Episode 353
So tell me what has Mr. Stupidity done to upset someone as beautiful
as you are? Craven questioned eyeing Ria intently as she finished off
the drink hed bought her. He circled his fingers for the bartender to
bring her another round quickly. He tipped his head to the side and let his
gaze travel over her long, slender legs before a smile teased over his features,
Surely he had to do something pretty awful to get you all riled up.
Hes just, she sighed heavily, frustrations carrying over
her as she looked to Craven, too nice for his own good.
Too nice? Craven arched a surprised brow. How can a man
be too nice for his own good and get you so worked up?
Well, its not that hes too nice exactly, but rather,
she paused contemplating her words as the bartender returned with another
round of drinks, theres this woman
Theres always a woman, he noted teasing his fingers out
over the top of the bar, one that would love to move in on something
that isnt hers.
Isnt that the truth, she huffed under her breath thinking
about the way in which Angela found her way back into Kevins life again.
She sighed further, She never lets him just be happy. She wont
give him a chance to just be happy. She always has to find a way to reel him
back in, but I suppose hes partly to blame too. I mean if he didnt
want to be taken in, then he wouldnt fall for it each and every
time.
We men find ourselves often led around by our instincts or rather our
sex drive at times, his gaze swept over Ria once again, Its
just a habit we find hard to break.
Yeah, well his sex drive shouldve been more than satisfied when
we were together, Ria blurted out with a small slur, I gave him
the best months of my life. I just loved him with everything, even gave up
on other things I had going on because Id waited forever for him. Hell,
I would still wait for him forever, but where is he?
Off with her, he half questioned arching an amused brow as he
slid in closer to her seat.
Damn it thats the part that sucks, Ria curled her lip in
a pout thinking about how much she hated the idea of Kevin being with Angela
again. That in itself caused her heart to sink all over again. Focusing on
the mirror in front of her, Ria wondered what it was that Kevin was doing
right about now. Okay, so maybe she didnt want to know, but it was the
not knowing and her imagining how Angela was playing him all over again that
was killing her.
It doesnt have to suck you know, Craven interrupted her
thoughts, his words trying to lure her in to ignoring her lingering thoughts
of Kevin. She felt his finger tips tease over hers on the top of the counter
and she fought to repress the shudder that carried over her.
As long as I dont have him yes it does, she explained glancing
over her shoulder at him and seeing the way his eyes were sparkling at her.
Tell me something, why are you still sticking around?
Maybe I thought you looked like you could use a listener tonight,
he shrugged his shoulders again, Or maybe I find myself wondering if
theres a way I can win you over and convince you that your man isnt
worth the trouble.
I know hes not worth the trouble, but
she shook her
head refusing to go down that road again. She forced a small smile, You
know I have to admit Im surprised you would even sit here with me considering
that I dumped a drink over your head.
Hey, its okay, he winked up at her leaning in dangerously
close to her, I figure if a woman is that upset its either a man
or PMS and in your case, well I was willing to chance it.
I wish I could say it wasnt a man and its most certainly
not
Ria stopped herself thinking about what Craven had said to
her.
Not what? Craven questioned giving her a long look and realizing
the color had drained from her face. Is something wrong?
Todays the twenty-first isnt it? Ria couldnt
help but ask feeling a lump building in the back of her throat. She let her
gaze fall to the glass in her hand and with a small gasp she nearly dropped
it.
Last time I checked, he nodded watching the liquid spill out of
the glass and onto the top of the bar.
I have to go, Ria replied abruptly a moment of panic crashing
down over her. She stepped away from the bar stool giving Craven one last
look before rushing out of the bar ready to get some air.
Once Ria was out of the bar, she found herself making her way out of the hotel
to the small drug store she has spotted during her arrival. There was no way
she hadnt realized what the day was. It had been a busy few weeks, but
the fact to the matter was that she hadnt really been keeping tabs on
much of anything since Kevin had come into her life, but something Craven
said had her suddenly worried that fate was throwing her yet another unexpected
curve.
Its nothing, Ria talked to herself catching the eyes of
an elderly woman behind the counter of the store shed just stepped into.
Excuse me, the woman blinked back at her, May I help you
with something?
Its nothing really, Ria repeated pushing her way down the
aisle in front of her knowing full well that she had to be overreacting to
what shed just come up with in her mind. Here she was ready to throw
in the towel with her relationship with Kevin. Hell, hed already given
up on her, yet with it being the twenty first and her having been so very
moody and
This is just stupid, she mouthed throwing her hands up in the
air and knocking down some boxes from the shelf beside her. That caused a
few people in the store to look up from where theyd been standing. She
felt her face grow red. Im sorry.
Ria bent down to pick up the boxes shed knocked over before she could
embarrass herself any further. Seeing that she was holding a box of condoms
in her hand, she leapt back dropping it as if it had burned her. She stepped
back further, her gaze locked on the display shed knocked over and she
felt a shiver race over her.
Miss, are you sure youre alright? the woman who had been
behind the counter questioned touching Rias shoulder and startling her.
No, Im not alright, Ria confessed in a frustrated breath
throwing her fingers up in the air once again. She spun around to face the
woman and began to speak up louder in a shriek, I left my boyfriend
back in Coral Valley where he obviously is shacking up with his ex-girlfriend
and Im here doing my job and slaving away over medical classes when
it dawned in on me that theres a very strong possibility that I might
be in big trouble. I mean I was just drinking a martini before and then it
hit me. Well, actually it didnt hit me until I was talking to this guy
at the bar, but
.do you have any idea what day it is?
Its the twenty first, the woman replied wearily unsure how
to react to the sudden outburst in Ria.
Youre damned right its the twenty first, Ria snapped
her dark eyes wild with a moment of frenzy, Do you have any idea what
that means?
Well no, but
the woman answered tentatively looking to the
back of the store where the pharmacist was already walking out around the
corner just in case there was anything he needed to do to keep Ria from hurting
anyone.
Ill tell you what it means, Ria answered in a shrill tone,
It means that I am that Im late--that Im three weeks late.
Three weeks late, the woman repeated realization suddenly dawning
in over her tired eyes. She turned to the pharmacist and waved her hand dismissively
at him alerting him that things were okay as she reached out to touch Rias
arm gently, Oh honey, do you think that youre pregnant?
If I am its going to be the most horrible, wonderful disaster
that Ive ever had in my life, Ria broke into tears suddenly feeling
as if the world came crashing down around her, because the man I love
doesnt love me and hes not going to leave her to be with me even
knowing Im having his baby and
Oh sweetheart, the woman reached out to embrace her sympathetically,
Its okay. Im sure things will work themselves out. He sounds
like a snake if hes going to be using you to cheat on his wife. The
baby will be much better off without him in his or her life if hes a
creep
No, youre not getting it. Hes my fiancé and shes
the other woman, Ria explained with a pained expression the beginnings
of a panic attack overtaking her as she thought about the turn of events.
Oh God and I had a martini tonight and I havent been taking care
of myself which means if Im pregnant, then I have a baby thats
going to be hurting because Ive been stuck in this self-loathing period
lately. I havent thought about sleeping right or eating like I should
or even taking care of myself because
Why dont we start with one of these, the woman suggested
holding out a home pregnancy test and handing it over to Ria. This might
help you with some of the answers to your questions youre having.
Youre right. Youre absolutely right. I mean I cant
be pregnant right now. It just has to be a mistake because there is no way
in the world that fate would let me have Kevins baby now that I dont
have Kevin. It would be unfair to give me something that Ive always
wanted only to take away the one thing that would make everything perfect.
That is probably just me jumping the gun and overreacting because theres
really no way that I could be pregnant, could I? Ria questioned with
a blank expression turning to the woman again.
I suppose anything is possible at this point, the woman replied
taking the box back from Ria, Ill just ring this up for you so
you can take it with you.
Okay, Ria nodded in a small voice wondering if she was going to
find herself on the receiving end of a surprise that would turn her world
upside down forever. The idea of having Kevins baby was something shed
always wondered about--always hoped that she would be able to share with him
each and every step of the way. When theyd first got together it was
about fun and exploring each other, but now to think that their time together
couldve brought about a new life--a new little person into the world.
Rias hand clasped over her abdomen as she sucked in a sharp breath wondering
if after taking the test she would find out that she was in fact having Kevins
baby. If the results said that she was, then she knew full well there would
be no avoiding Kevin. He had to know that he was going to be a father--that
they were going to be parents. She had to go back home and tell him even if
he was with that witch.
She turned her attention away from where shed been staring before and
she spotted someone in the aisle watching her with a weary expression. She
spotted the bottle of strawberry syrup in the mans hand and let out
a squeal. He seemed to jump back as Ria stomped forward ready to get out of
the store and back to her hotel room to take that step towards learning the
truth as soon as possible. As the man seemed to keep his eye on her Ria glared
over at him.
What havent you seen a pregnant woman before? Ria huffed
rolling her eyes and marching to the front of the store as she found herself
wondering if she was in fact about to learn some news about her situation
that would change her life forever!
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
So tell me something, Kevin began glancing into the backseat
where Erin was in her car seat playing with her ducky toy Avery had brought
along to keep her busy for the dinner ahead of them. He could see how much
joy Erin was getting out of the toy that promptly made its way to her
mouth. She made a noise before shaking it around in the air in front of her
laughing tiredly, with you and Russ, did you two plan on having a big
family with one another?
Russ always talked about having a whole baseball team, Avery confessed
with a tiny laugh shifting her attention between Erin and Kevin, He
always was a big Red Sox fan and he wasnt about to let the opportunity
to have a future full of All Stars in the family. Hes an amazing player
himself and if he wasnt so hung up on me, maybe he mightve been
up there himself with his favorites.
So he was a big ball player himself, eh? Kevin questioned lifting
a curious brow as Erin seemed to be contented with her toy in her arms.
Yeah he was one of the best Coral Valley had to offer and they scouted
him--even trying to coax him into finishing school early, but he wouldnt
leave me, Avery confessed with a small sigh sinking into her seat, He
had enough credits to graduate a semester before I did which wouldve
easily given him the chance to be ahead of the game for spring training, but
instead of following his dreams, he stayed back here for me. Sure, hell
tell you he had other obligations, but I know full well that he didnt
want to leave me and that had him give up his dreams there.
Or maybe his dreams changed, Kevin suggested glancing over at
her once again, because it sounds to me like hes loved you all
of his life.
