Episode 328
Hey Nate, Cori got up from her seat slowly seeing him resting
against the counter trying to hold himself up from the pain he was still obviously
feeling. Grabbing his shoulder and turning him around, she saw him reach for
the clipboard next to him placing it in front of his groin to try and block
her from hitting him. What are you doing?
Protecting myself from you, he answered tightly taking a step
back slowly making sure he was father away from her than a kicking distance.
Ive already lost the feeling for probably a week, I dont
want to make it a month.
You over exaggerate I hope you know, Cori rolled her eyes seeing
Nate shake his head slowly before gulping down when she rested her hands on
her hips. I just want to know what you were doing? So, what were you
doing with that tape recorder?
I wasnt doing anything, Nate lied thinking about the pain
he was feeling right now and it made him let out a small groan just thinking
about. Damn, can you kick. Did you play soccer or something?
For about two years, yeah, she smiled widely seeing him close
his eyes in pain before she became serious realizing that she had to go through
with all of this. I dont recall you telling me about that tape
recorder yet.
Maybe thats because I havent told you, Nate informed
her with a small nod reaching out to the water bottle sitting out on the table.
Loosening the cap he sniffed the water for a moment before shrugging his shoulders
and taking a small gulp of it before putting it back. I dont understand
you though. I dont think you should lie about Diego honey.
And I dont think you should drink from someone elses bottle,
Cori replied in return seeing him nod slowly before shrugging his shoulders
and back away from her slowly. So whats your point? We both dont
think we should do stuff.
I just think you should move on Cori, Diego isnt worth it anymore,
Nate pointed out shaking his head slowly at the thought of Cori being with
Diego and chasing after someone she could never have again. You are
hot enough to get any guys attention without stooping to that kind of
moronic stuff. So why bother?
What do you mean by that? Cori brought her hands out pressing
them into the center of Nates chest as he fell back into the wall letting
out a small laugh. What are you laughing at?
You got mad, which means deep down you agree with me dont you?
Nate questioned feeling her push him against as he let out a small chuckle.
Come on Cori, sooner or later you are going to have to realize--he isnt
the guy for you. You are perfect and he isnt. Just let the person go
because he doesnt need the attention from you. You are way too good
for him to even think about giving him this kind of attention.
You think Im perfect? Cori took a step back folding her
arms out in front of her chest before shaking her head slowly. No one
has ever thought I was perfect, thats where I know you are lying now.
No Cori, open your eyes, Nate muttered seeing her look up at him
with her dark brown eyes. Nate reached out to squeeze her shoulder friendly
before offering up a small smile. I kind of think its obvious
I think youre perfect if you actually think about it.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Whats going on Kyle? Sarah asked again her dark eyes fixed
on his naked upper half. A frown touched over her lips as she took a bold
step forward, Why are you shirtless?
If you must know the reason Im shirtless is because, Kyle
stood taller opting to just go for the gusto and set the record straight once
and for all where his relationship with Sarah had turned after all of the
things that had taken place.
Hes modeling, Kellen piped in walking in over towards Kyle,
Hes doing this shoot for me, well filling in for me anyways because
hes just got a really nice as
abs. Hes got great abs. Dont
you think?
Kellen waved his arm out in front of Kyle wiggling his brow at him before
he saw the look of irritation over Kyles features. Kellen ignored it
and smiled over at Sarah, grinning wider than before.
You have no idea just how lucky any woman would be to have such a hot
hunk like him at her side, Kellen boasted thinking about just how hot
things had been between Heather and Kyle seconds before Sarah had arrived.
If she had any idea just how sexy Kyle truly was in his wild and primal mode,
then shed really be envious of what Heather had no doubt been experiencing.
Modeling? Sarah repeated looking over to Kellen with a small laugh,
Um no offense, but why would anyone want to see Kyle modeling considering
that hes not exactly your idea of Mr. GQ pretty boy there. No offense
honey, but youre a little too rough and dangerous to be any kind of
perfume or underwear model.
Oh I think he can more than fill out underwear or less, Kellen
mouthed bending down to pick up one of the buttons that had fallen to the
floor in Kyle and Heathers moment of wild, frantic desire with one another.
He shook it in his palm catching another look from Kyle alerting him that
maybe it was time to just stop.
All Im saying is that modeling is the last thing I could see someone
like Kyle doing, Sarah wrinkled her nose at the thought before moving
forward to place her arms around Kyles waist, Even if you have
pretty decent abs.
Actually I dont mind modeling, Kyle replied tightly fighting
the urge to flinch at her hold on him. Its given me a real hands
on approach in some situations and I think I rather enjoy it.
Oh Ill bet, Kellen quipped under his breath ready to say
something more when he heard Blake approaching.
There you two are. I cant believe I lost you. One minute you were
there and then the next, Blake stopped as she spotted a shirtless Kyle,
Wow, you look hot. Let me guess Kellen talked you into modeling, right?
I mean hey who wouldnt want to see you without your shirt on like that.
No offense Sarah.
None taken, but I was actually telling Kyle that
Sarah began
again with a small frown as she felt Kyle pull away from her. He pulled his
shirt over his head and set it right again before looking to Blake.
Thank you. I appreciate the praise, Kyle nodded in her direction
before looking over to the door that Heather had disappeared behind.
I just hope that Heather is treating you right, Blake mouthed
causing Kyle to practically jump out of his skin.
Why would you say that? Kyle questioned giving her a strange look
wondering if Blake had figured out the way hed felt for Heather.
Well, she has a reputation of being a bitch and I would hate to think
that shes mistreating you now that youre working for her,
Blake added hearing the sound of the door opening.
Kyle is anything, but mistreated, Heather replied stepping out
into the studio wearing a navy colored jumpsuit that shed pulled off
one of the racks inside the changing area of the bathroom. She stepped towards
the group trying to play it cool and casual even though her heart was hammering
in her chest at the memory of being as close to Kyle as she had been moments
earlier. I treat him very well.
Almost too good, Kyle explained a moment of lust burning behind
his eyes. Seeing Heather standing before him only made him want to finish
what theyd started with one another earlier. He wanted to hold her,
to take her into his arms and kiss her like hed never stop. Except there
was one problem--Sarah.
I highly doubt that, Sarah muttered under her breath, You
know I still dont understand why you let her talk you into doing what
she wants Kyle. Its not like she couldnt find another model to
use for her little shoot.
Maybe Kyle is happy modeling. Hes very good at it, Heather
folded her arms in front of her chest refusing to look at Kyle as she feared
one look would give her away about her feelings for him.
Yes, very, very good, Kellen nodded stepping in beside Heather,
Id even go out on a limb and say he was probably one of the best.
Heather heard the hint of teasing behind his tone and she stomped on Kellens
foot to get him to shut up. He winced and she waved her hand in the air, Theres
no need to brag Kellen. Kyle knows just how good he is at this modeling thing.
Better than I thought, Kyle turned his attention to Sarah once
again, but seriously what are you doing here?
I was hoping that youd cut your day short and spend some time
with me, Sarah leaned up on her toes to kiss him. I missed you.
Sarah, Kyle started to detangle himself from her arms, I
dont really think that now is
Oh Heather wont mind if I take you back for a while. Its
not like she cant find someone else to irritate, Sarah wrinkled
her nose at her sister, Besides youre mine and shes just
going to have to get used to the fact that she cant have you as she
pleases.
Maybe Kyle isnt looking for someone to claim ownership Sarah,
Heather fought to repress the irritation in her voice at her sisters
icy glare. Besides hes on my time now since hes still on
the clock.
As far as Im concerned you can take your clock and stick it up
your
Sarah directed her attention to Heather ready to launch an
attack.
Sarah stop, Kyle warned sharply feeling Sarah reach out to embrace
him again.
Youre right, shes so not worth it, Sarah snuggled
into his chest, Its just that I missed you so much baby and when
I got to thinking about the man Im going to marry, well I couldnt
help but pay you a visit. I just love you so much.
You know on second thought, I just remembered that I left something
in the other room, Heather blurted out feeling as if the wind was kicked
out of her in seeing Kyle and Sarah with one another. It was almost too much
to bear.
Heather wait, Kyle started seeing her retreat and feeling an ache
swell up inside of him.
Forget about her, Sarah waved her hand dismissively, We
have other more important things to attend to with one another.
Youre right, Kyle nodded a newfound determination pressing
in over him, Youre absolutely right Sarah. We need to talk right
now.
Now thats what I was hoping for, Sarah squeezed him once
again.
Would you excuse us? Kyle glanced over at Blake and Kellen before
guiding Sarah out into the hallway with him ready to give her a talk shed
never forget.
You know, I think Im going to check on Heather, Kellen held
his finger up in the air knowing full well that Heather had to be in a state
of turmoil right now.
Um okay, Blake shrugged her shoulders seeing Kellen rush off towards
the changing area as Blake wondered what in the world was going on with everyone
now that theyd all made a quick retreat. No matter, she decided taking
a seat in one of the chairs in the hopes that maybe Seth would return to the
studio area and shed get a word in with her fiancé as well.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
So tell me why are you wasting your time and your talents in a place
like this? Sarah questioned with a huff turning around to face Kyle
after hed lead her out of the studio. I mean honestly what the
hell could you benefit from in having Heather around you all of the time?
