small groan as he leaned his head back on the kitchen the floor. Ouch.
Are you alright? Matt questioned, taking a step forward towards
his dad as he was laid out on the floor. Are you dead?
No, Im not dead, Don replied, quickly reaching out to grab
Matt in his arms as he began to tickle at his sides. Matts uproar of
laughter filled his ears and he smiled to himself. Oh no, its
time for the tummy torture.
No, no. Not the tummy torture, Matt giggled, trying to push Don
away from him as he continued to laugh. Anything but the tummy torture.
I cant help it, it just comes out of no where, Don declared,
his eyes getting wide as he spoke. Oh no, here it comes. Matt save yourself,
its coming.
No, Matt chuckled, laughing his heart out as Don began to blow
on his stomach. I give, I give. Daddy, that tickles.
I cant just stop it, Don chuckled, seeing his sons
face become red with a laughter as he blew on his stomach again, Oh,
I think its fading down.
Thank goodness, Matt chuckled before feeling Don blow on his stomach
again. He began laughing even harder as he tried to make Don stop from tickling
him anymore. I thought you said it was fading down.
Okay, I think its done now, Don decided, getting up from
the ground and picking Matt up in his arms before tickling at his stomach
quickly. Go wash up and when you come back, I will have your milkshake
ready.
Okay, Matt laughed, running towards his room after Don let him
down.
Don turned around to face the mess that was all around the kitchen. The mix
of the shake was all over the floor, cupboards, counters and most of all,
himself.
How am I going to do this? Don asked himself, looking down at
his dirty shirt. He shook his head slowly before pulling his shirt over his
head. He took one long look at the shirt before wiping the rest of the mix
off his face with it. He grabbed a towel from the counter and got on his knee
to wipe the mess off of the floor. He heard the doorbell ring as he let out
a deep sigh. Wonderful.
Don walked towards his front door, hearing the doorbell ring again. He finally
opened the door and was slightly shocked at who he saw before him.
Shannon, Don held onto the front door tightly before leaning his
other hand against the wall, I didnt expect to see you here. I
didnt really think you would want to be seeing me anytime soon.
Yeah, about that, Shannon began, shrugging her shoulders as she
spoke, I was wondering if I could come in.
Um, sure, Don shrugged, holding his door open to allow her space
to walk in the house. When he closed the door, he saw the look she had on
her face when she saw he was covered in something. Youll have
to excuse the mess. I was making a milkshake with Matt and we had an accident.
Yeah, she chuckled, nodding slowly as she looked him over once
more, It looks like you had a bit of fun. How did you know chocolate
was my favorite?
Funny, Don chuckled before shaking his head slowly, Just
sit down and I will be right back. I should change real quick.
Actually, Shannon called out to him before he walked into his
bedroom, I think you might want to wait for this because its really
important.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Diego let out a small yawn as his eyes slowly opened to see the darkness
of the room around him. He looked to his side to see Cori sleeping, facing
away from him. Tonight, he was hoping to make Coris dreams come true,
but why did he feel so bad about doing what he had?
What am I thinking? Diego asked himself, letting out a deep sigh
as he placed his arms behind his head. He looked up at the dark ceiling before
him, watching as the shadows passed over the walls. Im such a
jerk.
What are you saying? he felt her roll over, resting her head on
his chest lightly. Cant sleep?
No, I cant, Diego replied with a small frown, feeling her
lips press over the inside of his neck. He felt her fingers pull his chin
to meet her lips as he jumped back seeing the face before him. Sarah?
Whats wrong? she questioned as he lifted himself up on his
elbows to look at her. Whats wrong Diego?
Nothing, he lied, feeling her pull him forward and begin to kiss
him slowly. He wrapped his arm around her body tightly before leaning her
back into the bed. His hand ran along the side of her face slowly before giving
her a couple of tiny kisses. Youre beautiful, I hope you know.
I want to be with you forever Diego, he heard Sarahs voice
coming through his ears as he leaned forward to kiss her again.
Diego sat up quickly in bed as his heart pounded quickly over and over again.
He looked to his side where he truly saw Cori sleeping next to him. It was
a dream he was having, nothing else.
Why do I keep dreaming about her? Diego asked himself, letting
out a deep sigh as he ran his hands through his hair slowly. He felt a hand
on his shoulder as he jumped at the feeling.
Hey, its only me, Cori whispered, with a small frown as
she slowly sat up in the bed, Are you okay? You look like you just saw
a ghost or something.
I just had a bad dream, Ill be fine, he replied with a small
frown, letting out a deep breath as he thought. He slowly got out of bed as
he watched her look up at him with a worried expression. Dont
worry, I think I just need to grab something to eat. I will be fine ,I promise.
Ill be right back.
Okay, she nodded, watching him grab his pants and pull them up
quickly, Ill be here.
Alright, Diego looked back at her one last time before walking
out into the hallway. What was his mind trying to tell him with all these
dreams he was having? What am I thinking?
He walked into the kitchen and opened the fridge to look for something he
could eat before he heard a rustling noise behind him.