Ive loved him for what feels like that long too, she replied
with a small sigh, and when I found out that he was giving up his chance
at going pro I broke up with him, but it didnt do any good. He still
refused to leave town and do what hed always loved.
It might have been a passion, but clearly it wasnt anywhere near
the passion he has for you, Kevin pointed out focusing on the road ahead
of him as he tried to reflect on his earlier spontaneous kiss hed thrown
on Avery. So tell me, why doesnt Erin have all those brothers
and sisters running around?
Because I lost our first child, Avery answered honestly seeing
Kevins expression change at his thoughtless comment, I left him
at the altar when I realized I was having a miscarriage. At the time I thought
that there was something wrong with me. I even had people telling me that
I would never be able to give Russ the family he wanted, so I gave him a way
to have his dream of happiness with someone else who could give him all of
his dreams.
But that obviously wasnt what was meant to be, Kevin noted
looking in the rearview mirror to see that Erin had drifted off to sleep.
When I found out that I was pregnant with Erin it was an incredible
surprise. It was a miracle and I knew that regardless of whether Russ and
I would be together I had to have her, Avery confessed with a small
sigh turning to watch her daughter. Shes everything to me and
I fought like hell to bring her into this world.
And you did a wonderful job, Kevin smiled thoughtfully taking
the time to look at Avery, Shes every bit as spunky as you are
and I can see theres a lot of love between the three of you. Who knows
maybe one day youll have some more miracles ahead of you?
Avery couldnt help but smile, Now that my mothers away it
might happen considering that she was the reason I lost my child the first
time. She drugged me and it caused the miscarriage and
Im sorry, Kevin watched Avery trail off turning her gaze
out over the town passing them by. No mother should do that.
No they shouldnt and I cant help but wonder what might have
happened if she wouldnt have tried to keep Russ and I apart by killing
our child. If our baby was still alive, then maybe the happiest day of our
lives couldve continued to be the happiest day and with Erin, she could
have a big brother or sister right now and
Avery stopped herself
feeling choked up on her emotions. She felt Kevins fingers press on
her leg gently before he spoke up in a soothing tone.
You know it sounds like you and Russ missed out on a lot of time with
one another. I would hate to think that you would have to lose any more of
it just because of a few misunderstandings when its clear there is a
lot of love still very much alive between the both of you. Sure, things might
not seem clear right now, but maybe if you just take a moment to think about
what it is that you both have in your hearts, then you might find the answers
youre searching for, he suggested turning off of the main road
to lead them in the direction of the restaurant.
Maybe youre right, Avery sighed glancing over her shoulder
once again at her sleeping daughter as she wondered if perhaps she had taken
things too far in letting Russ walk out of the house. Thinking about the pained
expression on his face when shed begged him to leave, Avery found herself
wanting nothing more than to find a way to repair the damage that had been
done between them before they missed out on more moments that they could never
reclaim between them again.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Ken stepped into the kitchen thinking about the spell that Wendy had taken
a few days ago. While hed tried to downplay the situation the fact to
the matter was that he was terrified, worried beyond belief about the woman
he loved. Wendy had tried to dismiss the situation, but Ken knew better. Ken
was well aware that there was more happening than she wanted to admit.
Hey you, he heard Wendy call out to him from where she was perched
on one of the chairs near the countertop. She was thumbing through a newspaper
and Ken couldnt help but notice that her face had drained of its
normal color. Still he forced a smile and approached her moving in to kiss
her on the cheek.
Hey yourself beautiful, he whispered pressing his lips in against
her ear before standing up straighter again. He reached out to touch her face
gently before growing suddenly serious, How are you feeling?
Better now that youre here, she smiled up at him feeling
his fingers press into her long, dark hair.
No really, he searched her eyes again, How are you doing?
Ken, I already said that I was fine, she started to protest knowing
full well what was really on his mind. I know youre worried about
me because of what happened the other night, but I already said that everything
will be okay. I was just overdoing it the other night and it came back to
haunt me.
Which made me less than happy, he reminded her with a sigh leaning
in to kiss her again, I worry about you.
You shouldnt, she reached out to squeeze his hand in hers,
because whatever is meant to happen will happen. Ive accepted
my fate.
Well I havent and Im not about to lose you in all of this,
he added seeing worry behind her dark eyes.
Ken, I know that you want to believe that there is some light at the
end of the tunnel, but Im a realist about this one. We both know that
things arent going to get better overnight. I wont wake up tomorrow
being completely perfect, she added worry creasing her brow, I
dont want you to start believing in something that may never happen
As long as we have one another anything is possible. I firmly believe
that, he added kissing the top of her head once again before going to
the refrigerator to pull out some orange juice.
Ken, she sighed tipping her head to the side to face him. She
saw the way he was ignoring the obvious truth in front of them and she tried
to keep things in perspective, Im going away this weekend.
What? he popped his head out of the refrigerator long enough to
see she was telling the truth, Why? Where are you going?
Im not going too far, she explained with a small sigh, but
I have treatment this weekend. Its something that I have to do pretty
regularly and
And well do it together, Ken decided pulling out the carton
of orange juice and walking over to get a glass. We can be there to
support one another.
Ken, you really dont want to see me after one of my treatments.
They arent very invigorating. Hell, they are miserable, she added
offering up a taste of honesty.
Then well endure them with one another, he poured himself
a drink before walking over to her. He wrapped his arm around her shoulders
and kissed her again, Wendy you arent alone in this anymore. We
have each other and its time that we focused on what it is that we can
do together.
I know that Ken, but
Wendy started only to hear the sound
of running in the hallway just outside the kitchen. A moment later she spotted
Brant and Matt joining them in the kitchen area.
I totally killed you Brant, Matt explained in a matter of fact
tone. He rushed over to one of the bar stools near the counter and climbed
up on it to face Brant down, Face it you might be good, but Im
better.
Thats because you were cheating, Brant wrinkled his nose
at Matt before laughing, Besides I thought you didnt like video
games.
I dont, Matt shrugged his shoulders before reaching for
an apple from the fruit bowl in front of him, I just know strategy thats
all.
Is that right? Brant questioned pulling out a box of granola for
Matt before nodding over at Ken and Wendy, Hi.
Hi, Ken replied glancing over at Matt again, I see youre
entertaining.
Nah, Im just babysitting Brant, Matt piped in with a bright
grin before taking a bite of his apple. He spoke up with a mouthful and nodded
over towards Brant again, Unfortunately Im not getting paid for
it though.
Ill give you paid for it, Brant reached out to collect Matt
in his arms pulling him off of the stool and tickling him with a quick movement.
Stop! Matt laughed wildly spitting out the piece of apple he had
in his mouth, Brant Im going to choke.
Oh Im sorry, Brant set Matt down on the stool before playing
with his dark hair, Matt likes to think hes babysitting and that
he hates video games, but the truth to the matter is hes only trying
to fool us by saying that.
I do hate them, Matt confessed glancing over at Wendy before grinning,
except they are sort of cool when I beat Brant. My dad is never able
to do it, so Im pretty psyched that I can beat Brant.
You were cheating, Brant slid in to take a seat across from Matt.
Behind that cute exterior lies the heart of a conman.
Conmen cheat people. I merely point out a persons weaknesses and
then exploit them, Matt shrugged his shoulders before reaching for his
apple again.
Does your father have any idea what a piece of work you are? Ken
couldnt help but chuckle seeing the pride that Matt took in boasting
about his abilities.
Yeah he knows Im brilliant, Matt nodded in confession, and
he lets me use my talents all the time on my Uncle Nate. Ive gotten
him to do some crazy stuff.
Such as? Wendy arched a curious brow.
Trust me you dont want to know, Brant couldnt help
but laugh remembering the night he and Don found Nate with his hand down the
garbage disposal upon Matts urgings.
Oh it cant be that bad, Ken goaded further thinking about
how little Matt was.
Lets just say that Im the cerebral assassin, Matt
explained with a wide smirk, and there isnt anyone who can beat
me when Im up for a challenge.
Is that right? Ken laughed lightly before shaking his head, Well
Ill have you know I just bought a new game system and Ive been
pretty good at it lately.
Ill beat you, Matt decided with a bored expression, Twenty
bucks says that not only do I beat you, but Ill make you cry by the
time you see my score is at least a hundred thousand points more than yours
at any game.
Hmm, well I dont know if I would cry over it, but
Ken pondered the thought for a moment.
Trust me Ken, youll cry when hes finished with you,
Brant teased thinking about his godson and how Matt thrived in his ability
to be better than the rest. Reaching out to Matt again Brant nudged him slightly,
What do you say we play on teams? You and me against Ken and Wendy?
Um no, dont get me wrong Brant youre cool, but Im
a ladies man all the way, Matt snubbed Brant before turning to Wendy
and pouring out the charm, What do you say? Care to be my partner in
this new game?
Id love to, Wendy laughed lightly before looking to Ken,
What can I say hes a charmer?
So Ive noticed, Ken replied thinking about how Matt had
found a way to lighten up the situation without realizing it. As he watched
Matt pull Wendy out of the kitchen with him, he just hoped that whatever was
ahead for him and Wendy would lead to good times down the road instead of
misery.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
I cant believe that your brother totally flaked on you with Matt,
Jackie sighed looking over at where Zane was playing in the small play area
in the pizza place that they were at. She watched him talking with a couple
of the other children before she turned her attention to Lindsay again, I
wouldve thought that he wouldve let Matt come along so that you
could keep Zane busy.
Zane seems to be enjoying himself right now, Lindsay sipped on
her cherry coke before glancing over at Deanas son. Hes
pretty easily amused. Plus hes a fun kid.
Perhaps, but hes not exactly a guy magnet while were here,
Jackie frowned thinking about the day shed had planned ahead of her.
I mean dont get me wrong I dont mind having him around because
hes cute, but with Matt here Im sure that he wouldnt have
rushed over the moment a guy approached either one of us.
Um in case you havent noticed, I dont think this is the
kind of place for us to find a guy unless of course hes the married
kind, Lindsay motioned to the various parents with their children who
were playing on the toys and video games area. Im not looking
for someone with kids just yet.
Well neither am I, but there are hot guys here, Jackie surveyed
the area before nodding over towards behind the counter where a guy was taking
orders, Like him for example. Hes kind of hot.
Who? Lindsay followed her friends stare before honing in
on the person Jackie had pointed out. Eeew, no hes not hot. Ive
seen him before hanging around school and I think hes a senior or something.