Shes a pain in the ass and
And I like what I do here Sarah. I like being around Heather,
he admitted honestly thinking about just how much he enjoyed being around
Heather. Even now he could still taste her lips over his, feel her kiss on
his lips and his blood boiled at the way it felt to touch her--to be holding
her with the promise of passion on his lips threatening to take him to the
edge and beyond.
Now I know youve lost your damn mind, she wrinkled her nose
at him before shaking her head, I mean really, did the drugs Susan gave
you make you stupid or something? My sister is a bitch and anything she does
causes some kind of issues, yet youre being sucked right into it when
you should be helping me help our friend.
Excuse me, he blinked back at her trying to contain his surprise
at the sharpness in her tone.
Diego, she stomped her foot down before placing her hands on her
hips impatiently, or have you forgotten your obligation to the man who
helped you when Susan almost killed you? He risked himself to save you and
even talked me into giving you another chance after you blew it by abandoning
me. If it wasnt for Diego then you would be out on your own and you
wouldnt have what we have together anymore.
Gee, I never thought about it that way, Kyle muttered under his
breath, thick sarcasm in his tone at the way his situation had gone from bad
to worse with Sarah.
Yeah well maybe you should because hes a real friend Kyle. You
on the other hand think that you can have something playing dress up with
my sister, but face the fact Kyle, you arent going to be on the cover
of GQ and women arent going to buy into Heathers vision of you
and sexy, she rolled her eyes back at him before letting out a small
huff. She shook her head before stepping forward and tracing her fingers over
the center of his chest, I mean naturally I think youre sexy because
youre my man and I know just what youre capable of when it comes
to passion, but most women wouldnt even bother to give you another look
at first glance. You know that as well as I do.
Youd be surprised at how many women would want me Sarah,
Kyle stiffened beneath her touch feeling her fingers tracing over his abdomen
and sending a moment of repulsion carrying over him.
Yeah, they might think that youre a stallion baby, but when it
comes down to it right now youre broken and that would be something
most women wouldnt tolerate, she glanced down to the center of
his slacks before licking her lips ever so slightly, I do miss that
part of our relationship baby, but rest assured Im patient enough to
wait for it to happen again. Im sure if you seek some therapy and maybe
get on some medication we can get it working for you again. You might be as
good as new and
Im just fine Sarah, he pushed her hand away from him and
frowned, and I cant believe Im hearing you talk this way.
Well its true Kyle. I mean really what kind of relationship could
you give someone when you cant even get it up, she let out a small,
dry laugh, Baby I love you and thats why Im still with you,
but most women wouldnt tolerate something like that. They couldnt
take not being able to share intimacy with the man they loved. Its really
hard on a person.
And what youve done to me isnt? he folded his arms
in front of his chest, You know Sarah I really think that there is a
lot you and I need to still talk about.
I know we do, but maybe we should do this somewhere else. You are supposed
to pay Diego a visit later and then maybe we could take a trip out of town.
Maybe we can go to that little place you bought and try to get reacquainted
with one another. You never know what might happen should we get away from
all the pressures and the chaos. We might even find that you and I have something
to bond about, she stepped forward curling her arms around his waist
and smiling, We might even be able to get you thinking about what it
was like when we were together before. You might feel inspired if you catch
my drift.
I dont think so, Kyle shook his head firmly, his thoughts
lingering to how inspired he was around Heather. Knowing full well how much
being around Heather had impacted him, Kyle prepared to tell Sarah like it
was, Actually Sarah there is something I need to tell you. I know that
you and I have had a lot happen between us
And were stronger because of it, she squeezed him in her
arms tightly, You and I can have that family and future weve always
dreamt about. When we have our baby we can finally be free to love one another
like we always talked about. You can be a father and this time its with
someone you love instead of someone who never deserved you in the first place.
You know what
he started ready to say something more when
he spotted the man hed hired in to help with the security system approaching
the two of them.
Kyle, Ive been looking all over for you man. Were having
a problem downstairs with the new camera system and
he explained
clearing his throat uneasily, I dont mean to interrupt, but Ive
been trying to catch you all day and
Say no more. Im on it, Kyle promised worming his way out
of Sarahs arms. He tipped his head to the side to look at her before
offering up a polite, yet forced smile, I have to get back to work.
You need to get back to us, she frowned up at him, Forget
about Heather and all of this playtime shes having on Camerons
money. You need to be with me and start doing what you were meant to do with
us.
Sarah Im working, he informed her point blank, and
whether you like it or not this is my job and Im not leaving.
Fine, then when are you coming home, she frowned folding her arms
in front of her chest and glaring at him.
When I get home, he tossed back at her before turning to the man
at his side and taking off with him in the hopes of getting some much needed
space now that Sarah had managed to get him worked up all over again. Top
that off with the fact hed almost made love to Heather only to have
it come to an abrupt ending and that made him more than uneasy about the situation
surrounding him. One thing he realized however was that the situation would
have to change because there was only so much he could take of what he was
in!
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Brant are you there? Michael questioned after the line seemed
to have gone dead. Brant?
Im here, Brant answered tightly, his voice tight and agitated
now that hed read the headline slandering him far more than hed
thought possible even from someone like Chris Foley. Look Ill
call you back in a few minutes. Theres something I need to do.
Brant I
Michaels words were cut off by the slamming
of the telephone back down on the base.
Despite the fact that Brant had kept his cool on the phone with Michael seeing
the article in front of him had him more than upset. He started to crumble
the newspaper wishing more than anything that it was Chris Foley he was tearing
down to pieces after this slanderous assault not only on Brants company,
but on his character. It was as if history was repeating itself once again
with the journalist that simply didnt get a clue on when to back off.
Of course for the life of him Brant couldnt figure what had prompted
this latest attack. Sure, he and Chris had exchanged words recently, yet
Im going to kill him, Brant mouthed standing up from his
chair filled with a sudden rage now that his thoughts turned towards lashing
out at Chris.
Murder isnt becoming of you, Kevin noted stepping into Brants
study and catching him off guard, especially when you mention the word
him. It implies that youre unhappy with someone of the male persuasion
and since Ive stepped in on your romantic morning with Angie
Believe it or not youre not on my hit list, Brant sighed
in an almost groan wanting more than anything to strangle Chris for what hed
done. This is personal. Come to think of it, how did you get in here?
Angie was getting a little cold, so she suggested we come back inside.
I told her Id go find you since she was getting dressed, Kevin
shrugged his shoulders simply, I guess I just got to taking a look around
the house and here you are. So tell me, what seems to be the problem?
The problem is that Im going to murder a trash tabloid reporter
who hides behind the rouse of being a journalist, Brants voice
rose with obvious anger. For some reason this man refuses to just let
the past be the past and hes working like crazy not only to bury me
professionally, but personally as well. Needless to say its not exactly
what I need right now considering that my company is on the threshold of
Let me guess, Kevin took a small step forward noting the crumpled
newspaper in his hand, his name is Chris Foley, right?
Hes just a
Brant paused giving him a strange look,
How did you know that?
Lets just say I make it my job to know where a potential problem
is, Kevin offered up not wanting to get too detailed with Brant about
the problems Chris presented for him just yet. Care to show me what
it is that hes done now?
Well, since this does in part involved you, Brant groaned inwardly
holding the newspaper out to Kevin. It seems we were being watched the
other night when we were fighting. It was one of those moments where the paparazzi
clearly had nothing better to do with their time then take photos of us together.
Wait a second, Kevin started to take the newspaper from him, Are
you saying that Im somehow involved in this?
Take a good look at the photo on the front page, Brant motioned
for Kevin to unfold the newspaper hed just crumpled. And while
youre at it read the caption underneath it. Apparently not only did
Chris have no problems trying to trash my name and my reputation, but he felt
the need to drag you into it too.
What do you
Kevin stopped himself seeing a photo of him
and Brant splashed on the center of the page. It appeared to be from when
they were in the hallway fighting outside of Angelas hotel room and
in the corner there was another photo of them talking by the bar with one
another. It wouldnt have been so bad except for the words underneath.
Do you see it? Brant asked catching the way Kevins jaw tightened
as his dark eyes skimmed the page.
I dont believe this, Kevin scowled in a low growl, Has
he completely lost his mind?
I dont think he had one to begin with considering while he might
think he can challenge me, if I were him I dont think Id be going
up against a big guy like you there, Brant added knowing full well that
he had the power and influence to bury Chris himself, but Kevin, well he was
just about the size of a titan and could easily crush Chris with one sweeping
blow if need be.
Son of a bitch! Kevin snapped crumpling up the page once again
and shaking his head. I knew he was a snake, but I had no idea that
hed go this far.
Yeah well take a number because you arent the only one who is
surprised considering that Chris not only slandered my business ethics, but
now hes telling the world that I switched teams and am now seeing you,
Brant recoiled at the headline reaching for the paper again. Here I
am trying to move on with my life with Angela and I get this. Brant Ashford
not only is unscrupulous with his business, but it would seem that his taste
for the ladies has diminished now that there are no more single, nitwit,
nothing inside their head but plenty inside their breasts women in this
town. Why he has even surprised us here by proving that hes moved on
from stupid women to increasingly larger muscle-bound idiot men with his latest
conquest Mr. Kevin Adonis, a former bodyguard with mob ties and a taste for
rich, eccentrics like Brant has been known to be. Sources say that these two
not only shared drinks at the bar at the Coral Valley hotel, but later sauntered
up to a secluded penthouse room for the rest of the evening to settle into
passion with one another after spending hours flirting at the bar. While we
cant confirm or deny what went on in that room between them, one of
the hotel occupants has noted that their experience with one another
was very loud and filled with passionate cries for most of the evening
which could mark the beginning of the end of Brants taste for the female
persuasion
.
