Episode 394
Mrs. Merhan, I um
Kevin gulped feeling Rias mother
glaring at him all the while letting him know without a word that she was
more than ready to murder him after what shed witnessed taking place
between him and Ria seconds earlier. The two had shuffled to get their towels
back on, but it hadnt done anything to distract Rias mother from
her death glare she was issuing Kevin. He cleared his throat uneasily wanting
to crawl underneath a rock, but he knew he had to stay strong for Ria especially
now when he could see that her fears had only tripled since hed tried
to distract her from her mothers impending visit.
If youre going to try to explain, Rias mother held
her hand up in the air fighting to keep her pinched expression from turning
into a full blown snarl, I would advise you to stop before you start.
Kevin, why dont you go get dressed, Ria suggested keeping
her own towel wrapped around herself tightly. She could see that this day
was going from bad to worse and she didnt need for it to get any more
tense than it already was.
You sure? he questioned in a low voice stepping in closer to Ria.
She tipped her head up to look at him, her brown eyes filled with a sudden
fear, but he knew that she was trying to be strong. Still he wanted to remain
at her side and be strong with her helping her stand up to her mother, but
he could see by the expression on Rias face that was the last thing
she wanted.
Please Kevin, she whispered on the verge of tears herself. She
didnt have to say another word and neither did he. He nodded wanting
to reach out and kiss her to tell her everything was going to be okay, but
instead he just gave her one last look before making his way into her bedroom
down the hallway hoping that she wouldnt be delivered too much grief
from her mother.
So, Rias mother cleared her throat again, this time her
glare directed right on her daughter, now that Ria didnt have Kevin
hovering over her, standing beside her like her protective bulldog. After
spending a small fortune to get you through medical school, this is how you
repay your father and I, eh?
What? Ria blinked back at her mother confusion carrying over her.
Instead of working on getting your career further ahead, youd
rather be sitting at home giving your old boyfriend
her mothers
nose wrinkled at the thought before she waved her hand around in the air,
Well never mind about that. The point is that I thought I taught you
to be smarter than this Ria.
I am smarter than this mom, Ria forced herself to stand up straighter
knowing full well she had to look ridiculous standing in the middle of the
living room clad only in a towel. Im not a child anymore.
You couldve fooled me by the way you were behaving when I arrived,
Marlene Merhan snubbed her nose at Ria, Did I not teach you to be better
than this?
Mom I have the day off, Ria brought her own hand up over her towel
to keep it wrapped tightly around her, and besides I didnt expect
you to be barging into my apartment like that. It was kind of rude, dont
you think?
Rude is my coming home after a long flight to see my first born only
to see her sucking on, Marlene stopped wrinkling her nose again before
shaking her head at Ria, Honestly, you would think that I taught you
nothing about becoming a mature, responsible adult.
Mom, Kevin and I are engaged, Ria argued with her feeling her
frustrations mounting more and more by the second.
Obviously in some x-rated activities yes, but
Marlene continued
with a scoff.
Were going to get married, Ria corrected not liking the
condescending tone her mother had taken with her, and if you werent
half way around the world all of the time you mightve heard that sooner.
Oh so now youre going to turn this around on me? You go off and
make a stupid decision by following your hormones to a man that dumped you
making you miserable when you were a teenager, yet suddenly Im in the
wrong here, her mother shook her head again, Honestly Ria where
do you get off lecturing me on what Im not doing right in your life
when its clear that youre making multiple mistakes?
Mom stop, Ria cleared her throat feeling the urge to scream building
up inside of her.
No Im not going to stop. You have no idea what its like
to see the daughter that you sacrificed for time and time again throwing away
her life and acting like nothing more than a common whore with a man who couldnt
possibly give her what she needs in her life. Ria, in all honesty Im
disappointed to see you like this. I raised you to be better, Marlene
continued to lash out at her with an icy tone. You were supposed to
do great things with your life, not resort to being the town tramp with the
jock who is passing by in between ports to get a nice lay. I thought you were
smarter than that. Hell, your sister is even smarter than that.
Oh you would go there, Ria scoffed in response, shaking her head
at her mother, You havent seen me in what? Almost a year and yet
you have the audacity to stand there and lecture me on my life, right? As
if Ive made some big mistake because Im not you.