Hey, Cori whispered, walking up from behind him as he jumped,
Sorry, I was just worried about you.
Dont worry about me, Diego hushed, reaching out to embrace
her in his arms tightly, You dont have to worry about me, I will
be just fine. It was only dream.
Okay, Cori frowned, leaning up to kiss him as he held her tightly
in his arms.
When he woke up, why was his heart beating so fast? Did he really want Sarah?
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Kipp put his keys in the door, hearing laughing as he leaned forward to listen
to what was going on. Did Heather or Kellen invite one of their friends over?
Whatever it was, it sounded like whoever was in there was having a lot of
fun.
So what did you tell him? Heather questioned with a small laugh
as Kipp walked into the house. They obviously didnt hear him when he
came in. Come on Kellen, finish the story. Dont leave me hanging
on.
I told him I wasnt gay, Kellen replied with a small chuckle,
You think I was going to tell him that I was gay after all that happened
right in front of me? Please?
I would have totally done the same thing, Heather declared, placing
her hand on Kellens shoulder lightly, Believe me honey, you made
the right move. From what this guy sounds like, I would never want to come
in distance of fifty feet from him. Yuck.
Um, excuse me, Kipps voice raised over the room as Kellen
and Heather looked over at him with surprised faces. What in the world
is going on here?
Nothing is going on, were just having a drink together,
Heather stated with a small laugh, setting her drink down on the coffee table
before standing up. I guess you should say I should get going right
now. I need my beauty sleep.
Thats the truth, Kellen joked, standing up from behind her
only to feel her hit him in the center of his chest lightly, Im
only playing with you sweetheart. Im only playing.
You better be, she joked, walking away from Kellen and over to
Kipp. She placed both of her hands on Kipps shoulders before leaning
forward to kiss him on the cheek lightly. Goodnight Kipp. Ill
be back tomorrow morning to see Charles.
Um, okay, Kipp nodded slowly, watching Heather walk over to Kellen.
Ill see you tomorrow then.
Well, see you later, Kellen smiled, holding his arms out as Heather
leaned forward to hug him tightly. It was nice hanging out with you
Heather, I really enjoyed it.
No problem, well have to do it again sometime, she added
with a small smile, giving him a peck on the lips, Remember what we
have planned?
How can I forget it honey? Kellen asked with a small laugh before
resting his hands on his hips. Ill see you tomorrow sweetheart.
Have a good night.
You too, Heather waved goodbye to both Kellen and Kipp before
leaving the house and shutting the door behind her.
What in the world was that? Kipp was amazed at what he had just
seen before him. Heather and Kellen were just about ready to tear each others
necks out and now, they were just about best friends from what he saw. What
was just going on? Did hell just freeze over and bring you two closer or something.
Kipp, honey, Kellen began, walking over to Kipp and wrapping his
arm around his shoulders tightly, It was nothing. Really. We were just
sitting down and having a drink. We had just had a little girl talk and it
was nothing much.
Nothing much? Kipp questioned with a small frown, feeling Kellen
lean down and kiss him gently. What did you two talk about? I mean how?
It was really nothing, Kellen shrugged, taking a seat down on
the couch before patting the side next to him, Now why dont you
stop worrying and sit down. We can have a drink together if you would like.
Okay, Kipp nodded quickly, trying to shake off what happened before
him. Obviously, things were becoming really different in this world. This
was just another example of what has been going on that is weird lately.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Can I have Rocky Road? Kayla questioned with wide eyes as she
and Carly stood in front of the glass ice-cream counter in the middle of the
ice-cream shop theyd stopped in after Carly and Dave had found themselves
at odds with one another again.
You dont like Rocky Road, Carly wrinkled her nose down at
her daughter, Youve never liked Rocky Road.
Sure I do, Kayla tried to assure her, Cori gave me some
the other day and I loved it.
She did, did she? Carly arched a curious brow, Well if youre
really sure that you like it.
I do. I want a double scoop in a dish with hot fudge and whipped cream
and two cherries, Kayla insisted eagerly, her dark eyes widening with
anticipation.
You have a pretty tall order, dont you? Carly couldnt
help but laugh at her daughters request.
Not really. Just you watch. Im going to eat every single bite
of it, Kayla assured her proudly, and trust me mom they do give
you two cherries here if you ask.
Even three if youre an especially good girl like yourself,
a voice replied from behind them.
Kayla tipped her eyes up before recognition dawned in upon her. She spun around
to greet the man before her eagerly.
Ken hi! Kayla waved up at him excitedly.
Well hello Kayla, Ken knelt down in front of her, How are
you doing princess?
Im doing very well thank you, Kayla grinned at him before
tugging on Carlys hand, Mommy, have you met my friend Ken? He
works here and he said that you can get me three cherries on my sundae
Well I
Carly stammered a bit stunned to see Ken of all people
standing before her. She wasnt entirely prepared for the thought of
walking into Ken, but now that she had and he apparently had met Kayla she
found herself at a loss.
Of course shes met me, Ken smiled over at Carly, his eyes
lighting up as he stood before her, and in fact, if youd like,
Id have to say you can get your mommy three cherries as well.