Okay just stop, Kevin pulled the newspaper away from Brant again
with an exaggerated huff. You dont have to worry about this one
because Im going to kill him myself. Ill handle this.
No, youre going to have to stand in line because Im going
to kill him, Brant decided ready to rip Chriss fingers off one
by one so that he could never write another outright lie again.
No, you stay here. If you go after Chris then Angie is going to be upset
with you, Kevin started to explain to him, Hes sort of the
reason why I came over here earlier to talk to the both of you.
I dont understand, Brant frowned up at him.
Lets just say I had an encounter with him earlier and I know hes
trouble. Hes tried to get Angie into trouble in the past and while shes
too good hearted to see what hes about, Im well aware of what
kind of a nightmare he can give the both of you, Kevin crumpled the
paper up tighter than before. Let me handle this. You just stay here
with Angie and make sure that she doesnt hear anything about what hes
done. Right now the last thing she needs is to be getting upset considering
that
That shes got enough on her mind, Brant finished for him
with a nod. Ill do my best, but
Trust me Ill take care of this. In fact Ill go get started
on it now, Kevin tucked the newspaper into his jacket pocket. If
Angie asks where I went, just tell her Ill be back later--that something
came up.
Kevin, this guy is a snake and while Im sure you could very easily
break his neck, I dont want you to sink to his level, Brant offered
up grateful that Angelas best friend wanted to help him out, yet the
last thing he wanted was to get Kevin in over his head.
Trust me Brant. Ill make sure this doesnt happen again.
You have my word on that, Kevin promised leaving the study in the hopes
of finding a way to put an end to the trouble that Chris was trying to stir
up in Angelas life. If nothing else Kevin was convinced he would find
a way to keep Chris quiet long enough for Angela to have a happy life without
his lies only adding fuel to the fire that seemed to surround Angelas
life lately.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Russ stood in the living room thinking about the way things had started off
for him and Avery leading to this moment in time. Things had been quieter
now that the day had settled down a bit after Gabe and Guy had left and now
that he heard Avery with Erin, he hoped that she would be more at ease than
shed been lately. Worried about her, Russ listened to her on the baby
monitor for a moment hearing her humming to Erin before he smiled.
Thats right Erin. Let mommy know how much we love her, Russ
mouthed to himself thinking about all the ways that he would try to help Avery
keep her mind off of the things that she couldnt change in her life--the
things that were clearly weighing her down.
A day of romance and quiet will be good for us, Russ decided thinking
about what he had in store for Avery. He was certain it would be enough to
lift her spirits and as he moved over to his desk, he picked up the newspaper
to kill some time while she was with Erin. After that he would find a way
to give her a day shed never forget.
Youre going to love it, Russ mused to himself walking over
to the couch and taking a seat ready to relax with the newspaper and read
the headlines when one in particular caught his attention. He practically
choked on the headline when his eyes fell upon it. What in the
Hey honey, Avery stepped out into the living room to see Russ
in a state of shock. She frowned, What is it?
Have you seen this yet? Russ questioned with a gulp unable to
repress the reaction that the headline had stirred up inside of him. Avery,
have you seen my newspaper lately?
Of course I have, she nodded moving in beside him, Although
I havent read it in the last couple of weeks considering that
That weve just been put into a situation thats going to
cost me my paper, Russ frowned knowing full well that Brant would be
on the attack after the slanderous report on him soon enough.
What are you talking about? Avery reached for the paper snatching
it out from his hand. She skimmed over the page and let out a gasp of her
own, Oh my God. I dont believe this. How in the world can he do
this?
Thats what Id like to know, Russ shook his head thinking
about how Chriss latest article went against everything hed founded
his newspaper on. It wasnt that Chris had launched a personal attack
on Brant but rather that hed used the one thing that Russ had kept pure
and untainted by the rest of Coral Valley life to do it. Avery, I dont
understand how this could happen. You assured me that he was a man of integrity
and someone that you felt comfortable handing my paper to
He had all the qualifications, Avery started seeing the anger
burning behind Russells green eyes. Your father and I both agreed
that he was someone who could give the paper what you wanted it to have
This isnt what I wanted, Russell motioned to the paper in
her hand. This was the last thing I wanted for my newspaper--the last
thing that I wanted for us. You know this is going to fall back on you and
me. Brant is going to see it and think this is our way of attacking him for
all hes done.
But thats not true. You and I both know that
Avery
began in a worried tone, hating to see him so upset.
That what? That Brant will just blow it off? he shook his head
before letting out a long groan, Avery you and I both know thats
not how it works. Right now hes going to be furious with me because
hes already jealous that you and I are together
Russ, Im sure that if we just explain to him, Avery started
uneasily.
Explain what? That Chris ran this all on his own? Hes never going
to buy it, Russ remarked sourly, Hell I wouldnt even buy
it if I were him and thats saying something.
So what are you going to do? Avery couldnt help but ask.
Im going to go to the source Avery. I need to stop this before
it escalates into something, Russell motioned to the newspaper again,
Did you catch the bit on the both of us?
No, she shook her head, I didnt get that far.
Yeah well lets just say he made a point to not only slam Brant,
but mention that Im a part of that family--that the whole nonsense with
the DNA testing went on at the hospital and he told the world that Erin is
an Ashford, Russell explained worriedly, and we both know if Nicholas
sees that
Oh my God, Avery gasped horrified, You dont think
that hell come after Erin, do you?
All I know is that man wasnt supposed to print something like
that ever at my paper, Russell marched across the room to reach for
his jacket, but now that he has its going to have to be up to
me to put an end to this.
Russ, where are you going? Avery asked worriedly. I thought
that we were going to stay here and
I just need to go to the office and, he paused giving her a long
look, Avery, look I dont mean to run out on you like this, but
if I dont work some major damage control right now
Its okay, she sighed heavily hating to see him go, Its
just that we had a lot to talk about and
Can you call Jenna or something, he questioned moving in towards
her, Maybe invite her over for a little while?
Thats not really necessary, she shook her head, I
mean I can just rest here while Erin is sleeping and
Avery, I really think that you should call Jenna, he suggested
once again remembering her earlier outburst. It might be good for you
two to catch up with one another.
You mean it might be good for me to have a babysitter right? she
frowned up at him. What? Do you think I cant be trusted with our
daughter?
No, thats not what Im saying at all, he promised moving
in beside her. I just thought that maybe after this article has been
printed its not smart for you and Erin to be alone. Come to think of
it, why dont you both just go with me to the office? I can get her dressed
and
No, that doesnt make any sense, she shook her head in refusal,
She just fell asleep and youre right. I havent seen Jenna
in a long time. Ill call her and invite her over. We can catch up with
one another. Did you know shes pregnant?
Really, Russells eyes widened with surprise.
She nodded again, Yeah she and Hart are pretty serious and while they
didnt want to let anyone know about it, Brant and I kind of figured
it out
Russ watched her stop herself at the mention of Brants name. Still he
tried to ignore the uncomfortable moment that was hanging over him at the
thought of the man whod caused them more problems than he could ask
for. Well Im happy for them. It sounds like they have a lot ahead
of them.
They really do, Avery nodded looking up at him lovingly, Just
like we do.
Theyd be very lucky if they have half of what we do with one another,
he mouthed leaning down to kiss her tenderly.
I love you so much, she murmured curling her arm around his neck
and pulling him in closer to her. I hate to see you go.
I wont be long, he promised kissing her once again and feeling
a lingering need to stay with her. When I get back I promise you were
going to have a romantic night together.
Id like that, she smiled up at him, Its been
too long for us Russ.
I know it has, he nodded in response kissing her again, but
I swear to you when I get this mess cleaned up at the newspaper, then you
and I are going to spend our time focusing on each other and Erin like weve
wanted to do since Ive been back.
I cant wait, Avery confessed squeezing him closer to her
in the hopes that his dealings at the paper would go as smoothly as he made
it sound so that they could truly focus on one another all over again.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Hey doctor, Shannon smiled stepping in behind Don and placing
her hand on his shoulder gently seeing his blue eyes looking over his shoulder
at her. Im feeling a little sick, you think you could give me
a check up?
Now that you mention it, Don turned to face Shannon rubbing his
hands together slowly, biting down on his bottom lip as he moved in closer
to her. I am on break right now, so maybe I can do whatever I can to
help you feel better sweetheart.
Youre such a dork, Shannon laughed reaching up to wrap her
arms around Dons neck to hug him tightly, hearing his deep laugh in
her ear. Moving back she pressed a quick kiss against his lips before settling
her right hand in over the side of his neck. How has your day been honey?
Kind of interesting, Don informed her with a small nod thinking
about everything that had been going on lately as he shrugged his shoulders
and reached out to push a piece of Shannons blonde hair behind her ear.
How about yours?
It has been one hell of a day actually. Im telling you, I might
be able to make a great book with everything that I have been witnessing today,
Shannon inhaled deeply reaching down with her left hand to lace their fingers
together. You think we can go to the lounge or something to chat about
it because I think I really need to get this off my chest.