So, Jackie shrugged her shoulders before smacking her lips together
to smear the lip gloss she was wearing. She pulled at the clingy fabric of
her shirt in an attempt to accentuate her cleavage further before she looked
to Lindsay, I heard from Amy, who heard from Emily, who heard from Keri
that hes so totally hot in bed.
What? Lindsays jaw practically dropped at her friends
admission, Youve got to be kidding me right.
No, not at all, Jackie reached into her purse and pulled out her
compact to check her appearance, Rumor has it that hes very well
hung if you know what I mean
Okay, just stop right there, Lindsay held her hand up in the air
in an attempt to cover her ears, I so dont need to be listening
to this.
Why not? Jackie reached out across the table to pry Lindsays
hands away from her ears. There is totally nothing wrong with talking
about how hot a guy is.
Talking about how hot a guy is, well is one thing, but to talk about
a guy like that, Lindsay wrinkled her nose at the thought, At
our age it just is not something that I want to get into.
Why? Because you think that you have to be a virgin forever? Jackie
snapped her compact together again before sliding it back into her purse.
Theres totally nothing wrong with sex you know.
I never said there was, Lindsay protected a frown curling over
her lips, but at the same time I dont think that Im old
enough to be getting into that just yet. Lets face it any guy that we
meet now is more than likely not the guy were going to spend the rest
of our lives with. I dont want to find someone and get into that whole
part of a relationship only to blow my future down the road.
Its not exactly your future that youll be blowing and trust
me once you give it a try, youre going to love it, Jackie wiggled
her brow suggestively, I mean really its not all that bad even
though your parents have you brainwashed into believing that you have to wait
until youre eighty to enjoy life.
I do enjoy life, Lindsay protested with a scowl, but I dont
feel the need to jump the first guy that says hello to me just to say that
Im grown up and different.
I dont think anyone would ever accuse you of being different when
it comes to sex, Jackie paused before a thought occurred to her, well
okay so maybe they might say you are because youre not doing it, but
Can we just drop it? Lindsay frowned over at her wanting nothing
more than to change the subject, Besides I thought that you had a boyfriend.
I do, but there is nothing wrong with window shopping, Jackie
glanced over at the man behind the counter again, I mean its not
like Im married or anything.
Or loyal for that matter, Lindsay muttered under her breath before
shaking her head, You know there are nice guys out there who might just
like you for you.
Yeah and the Easter Bunny is still real. All guys are the same and you
have to know how to manipulate them. They are great eye candy and they need
to be treated accordingly, Jackie paused her dark eyes widening as something
caught her attention across the way, Speaking of great eye candy.
Huh? Lindsay turned around to see Daniel walking towards them.
Feeling a blush rise over her features she took in a breath and reached for
her glass again. Where is he?
Coming this way, Jackie replied turning her attention to her friend
again. She tipped her head to the side and gave Lindsay a once over, Are
you okay? Your face is all red.
Yeah Im fine. Im just
Lindsay started opening
her mouth to say something more when she heard a sound rise up from the play
area.
Thats mine, Zane protested to one of the children who shoved
at him in the play area with the plastic balls. Give it back.
No way loser, the other boy tossed a ball at Zanes head
before taking off with his toy.
Wonderful, Jackie rolled her eyes seeing Zane go after the other
child before the two started to fight.
Oh no, Lindsay rushed up from the table moving over to break up
the impending fight. She dove into the play area and tried to intervene before
things got ugly.
Hey Daniel, Jackie waved at the new arrival seeing him stopping
right at the table in front of her, Hows it going?
Whats Lindsay doing? Daniel questioned seeing the confusion
inside of the play area. Are they fighting?
Who knows, Jackie shrugged her shoulders before motioning to the
seat Lindsay was sitting in, I think shell figure it out sooner
or later. How about you sit down while shes gone so we can talk?
Actually she looks like she needs help, Daniel noted kicking off
his shoes and marching over to the play area. Without hesitation he dove inside
and wiggled his way through the balls over to where Lindsay and Zane were.
What seems to be the problem?
He stole my toy! Zane snapped glaring at the other larger child
in front of him, I got that with my tickets and he took it!
Did not you baby, the other boy stuck his tongue out at Zane before
glaring at him, You are a stupid loser and this is mine.
No its mine! Zane shouted ready to lunge forward again as
Lindsay held him back.
Zane calm down! Lindsay pleaded with Zane knowing full well that
the toy was his despite the other boys protests. Can you please
just give him his toy back?
Eat me, the other boy snarled over at Lindsay before attempting
to walk away.
I dont think so, Daniel caught his arm before he left, I
know your parents and I dont think they would appreciate your talking
to a girl that way or picking on a little kid for that matter.
Screw off, the boy spat out at Daniel before attempting to make
another retreat.
Fine, then be that way, but Im calling your mom as soon as I get
out of here. Shes not going to be happy about this, Daniel warned
him sharply before looking out over to the tables area, On second thought
maybe Ill just go talk to her myself.
No wait, the boy replied tossing the toy over at Zane in a haste
before moving to block Daniel from leaving to tell on him. I didnt
want his stupid loser toy anyways.
Its not a loser toy, Zane shouted with a huff watching the
boy leave the area. He turned to Lindsay with big, frustrated eyes and frowned,
Its not a loser toy at all.
Of course its not Zane, Lindsay nodded pulling him into
an embrace, He was just jealous.
And why wouldnt he be? Daniel piped in surprising Lindsay
with his words. He reached for the toy the other child had discarded and took
a look at it, Its only like the coolest toy in the whole, wide
world and I can see why anyone would want to have it.
Really? You think its cool? Zanes eyes lit up with
curiosity.
So cool in fact that I think there is only one thing that would make
it cooler, Daniel nodded in confession, On the way inside here
I passed by a toy store that had one like it, but it was its battle
partner.
Really? They had it in a second edition just like this one is?
Zane questioned again reaching for the action figure hed had with him
earlier.
Oh yeah and Im telling you it was pretty cool. Maybe you could
take Lindsay with us and we could go get one, Daniel suggested flashing
a smile over at Lindsay, What do you say?
Well I really dont have a lot of money on me because of the pizza
and
Lindsay started nervously feeling her face grow hot at the
way that Daniel smiled at her. There was just something about him that she
couldnt help but admit made her like him all the more.
Itll be my treat, Daniel offered up with a small wink, After
all anyone cool enough to have the one toy absolutely needs the second one.
Right on. Ill go tell Jackie, Zane announced racing over
to the exit of the play area. He stopped only long enough to face them again,
Are you two coming?
In a second, Daniel nodded watching Zane return to Jackie before
his eyes focused on Lindsay again, I hope you dont mind my stepping
in like this.
I can pay you back later, she offered up thinking about what he
was trying to do for Zane. I normally have some money on me, but
Dont worry about it, he waved his hand dismissively at her,
I want to do something for the little guy. Its no fun being picked
on.
No its not, she nodded in agreement thinking about the way
that Daniel stepped in to the situation.
Besides, I like Zane. Hes a cute kid, Daniel explained further
with a warm smile, I think he deserves a reward after not getting into
a major scuffle.
That was only because you intervened, Lindsay couldnt help
but point out to him. You stopped it all from going crazy in here when
you threatened to tell on that boy. He was really afraid of what you would
say to his parents.
Funny, Daniel let out an ironic laugh, because I didnt
have the first clue who his parents were. I was bluffing.
Seriously? her blue eyes widened with surprise.
Thats right, he nodded with a laugh noticing where the boy
had run off to, and it paid off. I dont think hell be picking
on Zane or talking bad to anyone all that soon since hell never know
who will tell on him.
Lets hope so, she replied taking in a breath before looking
around the area, Well I guess we should go find Zane.
Yeah, he nodded in response seeing her move past him, Wait.
What? she questioned turning around to face him again. She looked
down to see his hand was curled around her wrist preventing her from leaving.
I thought it over, he blurted out in a quick breath, and
I know how you can pay me back for the toy were getting Zane.
Excuse me, Lindsay blinked up at him confused by his words. Look
I can get you the money later in the week if
No, I dont want money, he admitted honestly.
I dont understand, she shifted her eyes to the balls they
were in back to his gaze again.
I want you to go out with me, you know like a real date, Daniel
blurted out surprising her with his words.
Really? I um
she fought to find the right thing to say,
but that was the last thing that came out, I cant go out with
you. I mean I dont date.
Why not? he questioned with a small frown. Do you have a
boyfriend or something?
No, my father doesnt really want me to have one since Im
so young and, she pause thinking about how Jackie would say she sounded
stupid, I mean my parents just want me to focus on school and
What would you like to focus on? he questioned catching her off
guard completely.
My future, she shrugged her shoulders before offering up a nervous
laugh, Sounds stupid doesnt it?
No, not at all. I feel the same way which is why I feel obligated to
tell you that I was thinking about perhaps just hanging out, not something
that could get us into trouble. If youre worried that Im some
kind of pervert or something
he cleared his throat uneasily.
No its not that. Its just
she struggled to find
the right words to say to him.
We can even invite Jackie if you want. My cousin is in town and hes
going to be staying for a while. We could double with them and that way it
wont really be like a date. It could be fun and just a friendly thing.
Your father does let you have friends, doesnt he? he couldnt
help but flash a hopeful smile at her.
Yeah, I can have friends, she nodded biting down on her lower
lip nervously before smiling at him, Since you put it that way I think
we can work on something.
Then its a date? he replied eagerly his face lighting up
at the notion.
Its a friend date, she agreed realizing that she was more
excited than she let on considering that she had thought about seeing Daniel
again. Smiling to herself she couldnt help but enjoy the moment of him
asking her out. It was like a dream come true, well except for the part where
Zane was shouting at her and Daniel to join him outside of the play area.
She spotted security approaching them since she and Daniel were too large
to be in the play area.
We should probably get out of here fast, Daniel noted reaching
for her hand and dragging her to the edge of the area.
Right, she nodded in agreement hoisting herself up and out of
the balls all the while thinking about how her day was turning around for
the better now that Daniel had arrived. Maybe just maybe things were picking
up for her after all considering she could always use a new friend--especially
a cute one like Daniel.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Evie stood behind the bar surveying the empty area in front of her. While
it was nights like these that were usually packed in the hip bar it seemed
that tonight was a slow night after all. Shed had three tables to wait
on since JT had bumped her up to waitress and between the three of them shed
made only two dollars and fifty cents as a tip, which wasnt about to
help anything. Frowning she fixed her eyes in on a table in the far corner
of the room where two men shed waited on earlier were still nursing
away at their beers while spouting off about sports scores.