Well I dont know if
Carly stammered a bit watching
Ken motion to the man behind the counter.
Oh come on mommy. Live a little. In fact, Ken waved at the man
behind the counter, do you see this little princess right here?
Why yes sir I do, the man nodded in response motioning to Kayla.
Well this little princess happens to be an extra special guest of mine,
Ken explained with a proud smile, Anything she wants, its hers
on the house. Same for this pretty lady right here.
Yes sir, the man nodded before looking to Kayla, What can
I get for you sweetheart?
Thats a loaded question, Carly mouthed turning to watch
Kayla tipping up on her toes to look at all of the ice-cream before her now
that Ken had promised her the world.
Shell be fine, Ken assured her stepping in closer, Just
you watch. I suspect that shes a pro at all of this and knows exactly
what shes doing.
Precisely which means Im probably going to end up with a monstrously
oversized banana split that will take me two weeks to finish, Carly
replied glancing over at her shoulder to see him standing behind her closer
than shed anticipated.
So have her get two spoons and Id be more than happy to help you
out, Ken suggested with a small shrug of his shoulders. He caught the
apprehension over her features and he took a step back, Think of it
as a late wedding gift.
So you know, she questioned realizing shed done nothing
to hide the surprise behind her eyes.
Yeah, Ken nodded with a small smile, Word travels fast in
this small town. After I met Kayla, I guess it kind of all fell into place
with why you wanted to get back together with Dave so badly
Ken I
Carly stammered a bit not really quite clear on what
to say.
I cant say I blame you. Shes a beautiful little girl,
he motioned over to Kayla, a warm smile spilling over his features as he watched
her carefully selecting the ice-cream before her. She requested sample after
sample from the man behind the counter--taking her time to carefully inspect
each flavor and decide if it was satisfactory or not. Ken couldnt help
but laugh. Shes really wonderful.
Thank you, Carly smiled watching her daughter as well hoping that
her uneasiness about having Ken this close to Kayla wouldnt show.
Youre very welcome. She reminds me a lot of you and when I first
met her, I saw how great she really was, Ken paused turning his eyes
towards Carly once again, and I now know why it meant so much for you
and Dave to work your way to one another. She deserves a family in her life.
Ken, I
she began again finding herself at a loss as she
thought about the possibility of him being Kaylas biological father.
She bit back on a lump in her throat, Thank you for understanding. It
was very important to Kayla that Dave and I work things out.
And with good reason, Ken nodded accordingly, Its
very important for a child to have their parents together--loving one another
and I know thats what you have with Dave.
I really do, she smiled politely noting the way that his gaze
dropped down to her ring finger.
And Im so happy about that. I hated the thought of your being
hurt and what I did before
Ken offered up apologetically.
Its the past now, Carly cut him off abruptly fearing what
might happen should they keep talking about the past. Her eyes sought out
Kayla again where she still stood sampling the ice creams before her. She
just hoped that Ken didnt pick up on her uneasiness given what was at
risk here. If he suspected even for a second that he could be Kaylas
father
The past, Ken repeated with a nod, youre right. I
think its time we all let go of that and move forward.
Exactly, she nodded quickly.
I really, truly am sorry for the hell I put you through. I know that
just saying that doesnt make up for it, but its the truth,
Ken inhaled slowly before speaking up again. I was wrong before and
believe me if I could take that back
Ken, its okay, she interrupted with a forced smile, It
just wasnt meant to be.
No, I guess it just wasnt, he sighed, but hey things
seem to be picking up for the both of us now. I mean look at you, youre
a happily married woman with a family and me, well Im deciding to work
on taking the plunge myself.
The plunge, she repeated with confusion as Kayla called out to
her.
Mommy, what do you think of this one, Kayla held up a spoonful
of something that looked chocolate.
It looks good Kayla, Carly replied with a nod before turning to
Ken, What does that mean? The plunge?
Im getting married, Ken confessed with a small smile, I
know its rather sudden, but Michelle is someone who has been there for
me. She knows what a jerk I was, but shes helping me to become a better
person. She really wants to see me become the best man I can be.
I see, Carly nodded taking in what he was saying. She finally
forced a smile, Well I hope she treats you right. I mean, you dont
deserve anything less than the best.
Im sure I have it with Michelle, Ken continued with a small
shrug, I mean who knows? Maybe one day she and I will be lucky enough
to have what you and Dave have. Maybe well have a family of our own
and I can be almost as lucky as Dave is. Hes truly blessed you know.
Im the blessed one, Carly replied feeling an uneasiness
in the center of her stomach. Before she could say another word, she spotted
Kayla out of the corner for her eye rushing over to her. Kayla held up a dripping
ice cream cone.
For you mommy, Kayla explained as Carly politely accepted the
double scoop of melting ice-cream.
And I take it you settled in on Rocky Road, Carly noted the other
ice-cream cone her daughter was holding.
No, Kayla shook her head, This one is for Ken. He looked
like he could use an ice-cream too.
Well thank you sweetie, Ken bent down to accept the cone from
her hand, I appreciate your thinking of me.