Alright, no problem honey, Don led her over towards the corner
of the hallway and into the lounge so he could give her some time to talk
to him while he was on break. Taking a seat at one the tables he motioned
her to go on when he held her hands in his tightly. Whats on your
mind?
Well, Shannon went to go say something when a doctor brought two
coffees over for the both of them and Don offered up a wide smile before nodding
to them in a thanks. Wow, that was kind of weird.
Its okay, Don chuckled reaching out with his left hand to
grab the coffee and take a small sip of it. Whats wrong honey,
go on. I want to hear whats going on.
I went to go see Diego and what I heard was unbelievable, Shannon
declared reaching for her own coffee and taking a small sip of it before shrugging
her shoulders. I guess what led Cori to all of this with him was that
he left her for another woman. That woman being Sarah Marx in fact
Sarah, Don spat out some of his coffee before nodding slowly and
wiping at his mouth with the back of his hand. To tell you the truth
honey, I think I kind of already know about that. Sarah kind of seems like
a slut if you ask me.
Yeah, I kind of figured that out for myself, Shannon cleared her
throat uneasily before shaking her head slowly and thinking about everything
that had been happening with Diego knowing that this was all caused because
of his relationship with Sarah. Which actually makes me kind of worried
knowing what she is like.
Why is that? he pondered her answer squeezing her right hand in
his tighter before shrugging his shoulders. I mean in all honesty, I
guess it doesnt matter as long as she doesnt get in your business
right?
Not right, she is going to hurt a lot of people--not only Diego, but,
Shannon paused pulling her hands away from Don before shaking her head slowly.
Shell be hurting Kyle and Kyle is one of my good friends too.
God Don, I have to let him know this. I have to let him know what she is doing
behind his back. I cant let him get hurt.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Kellen knocked onto the door in the dressing room that Heather had disappeared
into knowing full well that she could hear him inside. Reaching for the knob,
he turned it finding himself delighted that it was unlocked. He spotted Heather
over by the far end of the room leaning forward to look in the mirror, with
her blonde hair hiding her face from his eyes.
Kellen, I want to be left alone, she explained in a tight, numb
tone. Just get back to work.
My work is in here, he closed the door behind him catching that
she appeared to be upset with what had just happened outside.
I thought I told you to get that damn lock fixed on the door,
she cursed at him under her breath hating the idea of having him seeing her
so wound up after the confrontation with Sarah.
Ill get right on it, Kellen waved his hand dismissively
before moving in closer to her, but right now I want to talk about you
and about whats going on.
Nothings going on, she lied standing up straighter and trying
to shield the obvious frustration and disappointment that had carried over
her. She pulled open one of the drawers in the vanity and sought out some
makeup to cover up the few moments of tears that had carried over her when
Sarah had come in staking her claim on Kyle.
Youre horrible at telling stories, Kellen stepped in behind
her placing his hands on her shoulders, which is why you could never
be a writer dear. You just cant bluff.
I can bluff with the best of them, she huffed her green eyes meeting
his in the mirror with his reflection. Im fine Kellen.
No you arent, but hell I wouldnt have been either after
having a man that fine with me like you did, Kellen added with the beginnings
of a smirk, He does happen to have one of the best behinds I have ever
seen in my life.
You werent supposed to see that Kellen, she scoffed in response
shaking her head at him.
I dont care. I did and I liked it probably almost as much as you
did holding it, he wiggled his brow at her suggestively, So I
can see what I said before about you and Kyle being meant for one another
is dead on. You do like him like he likes you.
What you walked in on was a mistake, Heather shook her head adamantly
trying to dismiss her feelings for Kyle. You never shouldve seen
that because it never shouldve happened.
Oh it shouldve happened and it shouldnt have had to end
like that, he urged her to turn around and face him again, Heather
admit it you feel something for him.
It doesnt matter what I feel, she pushed away from him crossing
the room to find something else to put on, Hes engaged to Sarah
and he wants to be with her. Im not part of that plan Kellen.
Maybe that plan was never meant to be, Kellen scratched his chin
lightly before leaning back on the counter, Besides from what I saw
it looked like Kyle has other more important plans with you.
Sarahs pregnant with his baby. That in itself should tell you
how ridiculous it is for you to even suggest that Kyle and I belong together,
she shook her head firmly before glaring over at him, You shouldnt
encourage something that shouldnt be happening.
You keep tossing shouldnt out at me, but I dont really believe
thats the way you see it, he informed her point blank. Come
to think of it I would say its safe to admit that this is something
you want more than anything.
What I want is to get back to work and stop having you put ridiculous
ideas into my head, Heather scoffed back at him marching over to the
door and pulling it open with a huff. She stepped out into the studio only
to discover Sarah and Blake over at the far end of the room talking to one
another.
So Kyle told me after he gets off of work hes going to go with
me to look at things for the nursery, Sarah boasted to Blake, a wide
grin carrying over her, He said he hates to be stuck here all day when
he would rather be with me, but unfortunately Heather has him here doing all
her dirty work.
Kyles here because he wants to be, Heather mouthed bitterly
making a move over towards Sarah, Hes here because this is where
he belongs.
He belongs at home with me planning for our baby Heather. When hes
done with that trivial b.s. that you have him doing downstairs hes leaving
with me, Sarah replied with heavy emphasis placing her hand over her
abdomen, You know as well as I do that a family is everything Kyle has
ever wanted and for you to distract him from what is important is a sin.
Im not doing anything wrong Sarah, Heather frowned back
at her sister fighting to contain her emotions over the situation. She glanced
down at Sarahs abdomen and felt her body stiffen at the thought of Sarah
and Kyle having a future with one another.
Heather, the mere fact that you have put Kyle into a position where
he took pity upon you and your little company only proves that youre
bilking the situation in your favor when you know full well Kyle should be
dedicating himself to his child, Sarah rolled her eyes back at her before
glaring, Of course as always it has to be all about you, doesnt
it?
You know what Sarah
Heather started before stopping herself
and taking a step back in not wanting to lose her control completely.
What Heather? Sarah challenged with an icy smirk, What could
you possibly have to say to me? That your little company is important? That
Cameron gave you something to play with to shut you up because we both know
that there isnt anything else in this world that youre good at?
Hell, you arent even good at being a mother after everything is said
and done. The fact to the matter is that you wouldnt have any of this
if it wasnt for Kipp pampering you and again its out of pity.
Just
go to hell Sarah, Heather mouthed in response not bothering
to dignify Sarahs taunting with anything further. She spun on her heel
before marching out of the studio in an attempt to get away from her sister
before she killed her.
I think youre just about finished here and you can show yourselves
out, Kellen added after having taken in the situation between the two
sisters.
Of course, Blake nodded unable to believe what had just happened
in front of her. Once Sarah and Blake were alone again, Blake couldnt
help but speak up, What was that all about?
My sister cant make it anywhere on her own. She always has to
sucker in a man to get what she wants. This isnt any different,
Sarah frowned over at Blake, but Im not going to let her take
Kyle down in the process. He feels sorry for her because no one wanted her
around her whole life, but that isnt an excuse to keep him away from
his family. She just wants to try to make me and Kyle miserable.
Kyle didnt look miserable, Blake noted thinking about how
much fun it appeared that Kyle had been having earlier, I think modeling
is good for him.
Kyle wouldnt know what was good for him if it bit him in the butt,
but fortunately for him he has me and I can guide him in the right direction,
Sarah boasted placing her hand over her abdomen again and vowing that she
would do anything and everything in her power to keep Kyle away from Heather
at any cost!
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Im going to kill that son of a bitch, Kevin declared to
himself walking through the hallways towards the front door to let himself
out. Just imaging the words that Chris had wrote in that paper made him cringe.
Him and Brant? Thats just disgusting and I swear--hes so
dead.
Uh oh, Angelas voice echoed through his ears making him
stop before reaching the door. Angela stepped in behind him placing her hand
on his shoulder as his brown eyes eyed her over slowly. Who are you
going to kill now?
No one, Kevin smiled widely turning to face her placing his hand
over hers and nodding slowly. Kevin noticed Brant stepping out of the room
to look out at them as Kevin shrugged his shoulders. I was just thinking
about a baseball team that totally screwed me today. You know how that goes.
Yeah right Kevin, Angela shook her head slowly reaching out to
touch the side of his face wanting him to look at her and not towards any
other part of the room. I can tell when you are lying, whats going
on Kevin? I want to know the truth.
Angie, Kevin stuttered trying to close his eyes and not look at
her as he let out a long breath, shrugging his shoulders. I guess there
isnt a whole lot I can tell you.
So I will fill you in on the details, Brant walked into the room
seeing Kevins light brown eyes look up towards him as Brant shrugged
his shoulders. You see, today in the paper. This one news reporter made
me look like a total ass and Kevin didnt appreciate it. You see, me
and Kevin have been really getting along since the first night we met. Isnt
that right Kevin?
Yeah Brant, Kevin gritted his teeth feeling Brants arm wrap
around his shoulders and Kevin did the same and gave him a small squeeze.
This is my good little friend over here. I couldnt have a better
guy friend.
Its nice that you two are getting along, Angela paused seeing
Kevin and Brant turn to look at each other slowly before both of them offered
up weird looking smiles. Something is obviously weird in the story you
are telling me though because it doesnt seem right.