Guess who, she heard a warm voice whisper in the back of her ear
while soft hands pressed in over her eyes blocking out the men shed
been watching.
Santa Claus, she teased with a small smile immediately recognizing
the familiar cologne that surrounded the air around her.
Not quite, but youre going to feel like its Christmas when
I tell you what I have in store for us, JT whispered pressing a small
kiss over the side of her neck before removing his fingers from her eyes.
She turned in his arms to see the smile that spilled over his lips.
And just why is that? she questioned with a curious grin taking
advantage of the way he was holding her. His hand was pressed firmly around
her waist tapering off over her hip while she wrapped her arms around his
shoulders. Are you going to spoil me?
Maybe, his grin expanded as he leaned down to steal a quick kiss
from her, Lets just say that as your boss I have decided that
Im going to give you a vacation.
A vacation, she repeated giving him a strange look, I hope
its not a permanent one.
As much as you would enjoy that, he teased with a small wink,
Im not that generous. However, I would like to know how the idea
of spending a couple of weeks laying on a white sand beach clad in a bikini
and drinking margaritas sounds to you?
Are you serious? her eyes widened at the suggestion.
Well, they wont be alcoholic considering that youre not
old enough yet and Ive had more than my share, he teased with
a small laugh before squeezing her closer to him, but yeah, Im
very serious. I talked to my brother earlier and we worked out an arrangement
for me to spend a couple of weeks at his lush beach house with the woman of
my choice.
I see and youre assuming that Ill say yes, huh? she
teased again giving him a sideways glance, Who is to say I havent
been given a better offer while you were away?
JT released her and let out a small sigh, Well, if youre all about
staying here with some other guy and waiting tables, Im sure I could
find another woman more than willing to have me rub suntan oil all over her
back and show her about the fine art of skinny dipping.
Skinny dipping, she repeated her dark eyes immediately perking
up on the suggestion, Okay Im like so in on that one.
What about your other plans? he tossed back at her feeling her
slide her arms around his waist.
I think that they arent nearly as pressing as the ones Im
making up right now for you and I once I have you alone in paradise,
she whispered warmly stepping up on her toes to tease her lips over his, feeling
him respond to her kiss as his arm dropped around her waist and pulled her
up closer to him.
And just what will those plans entail? he questioned lazily as
their lips parted and he found himself lost in her dark eyes.
Lets just say that Im thinking after we take that dip you
mentioned, maybe you and I could take the time to get to know one another,
her finger tips teased over his shoulders once again, a little more
intimately. I mean youve been saying that you want to wait until something
special comes up and I think that sounds very special to me.
Ah, so I see how this is, JT laughed lightly at her tempting words,
You just want to go away with me so that Ill finally let you seduce
me.
Id gladly do it right here in town, but since youre talking
about the tropics, I figured there is nothing sexier than making love on a
hammock on the beach at sunset, she whispered in a throaty voice nibbling
on his lower lip gently. So what do you say? Tempted?
I thought I was supposed to be the one tempting you, he couldnt
help but gulp thinking about what this trip would mean to their relationship.
Im more than tempted, she promised tangling her fingers
through his hair, Im packed and ready to leave whenever you are.
No youre not, he shook his head at her and laughed, You
dont have anything.
Given the plans I have for us, Im not going to need anything more
than what I have on right now, she motioned to the low cut form fitting
blue shirt shed been wearing since her uniform shirt was still stained
from a rowdy night at the bar and her tiny black skirt. Ill probably
actually need less than this on most of the time.
All this talk is making me very, he trailed off feeling her lips
hovering over his.
Aroused, she finished for him, placing her index finger over the
center of his lips.
Hungry, he pressed a kiss over her finger, I havent
had a thing today and Im starved.
Im sure I can find a remedy for that one, she grinned widely
leaning up to kiss him once again.
As much as Im interested, I think Im going to need real
food for now, he stepped away from the kiss and winked at her, Besides
I think I should build my strength before we leave town otherwise I have a
feeling that youre not going to leave me much to work with on the island.
We wouldnt want that, Evie replied feeling him pull her
back into the kitchen to make some dinner as she realized that things were
most certainly looking up for her now that JT was going to whisk her away
to paradise. It was perfect!
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
So you can see why I came to you considering that you are one of the
few people who arent connected to any of this, Angela finished
her tale as she sank in over the bar turning her attention to Russ as he sipped
his drink in front of him.
I wouldnt go that far, Russ set down his drink and tipped
his head to the side to take a long look at her remembering how much fun they
had with one another back when he was someone else living a life that wasnt
meant for him. Shed been haunted back then and it was clear that she
was still haunted by a past that she had no control over and a future that
she was uncertain about. He contemplated his words before finally speaking
up, Though I do have to ask you something.
Whats that? Angela questioned bringing her hand up to the
side of her face as she watched him.
Do you love him? Russ couldnt help but ask thinking about
the tale shed told him about Cameron, Brant and Kevin and about the
lies that clearly surrounded her life.
Who? she curled her lips into a pout eyeing him intently.
Well for starters I know you care about your brother. It wouldnt
be normal not to even if he is a snake, Russ noted with a frown, his
thoughts turning to his arch-rival, but I wasnt talking about
him. I was asking about Brant. I mean yeah Ill be the first one to tell
you that I cant stand the man. Hate would be too kind of a word in this
particular situation, but in all truthfulness this isnt about how I
feel about Brant. This is about you and what it is that you two have together.
I honestly dont know what we have together, she sighed heavily
placing her hand on her swelled abdomen as her gaze followed the movement
of her hand.
On the contrary, I think you know full well what it is that you two
have together, Russ caught the movement shed made, and something
tells me that you love him. That even after what Cameron told you about Brant
you still love him. The other night Cameron took advantage of a moment that
he never should have pushed upon any of us.
Avery wasnt exactly thrilled either, was she, she couldnt
help but ask taking a moment out of her own concerns to think about the situation
Russ had been thrown into.
If you were in her shoes you wouldnt have been happy either, would
you? he arched a speculative brow watching her shake her head in response.
Not at all, she admitted freely reaching for her glass of juice,
I lost you once on the island and it felt like the end of the world.
I couldnt imagine having spent my life loving you and then losing you
again.
I hope it hasnt come to that, Russ pondered aloud thinking
about the last time hed seen Avery, though if you want my advice
Angela you should stop listening to the world and start listening to your
heart. This situation isnt just about you and Brant any longer. Its
about your children too.
But if Brant is a murderer
Angela started with a small shudder.
Hes a whole hell of a lot of things, but I dont really believe
hes a murderer, Russ blurted out without a second thought, I
dont think he has it in him. Yes, he has plenty of reason to snap, but
he wouldnt do that even at his worst. He wasnt like his--our father.
Your father, she repeated seeing Russ shudder again, Brant
mentioned he was a monster.
Thats putting it mildly, Russ confessed with a long sigh,
I grew up despising the man and the entire family because I knew full
well that Nicholas Ashford spelled trouble. I had no idea that he was my biological
father and if my parents had their way I think they would have kept that from
me for the rest of my life, but I learned the hard way.
How so? she couldnt help but ask.
Nicholas tried to kill me only the woman he sent to do it didnt
have the heart to murder me, he confessed pained at the memory of the
turn of events leading up to his disappearance. She drugged me and took
me out of town. When I woke up, I found out that someone I truly believed
was a good person had turned on me. Not only did she try to take me from my
family, but she helped Nicholas steal my life from me. I managed to escape
however and in the midst of running away, I encountered some bad weather and
the boat I was on was in a crash. I must have hit my head and somehow I washed
up on shore and
Into my life, she finished placing her hand on top of his gently,
which obviously only further complicated things considering that Avery
and I look so much like
You saved my life Angela, he reminded her pointedly, and
regardless of what ever else happened or didnt happen between us, if
you hadnt found me, I may not have made it back home to Avery and Erin.
I owe you my life.
No you dont, she smiled lightly shaking her head, I
was just doing my job.
No you did a lot more than that and thats why Im going to
go out on a limb with you and tell you that while I know Nicholas is a monster
who tried to murder me and steal my life from me, Brant is not the same as
him. Yes, he did a lot of devious and underhanded things to sabotage me with
Avery and Ill always hate him for that, but with you, Russ paused
finding himself in a moment of conflict, Ill push the personal
feelings I have about him aside and say that I think that Brant wouldnt
do what Cameron accused him of doing. Brant isnt a violent person who
is out for some kind of greedy agenda. Hes been spending his time trying
to fix the mistakes his father has made when it gets down to business and
he turned his company around from being one of the most seedy empires in town
to being almost respectable there.
Yet you cant stand him, she pointed out with a frown, and
that should say something there.
Quite honestly I think Brant is a jerk. Thats not going to change.
Hes done a lot of really horrible things to me in an attempt to keep
me from Avery, but thats between us, not between you and him,
he informed her point blank, and from what Ive seen you two obviously
have a history with one another and clearly a future with those two little
ones. Its up to you whether or not you decide to find your way back
to him, but for arguments sake you wanted my opinion and I really dont
believe that Brant killed your father. With Nicholas Ashford, I wouldnt
have to second guess that one. Im sure that hes probably played
a hand in it, but with Brant, not a chance.
Thats funny considering your own feelings, she still added
with a shake of her head, I mean its not every day that you sit
here telling people to give Brant a chance to redeem himself.
I dont think its ever come up before and it probably will
never come up again, but if Avery taught me nothing else its that life
is about second chances and in love all the rules just simply dont apply,
Russ added thinking about all the times Avery had tried to reason with him
about Brants nature. Im not saying that Im going to
start Brants fan club, but at the same time he is the father of your
children and if you love him, I think its worth finding all the facts
if you can.
Youre right, she nodded in agreement forcing a small smile,
Somehow you always were.
I always am, he winked back at her, No just kidding, but
seriously Im glad that I could help you with that situation and since
it seems Kevins running behind, maybe I can help you out with that one
too.
Another person that youre not rather fond of, she noted
seeing him let out a small laugh, right?
Actually Kevins growing on me. Now that Im not trying to
steal you from his life he seems to be much more reasonable, Russ explained
thinking about his newfound friend in Kevin. Although he might not be
too happy with me right now considering that I just kind of kicked his ass
so to speak.
I dont understand, she replied with a sideways glance.