Youre welcome, Kayla reached out to give him a quick hug,
Thank you for the ice-cream too.
Youre very welcome, Ken replied hugging her back before
his dark eyes drifted up towards Carly. You know anytime you and your
mommy want to come over and get free ice-cream, youre always welcome.
Its on the house.
Really? Kayla tipped her head to the side giving him a strange
look, because I didnt see any ice-cream on the roof when we walked
inside.
No he means that you can have free ice-cream whenever you come over,
Carly explained with a small laugh.
Oh right, Kayla nodded before grinning up a Ken, Youre
like so very cool Ken. Thank you so very much.
Youre so very welcome sweetheart, Ken replied reaching out
to tap at her nose lightly, You and your mommy are always welcome here.
Youll be my special friends.
And youll be my special friend too, Kayla decided with a
little laugh, Right mommy?
Thats right Kayla, Carly brought her arm around her daughters
shoulders protectively as she looked to Ken, and for what its
worth I wish you the best of luck with your marriage.
You too, Ken stood up on his feet again clearing his throat uneasily,
All Ive ever wanted was to see you happy Carly.
I am happy now and I hope you find that too, she replied as the
man behind the counter returned with Kaylas sundae and a box in hand.
Mr. Ashford, the man handed the box over to Ken.
Thank you Bob, Ken nodded accepting his package before turning
to Carly and Kayla. You two have a good day and eat as much ice-cream
as you want.
Okay, thanks Ken, Kayla waved at him before carrying her sundae
over to one of the tables.
Good-bye Carly, Ken smiled at her keeping his box close to his
chest.
Good-bye Ken and good luck, Carly replied watching him leave before
she walked over to the table to join Kayla.
Hes really nice isnt he mommy? Kayla questioned brightly
picking up a big spoonful of chocolaty goop and biting down on it.
He sure can be, Carly nodded thinking about what Ken had just
done for Kayla. Still as Carly thought about the decision she and Dave had
made, she found herself grateful that Ken never knew what shed believed
to be true. Feeling herself still on edge, Carly reminded herself to stay
focused before she pointed to the cherries on Kaylas sundae, Hey
thats five cherries.
I know, Kayla giggled dropping one into her mouth as Carly made
a silent vow to stop dwelling on the past and focus on the future she had
with Kayla and Dave. That was truly where her happiness was and would always
be. Ken had been right. Things had more than worked out for the best after
all.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Im sorry, Deidra sniffled pulling away from Dave finding
that this crying in his arms wasnt helping anything.
Its okay, he reached out to touch her shoulder gently hating
to see her so very upset. His fingers grazed over the side of her face in
a feathery light motion, Dean didnt deserve you. If he had, he
never wouldve hurt you like this. One day youll find the right
man who will treat you the way you deserve to be treated. Youll find
someone who makes you feel like youre the only woman in the world that
matters--someone who when he looks at you, he makes you feel like youre
his world.
You really think so, she questioned with a small sniffle, her
dark eyes searching his.
Im sure of it, he nodded in confession using his thumb to
brush at her tears pulling them away from her damp cheeks.
I wish I could have that kind of faith in the world around me,
she replied poignantly, I wish that I could feel like someone out there
was that way about me
They are, he promised her with a small smile, and when you
find him, youll know.
Thats the problem, she sighed gazing into his eyes, I
think I already had someone like that who felt that way about me, but it fell
apart
If youre talking about Andy, he was a creep and Dean, well hey
if he couldnt be honest with you about who he was, then he wasnt
worthy of you either. You need someone who loves and respects you and
Dave started his dark eyes worried about her. She looked down and he curled
his finger underneath her chin, Hey Deidra, listen to me I know that
it can be that way for you. I know when the right man comes along youll
find love and happiness in your life. Youre too good of a person not
to.
Oh thank you Dave, she replied hugging him tightly, you
always know the right things to say even when Im feeling down.
Well what can I say? Its a gift, he offered up with a small
smile seeing her pull back just a bit. Her dark eyes tilted up towards his,
her damp eyelashes striking against her soft skin. He reached out to wipe
at her ears once again only to feel her hand up over his.
Dave, she spoke his name in a small whisper.
Yes Deidra, he questioned in a faint voice as he felt her ease
in closer to him.
Why couldnt I just have found my way to falling in love with someone
as wonderful as you? she couldnt help but ask, her gaze dropping
down to his lips before fixing on his eyes again. Why couldnt
I have spared myself a lot of grief and just wound up with you?
Well they say everything happens for a reason, he replied in a
small breath feeling the first touch of her lips brush in against his.
His fingers slid into her hair feeling the inviting taste of her mouth over
his. Her lips parted, tongue sliding moistly between his parted lips as her
fingers fanned out over his shoulder squeezing him closer to her. He felt
her ease him back onto the sofa--back into the cushions as she moved in over
him kissing him with a newfound urgency. Her hands eased up and down over
his shoulders sliding over his arms as he found himself ready to curl his
arm around her waist. This was everything hed waited for so many years
to have--everything hed wanted for so very long, but as his thoughts
returned to Carly and Kayla, he felt a sudden jolt of reality overtake him.