I dont know what to tell you Angie, just a lot of people see as
us being close, Kevin bit down on his bottom lip giving Brant another
squeeze seeing Brant groan out at the force behind his squeeze. Like
some guy thought we were closer than we should be. Isnt that right?
Of course, Brant slipped out from under Kevins arm seeing
Kevins brown eyes following his every movement. They thought Kevin
was my best friend and everyone knows its Don Leveski. Kevin was just
mad about a comment that they had made about you and me in the paper so he
was going to go check what was up right?
Right, Kevin nodded walking over towards the doors and holding
his hands up in the air. In all honesty, I should really get going though.
I promised to do something for Ria.
Oh Really? Angela moved in closer to Kevin making sure he didnt
leave just yet. What are you doing for her Kevin? Anything special?
Uh, yeah, Kevin reached out to give Angela a small hug before
pressing a small kiss against her cheek. You know me--Mr. Romantic.
Everything is really special. It was nice talking to you guys, but I am going
to hit the road. Nice seeing you, love you, bye.
Kevin, Angela called out to him only to see him slip out the front
door quickly as she frowned. What in the world was that all about?
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Jenna sat in the living room thinking about ways to keep herself busy now
that Hart was spending some time with Sam. Hed mentioned it earlier
in the week and while shed been okay with it at the time, she hadnt
realized that hed planned a father/daughter day was on her day off.
Still she had her own identity and own things to do. The question was, where
did she want to start?
I could always organize my photos again, she thought aloud looking
to the scrap booking project that shed started months ago. There were
photos upon cluttered photos in front of her and at the moment she found herself
really dreading the thought of going through everything that shed been
stalling with. Shed never really been the arts and crafty kind of gal,
so to start now would kind of go against who she was.
Okay this is pathetic. You cant really be that bored with yourself
that youre going to waste your day away, she groaned outwardly
ready to force herself into doing something productive when the phone rang.
She looked over at it issuing it a small sigh of relief. Walking over to the
phone she picked it up eagerly, Hello.
Jen, hey, Averys voice called her from her boredom. How
are you?
Better now, Jenna greeted her brightly, Whats going
on Av? You up to anything?
Actually I was just going to ask you if maybe youd like to come
on over for a while. Russ is at work and Erin and I are here at home by ourselves
and
Avery informed her quickly.
Say no more. Ill be right over, Jenna replied quickly knowing
that this was truly pathetic to be so bored by herself. Of course it had been
a while since shed seen Avery, so the opportunity would be a great one
for her. Do you need me to bring over anything for you? Anything at
all?
Just you would be great, Avery answered with a small breath of
relief. Ill put some tea on or something.
Ill be there soon, Jenna promised saying her good-byes and
finding herself ready to meet up with her best friend. It had been far too
long since theyd had a good girls day out bonding, so maybe this
was exactly what they both could use. On top of that it was also Jennas
one way ticket out of boredom. What could be better?
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
I mean look at yourself Cori, Nate held his hands up in the air
pushing back his blonde hair with his right hand before going on with his
speech. In all honesty you are beautiful, spunky, and you are probably
really smart when you use your brain. I see you as being the prettiest girl
I have ever seen.
Well, its not your opinion that counts Nate, Cori rolled
her eyes pouting as she thought about all the people in her life, realizing
that Nate was the last person she wanted to hear saying this. You are
really nothing to me when it gets down to it.
Why not make me something? Nate questioned with a small frown
folding his arms out in front of his muscular chest. I think you are
beautiful and I would do anything for you. So why would you go for someone
who doesnt give a shit about you over someone who would do anything
for you?
You would really do anything for me? Cori muttered seeing Nate
nod slowly before taking in a sharp breath. Cori pondered his answer before
shrugging her shoulders. Anything at all?
Absolutely, Nate quickly nodded before thinking about his answer
and shrugging his shoulders partially. There were some crazy things that she
might ask him to do, so he might no necessarily do everything she wanted,
but pretty much a lot of it. Within good reasoning--probably about ninety-five
percent of it.
Thats really sweet of you, Cori went quiet for a minute
thinking about everything Nate had said before shrugging her shoulders. I
dont think I have ever heard someone say that to me before. Most people
wouldnt even give a second look towards me.
Which makes them idiots, Nate informed her reaching out to caress
her cheek gently seeing the hesitance behind her eyes. Nate smiled setting
the clipboard on the counter before shaking his head slowly. Youre
beautiful, thats why I dont understand why you have to lie about
this whole thing. Just tell me what happened that night, for real because
if Diego really did hurt you then I swear to go I will kill him myself.
No, dont do that, Cori whispered seeing Nates green
eyes widen when she said that and she pulled away from him carefully. I
cant tell you what happened Nate. I cant tell anyone the whole
truth other than what I have said.
Cori, dont lie to me, Nate cupped her face in his hands
gently arching his eyebrows up at her in response, taking in a deep breath.
Please dont lie to me when I care this much about you.
Okay, Cori began moving backwards resting her hands on the desk
before looking over towards the clock in the corner of the room. What
really happened was
,
Cori saw someone out of the corner of her eyes as she stopped all together
and ran off without even telling Nate to hold on or wait up for her to tell
him what happened.
Cori, Cori where are you going? Nate called out to her seeing
her run out towards Rob and he let out a small groan reaching into his pocket
to pull out the tape recorder and pushing stop. He pulled the tape out before
shoving it into his pocket. That worked about as well as
,
Nate would have said something more until he wrinkled his nose in disgust
at the way she was talking to Rob like she was the most injured and upset
person in the world.
She is such an idiot, Nate grumbled pushing the tape player back
into his pocket before falling back against the wall and biting down on his
bottom lip. Hes never going to give her what she wants. She has
to learn that sooner or later. Diego and Rob will never be the ones for her.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Whoa, Don reached out to grab Shannons cell phone after
she had pulled it out and started to dial Kyles phone number. I
dont know if you think you are doing something smart, but you arent
you know. There is no way I am going to let you call Kyle and tell him whats
going on?
Well why the hell not? Shannon snapped reaching for her phone
again only to see Dons blue eyes widen and he pulled the cell phone
out of reach slipping it back into his pocket. Don, he is one of my
friends--there is no way I cant tell him. You would do the same if it
was Brant.
There is a difference Shannon, Don began setting his hands on
the table before taking in a slow breath. Don bit down on his bottom lip thinking
of a way to explain it, only to realize it probably wouldnt come out
right any way he said it. Brant wouldnt go out and kill someone
if he found out. Kyle could easily kill someone.
He still deserves to know, Shannon explained seeing Don shake
his head slowly before actually centering his blue eyes in on hers giving
her his full attention. I need to let him know about the whore he is
dating. This cant go on anymore Don, I cant let my friend get
hurt.
I know honey, but dont you think he will be even more hurt if
he finds out? he whispered seeing her look at him curiously as if she
didnt know what he meant. Kyle Houston loves Sarah with everything
he is. Now what if when the time comes he ends up going crazy like he did
that one time with that Susan girl. Who will be the one to blame?
Sarah, Shannon blurted out seeing Don shake his head slowly and
she placed her hand over her chest. Don, I wouldnt be at fault
for telling him something he should very well know. I dont think he
should be hurt later on in the future.
He needs to find out himself Shannon, Don stated seeing her dark
eyes glare at him, shaking her shoulders when she truly thought about it.
If he is meant to find out about this whole thing with Diego, hell
find out. Thats all I can say about the subject Shannon, you cant
call him now. I wouldnt want to know if you were cheating on me with
someone else because it might as well break my heart right there.
I get what you are trying to say, but
, Shannon went to say
more only to feel Don hush her by placing his index finger over her lips,
moving in over the table to press a small kiss up against her lips. Okay,
I think I get the point.
I thought you might, Don smiled widely getting up from the seat
and reaching out to her hand, taking her hand in his and helping her up a
bit. I love you honey, my break is almost over.
With close to a final goodbye for a while Don wrapped his arm around his wifes
waist, moving in to kiss her lovingly until feeling a shoulder slam into his.
This isnt a place to make out Don, the very sound of Zacks
voice made Dons blood boil as he moved away from Shannon and turned
to face Zack. You really arent supposed to screw on company time
Leveski. Thats a bad record you might get if you continue this whole
thing.
Do you have a problem with me kissing my wife goodbye Zack? Don questioned feeling his head go hot at the thought of Zack trying to make an ass out of himself again. If you do, I think you should let me know right now, right here and we can handle this ourselves.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Kyle knocked on Heathers office door knowing full well that this was
probably the last place in the world where he needed to be, yet he couldnt
just walk away from what happened in the photo studio earlier. There was so
much that was still on his mind about what had transpired between them, yet
he couldnt quite put it all to words. Right now he knew the best thing
he could do was go back to his office and lock himself away for a while, yet
the more he thought about Heather, the harder it was to stay away.
Feeling a brave moment coming over him he knocked on the door to her office
again before opening it up to discover her seated at her desk. She had a variety
of papers spread out before her and while he was certain she had to have heard
the knock on the door, she never looked up from where shed been seated.
He stepped into the room not saying a word, yet as he watched her seated at
her desk wearing a pair of glasses, which was something he hadnt witnessed
from her since they were children, he couldnt help but smile. Here she
was in the sanctity of her office looking absorbed in her work and sexier
than ever now that she wasnt all dressed up and playing the part of
the glamour girl that shed tried to convey to the world.