If you were more like me, then maybe just maybe you would be the one
running the show around here instead of being on your knees and servicing
a man who is just going to turn around and leave you all over again,
Rias mother continued with a frown taking a step towards her, Think
Ria. Youre smarter than that. You know that youre not the kind
of woman that needs a man like Kevin. He likes flashy and trashy and up until
just now I never thought you to be either. Youre a smart girl who shouldnt
have to bend to a mans whim.
Mom stop! Ria shouted a bit louder than shed anticipated
surprising both herself and her mother. She saw her mother take a step back
and place her hand up over her chest.
Why I never, her mother gasped in surprise, Look at you.
Just look at the disrespect that youre showing me. Its a wonder
that I sank so much of my life into you. I gave up everything to make sure
that you would have a promising future and this is the thanks I get.
Mom please, just stop, Ria pleaded with her feeling her mother
working her last nerve. Youre perceiving everything all wrong.
I know that you think you know whats going on, but you dont. Just
step back and
Im still your mother and Im not going to let you down talk
me Ria. You know Im right and thats the only reason why this is
bothering you so much. You know that I have Kevins number and that youre
only fooling yourself to believe that someone like you could even hold his
attention. You arent simple-minded and cheap like the other girls that
men like him date and
Mom, let it go. You dont know what youre talking about,
Ria blurted out again, this time unable to hold back on the contempt she was
feeling. I know what Im doing with my life.
Yes, you think you do, but when you give up your career, your livelihood
to make him happy and give him the family he wants, hes just going to
up and run away again to a pretty girl that makes him feel like hes
got something special. Youre smart Ria and you know that you can do
better if you stop thinking like some love struck teenager and start acting
like a mature, responsible woman. Men like Kevin dont want women like
you as their future--and if they do its only because they have something
else on the side that they can flash around on their arm when youre
not paying attention. You need someone stable and smart who can respect that
you are an intelligent goal oriented woman. I mean I could understand your
sister going for someone like him given that shes flighty and she has
the whole vanity thing going. She prides herself on being beautiful, but
But what? Are you saying that Im not beautiful enough for someone
like Kevin? Ria tossed out at her mother sharply, That someone
like me couldnt hold his attention?
Ria, all Im saying is that you can do better. Kevins not
in the same league as you, her mother explained with a sideways glance.
There are people like you and I and then there is the rest of the world.
Kevin fits into that, but you dont.
I love him and Im not going to let you stand there and say things
like that about him or about me, Ria stood up taller, her anger sweeping
in over her, So if you want to talk that way, then you can just turn
around and get the hell out because Im not going to be disrespected
in my own apartment even if you are my mother.
I dont believe this, Marlene laughed lightly shaking her
head at Ria. You have to be kidding right?
Do I look like Im kidding? Ria opened the door and nodded
towards the hallway letting her mother know under no certain circumstances
that she meant business. Either you stop insulting Kevin and I or you
can leave plain and simple.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
I love this place, Evie confessed as she and JT sat at a corner
table on the patio outside of Marthas bar. She glanced out at the beach
just beyond where they were seated watching the breeze roll in with the tide.
The water rippled with a calm, yet there was no mistaking the life that was
beyond where they were soaking up the day beneath the umbrella covered table.
I told you it was nothing short of paradise here, JT confessed
reaching for his orange juice that hed ordered earlier when theyd
first arrived. He took a sip of it before smiling over at her warmly, Did
you have your doubts about that?
Well no but, she turned to face him, taking the time to appreciate
the black tank t-shirt and dark colored shorts that he was wearing. Her grin
expanded as she gave him an obvious once over, when people usually mention
things being too good to be true, they usually are.
Not this time, he promised setting his juice glass down on the
table top before reaching for her hand and offering up a small squeeze. He
winked at her before speaking up in a teasing tone. I mean ok maybe
the beach might be a bit overrated especially if youre not into that
whole sun thing, which by the way if you arent we can go back into the
bar and
Not a chance, she shook her head in refusal. Im not
leaving here for anything.
Dont let Martha hear you talking that way or else shell
be the one stealing you away from my bar to work at hers, JT replied
with a hint of laughter in his tone. Shes always looking for help
around here.
If I lived out here, I would be leaping at the chance to work here.