Deidra stop, Dave gulped pushing out from underneath her. He rose
to his feet bringing his hand up through his hair. He inhaled slowly taking
in a labored breath despite the fact that he knew it wouldnt do him
any good.
Dave
Deidra blinked up at him clearly confused by what was
transpiring between them.
I have to go home. I have to be with my wife and my daughter. I love
them and they are everything I ever wanted in my life. They are my dream come
true, Dave raised his hand in the air as he spun around to face her.
He could see the confusion behind her eyes, but before they could discuss
it any further he spoke up again, This was a mistake. I made a mistake
in coming over here like this. Maybe youre right. Maybe you should stay
with your mother for a while because this wasnt a good idea. None of
it
Dave, Deidra watched him walk across her living room rushing over
to the door. Before she could say anything further he walked out of her apartment
not bothering to look back. She raised her hand to her lips thinking about
what had just transpired between them.
Deep down she knew that there was really no good explanation for her kissing
Dave. She knew full well that hed had a thing for her--that hed
always had some kind of feelings where she was concerned, but shed tried
not to take advantage of it. That was not until now when she was fully exploiting
that emotion inside of him. Under the surface she knew full well that she
wasnt in love with Dave--shed never been in love with Dave, yet
because she was hurting over losing the man she truly loved--hurting over
having walked away from Dean, shed used a friend. Shed betrayed
him in her own way and when she thought of how shed shamelessly kissed
him knowing full well that he was married and finally happy for the first
time in his life, she felt guilt sweep in over her. She hated herself for
always screwing the good things up in her life, but now as she reflected on
the monumental mistake shed made with Dave, she knew full well shed
blown it again. Big time!
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Um, are you sure you want to talk to me when I am covered in chocolate
milkshake? Don questioned with a small shrug, letting a smirk pass his
lips. I may smell pretty tasty, but I probably dont look too good.
I think you look fine, Shannon assured him with a small wave of
her hand before going on, Anyways, I really dont think you need
to be clean to hear this.
Alright, lets hear what you have to say, Don motioned her
to go on as he folded his muscular arms in front of his broad chest, What
do you want to tell me?
Well, whether it is the right time or not, Shannon began with
a deep breath as she took a step forward, I have made up my mind about
us.
And? Don questioned, tensing his eyebrows as his heart began to
beat wildly. Whether she said yes or no, he was still going to take this good.
He couldnt act like he cared if she told him she didnt want to
be with him, even though deep down he wanted nothing more than to be with
her. Well?
Well, Shannon started, taking another step closer to him before
leaning up on her toes to kiss him in a frenzied way. She felt him wrap his
arms around her waist as she kissed him before she pulled away. I want
to be with you Don. Does that give you an answer?
Im, well, Im not sure, Don gulped down, looking down
at her as he held her in his arms, Do you want to be with me like we
have been together or do you want to be with me as in try this whole marriage
thing out?
I wouldnt mind a little bit of both, she replied, teasing
her fingers over his bare chest before looking up into his intense blue eyes,
but I dont want to lose you Don. I truly realized that I want
to be with you. I think we should try this whole thing out.
Whoa, Don felt his knees go weak as she helped him up before he
fell, I think I just got weak in the knees.
Its a nice feeling isnt it? she questioned with a
small smile, reaching up to run her hand through his hair slowly. To
know that I truly do have feelings for you.
Actually, yes it does, Don pointed out with a small smile, leaning
down to kiss her in small subtle moment. He pointed towards the kitchen before
smiling. Does this mean you will help me clean up the kitchen?
Not a chance, she winked, following him into the kitchen after
seeing him smile down at her. She had finally made up her mind. She truly
did want to be with Don.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Thats everything sir, the pilot explained as Brant nodded
walking out of the Ashford jet onto the private airport. He took a long look
around and thought about what it was he had to do. He knew that this job would
take tact and skill if he was going to accomplish what he needed in order
to save Ken from making the biggest mistake of his life. He just hoped that
he could stay focused enough to make it through what he would have to do.
Brant, he heard a voice call out to him. He turned to see Avery
standing at the gate waving her hand at him. He blinked in confusion unable
to believe what he was seeing. She rushed over to him, a smile on her face.
Avery, what are you doing here? he questioned blankly tipping
his head to the side, I thought that
I couldnt let you leave like that, she explained pressing
her index finger over his lips to silence him. When you left the mansion
I was going out of my mind with worry and regret. I knew that Id made
a mistake in letting you go so I called around and I got the information on
your trip. I rushed over here as soon as possible hoping that wed cross
paths
But I thought that
he stammered a bit feeling the warmth
of her arms surrounding him.
Brant, I couldnt just let you walk away like that--especially
not now when you and I have so much to discuss, she explained with wide
eyes, I love you and I dont want to lose you.
What about Grady? he questioned searching her eyes for any signs
of doubt.
What about him? I realized that while I was always going out of my way
to accommodate him that it wasnt making me happy. It wasnt what
was right for us and I knew that I had to fix things between us. Brant, I
want to be here with you. I want to help you find what you need to save Ken,
but most of all I just want you, she explained desperately throwing
her arms around him and pulling him to her in a needy kiss.