You can just set my coffee on the desk top and let me get back to work
Kellen because right now the last thing I want from you is a lecture,
Heathers voice broke through his thoughts as she kept her eyes glued
to the page in front of her.
I didnt come in here to lecture you, Kyles voice caused
her to practically jump out of her chair. Her eyes snapped up from what shed
been focused on and a gasp spilled from her lips.
Kyle, she cleared her throat uneasily, What are you
what
are you doing here? I would have thought that youd left with Sarah.
She said you were going home with her.
Yeah well guess what. She lied, Kyle stepped in closer to her
desk watching her tap the pen shed been writing with on the desktop.
She does that a lot lately.
I wouldnt know, Heather shifted in her seat uneasily, her
eyes watching him with that same hungry intent hed experienced earlier
when they were in the studio touching one another. Still she was holding back
and trying to be professional. I dont see Sarah much lately with
all that shes been busy with and all. You know with your wedding plans
and
Heather, I have to be honest with you. About Sarah and I
he cleared his throat uneasily.
Look, I really dont want to get into your happily ever after with
her, she waved her hand up in the air dismissively, Its
none of my business. Hell, I dont want it to be my business considering
that I know youve waited forever to be with her. You now have your dream
and
Heather its not that
Kyle started again watching her
sliding her chair out from behind her desk.
Look, you dont have to explain anything to me, she stood
up surprised to find him moving in to step in front of her. Kyle, look
about before
Yeah, um thats kind of why I came up here, Kyle cleared
his throat uneasily, I think we should talk about that.
Thats not really necessary. It kind of speaks for itself,
she inched back ever so slightly, her green eyes fixed on him. You were
obviously having one of those moments where the whole marriage and monogamy
thing was getting to you and like most men you were thinking about that one
last fling. Hell, I practically dared you into doing what you did, so I mean
it was just one of those spur of the moment, not really thinking about anything
more than throwing caution to the wind
Heather, I think Sarahs cheating on me, Kyle blurted out
much to his own surprise.
What? Heathers eyes widened in response. You have
to be kidding me. Right?
Im afraid not, he shook his head at her before letting out
a long sigh. I think deep down Ive known it for a while, but Ive
been too busy playing the loving and nurturing boyfriend and yet I think Im
just being deceived. Shes sleeping with someone else. Im sure
of it.
Who? Heather couldnt help but ask. She thought it over for
a moment, I mean if you dont want to tell me, you dont have
to but
No its okay, he insisted reaching out to her, but stopping
himself before he could touch her. He knew in doing that it would only make
him want to keep touching her and soon after that, he was certain he wouldnt
be able to stop. Thats probably what he feared the most considering
it was exactly what he wanted the most at this point in time. I think
shes sleeping with Diego.
Diego? Heathers jaw practically dropped. She shook her head.
Theres no way. I mean he wouldnt
he couldnt
Think about it Heather. The guy was hot and heavy for you for like ever,
yet suddenly he drops you like a hot potato. That in itself says that the
man is an idiot or hes got someone else, Kyle informed her bluntly
thinking about what he believed to be true about Sarah and Diego.
No, Diego might be a lot of things, but he wouldnt go out of his
way to hurt you like that. Hes a caring and decent man Kyle, Heather
started suddenly having her own doubts when she thought of how Sarah had constantly
tried to sabotage any chance Heather had with Diego.
Hes always been interested in Sarah. I tried to pretend I never
noticed, but I did. Beyond that though even if he didnt intend to hurt
me, Im sure Sarah did, Kyle paused fighting to hold back what
he was feeling about the situation. Shes been doing that to me
for a long time Heather and Ill be honest with you even before this
Diego thing she was already tearing my heart out.
She liked doing that Kyle. You just loved her so much you didnt
see it, Heather sighed thinking about Kyles unyielding faith in
her sister. You were always too good for her.
Yeah well when Susan died Sarah showed her true colors. When I thought
that Susan was having my baby, she tore into me. She told me how shed
never be able to accept my child and in her own way she let me know how relieved
she was at the thought that my son or daughter had died, Kyle explained
with a heavy heart. She flat out told me she wouldnt have accepted
my flesh and blood and when that happened it just killed something inside
of me
Oh Kyle, Heather reached out to touch his shoulder gently. She
thought about it for a moment, but still kept her hand on him. Im
so sorry. I know how she was upset that Susan hurt you and
Sarah was upset because the situation caused her to have an imbalance.
It wasnt about Susan. It was about Sarah. Its always about Sarah,
Kyle informed her bluntly, distain running in his tone. Shes just
the kind of person who needs to have her way about things or else theres
drama.
If you feel that way about her, why are you marrying her? Heather
couldnt help but ask. How can you spend the rest of your life
with someone that makes you feel the way you do?
Because I guess Im just too stupid to reach out to the one thing
that makes me feel better about myself, Kyle touched her cheek gently,
I guess I waited too long to find myself in a position that I really
wanted to be in.
Kyle dont, Heather turned away and out of his touch. Dont
do this.
Why not? he asked feeling her pull away from him.
You know why not, she brought her arms up across the center of
her chest. Closing her eyes she spoke up once again, Ill be honest
with you, if you were anyone else Id do everything in my power to make
sure that you never married Sarah, but because I know you love her, I wont
stand in the way of your happiness. If you were any other man Id plot
and Id scheme to make you mine--to have my way with you, but
Heather if youd just
Kyle stepped towards her wanting
to reach out to her.
Dont, she shook her head firmly, Kyle right now youre
hurting because you think that Sarahs betrayed you. Youre wanting
to lash out at her for what shes done to you and Im just the right
person to do it with. You believe shes with Diego, so naturally youre
turning to me to make her feel the way that you feel and
No, thats not it. Heather thats never been what this is
about, Kyle insisted seeing her distancing herself from him and the
situation they were in. Heather please
Kyle, dont do this to me, Heather spun around to face him
tears burning behind her eyes. She bit down on her bottom lip fighting the
overflow of emotions that carried over her. Dont make this a game
where you and Sarah run off to have happily ever after and Im the one
standing out in the cold again wanting you and watching you run away.
Heather thats not what Im
Kyle tried to reason
with her hating to see her cry.
Kyle, I know how this goes, she wiped at her face trying to rid
herself of her tears before she let out an ironic laugh. I mean my God
I told myself that I wouldnt do this again--that I wouldnt let
that stupid crush I had on you when I was a kid get in the way of what I am
now. Im not that same little girl anymore. Im not the one who
follows you hoping above hope each day that youll notice her. Im
not that stupid little second string person that I was back then. Im
not a replacement for Sarah and Im most certainly not going to stand
here and let you use me to get to her.
Heather thats not at all what Im
Kyle insisted
further stretching his hand out towards her. If youd just listen.
No Kyle, she shook her head raising her hands in the air to silence
him, I may be a bitch, but Im not that big of a bitch to try to
get in the middle of this one. Im not going to open myself up to being
hurt by this because as crazy as it sounds, I really believed that I was in
love with you once and whats even more pathetic is that I find myself
believing in it all over again. I want to be with you--I want to have all
of those things that you only have reserved for Sarah, which is all the more
reason why you need to just leave. You need to go.
But Heather I
he watched her move forward to shove him in
the center of the chest.
Leave Kyle! Heather snapped at him shoving at him once again,
Go home to Sarah and be happy. Go do whatever it is that you want to
do with her, but leave me out of it.
Heather please
he began painfully feeling her push him away
from her.
Just go Kyle! she snapped at him hitting him one last time before
turning away. She walked over to the window refusing to look at him, Im
not going to be your last fling before you go off and have everything youve
always wanted in your life with your happily ever after. Please
just
go.
Kyle watched her for a long moment feeling an ache inside of him at her refusal.
He stood in the center of her office realizing how unfair hed been to
her since this flirtation with them had started again. All those years ago
things had been so different for them--circumstances had been far from what
they were now, yet one thing remained the same. All of this time hed
had it in his mind that things would go one way, but the reality was what
he wanted--what he knew he needed was the woman over by the window crying
her eyes out. He hated that.
Heather, he spoke her name gently hating that hed caused
her to feel that kind of pain.
Please just go, she kept her eyes shut tightly wishing to alleviate
the way she felt about the situation. It was crazy to want him, to need him
like she was starting to. If Kellen hadnt planted all of those stupid
ideas inside her head about them, then maybe she wouldnt be standing
in her office feeling like an idiot for falling for someone who was never
meant to love her. She could be her own carefree self doing what she always
did to survive. She could be damning love and focusing on work instead of
mourning the loss of something she never had.
Heather please, she felt Kyles hand on her shoulder. His
fingers curled over her in a gentle, soothing motion. He tipped his head in
towards her, his words a warm whisper against the back of her neck, dont
cry.
Do you think I want to do this? she questioned wiping at her face
again, Do you think that I want to be standing here being the epitome
of absolutely everything I hate in a woman? With men my life has been simple.
They serve a purpose and a reason, but you, well you have screwed that all
up for me.