It was just a huge misunderstanding. I came home and found him in my
shower and I thought the worst. I started thinking that something was going
on with him and Avery and, he waved his hand dismissively, It
was just ridiculous.
Actually maybe it wasnt, Angela placed her hand on top of
his, I mean I hate to say it Russ, but Kevin has always kind of had
a thing for me over the years.
Gee, you think, he rolled her eyes at her comment, the man
is in love with you and anyone with eyes can see that--well anyone except
you.
Which means youve got a whole lot to worry about now that Kevin
and I arent talking to one another. I mean the way I see it if he thinks
hes lost me, then Im sure hes doing all that he can to get
close to her. After all shes the closest thing to me that he has right
now, which should give you a lot to worry about if youre not careful.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
What the hell are you doing here? Cameron greeted Sarah with
a snarl seeing her standing in his study awaiting his arrival. He noticed
that she was fingering through a couple of the books hed had on the
shelves and as she turned to face him he couldnt help but frown. Havent
you done enough lately?
Cameron, Im here because I need your help, she explained
pointedly stepping towards him with a venom in her tone, You owe me
that much after everything thats happened.
Cameron couldnt help but laugh wildly at her words. He took a step forward
and eyed her with muted amusement, Do you honestly believe that Sarah?
Do you really feel that after what transpired at your wedding from hell that
you are really in a position to be requiring some kind of favor from me?
Cameron, you owe me, she repeated her eyes narrowing with anger
after what shed seen with Kyle. Now that shed lost him and Diego
wasnt speaking with her, she knew that she had to find a way to reclaim
her life again. She wanted Kyle, but he was being stubborn and undoubtedly
he was in the mood to make her suffer for what hed perceived shed
done against him. With Diego he was clearly allowing his sister to push him
around, which had only left her with one option--Cameron. Now as she stood
before him she could see that he was neither thrilled or happy to see her,
but she didnt care.
I dont owe you anything Sarah, he breezed past her making
his way over to the mini bar across the room, You made your bed and
now you can lie in it. Everything thats happened to you, you brought
on yourself by doing what youve done.
I didnt do anything wrong, she snapped stomping her foot
down and causing a vase on one of the tables to rattle with it. Can
I help it if I find myself drawn to men? I was only following my instincts
and
Clearly theyve lead you astray, he couldnt help but
chortle remembering the way in which shed been dumped at the altar,
since it would seem that your Herculean hero has washed his hands of
you as has your psychiatrist. Though I never pegged him for much of a fighter
myself.
Im not here to talk about them, Sarah marched over towards
him her dark eyes piercing his with a newfound determination, Right
now Im here to talk about us and about the deal we made.
All of our negotiations were off the moment you decided to get yourself
outed in the middle of that ceremony. Do you have any idea what that little
indiscretion has done to me? he challenged arching a curious brow over
at her.
Like you care, she rolled her eyes at him. Everyone in this
town hates you anyways so its nothing new.
Nothing new, he roared with sudden laughter, Sarah in case
you havent noticed my association with you caused me to be put in an
unsavory spotlight which doesnt fit into my plans for the future. Quite
honestly I dont care what happens to you at this point. Your romantic
endeavors are not my problem. I have no desire to get caught up in your drama.
You cant just blow me off that easily Cameron. Youre going
to help me, Sarah challenged seeing him ready to walk away from her.
Watch me, he shrugged not bothering to look back at her. He was
halfway out of the door as he muttered under his breath, Dont
let the door hit you on the way out.
Im not leaving Cameron, she marched out after him reaching
out to snag his arm with her fingers. She forced him to turn around to face
her again with a scowl on her face, Youre not going anywhere until
you agree to help me because Im not taking no for an answer plain and
simple.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Daddy, Matt greeted his father with a big hug as Don entered Brants
arcade to find the two of them playing a round of video games with one another,
thank heaven you saved me from all of this.
All of what? Don picked his son up pulling him into his arms,
All of this fun?
Video games are fun yes, but they have a bit of a mind dulling effect
after a while, Matt pointed out with a small frown, You of all
people should know that because Nate is a prime example of that.
Nates a moron and that has nothing to do with video games,
Don teased with a small laugh turning to his friend, Though I hear my
son gets to start charging by the hour for being Dr. Phil.
That was all him, Brant set the controller down hed been
playing with and laughed, He was bound and determined to help me find
a way to reach out to Angela.
So tell me did you crash and burn? Don inquired with a curious
expression feeling Matt tug on his pant leg.
He didnt totally crash and burn because I managed to hook him
up with dinner, Matt dusted off the sleeve of his shirt and grinned
proudly, Not all that bad for a days work, wouldnt you agree?
Not bad at all, Don gave Matt a high five before spotting Ken
and Wendy in the hallway, Hey I thought I heard company.
I was checking to see if Brant was treating Matt right considering I
heard Matt shouting in here before, Ken teased lightly laughing at seeing
his brother on the floor. I take it Matt beat you at your own game.
Matts a pro at this game even if he pretends to hate it,
Brant winked over at Matt, though I do have this new race car game that
I would love to show him. I just had it shipped in since its kind of
a hot game right now.
Hot game? Matt glanced over at Brant trying to hide his interest.
Thats right, Brant nodded pointing to the far end of the
arcade. Its one of those games that you get to sit inside of it
and start driving it like you would be really driving a car. I mean its
trivial kid stuff and its all a virtual environment, but
Say no more. I am so there, Matt wiggled out of his fathers
arms and raced over to the game system.
I didnt have to say that twice, Brant laughed lightly before
motioning to Wendy, Ken tells me youre pretty good at this one.
Want to give it a try?
Oh I dont know if, Wendy shrugged her shoulders before turning
to Ken again.
Go ahead, Ken waved his hand with a grin, Show my brother
that hes not top dog around here while I have a word with Don. He thinks
hes the best, but I still say hes a cheater.
Oh come on. Ill play fair this time with Wendy, Brant grinned
up at his brothers girlfriend, I might even be nice and spot you
a few points to get started.
How generous, she teased moving in to join Brant over at the game
hed been playing while Ken pulled Don back into the hallway.
So whats up? Don questioned catching the expression on Kens
face when Ken had urged Wendy to go with Brant.
I just wanted to talk to you about Wendy, Ken paused an uneasiness
carrying over him, I mean I know youre a doctor and all and I
thought that maybe if you had some time you might convince her to seek out
some kind of second opinion.
Why is something wrong? Don couldnt help but ask with a
worried expression.
I just dont think the treatment shes on is really helping
her, Ken revealed in a low whisper, a sadness carrying over him, I
mean I know that this illness may very well get the best of her, but there
has to be some other treatment out there for what she has. Some other way
to help cope
I wish I could offer you the answers that youre looking for, but
at this point in time theres nothing more that medical science can do.
Weve got a lot of things in the works as youre well aware of,
but at this point Wendys on the only treatment available for her condition,
Don answered with a sigh, I wish I could tell you more, but
I know Im asking a lot, but I just dont want to lose her
again. I know its selfish, but given what shes gone through I
just wish I could spare her the pain and help her get stronger again,
Ken glanced over into the game room where he watched Brant and Wendy laughing
with one another while playing the game. I dont know how I could
live with that considering that Ive already buried one of the women
Ive loved this past year. I dont want to have to do it again.
Hopefully that wont happen. Maybe with a little faith things will
turn themselves around, Don replied knowing full well he was offering
his pal false hope, but still he couldnt let Ken get lost in a depression
since what was important was the time that he still had with the woman he
loved. If you want my advice just be there for her and cherish each
second you have together. Thats whats really important.
I know, Ken nodded turning to Brant and Wendy once again as he
found himself wondering just how much time he had with the woman he loved
more than anything. Hed been enjoying their newfound reunion with one
another and with each passing day he found himself more and more in love with
her and wanting to hold onto what they had with one another--even if it meant
moving heaven and earth to make it happen.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Thanks for doing this, Lindsay smiled over at Daniel now that
it was clear that Zane was beyond thrilled with the toy that Daniel had bought
for him, You totally made his day. Im sure when he goes home hes
going to be bouncing off the walls for his mom.
Hey, I like to see people smile, Daniel confessed sheepishly,
turning his attention to Lindsay once again, especially you.
Thanks, she paused feeling a blush carry over her, I think.
Youre really pretty when you smile. Well, its not like youre
not very pretty all the time, but
Daniel started to say something
more causing more color to rise over Lindsays features when a sound
interrupted them.
You know its getting kind of late Linds and there are places I
think we need to get to, Jackie replied impatiently clearly having had
more than enough of the toy store. She looked over at Daniel before frowning,
I have to pick John up too you know.
Right, Lindsay turned her attention to Daniel once again, I
really appreciate your doing this for him and Ill totally pay you back.
With dinner or something, Daniel suggested once again, You
said youd go out with me.
I know what I said, but
Lindsay stopped herself when the
sound of her phone ringing carried over the moment. She fished into her pocket
and pulled out the cell phone noticing it was her mother as she answered brightly,
Hi mom.
Hey Lindsay, Alicia began in a cheerful tone, I was just
calling to check in on you since I hadnt heard anything from you. Hows
it going?
Things are fine, Lindsay glanced over at Daniel again, Better
than fine.
Great, thats wonderful to hear. And Zane is behaving? Alicia
questioned curiously.
Yeah, hes had a really busy day. Hes going to have a lot
to tell Deana when he finally gets home, Lindsay added thinking about
the day shed spent with Zane, Jackie and especially Daniel, Everything
has been really fun today.
Im glad to hear it, Alicia replied brightly, I always
like knowing that youre having a good time. Speaking of which Don called
earlier. He said he wanted me to tell you that Stacy was in town.
She is? Lindsay replied enthusiastically, Seriously?
Yeah, she just came in and Don mentioned that it sounded like maybe
Stacy could use a friend right now. He said that she was staying with her
Uncle Dave and I thought that maybe you might want to stop by later and see
her if you and Jackie werent busy, Alicia suggested without delay.
Yeah, I think we can totally do that, Lindsay promised before
looking to Daniel again, Im sure Jackie would love to see Stacy.
Good, then be safe and have fun honey. Dont forget to check in
later, Alicia added after a moment, And remember I love you.
I love you too mom, Lindsay finished hanging up the phone and
turning to Daniel once again.
Good news? he arched a curious brow catching the change in her
voice.
A friend of mine is in town, she nodded with a bright smile, We
havent seen one another in a long time, but when we were younger we
were like best friends.