I want you too, he mouthed dropping his luggage and pulling her
more completely into his arms. He picked her up off of the ground before moving
back into the Ashford jet carrying her over to one of the couches. He set
her down before moving in over her claiming her lips again and again.
I missed you. I missed you so much, she sighed. Her fingers curled
over his shoulders, her nails scratching over his back lightly as she tore
at his jacket removing it from his body.
Ive missed you too, he mouthed his lips devouring hers again
and again.
I never shouldve kicked you out before, she whispered her
fingers curling through his thick, dark hair.
Kicked me out, he repeated pulling away only to discover it was
Angela beneath him. It was Angela wrapped up in his embrace ready to be with
him--to make love to him in every way imaginable and
Brants eyes snapped open with a jolt when he heard the sound of the
pilot alerting him that the plane had landed. He looked around realizing that
the jet was empty beyond where he sat. There was no Avery--no Angela and even
though his heart was pounding in his chest, the warmth hed felt surrounding
him had only been a trick his mind had played on him.
Bringing his hand up over the side of his face Brant found himself trying
to regain focus. Now wasnt about trying to sort out his emotional issues
or his tumultuous love life. It was about helping Ken help himself before
it was too late. He had to stay focused. Now wasnt about looking back.
It was about looking forward and remembering what it was that he had set out
to do. With that thought in mind Brant got up and out of his seat bound and
determined to fix his brothers mistake before it wound up costing him
everything in the long run. Sorting out his own matters of the heart would
have to be later. Much later.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Avery if you listen to nothing else Im telling you, then you
should listen to this, Grady sighed heavily seeing Avery still standing
stubbornly in his doorway. You need to find a way to fix whats
wrong.
I wish it were that simple, but its complicated, she confessed
with a heavy sigh, her heart weighing in upon her, Its nothing
you need to worry about.
That always sounds like trouble to me, Grady shook his head dropping
it down as he closed his eyes, You know I never thought Id be
standing here with you like this. I never in my wildest dreams anticipated
that Id be lost without the woman I love and that Russ would be gone.
Neither did I, she revealed quietly, I guess when I was
younger I just assumed that things would be the way they were forever.
You and me both, he admitted with a sheepish grin, I mean
when I think back to that time the three of us spent up north--when we were
at summer camp. Remember all the crazy times we all had there?
Things seemed so much easier, Avery nodded at the memory.
Life was so far from being complicated and it really felt like we had
the world back there, Grady sighed heavily, I mean I can think
clearly back to the boat races, to the swimming championships and the nights
by the fire hanging out. It felt like those days would last forever--like
that part of our lives would stay with us forever. In a way I wish they had
because back then we all knew nothing about any of this. We didnt have
to know about everything falling to pieces
Grady, Avery stepped towards him taking note of that faraway expression
on his face.
I mean if you think about it, anything felt like it was possible back
at that camp
back when we were there. It was a whole different outlook
on life. No Cameron Stone trying to ruin you--no Susan to tear your world
apart. There were no lies--no murdered--life was just as it was and I cant
help but wish that I could feel that way again, he confessed poignantly,
his heart sinking as the reality of life flooded in over him, I wish
that things could be like that. I wish that I had Jade with me to share all
of those memories--to create new memories of our own with each other and with
our children, but wishing it wont bring her back--it wont make
any of those dreams come true, will it?
Grady
Avery started wanting to reach out to him--to tell
him that everything would be okay, but she knew better.
Listen Avery, if youre smart youll find a way to make sure
that all your dreams dont slip away from you. Youve already lost
too much already and if you think Brant is the key to your happiness, then
you need to do what you can to hold onto that. If you really believe that
hes something special, then you need to work it out between the two
of you, Grady offered up a poignant smile, I mean hey, I bet you
never thought youd hear that from me.
No actually I didnt, but
she started again watching
him step towards her.
Thank you for the ride Avery, but right now I would really like to be
alone. I need some time, he confessed seeing the protest building behind
her lips.
But Grady I really dont think you should be alone. I dont
think that
she began only to feel him press his finger over her
lips to silence her.
Avery, go home. Ill be okay, he tried to assure her.
I want to help you, she replied, her words buzzing over the pad
of his thumb, I know youre upset.
Youre already helped me in so many ways, he confessed sliding
his finger over her cheek into her dark hair, What I said about you
before was completely wrong. Youre a good person with a kind heart and
thats part of what I love about you. You never turn your back on anyone
Which is why I know you shouldnt be alone right now, she
replied feeling him step forward. He cupped her face in his hands before urging
her to meet his urgent green eyes.
Avery, you need to go find Brant and work things out. You deserve some
happiness in your life. I mean hey one of us needs to have that in our future,
he replied leaning down to kiss her cheek gently. She closed her eyes feeling
his lips over her skin before he pulled away from her, Now go make things
happen for yourself Avery.
Grady I
she began feeling him nudge her towards the porch
once again.