Im sorry, Kyle reached out to curl his finger underneath
her chin urging her to meet his worried gaze, Heather please
Youre right youre sorry, she forced herself to open
her eyes and look up at him. Youre a sorry excuse for a friend
and if you wouldnt keep confusing me
Thats just it, Kyle spoke up in a small whisper his hand
pressing in against her waist. He offered up a tiny nudge urging her to face
him more completely. When Im with you its the only time
in my life that Im not confused--when Im not trying to be something
Im not. You just have this way about you that makes me want to be what
Ive always been meant to be Heather. You tell it like it is. You see
it as it is and you dont judge me.
Oh like I have room to, she mouthed in response shaking her head
at him, Youre practically a saint Kyle.
No, Im far from being a saint Heather. The beauty in that is that
youre well aware of that, but you still want me in spite of that,
Kyle curled his fingers in over her hip urging her into his embrace. He wrapped
his arm around her waist pulling her to him even though hed heard her
ask him to walk away.
Ive always wanted you, Heather replied tears on her damp
lashes as she looked up at him, Even when you were just the nerdy guy
next door you were always someone special to me.
And even when you were the scared little girl who liked to crawl in
my window when you were left home alone, you were always someone special to
me, he brushed the pad of his thumb against her cheek wiping at her
tears. You still are Heather.
Then why are you bringing me into this with you and Sarah? Why are you
making me fall for you all over again when you and I both know its never
going to happen for us Kyle? Why are you making me love you when its
not supposed to be happening? she questioned biting back on her emotions.
Because maybe were both perceiving this one wrong. Maybe this
isnt about what isnt supposed to be happening and more so about
what should be happening for us Heather, he whispered warmly, his breath
skimming down over her lips.
His dark eyes searched hers, and he felt her shiver in his embrace. Inching
in towards her, his lips found hers in a soft, subtle sweep. Her lips tasted
salty from her tears, yet the kiss they shared was no less heavenly than the
frantic one that theyd shared in the studio except this time he could
take all the seconds in the world to savor it.
Kyle, Heather breathed his name in a shivering exhale as they
parted. Her green eyes tipped up towards his, a great many questions burning
behind their depths, yet when she wrapped her arms around his shoulders, he
knew that she understood the meaning behind the kiss.
Right now the only place in the world I want to be is with you,
he mouthed scooping her up into his arms longing to feel her close to him.
He carried her carefully over to the leather couch at the far end of her office
not wanting to let go of her as her lips sought out his. He eased her down
onto the sofa, moving in over her with a smooth fluidity even though he was
convinced he wouldve dropped her in the movement if he made one false
move.
This is crazy, Heather whispered her words buzzing against his
lips now that he lay over her, hand pressing in up over her side.
You do have a tendency to make me a little crazy, Kyle flashed
a sexy smile at her, his fingers pressing in underneath her blouse to caress
her warm, inviting skin, but I think I like that kind of crazy you bring
into my life.
Dont hurt me Kyle, Heather pleaded with him, her words holding
a deeper meaning than what was happening between them. She teased her nails
over his back gingerly, taking the time to appreciate the warmth and musculature
of his body beneath his shirt.
Thats the last thing I want to do Heather, he promised in
between tiny kisses, sliding his fingers between the fold of her blouse and
taking the time to open it in a slow, determined fashion.
Kyle I
Heather reached out to him catching the material
of his t-shirt with her fingers and drawing it up over his muscle corded abdomen.
I promise you Heather, Kyle pulled back enough to discard his
t-shirt over his head before returning to her, his touch sweeping in over
her soft curves longing to learn everything that hed denied himself
about her for years. Im not going to hurt you.
Youre lying, she flashed him a small smile, a certain sadness
behind her eyes, but Im willing to take what I can get right now.
In that case, how about I just offer everything, Kyle suggested
watched her breath escape from her lips, the longing burning behind her eyes
and in that moment, he swore to himself that hed move heaven and earth
to keep from hurting her even if it meant letting go of the life that hed
tried to push on himself without her. Sure, hed pushed a great many
obligations on himself, but as he lay over Heather, feeling her in his arms,
he realized that nothing in the world was more important than being with her
and sharing something with her that hed never truly been able give her
all those years ago--his love.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Come on in, Avery invited Jenna inside the house greeting her
with a warm smile.
Hey girl its so good to see you, Jenna embraced her best
friend, How are you feeling?
Im hanging in there, Avery confessed stepping aside and
closing the front door. I think thats what we all have to do right?
So they keep telling me, Jenna laughed lightly moving into the
living room. So wheres the little princess?
Erins still napping so we have to be quiet, Avery replied
with a small smile, Its not that I want her to get too much sleep,
but shes up a lot at night.
She takes after her mother and father then, Jenna mouthed thinking
about the way Russ and Avery were.
Funny thing about it is that Id kill for an early night once in
a while, Avery sighed reaching for the baby monitor and carrying it
with her into the kitchen as Jenna followed. Well no not really, but
still it would be nice to have a full nights sleep.
So Erin keeps you both busy, huh? Jenna questioned watching Avery
move over to get the tea that shed put on.
Well yes and no. I mean Erin is a wonderful baby and Russ, Avery
tipped her head to the side thinking about how much help hed been to
her lately, Hes amazing with her. Hes just got this way
with Erin and when they are together, well you can just see how much she loves
her father. They have this special bond between them.
Thats wonderful, Jenna smiled in response, I know
how much you wished they could have that together and now that hes home
Its like Im finally getting that happily ever after that
Id been hoping for, Avery paused thinking about the way shed
been feeling lately, With Russ at least
That sounds like somethings wrong, Jenna gave her a long
look, Av, whats going on?
Nothing really, Avery shook her head biting down on her lower
lip in an attempt to keep herself together in front of her friend. I
mean I guess its just been so long since Ive actually had it where
nothing horrible was hanging over my head that Im just waiting for the
other shoe to drop.
Oh honey, its okay, Jenna reached out to embrace her seeing
the tears behind Averys eyes. Russ is home now and this is everything
you two have been hoping for. I mean Erins healthy and happy right?
Well yes, but
Avery shook her head doing her best to repress
her tears, I guess I just kind of pictured myself more together when
I became a mother. I didnt anticipate being in a position where my whole
life is up in the air and theres nothing I can do to keep it from crashing
down around me.
I dont understand, Jenna gave her a long look, Whats
going on?
Everything. Nothing. I dont know, Avery threw her hands
up in the air. I feel like Im on this emotional roller coaster
and the ride just keeps getting bumpier as I go. First Bruce tried to kill
Erin and I, then Russ came home and Brant hates me and
Ah Brant, Jenna mouthed in response, I should have known.
Whats he done now?
You mean other than humiliating me by firing me, Avery shook her
head, I knew it was a mistake to get involved with him, but I just couldnt
help myself because he seemed so kind and
And hes just hurting Avery. Hes lashing out at you like
most men do. Hes being unfair and a jerk, but you cant let him
bring you down especially now that you have Russ home, Jenna paused
for a long moment, Unless things arent going as you hoped for
in that area either.
Are you kidding me? Avery replied almost immediately. Russ
being alive is like the greatest miracle in the world. Just being near him
again makes me think about how truly blessed I am. For so long I thought Id
lost him--that Id never be able to hold him and be with him again, yet
What? Jenna watched Avery cross over the kitchen to pull out a
few mugs for them.
I just know that when it gets down to it, Im not good enough for
him anymore, Avery shrugged her shoulders and sighed, Maybe I
never was to begin with.
Avery, how can you say that? You and Russ have loved one another your
whole lives, Jenna stated the obvious.
And what has it gotten for us? He was almost murdered because of my
mother--because shes a greedy, manipulative witch and then when he was
gone I married Brant and gave myself to him, Avery fought her tears.
I gave my heart to the one person in the world he hated the most and
then when I think about everything else
Avery you have to stop torturing yourself. We all make mistakes. Its
in the past and right now its irrelevant since you have a chance at
a new start. You and Russ can finally break free of the chains of the past
and just be with one another. No one can keep that from happening now.
Youre right, Avery wiped at her face, I know that
youre right and Russ keeps telling me that too. I think Im worrying
him. I just burst into tears at the worst moment and I think he believes Im
crazy now.
He doesnt think youre crazy, Jenna dismissed the thought,
Probably just overwhelmed.
Maybe I am, Avery thought about it for a moment, but enough
about me and my ridiculous outbursts. What about you? How are you doing?
Im okay I suppose, but if you would rather we talk about whats
going on with you, Jenna offered up worriedly.
No, Avery waved her hand dismissively, Ive already
wasted too much time on dwelling on my made up problems. Tell me about you
and how pregnancy is treating you. Things are good with Hart, yes?
Yeah, Jenna smiled warmly thinking about the man she loved, They
are wonderful. Hes really excited about being a father and hes
been doing all these special little things, buying just about every book there
is to get on parenting and its really a sight to see. Why the other
day I went to see him at the office and he was in the midst of work with baby
books piled up on each side of him. Here Brant had him working on this big
project and yet
Avery watched Jenna stop herself after realizing what shed said.
Oh Avery, Im sorry. I didnt mean to, Jenna started
to apologize.
So I take it Hart is working out fine for Brant, Avery nodded
turning away from Jenna in an attempt to keep her own feelings under control.
Well its good that he found someone who could replace me so fast
and do it without it being a major transition. Im sure right now hes
feeling like hes better off with Hart. Its a great job and
Avery, I didnt mean to bring it up. Im really sorry that,
Jenna felt an awkward moment pass between them.