She sounds cool then. After all what friend of yours wouldnt be?
he tossed back at her with a grin.
Yeah, she shuffled on her feet before looking over her shoulder
at Jackie, Well Jackie has to go and
I understand, he nodded in response before clearing his throat,
So um Ill call you tomorrow then.
Sure, she cleared her throat again, That would be great.
Cool, then maybe we can get together with my cousin and your friend
who is in town or something. Jackie too if youd like, Daniel added
brightly, We can make a day of it.
Id like that, Lindsay took a step back, Thanks. It
was a lot of fun today.
Yeah it was, he waved as Lindsay turned around to join Jackie
once again.
What was that all about? Jackie couldnt help but ask turning
to look at Daniel who was still watching them walk away.
Were just going to hang out later, Lindsay explained brightly,
Tomorrow or something.
I see, Jackie couldnt help but smirk, well thats
interesting.
Why? Lindsay couldnt help but ask catching her friends
cryptic tone.
Because hes an Ashford and Ashfords, well they have a reputation
for living life in the fast lane so to speak, Jackie mouthed fighting
to repress the laugh that bubbled in the back of her throat. No offense
Linds, but youre more of a person who takes it slow--really slow.
Daniel doesnt seem like hes like that, Lindsay noted
thinking about her new friend, Hes a really nice guy.
All guys seem nice when they want something. Im sure Daniels
no different than the rest of them, but hey its cool, Jackie grinned
at her again, You might find that you actually enjoy guys after seeing
him.
I do enjoy guys. Im just not going to end up with a kid of my
own at this age, Lindsay protested with a frown not liking her friends
implications, I happen to have my future ahead of me.
You say that now, but once Daniel flashes you that smile of his, youll
be lost to the Ashford charm, Jackie laughed lightly before seeing Zane
running up to jump on one of the candy machines in front of them, Hey
Zane, watch it. Get down.
Lindsay opened her mouth to say something, but stopped as she watched Jackie
rushing over to pull Zane off of the candy machine. While Jackie thought she
knew everything about Daniel, Lindsay was convinced that Jackie was wrong.
Daniel was a nice guy and he was someone Lindsay enjoyed, not someone with
an agenda. As Lindsay joined Zane and Jackie, she vowed not to worry about
it at the moment considering that things were looking up for her. Daniel was
a nice guy and she had nothing to worry about. She was sure of it.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
So what do you say? Want to cut out of here early? JT questioned
meeting Evie at the bar as it was clear that business wasnt going to
pick up for the night.
Are you kidding me, she smiled at him tipping her head back to
see him watching her closely, I thought you would never ask.
Good because I was thinking that wed go meet up with my brother
so that I can show him just how special the person Im taking to his
place is, JT grinned down at her before wrapping his arm around her
waist, I wanted Cam to meet you considering that I owe him huge for
what hes doing for us.
Id like that, she turned in his arms pulling him into an
embrace, but furthermore I would really like to get you back to your
place and maybe get you undressed and then we could
Jumping the gun again my dear, he laughed lightly shaking his
head at her, Now I thought we agreed that we would find paradise in
paradise so to speak.
I know what we said, but I was thinking we could renegotiate the terms
a little bit, she dropped her palm down flat over his chest. Reaching
in underneath the bottom of his shirt she ran her fingers over his abdomen
and felt him shiver against her urgings. Smiling inwardly she leaned up on
her toes to kiss the side of his neck. Speaking up heatedly, she nibbled on
his earlobe, What do you say JT?
I promised Cameron that he would get to see you, he groaned feeling
his resolve slowly slipping away at her urgings. Finally he placed his hand
over hers and pulled her into the backroom behind the bar. He pressed his
forehead to hers and let out a small sigh, Youre going to be the
death of me. I hope you realize that.
I was really thinking more along the lines of being the thing that brings
you back to life again, she purred against his skin feeling his body
heat up against hers. She scratched her nail lightly over the top of his jeans,
thumb playing with the button on them as a wicked smirk spread over her, Tell
me JT how much would it take to get you hot and bothered right about now?
I think youve already started working on that, JT gulped
feeling her pop open the button on his jeans. He looked out into the bar and
noticed that there was no one really around in the restaurant area. His gaze
snapped up to hers once again and he spoke up in a quiet, sensual tone, Youd
better stop playing with fire or else youre going to get burned Evie
and we cant have that.
I happen to like the thought of getting burned, she explained
with a tiny wink catching the zipper of his pants between her thumb and index
finger. She teased with it, snagging it down just a bit before stopping and
meeting his gaze again, What about you?
I dont particularly like the idea of losing my cool at work,
he answered taking in a small breath as her hand pressed against the top of
his pants feeling his body respond to her.
I think I like the idea of you losing your cool, she explained
with a wicked smirk, moving her fingers over the material before her. She
pulled on the zipper once again ready to further explore his body when a buzzing
conjured up at his hip.
Duty calls, he answered quickly turning away from her and reaching
for his phone. He brought it up to his ear quickly before readjusting his
pants again, Hello. Oh hey Cam. I was just talking about you. Yes, I
was going to bring that special friend over like we talked about earlier.
Thats right.
Evie let out a laugh before leaning up against the counter and watching JT
trying to keep his cool after shed attempted to shake him up a bit.
She could see that shed gotten to him and the more she thought about
the island, the more she found herself wanting to get into that scenario that
JT had painted for them. She smiled imagining just what it would be like to
be alone with him in paradise and as he continued his phone call, she pondered
just how perfect life was going to be for them once theyd bonded with
one another.
Sorry about that, JT spun around to face her with a frown.
Something wrong? she questioned curiously.
My brother had something come up, so were going to have to reschedule,
JT explained pushing his phone back into his pocket, He had some kind
of meeting or something so hes not going to be able to meet with us.
Thats alright, she stepped in closer to him, because
Im sure that you and I can think of ways to keep busy with one another
tonight instead.
Honestly, JT bit down on his lip, I think we should probably
get planning for this trip to paradise. There are a few things I think were
both going to need and since Camerons not busy, I think shopping might
be a good idea. What do you say?
Well, I suppose if youre buying and youre wanting me to
model swimsuits for you, we can work out something, she scratched her
nails over his chest once again before he let out a small laugh.
Youre dangerous, he shook his head at her again.
But you like dangerous, she reminded him before taking his hand
in hers, Come on were going to have to move fast if we are even
thinking about making it to the mall before it closes.
Actually I had another place in mind. Its a different kind of
store, but Im sure its one youll rather enjoy in your state
of mind, JT decided ready to prepare them for the fantasy trip of a
lifetime now that hed found someone he could actually have fun with
in a relationship. Sure, in most cases hed leap to sex and then to the
next partner, but with Evie there was something special and he promised himself
that he would find a way to make this trip memorable for the both of them
in more ways than either one of them could imagine!
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Its not going to happen Sarah, Cameron shrugged out of
her reach. He frowned down at her before shaking his head at her, I
wouldve thought that you were better than this. Being so pathetic really
doesnt suit you.
Cameron Im not going to let this world write me off just because
I was strong enough to give in to my desires. I cant help it if I find
myself having a great many cravings from the world around me. No one in this
town has a right to condemn me for that, she blurted out with an angry
scowl.
No one says that they do, but this isnt my place to be listening
to this. Go groveling to Diego or Kyle because Im sure they are tender
hearted enough to consider listening to you, Cameron snubbed her again
before offering up a wicked laugh, Although I would try a different
approach with them. Being a woman of worldly pleasures probably wont
appeal to their sensitive natures.
Cameron, you know damn well that neither one of them is going to talk
to me. They both are believing the worst of me because they are afraid to
see things as they really are, she continued to rant feeling her anger
mounting.
How is that Sarah? That you slept with half the town and now youre
not sure who the father of your child is? That youve played them both
and now they are both bitter? Cameron couldnt help but ask with
an amused laugh, Im sure they know full well how it really is
Sarah.
Then perhaps youre the one in denial because you know as well
as I do that they arent the only ones who should consider a vested interest
in all of this, Sarah stepped forward her dark eyes meeting his with
a newfound determination. You know as well as I do that they arent
the only candidates for fatherhood.
Of course not. Given that youve been sleeping with half of Coral
Valley Im sure that the time frame opens a lot of windows of opportunity
for people who would like to be a father, Cameron shook his head at
the thought, but unfortunately for you thats not my problem.
Thats where youre wrong Cameron, she challenged watching
him turn away from her once again, Because even though I mightve
slept with a few people between the time I got pregnant and now, the fact
to the matter is that around the time I was pregnant there were only three
men Id slept with and you were one of them.
Of course it falls back on me, Cameron couldnt help but
laugh thinking about her desperate plea to get him to help her. Let
me guess you want me to offer up my sympathy out of the kindness of my heart
and then offer you anything you need so that you can get back on your feet
again because the child could be mine.
Dont even stand there and pretend that you havent thought
about it, she searched his dark eyes for a long moment. You know
as well as I do that this just didnt pop up overnight between us Cameron.
There is no us Sarah, Cameron couldnt help but laugh at
her insinuation. You know that.
What I know is that I think the world would be interested in hearing
that you and I were sleeping together back when you were married to my sister--back
when I first came to town and you wanted to sample what it was like to be
with sisters, she shot out at him icily, When you came to me and
decided that you wanted me.
You were the one who seduced me back when you werent getting the
attention from your precious Kyle, Cameron spun around to face her once
again, And dont wax poetic on the situation Sarah. It was sex--nothing
more and nothing less.
Sex that you enjoyed enough to keep coming back for even after you knew
Kyle and I were together, she reminded him moving forward to placed
her hand over the center of his chest. You can try to deny it now Cameron,
but we both know that youve been into this for a very long time.
You havent made that much of an impression on me Sarah,
Cameron replied dismissively, and besides who would believe anything
you have to say right now no the matter?
Anyone who knows how desperate you were to keep Douglas from getting
his hands on Charles. You and I both made an arrangement back then and you
said you would honor it, Sarah mouthed bitterly thinking about her secret
association with Cameron in the past. We offered a helping hand to one
another.
And in the end neither one of us got what we wanted, Cameron tossed
at her flippantly, From where I stand its best to cut our losses.
Are you so sure you can do that Cameron when we both know full well
there is a strong chance that a part of our arrangement could be right here
inside of me, she reached out to take his hand in hers and place it
over her abdomen. I know full well that there are really only two men
in this world who could possibly be the father of my child and we both know
that youre in the top running.