I mean take a good look around. Its just about as close to perfect as
you can get, she focused on the water once again. I mean with
the sand and the sun
And the tourists, JT noted leaning in closer to her. They
come and they go around here and you never really know what to expect.
It couldnt be all that bad, Evie curled her lip in a pout,
I mean at least you wouldnt have to worry about the winters or
the cold or
Anyone knowing who you are? JT arched a curious brow thinking
about the reason that theyd set off to leave town in the first place.
Yeah, thats one perk, she nodded in response feeling her
problems tapering off at the surface threatening to spoil the moment she and
JT had worked so very hard to come to with one another. Although I thought
that we were going to forget about Coral Valley and focus on what it was like
to be lost in paradise.
Its tempting, but sooner or later were going to have to
think about home again, JT divulged thinking about all that theyd
left behind in Coral Valley. I know I said that we wouldnt discuss
whats happening with your father, but
But nothing, she reached for her piece of toast and leaned forward
to deposit it between his lips, were enjoying this morning and
Im not going to let you be a sour puss.
Im not being a sour puss, he curled his lip in protest as
Martha stepped out onto the patio to check in on them.
So what do you think? Martha questioned proudly, wearing a pair
of dark blue rhinestone studded sunglasses herself. She didnt wait for
an invitation before taking a seat in one of the empty chairs that faced the
water. Its a damn good morning, isnt it?
Dont you know it, JT grinned in between bites of his toast,
though I have to tell you there arent many people out surfing
today.
Thats because the life around the water is still suffering from
a hang over after last nights festivities on the island. There was a
bonfire on the beach and
Martha started to explain to them.
We missed that? Evie questioned with a frown.
Boy did you ever, Martha chuckled with obvious delight. It
was a party that was off the hook with music, great food, dancing and
Off the hook? JT replied giving Martha a strange look. Since
when did you start with that kind of lingo?
What, she shrugged her shoulders with a laugh, Cant
I be hip and down with the younger generation?
I never said that you couldnt be, but
he cracked a
small grin. I guess I was just surprised to hear it thats all.
Get used to it cutie because Im not going to age gracefully anytime
soon, Martha confessed proudly while reaching out to take a piece of
fruit from JTs fruit bowl hed ordered earlier with breakfast.
She pulled a grape from one of the large piles and dropped it between her
lips before smiling, Ill still be rocking with the best of them
even when its time to put me in a retirement home.
Now that would never happen, JT replied with a laugh. If
someone even tried to put you in there they would throw you out in less than
an hour.
Not for trying to scout any of them in there. That much I can promise
you, she nudged Evie with a goofy grin. I like them younger if
you catch my drift. Dont get me wrong when I was your age I went for
older men, but at my age, well any older and Ill be changing their diapers.
Martha! JT blurted out giving her a firm look as Evie fought to
repress her own laughter.
What? Im telling it like it is, though Ive heard that there
have been some advances now that theyve created that Viagra pill and
Martha continued to ramble on causing JT to bring his hands up over his ears
in protest.
Im not listening, JT announced with a groan.
Oh come on sugar, its not like we all havent been subjected
to your exploits in the past. Those are far worse than any story I would have
to tell. Why I can remember that time you were on the beach after you and
Toms daughter were fooling around in the back of his store
Enough! JT warned sharply giving her a firm warning glance.
No, Im interested, Evie leaned in closer to Martha. What
kind of trouble was JT getting into?
Well, I wouldnt say he was completely in trouble although there
was Tom chasing him with a shotgun around the beach while he was buck naked
and
Martha snorted with laughter as JT stood up and pushed away
from the table.
Evie, I just remembered there was somewhere that I wanted to show you
and if we dont get there soon, JT began walking around the table
to offer up his hand to Evie.
Running away already, are you? Martha laughed wildly, Well
youll be back and when you are Ill fill Evie in on just what kind
of guy you are.
She knows what kind of guy I am, JT protested with a frown.
And youre okay with that? Martha winked over at Evie in
a playful tone.
Of course she is, JT wrapped his arms around Evies shoulders
protectively, Besides, Ive turned a new leaf.
Sure, sure, Martha waved her hand dismissively, So tell
me in this adventure you have planned for Evie, are you taking her over to
The Cove?