Trust me Avery. Everything is going to work out
for all of us,
he assured her giving her hand a small squeeze before he shut the door doing
what he had to do. She needed to go back to Brant and if she had half as many
brains as he knew she did, then shed listen to his words. Shed
find her own happiness and hopefully life would bring great things her way.
At least that was his wish, he thought to himself as he moved to the window
peeking outside to watch her reluctantly make her way to her car again.
To better things Avery, he whispered in a silent salute before
closing the curtain and returning to his living room. He took a long look
around before reality became painfully obvious to him. He knew now what he
had to do in order to return to bliss again. There was no turning back.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Sit down, Sarah ordered as she walked into the house with Kyle
right behind her, I will get something to clean your cuts. You dont
want them to keep bleeding.
Okay, Kyle shrugged, leaning against the wall before sliding down
to the ground. He watched her walk back into the room with a cloth in her
hand.
This is going to sting a little bit, she informed him, kneeling
before him before leaning forward. She wiped the cloth above his eyebrow and
she heard him let out a small groan. You okay?
Im fine, he replied as he watched her lean back to run the
cloth down his cheek lightly, Im sorry, okay?
Sorry about what? she questioned, watching as he simply shrugged.
What do you have to be sorry about? I didnt get hurt when you
were put in jail, I was just extremely worried.
Listen okay, Kyle begged, wrapping his hand around her wrist gently
so she would stop and look at him, I know that I havent exactly
been the nicest person in the world. And for that, Im sorry. Just, dont
ever think I dont love you because I do.
And I love you too, she insisted with a small frown, sliding her
hand into his, thats why I worry about you. I dont want
anything bad to happen to you.
I know, Kyle nodded slowly as he looked away from her for a moment,
I just
I dont want lose you too. It would kill me if somehow
I lost you.
You wont though, she replied, shaking her head slowly, I
was just hoping that you could talk to Grady. You know, to try and set things
straight. You guys have been friends forever and now you two are throwing
it away like it was nothing.
I cant do anything about that, Kyle informed her with a
small frown, shaking his head slowly, Grady made that mistake when he
let my child die.
Kyle, I need to tell you something, Sarah began, watching as he
looked up at her, ready for her to finish something. Grady didnt
let your baby die. There was no baby.
What do you mean there was no baby? Kyle questioned with a small
frown, his eyebrows tensing as he spoke. Of course there was a baby,
she had proof that there was a baby.
Kipp helped me sneak into Susans place, she started, watching
as he quickly stood up from where he was seated on the floor. She stood up
with him before frowning, Kyle, we found our own evidence that your
evidence was fake. Susan lied to you Kyle, she used your feelings to get to
you.
Thats not true, Kyle shook his head, not wanting to believe
what she was saying. There is no way that she could have faked that.
She did, Sarah insisted, holding her hands up in the air, I
dont know what to tell you Kyle. I really dont know because now
that we found this, maybe you and Grady could still be friends.
You have to be kidding me, he laughed, shaking his head slowly,
Grady killed my child. Now whether or not it was fake, the thought of
me asking him to save her for me should have been enough for Grady, but it
wasnt. Now, how do you know that Grady didnt put it there himself
to lead everyone to believe that he hadnt played a hand in murdering
my son or daughter?
Im pretty sure he didnt Kyle, Sarah replied, shaking
her head slowly, I dont think he has that kind of time to think
up something like that.
No, Susan was having my child, he insisted, shaking his head slowly,
I could just tell she was. This wasnt fake. I know it wasnt.
Even if it wasnt fake, it wouldnt be good for you Kyle,
she declared, watching as he looked up with his dark eyes, If you had
that baby with Susan your life would be hell. That baby would probably be
a psycho like Susan and I probably would want nothing to do with that child.
What? Please tell me you just didnt say that, he begged,
feeling his stomach begin to hurt, Please tell me that you just didnt
say that you couldnt accept my baby. Tell me that you didnt mean
that and it was just something you said on accident.
I know it probably sounds bad Kyle, but that was a rape baby,
Sarah pointed out, shrugging her shoulder as she spoke, It would have
been Susans blood running through that childs veins and I can
tell you that I wouldnt be the first person accepting it into my home.
Do you really mean that? Kyle questioned, feeling his eyes begin
to burn from the words that Sarah was saying to him. Your telling me
that just like Grady, you would let my child die?
Kyle, listen, Sarah shook her head slowly, noticing that she must
have said something wrong because she saw a tear slide down the side of his
face. Listen, you know what I meant. You would have said the same thing
I did.
No, I wouldnt have, Kyle replied, his voice cracked over
with pain as he spoke, I cant believe the person I love most in
this world would say something like that. You are just like Grady, like everybody
else. Do you care about me or do you just care about you Sarah?
Kyle, you know I care about you, Sarah couldnt believe that
he was getting this worked up over that, Please, you know where I am
coming from.
Yeah, I do, Kyle nodded before feeling a muscle in his jaw tense
up as he felt more tears burning behind his eyes, You are coming from
every other person in this world. I cant believe this. You are the only
person I thought truly cared for me, but I was wrong. Obviously you didnt
care about me enough to care about my child now, did you?