Only because Kyle tossed you aside and Diego is too much of a coward
to own up to his feelings, Cameron rolled his eyes at the mention of
her fling. He doesnt even know what it means to be a man because
he runs at the first sign of weakness.
The same weakness that you would want to claim your child? Sarah
arched a curious brow watching the expression on his face, Tell me something
Cameron, can you honestly let me walk out of here taking the baby with me
when we both know that there is a fifty-fifty chance that youre the
father?
Dont you mean thirty three percent chance? he corrected
giving her a brief once over.
Kyles not the father, Sarah blurted out with a heavy sigh,
I wish like hell he was, but after doing the math I know full well that
you and Diego are the only possibilities.
Thats not what you were saying a few minutes ago, Cameron
reminded her with an ironic laugh, You may want to keep your stories
straight Sarah because this indecision makes you come off as pathetic.
Pathetic would be letting me walk out of your life without you lifting
a finger to help me when I could be carrying your son or daughter, Sarah
explained standing up taller and meeting his eyes again, Ive done
my homework and I know my history Cameron. I know full well that you and Diego
share a lot more than animosity between you.
I dont know what youre talking about, Cameron scoffed
shaking his head at her. Youre grasping.
Am I? she couldnt help but eye him intently, because
from what Ive heard Im not the only woman youve shared between
you. Yes, I know that you both had a thing for my sister, which deems you
both as pathetic, but shes not who Im talking about.
Sarah, I think its best you leave, Cameron warned her sharply
turning to walk down the hallway in the opposite direction.
I know that you were sleeping with Maria Sanchez and that even though
Diego goes on and on about how she was the love of his life, the fact to the
matter was that it was your child she lost in that accident and not his,
Sarah watched him stop mid-movement before a wicked smirk carried over her
features.
Why would you say such a thing? Cameron questioned turning around
to face her once again.
Because as I said before Ive done my homework Cameron, Sarah
shook her head before taking a bold step forward, It turns out that
Little Miss Innocent wasnt all that innocent after all when she decided
that the best thing she could do to further her cause was to sleep with the
enemy so to speak.
It wasnt like that, Cameron mouthed with a scowl glaring
over at her. You know nothing about Maria.
I know enough to know that she was a lying, cheating whore just like
the world perceives me to be. She was engaged to be married to Diego, but
pregnant with your child. It makes for an ironic twist doesnt it?
she wiggled her brow suggestively, Of course what makes it all the more
ironic is that Diego has spent his years vowing to take you down and have
his revenge on you due to the fact that you ripped away his one true love
by having her murdered, but the fact to the matter is that you werent
at all responsible for her death. How could you be when you were about to
have a child with her? Of course there theres always the possibility
that her death wasnt a murder or an accident after all. Maybe she pushed
herself in front of that car to avoid the horrible fate of spending her life
tied to you through a child.
Enough, Cameron marched forward anger burning behind his eyes,
You have no right to come in here and make assumptions about things
which you know nothing about.
I know enough to get Diego to open his eyes up about what you really
were. He might not want to listen to me, but once he knows about you and Maria--about
how you blackmailed her into sleeping with you by promising her that you would
save her little apartment complex. Im sure hed love to know all
about how you forced her into your bed, into your life by holding her cause
hostage with your insignificant promises in the barter between the both of
you, she continued to push at his buttons seeing the rage expand behind
his eyes. All I would have to do was say the word and Diego wouldnt
need anymore reason than that to go after you. Whether or not he cared about
me would be irrelevant because he would want to make you burn for hurting
the woman he loved.
First of all your claims are unwarranted and even if they had any inkling
of truth in them, they would be horribly skewed, Cameron warned waving
his hand around in the air, A woman like Maria Sanchez would not be
one that I would take by force. If Maria was in my bed it was because it was
where she wanted to be. It would be because it was the one place where she
felt truly alive unlike the farce of happiness she pretended to have with
her psychiatrist. She knew nothing of living until she was in my arms. I gave
her a reason to believe in the world again and Diego was the one who was disillusioned
about the way things really were. He claims to know pain and suffering, yet
he doesnt have the first idea of what its like to see everything
that youve held onto fade away in the blink of an eye. He has no idea
what it is to silently mourn the loss of the one true thing in your life again
and again with the world perceiving you as the monster.
But he may have the opportunity to know it if you take away what could
possibly be his last chance at a new start, she coaxed him further moving
in to place his hand on her abdomen again, Its a win/win situation
for you Cameron. If Diego is this childs father, then youll have
the chance to steal everything away from him as he intended to do with Maria.
He wanted to live with her and share his life with her raising your child
as his own. Even now he still believes that he is that childs father
and that the rights to mourn are only his. He sees you as a monster, as the
one thing that stole his happiness, but in reality he stole yours. Now is
your chance to get even. If Im pregnant with his child, then you can
have what was supposed to be his. You can take what he couldve had,
but now it is no longer an option.
And if Im the father? Cameron couldnt help but ask
his dark eyes clouded over by the first hint of interest since shed
walked in through the door.
Then I guess it would prove that fate wanted you to have something all
over again in your life. Even if you and I arent exactly what you would
call true romance, we do have something together--something powerful and regardless
of this childs paternity, our union could prove to be something that
would give you a very distinct advantage over the world around you. It could
help provide you with the kind of power that you truly crave Cameron,
she eased her palm flat out over the center of his chest, a wide grin expanding
over her lips, All you have to do is open yourself up to the possibilities
of what if should you agree to help me help you.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Craven walked up to the front desk taking note of the woman who stood behind
the counter. She was hunched over looking completely bored with what she was
doing and in that moment he knew hed found his in to the situation that
he had walked right into. He approached the woman greeting her with a bright
smile before leaning in on the opposite end of the counter.
Rough night? he couldnt help but question seeing her stand
up almost immediately. She had a surprised look on her face and he could see
she was shuffling to pull herself together as he watched her closely.
Something like that, she nodded before tossing out an apologetic
expression, Im sorry about that. I know it was unprofessional
and
We all have bad nights or bad days for that matter, he shrugged
his shoulders simply before flashing a bright, white smile over at her, I
think Ive had more of them than you can imagine so please dont
apologize for taking a moment to give yourself at time out.
Its completely unprofessional and, she offered up her face
growing red with embarrassment.
It can be our little secret, he suggested leaning in closer to
her before offering up a wink, What do you say?
Sure, she nodded in response bringing her hand up to toy with
a piece of her long, dark hair that had escaped from the bobby pin that shed
kept the rest of it up with. What can I do for you?
You could say Im having a bad night myself, he mouthed thinking
about his earlier exchange with Ria. You see my wife and I kind of got
into a fight with one another and she ran out on me. We were at the bar and
well lets just say she thought a waitress was flirting with me, which
she wasnt and before I knew it I was wearing her drink.
Oh thats awful, the woman nodded listening to his tale.
What makes matters worse is that its our anniversary. We came
out here to celebrate together and make the most of this special occasion.
Weve been married five years you see, but in the middle of our fight,
she left me in the bar by myself, he inched in closer to her lowering
his voice just enough for her to hear him, Not only did she run out
after she stomped my heart, but she also took our hotel room key with her.
Im afraid I dont have a card to get into the room.
Oh I see, the woman nodded in response, Well Im sure
that if I look you up and you give me some identification then it wont
be a problem. We can just
She has my wallet as well, Craven replied with a sigh before looking
to what was in his hand, although I do have her purse if that would
help.
Her purse? the woman replied giving him a strange look.
With her identification, he informed her with another smile opening
it up and pulling out Rias drivers license. He gave it a brief
once over before holding it out to her, You have no idea how moody my
wife is, but I would like to find a way to make it up to her. Perhaps I could
get you to help me bring room service into things and get us some champagne
and strawberries.
Im sure we can arrange it, the woman nodded looking over
at Rias identification before a frown touched over her lips, Im
afraid I cant give you another key card.
Why not? Craven frowned at her.
Because she left specific orders not to be disturbed, she explained
to him with a shake of her head, and it appears that there was only
one key card picked up by her.
Thats because we didnt arrive together. Look I wouldve
called her and had her explain it to you, but right now she isnt speaking
with me. I really wanted this to be a special anniversary, but now
he trailed off with a heavy sigh. He flashed her a hopeful smile before speaking
up again, Surely you believe in true love, dont you?
Well, she paused glancing over at the monitor again before taking
in a breath, I really cant offer this to you given that the room
is registered in her name and she only has herself listed in the reservation.
She and I were together earlier today at the bar. You can ask the bartender
if you dont believe me that my wife was sharing a drink with me before
she got upset, he pleaded with her before reaching into his pocket and
pulling out a couple hundred dollar bills, Please in the name of true
love.
Well since you put it that way, she clicked away at a few keys
on the computer before moving to retrieve a card key for him. She searched
the area around them before sliding it casually over to him in a small movement,
You didnt get this from me.
Youre a life saver or in this case a marriage saver. Thanks I
owe you, he winked at her before depositing the card into his pocket.
He turned to leave before stopping and facing her once again, That was
room five fifteen wasnt it?
No it was actually room five twenty six, she replied quickly as
he offered up a snap of his fingers.
Thats right, he smiled at her brightly, See youre
already making my day better. Things have to be looking up for us both.
Good luck with your wife, she called out after him as he approached
the elevators knowing full well that luck would have nothing to do with what
he had in mind once he got to Rias room. While she had no idea what
was in store for her, he knew full well that he was about to give her a whole
new perspective on things--one shed never forget.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Ria paced around her hotel room shuffling her feet over the carpet as she
thought about the pregnancy test shed just taken in the other room.
Shed been so damned shaky when shed pulled it together earlier
after shed left the bar. To think that there was a possibility that
she might be pregnant was just beyond mind boggling. There was no way this
could be happening to her now. She couldnt have this to deal with on
top of everything else.
Youre just having a really bad week, she thought to herself
trying not to let her memories of Kevin get the best of her. As she moved
around her hotel room anticipating the time to arrive when she could check
the test results she found herself thinking about the last time shed
seen him. She could still remember the pain shed felt in walking away
from him, yet when she thought of how hed played her for a fool time
and time again, she knew she couldnt live that way.
I cant always be his second choice, Ria mouthed to herself
turning around to pace to the other side of the room when she heard the sound
of her alarm on her clock going off to alert her that the time was up. She
stopped moving and felt herself frozen in the middle of the floor terrified
of what she might uncover once she returned to the small bathroom in the hotel
room.