Hey, its a good job, Avery tried to be supportive of Jenna
and the man she loved. The pay is fantastic and the benefits are incredible.
Im sure that you wont have any problems once the little one is
born. Youll be set for life once you and Hart get married.
Actually, Jenna bit down on her lower lip, I dont
know if thats going to be in the cards for us. I mean sure the benefits
sound nice, but we arent really planning on getting married at this
point.
Not getting married? Avery repeated with wide eyes, Why
not?
Because there really isnt a need for it, Jenna further added
seeing the surprise behind Averys eyes. Harts got his life
and Ive got mine and what we have together just kind of falls into place
for us. We like how things are now and we dont see the need to go and
put a title on what we have.
But youre about to have a baby, Avery replied puzzled, Surely
that has to have you thinking about the place Hart will hold in your childs
life. If youre not married and he decides to
Were not thinking that far ahead, Jenna interrupted quickly,
and Im sure that whatever I need Hart will be there for me every
step of the way. We dont have to get married for me to know that he
loves me.
Yes, but what about your child? What are you going to tell the little
one? Avery couldnt help but ask.
Hey my parents arent married. There are plenty of people who dont
go through that kind of ceremonial procedure and they are just fine. Take
my mom and Preston for example. Theyve been together for as long as
I can remember and they both love one another so very much. Neither one of
them needed any kind of legal affirmation of that and I think Hart and I are
the same way, Jenna continued to explain to her, Besides, we have
enough going on with Hart getting to know Sam and with his father coming back
to town. That in itself has had him in an uproar over the way things have
been going. Its had him very stressed.
I take it that they dont exactly see eye to eye, Avery noted
thinking about what Brant had told her about the infamous Walt Steiner.
Not at all, but what makes matters worse is that I think Walt is really
here to start trying with Hart. He came back to mend fences because,
Jenna hesitated for a long moment, If I tell you something, can you
promise to keep it between just us?
Of course Jen, Avery nodded, Dont you know by now
anything that you tell me is strictly confidential.
Okay, Jenna decided letting out a long sigh, Its like
this. Walt came back to town to make amends with Hart because he found out
that hes only got a short time left to live. Hes been diagnosed
as terminal and he realizes hes made some mistakes with Hart, but hes
hoping that Hart will find a way to forgive him before hes gone.
I see, Avery listened to her, and you know this how?
I guessed, but Walt made me promise not to tell Hart. Its killing
me not to say anything, but I swore I wouldnt. Furthermore, I know Hart
is so angry with him. Hes got so many things going on right now that
Im really worried about him. Im afraid if he doesnt let
go of his anger, its going to eat him alive. Yet I cant tell him
what to do given that he and Walt have a lot of history between them that
he cant seem to move beyond.
If you want my advice, the best thing you can do is stay out of it.
While you might feel like you should push them towards one another, Ive
seen in my own experience that sometimes things just cant be fixed.
Sometimes people just cant move beyond whats happened to them.
Take Brooke for example, Avery tossed out at her, She and I have
had a hell of a lot of things happen to us and I can honestly tell you that
if she came to me tomorrow and told me she was terminal it wouldnt change
the way I felt about the situation. I still dont think I could forgive
her for murdering my child and trying to take Erin.
And I can understand that, but with Walt it seems like he wants to change--like
hes really trying to become a better person, Jenna thought about
her conversations with Walt.
Thats what they all say when they know they are backed into a
corner, Avery informed her point blank hearing the doorbell ring. Picking
her head up slightly she listened and heard it ring again. I wonder
who that could be.
Are you expecting anyone? Jenna questioned hearing Erin over the
baby monitor alerting them that she was awake.
No, I mean no one other than you, Avery added hearing her daughter
cry out again. Actually I should
Go get Erin, Jenna decided with a small smile, Ill
see who is here.
Thanks Jenna, Avery smiled taking off to go collect Erin as Jenna
made her way to the door.
Opening it Jenna found a delivery man standing before her with an oversized
bouquet or flowers and a stuffed teddy bear tucked under his arm. He smiled
at Jenna brightly and greeted her with a warm tone.
Good afternoon. Are you Avery Morrison? he asked shuffling a clipboard
out towards her.
No, but I can take that for her, Jenna replied signing for the
delivery and accepting the oversized bouquet of flowers and the toy. Thank
you.
No thank you, he smiled walking off as Avery reentered the living
room with Erin in her arms.
Tell Jenna hello princess, Avery spoke up keeping Erin in her
arms. She noticed the flowers Jenna was holding. Whats that?
If I had to guess I would say that someone was thinking about the both
of you, Jenna confessed showing Erin the teddy bear.
Oh my, Avery gasped moving in towards her friend, Russ said
that he had something special in store for tonight, but I didnt think
that he would do something like this. Its so beautiful and
He mustve wanted to see you smile. Hell be disappointed
that he wasnt here to see it, Jenna watched Erins gaze fix
on the teddy bear she was holding. Jenna waved it around in the air causing
Erin to stretch her arms out towards it while making a small sound.
I think your daddy picked the right one out, didnt he? Avery
laughed lightly seeing how excited Erin got at the notion of getting closer
to the bear.
Let me see her. You can read the card and Erin and I can play with this
big old bear that her daddy got for her, Jenna suggested reaching out
for Erin and shuffling the flowers into Averys arms.
Once Jenna had Erin securely in her arms, she sat down on the couch with her
while Avery took a long look at the bouquet before her. She touched one of
the pink flowers, a smile lifting over her lips at the thought of just how
far Russ had gone to cheer her up. Even if shed been feeling down earlier,
this seemed to do the trick in perking her up.
They really are beautiful, Jenna noted watching Avery open the
card.
Yes the are, Avery nodded before skimming over the card and reading
it aloud, To two of the most special women out there. Thank you for
being the brave, beautiful woman that you are love
.
Love? Jenna watched Averys face drain of all color. Avery
what is it?
They arent from Russ, Averys hand grew shaky before
she dropped the card.
Wait, but I thought that
Jenna saw the horrified expression
on Averys face. Avery what is it?
Theyre from Brooke, Avery mouthed feeling sick to her stomach
as she thought of all the horrible things her mother had done to her. To send
such a gift only made Avery realize all the more how sick her mother truly
was. I cant believe that she did this.
Maybe she is trying to apologize. Im not saying you should forgive
her, but
Jenna offered up seeing Avery break into a frenzy.
No, if she did this, she did this because she is up to something. Shes
got something up her sleeve and I cant let her get to me, Avery
announced reaching for the bouquet.
Before Jenna could say another word, she watched Avery move into the kitchen
turning the garbage disposal on before pushing flower after flower into the
sink and watching it be shredded. She opened her mouth to say something, but
as Avery broke into tears screaming at her mother for her actions, Jenna realized
that maybe now would be a good time to find out where Russ was right about
now.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Russ walked into the newspaper offices feeling a strong sense of familiarity
press in over him. While he hadnt been in here long before hed
faded away from Coral Valley, there was something about this place that remained
the same. It was as if the whole world had shifted right before his very eyes,
but the newspaper offices were still very much the same. This was the same
place that hed put together his hopes and dreams for building on that
hope for a paper that would be unlike anything else Coral Valley had ever
seen. He could still remember the day hed gotten the money together
to get the place going. At the time hed taken out a loan from his father
and it was one of those turning points in his life that he was sure to never
forget.
Youve never let me down even if I may have failed you, Russ
thought to himself glancing across the empty newsroom and remembering all
of the heart and soul that hed put into taking his paper from square
one and making it into something he could be proud of--something that would
hold true to his integrity and journalistic views. The Courier had been his
baby and it was something he could always say was honest and pure. Something
he was proud to be a part of--until today.
Of course today Chris Foley had made a mockery of that and thinking about
the trash that Chris had put out only made Russ further believe that it was
time to set things right. He may have been gone from the paper for months,
but he was far from being out. He wasnt about to let his hard work and
dedication fall to pieces after one person took everything that hed
held true with his paper and transformed it into something that compromised
all that Russ stood for.
No more, Russ announced decidedly making his way through the newsroom
over to where the offices were. He spotted his own office and felt a breath
of relief that things appeared to be as hed left it. He was even more
relieved to see another office with Chriss name on it, thus reaffirming
the fact that Avery hadnt been ready to let go of what Russ had fought
like hell to hold onto.
Flexing his jaw Russ marched towards Chris Foleys office ready to take
a stand for his paper. He knocked on the door seeing a light on behind the
closed door. He waited a couple moments for a response before finally turning
the knob and walking in to discover that it was empty. The desk light was
on and there were various clippings spread out over the top of the desk.
What in the
? Russ stepped forward realizing that each one
of them was somehow linked to Brant Ashford. Chris mustve been going
through the archives, Russ realized remembering how hed once been driven
by the need to destroy Brant, but unlike what Chris had done, Russ had taken
a more direct, more private approach.
Just what are you up to
Russ questioned wondering what Chris
had against Brant, but upon hearing footsteps behind him, he realized that
he wouldnt be left wondering for too much longer. He spun around ready
to lash out at Chris for his lack of ethics and integrity, but instead he
found himself face to face with a big surprise.
I warned you to back off, but now youre going to pay for not listening
to me. I told you to butt out of Angies life, Kevin roared marching
into the room with one swift, commanding motion, and now youre
going to have to answer to me for not backing off!
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
...to be continued...