Kyle, there was no baby, Sarah insisted, feeling her throat become
dry as she spoke to Kyle, There was no baby and you have to face that
fact.
You were just jealous werent you? Kyle questioned with a
small frown, shaking his head slowly. You were jealous that she was
having my baby and you werent.
That is not true, Sarah snapped, feeling her own eyes glossed
over as she spoke, Kyle please. You know thats not true.
Im starting to believe that everything you say to me isnt
true, Kyle stated with a small frown shaking his head slowly. Its
funny, I would do absolutely anything for you and Grady. Anything. And I get
this in return. Im tired of it Sarah. Tired of it.
Where are you going? she wondered, coming up from behind him as
he opened the door. She pushed the door shut before stepping before him. What
are you doing?
Let me leave, I cant be here right now, Kyle whispered,
looking away from her as he ran his hand over his forehead slowly, I
dont want to be here right now.
Why is that? she questioned, making him face her. She saw how
red his eyes were as he shook his head slowly.
Because, you just broke my heart, Kyle pointed out with a small
frown, biting down on his bottom lip as he tried to get out his other words,
Im tired that everyone I love keeps hurting me. You dont
think that baby meant anything to me, do you? Obviously you dont care,
no one cares about me Sarah. You just proved that now. Im tired of all
of this. Im tired of everyone.
Your tired of us? she questioned, watching him take a step back
so he could be away from her.
No, but you are, Kyle replied, gulping down as he spoke, You
let me believe that you loved me, but you obviously dont. Everything
I worked for with you was nothing. I put my whole life on the line, waiting
to have that one chance to get with you. From five years old to now, I have
loved you and no one else. Its sad that you dont feel the same
way because if you felt the same way I did about you, you wouldnt have
said that. I would have taken that baby in like my own if you were with another
guy before me. I just cant believe it. Im through Sarah. I cant
handle this anymore. I want out and away from everyone.
You want out of the relationship? Sarah questioned, watching him walk towards the door. He opened the door, but couldnt walk out because she grabbed his arm and pulled him around to face her. Are you saying that you want this thing we have together to end?
I dont know Sarah, I just need some time to myself, Kyle bit back another feeling of pain behind his throat, Take this however you want, but I am not going to stand here and let my heart break more and more.
Kyle? she called out his name, but he didnt even take the time to turn around and face her.
She shut the door behind her and leaned her back against it. She felt her eyes overcome with tears as she thought about what just happened. Was he just saying they were breaking up?
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Heather pulled up in front of Diegos house thinking about his abrupt
departure. While things didnt go at all as shed planned them,
she wasnt about to give up. She knew full well that she had to find
a way to convince him how good together they truly were. Sure, she might not
have given him the attention hed needed right away, but shed make
damned sure that he wouldnt feel like second place in her life ever
again. She knew what she wanted and he was it.
Stepping out of her car Heather marched up to his front door bound and determined
to get it all out on the table between them. She wasnt going to hide
behind some twisted obsession with Brant--wasnt going to pretend that
she was ready to walk away from him when the truth was that Diego Hernandez
was everything shed ever wanted and dreamt about in a man. She needed
him and even though he was fighting it, he needed her as well. They belonged
together and now that she was here, she vowed to show him that.
Reaching out to the door, Heather prepared to knock when she noticed a light
go on inside the darkened house. She took a step back circling around into
the bushes just in time to see Diego and Cori together. They were wrapped
up in an intimate embrace clad in only what appeared to be a sheet. Immediately
Heather snapped her head up anger flaring over her as she watched them making
out with one another.
The hell this is going to happen, Heather sneered seeing Cori
offer up a flirty laugh before Diego did the same. She was about to knock
on the window when she watched Diego host Cori over his shoulder and carry
her back into the bedroom, but not before snapping off the lights.
Heather folded her arms in front of her chest impatiently, her mind replaying
what shed witnessed from the shrubs outside of Diegos home. The
image burned in her mind over and over again haunting her in ways she couldnt
even begin to convey with words. At the heart of it however she came to one
conclusion. Going in there and killing Cori Warner wouldnt be the best
solution. Dealing with this problem was going to have to take some tact now
that Cori had moved in on Heathers territory.
After the kiss she and Diego had shared earlier, Heather knew full well that
he still wanted her--still needed her like she needed him. Now she just had
to prove that to him. She had to remind him that the little twit he was spending
his time with was irrelevant in the grand scheme of things. Yes, that would
be the way to go about it indeed. While ripping Coris head off sounded
like a fun plan, she knew that wasnt an option either. Sure, she had
to get Diego back, but to do it she had find a way to let Diego see Coris
true colors. After all everyone had a secret--even that little witch that
had moved in on Diego in Heathers absence. It was only a matter of time
until Heather found out what it was and when she did there would be no stopping
her from getting Diego back. After all when Heather set out to do something,
she almost always got it done. Diego might be confused by his feelings for
Cori, but soon enough Heather would remind him all over again that they were
meant to be together. After that Cori Warner would be history. Shed
make very sure of it!
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
...to be continued...