You can do this, she tried to coach herself into just moving forward
and checking the results. In a matter of moments she would know if she and
Kevin were truly over or if they would have something that would forever link
them to one another. It was in that not knowing that she found herself in
the real turmoil. Closing her eyes she thought back to how it felt to have
him making love to her, how it was to be in his arms, having him kiss her
all over and promise her forever.
It was just a lie--one that you bought into because you really believed
he thought you were special, she could hear a voice in the back of her
mind taunting. Still as she thought about Kevin and how much they seemed to
have with one another, her heart sank. Shed been in love with him for
so very long, yet those feelings werent mutual. The fact that she could
be having his child would be irrelevant to him in his quest to always put
Angela first.
Thats it, Ria forced herself to focus. She brought her hands
up through her hair and marched into the bathroom ready to learn the truth.
She reached for the wand ready to see if it was pink or blue as the box had
indicated, but much to her dismay it was a brown color.
Brown? Ria blinked back not able to believe what was happening.
She set it aside and reached for the box again reviewing the instructions.
Its not supposed to be brown. This cant be happening. Damn
it!
Ria kicked at the trash can knocking it over when another sound rose above
the ones she was making in the bathroom. She listened closely before hearing
a rustling sound once again. Frowning she reached for her makeup bag as she
wondered if someone was in her room. She listened at the door for a moment
before unzipping her makeup bag and pulling out the nail file. There was certainly
the sound of someone rustling through things, she realized and with a frown
she stood taller wishing like hell shed had her cell phone on her.
You can do this, Ria mouthed to her reflection opting to take
a step out and confront whomever was in the room. She leapt out quickly in
the hopes of stopping whomever was in there, but much to her surprise the
room was empty. She looked around and realized that everything was as shed
left it. Suddenly shed felt foolish.
Youre getting paranoid, she mouthed to herself ready to
return to the bathroom when she heard a knock on the door. She let out a small
yelp before turning towards the sound. Frowning she set down her nail file
and vowed to pull herself together. She approached the door taking in a small
breath before opening it with a fake smile.
Hey beautiful, Craven smiled at her with a wide grin while leaning
in casually against the door frame, did you miss me?
How did you? her eyes widened as she spotted the stranger shed
met at the bar in front of her door.
The how isnt important, but rather the what it is that I can do
for you is what really matters because I can promise you Ria that what I have
for you is something that you want. Quite honestly its something that
I know you cant resist taking from me, he flashed her a cryptic
smirk before standing up taller and meeting her dark eyes, the question
is what are you going to give me when I let you know what my real agenda for
us is?
Excuse me, she replied blinking back at him with a confused expression.
What is that supposed to mean?
It means that by the time I have my chance to tell you what it is I
really want from you, youll find that youll be forever indebted
to me, he explained with an arrogant grin knowing full well that he
was on the first step towards getting Ria exactly where he wanted her to be
for the future. Of course she had no idea what was in store for her just yet,
but he was about to begin what it was hed set out to do in finding her
once again and the best part was shed never truly see it coming.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
I really dont think I have anything to worry about with Avery
and Kevin, Russ shook his head in refusal not giving Angelas warning
any further thought. He closed his eyes briefly and thought back to what had
transpired between him and Avery when they were alone with one another. Dont
get me wrong I can see how it might be easy for you to draw that conclusion,
but thats simply not how it is. I know Avery and I are having our share
of problems, but she and I still have something pretty solid.
I thought that Brant and I did too, but you see what happened to that,
Angela pointed out with a frown, Things just come up and you cant
help but find yourself in a situation that you never planned on being in.
I realize that considering that your brother beat me to the punch in
telling Avery about you and I, Russ shook his head in frustration, which
was a really stupid thing because I should have been honest with her from
the moment I came home. Its just that we had so much on our plate dealing
with Bruce and then Erin and then Brant and
Im sure it all took its toll on the relationship, but once
you lie about something, you cant ever take it back, she paused
thinking about her own situation, Avery has to be feeling betrayed and
hurt right now that you were able to carry on and have a whole other life
without her. I mean if you hadnt regained your memory you and I might
be together on the island right now married to one another and sharing a future
together.
But I did get my memory back and when I was on the island, he
hesitated feeling a moment of anxiety pass over him, I wasnt myself
and I did things that I wouldnt normally do.
You thought you found love and you were willing to fight for it. You
saw me as the woman you loved and it was what you were focused on, Angela
added in reflection, bringing her hand through her dark hair, You said
it yourself that anyone with eyes saw that Kevin had feelings for me and you
were one of those people.
Russ nodded in confession, I even confronted him on it after he told
me to stay away from you.
But you didnt stay away. In fact Im sure you pursued me
more relentlessly, she wiggled her brow at him suggestively seeing that
he was getting a bit uneasy with the topic of discussion, Face it Russ,
Kevins a great guy but hes got an ax to grind since you stepped
in his way.
I cant believe Im hearing this out of you, he blinked
back at her surprise in his voice, Hes your best friend.
Who also happened to murder my husband, Angela blurted out with
a pained expression, He didnt even bother trying to deny that
one.
Im sure there was a reason why things happened like they did,
Russ answered in a pinched tone, Kevin doesnt strike me as a man
who is full of violence and rage.
Yet you could clearly see that he had feelings for me, she added
with a wrinkled expression, Face it Russ, I broke his heart. I knew
on some level he was in love with me and maybe I lead him on, but when you
and I were together I didnt want to play on what I had with him again.
Id gone down that road of bringing him into my life to throw him away
and doing it over and over again. The last time we tried romance we failed
miserably and I was ready to move on. He wasnt prepared for that and
the fact that you were the guy that I tried to do that with hurt him.
I didnt mean to hurt him just like I never meant to hurt you or
anyone else, his voice raised with agitation as he stood up from the
barstool he was seated on, If I was myself
But you werent yourself Russ, she matched his movement standing
up in front of him, her dark eyes penetrating his, and as much as you
want to keep saying it wasnt you on some level it was. It was you I
spent time with, you who made love to me and you that I was going to marry
even if you didnt know your name. It was in your heart.
I was confused. I thought that you were Avery on some level and,
Russ threw his hands up in the air and let out a groan, This is ridiculous.
I only agreed to talk to you because I wanted to help.
And thats what Im trying to do for you, she reached
out to grab his arm forcing him to turn around and face her, Russ, if
you think that Avery is going to forget and forgive the fact that the man
she loves slept with another woman, youve got another thing coming.
Women dont forget those things. They dont forgive someone finding
another person in their life and then lying about it.
The circumstances arent exactly what they seem in this situation,
he further argued with her feeling her fingers curl further around his bicep.
It wasnt my fault.
Regardless of who is to blame the fact to the matter is that we slept
together Russ. We almost got married and Kevin hated absolutely every single
second of it and Averys bound to feel the same way if she loves you
like you think she does. Im sure by now after learning what she did
from Cameron, shes got to be furious with you and I wouldnt be
surprised if this was the time that Kevin moved in for the kill, she
explained in a frenzied tone thinking about the man shed had an on and
off again relationship over the years, Id even go so far to say
that youre being naïve to think that Kevin wouldnt take the
chance to be with her now if for no other reason than to get back at you and
me for what weve done. Averys being betrayed, so Im sure
if Kevin suggests it, shell consider it if for no other reason than
to even the score.
There isnt a score to be evened. This isnt a game. This
is my life and I know for a fact that my wife is not going to sleep with Kevin
Adonis or any other man for that matter when she loves me, Russ snapped
back at her, agitation growing behind his bright green eyes.
In a perfect world that would make sense, but right now Russ its
not a perfect world and the last time I checked shes not your wife,
Angela blurted out coldly feeling a shudder press over her at the thought
of Avery and Brant being together. Hell at this point even if I did
go back to Brant, hes not free to be mine. He might be the father of
my children, but hes still married to her.
Thats irrelevant. He drew up divorce papers, Russ added
with a frown, but I thought you would have known that considering you
and Brant are together.
I know it, but that doesnt mean that things wont change.
Im sure if Kevin and Brant cant have me
Angela started
again with a huff.
Are there no limits to your ego? he couldnt help but laugh,
Angela while I tried to be nice about it, the fact to the matter is
that in my life there has always been only Avery and there will always be
only Avery. Whatever happened on the island is irrelevant to my life and it
always will be.
But it wont be to her, Angela watched him turn away from
her in an attempt to step away from the bar and towards the restaurants
exit. It wont ever be irrelevant to her and we both know that.
What do you want from me? Russ finally spun around to face her
again, his green eyes narrowing down at her, Are you trying to use me
to hurt Brant? I mean youre spouting off about how Kevin is going to
steal Avery away from me, but is that really what you think?
I was just trying to help you with Avery, she countered bringing
her hand up over the center of her chest, I was just warning you that
No I dont think thats it, he shook his head and frowned
in response, In fact I think that you purposely sought me out for the
sole purpose of reminding me of what we had together. I dont think that
you wanted to help me with Avery at all and as for your situation with Brant
and Kevin, well I think you have your mind made up about that too. Youre
hurting and youre upset because you cant trust your own instincts
so you have to come in here and get mine in an uproar so that you can feel
like you can relate to someone else whose life is equally as screwed up as
yours. You want me to think that Kevin and Avery could have something going
because you want me to lose my mind in all of this when it seems like Im
going to lose everything else.
No, I want to stop you from losing everything thats ever mattered
to you simply because you were too foolish not to open your eyes up to the
reality of the situation, she threw her hands up in the air, raising
her voice ever so slightly, Russ youre going to lose absolutely
everything if you arent careful.
I think Ill take my chances on where Im at right now,
Russ mouthed in response seeing something shift behind Angelas eyes.
Before he could question her on it, she stepped forward reaching out to curl
her arm around his neck and draw her nearer to him.
In that case take your chance on this, she murmured leaning up
on her toes to plummet her mouth to his in a sporadic, impromptu kiss catching
Russ completely off guard. He felt her wrap around him, lips commanding and
determined as he finally managed to detangle himself from her in a state of
shock.
He blinked twice before speaking up with a scowl, What the hell do
you think youre doing?
Thats exactly what I would like to know, Averys voice
hissed as well. Russ stood up straighter, feeling a sense of fear jolt right
through him as he spun around to see Avery standing in the doorway to the
restaurant with Kevin beside her. Suddenly in that instant it felt like all
of the walls were crashing down around Russ and there was nothing he could
do to stop it from happening!
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...to be continued...