I hadnt planned on it, he confessed with a moment of hesitation.
Oh whats The Cove? Evie questioned curiosity sparking behind
her eyes.
Somewhere that you certainly dont want to be, he informed
Evie with a small sigh. Its just a place where guys shoot off
steam and
Guys? Martha interrupted with a frown. Ill have you
know that I have seen more women there than men lately. Dont think that
you boys can have all the fun considering that
That it takes a certain type of insane to do that sort of thing,
JT shot a glare in Marthas general direction.
And you had that once as you used to be a regular over there,
Martha goaded him further.
What goes on over there? Evie couldnt help but ask Martha
now that it was clear that something big must be happening.
I told you its nothing, JT began attempting to be dismissive
with his words.
Its another place around here to go cliff diving, Martha
blurted out without hesitation. There are a few places on the island
that are really good for that as there are three waterfalls, but The Cove
is the big place. Sure, there are a few injuries every now and then, but nothing
like you get in other places. Still that place is a favorite with the locals
and the tourists around here.
And its the last place I want to take Evie too considering that
I want her to enjoy the vacation, JT stated firmly, squeezing his arm
around Evies shoulders.
It sounds like a lot of fun, Evie replied eagerly, her brown eyes
widening at the idea. It sounds like a blast.
Oh it is. When you leap off the top of the cliff and shoot down into
the waterfall its quite a rush. I havent done it in a couple of
years, but theres nothing like it. Not even sex, Martha explained
with a wide grin.
Well, I wouldnt go that far, JT wrinkled his nose at the
suggestion. I mean its okay, but
JT, are you telling me that youre too old to have a good time
now? Martha shook her head at him. And here I thought you were
the adventurous type that would never give up on having a good time.
Im not above having a good time, but
he started to
protest only to feel Evies hand pressed over the center of his chest
tugging at his black t-shirt eagerly.
It sounds like a lot of fun, Evie curled her lip in a pout while
batting her long eyelashes up at him. I mean youve been promising
me a rush and
I realize that, but if you dont know what youre doing you
could get hurt and
JT protested thinking about the few times in
the past when someone had leapt into the water the wrong way.
And I was on the swim team when I was in school, Evie informed
him with a proud huff. She stood taller, pushing her long, dark hair back
behind her shoulders. I did some survivalist training in the water and
I think I can handle it.
See, she can handle it, Martha swatted at JTs shoulder.
You two kids should go out there and try it out. Live a little.
Yeah JT, Evie inched in closer to him, I want to live a
little.
Youre trouble, JT mouthed in response watching her step
up on her toes to steal a quick kiss from him.
But you happen to love trouble, so I dont see what the problem
is, Evie wiggled her brow suggestively. Come on. This could be
fun.
Dont make me regret this, JT finally caved in wondering
if perhaps he was getting in over his head in taking Evie to The Cove. However
both Evie and Martha believed it would be a good idea, so who was he to argue?
It could be fun as long as no one was injured. The more he thought about it,
the more he realized that maybe Martha was right. Maybe it would be a great
new adventure for him and Evie after all.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
So tell me something, Angela questioned eyeing Brant intently
after theyd left his office and headed back towards the mansion with
one another. She took in her surroundings noting the plush surroundings they
were in. She trailed her fingers across the smooth leather seat and smiled,
Do you take all of your friends out in this car or only the ones you
want to impress?
Who says Im wanting to impress anyone, Brant questioned
casually glancing over to see the way shed snuggled into the seat. Maybe
I just enjoy driving around in luxury.
Perhaps, she nodded in response before eyeing him again. She parted
her lips and sank back into the seat watching the way in which Brant steered
the car, moving along the road as if he owned it, but something tells
me that you like to make an impression on the world around you--a lasting
one at that. Am I right?
That all depends, he glanced over at her flashing a sexy stare
in her general direction.
On what? she questioned with an arched brow leaning in closer
to him.
Am I making that kind of impression on you? he questioned in a
low, sexy tone causing a million and one thrills to sweep over her. She bit
down on her lower lip before forcing herself to look away now that heat had
poured into her face. Brant laughed lightly. Ill take that as
a yes.
Maybe, she shrugged her shoulders before tossing her head back
and collecting herself again, I might be making some kind of observation
about you.
One thats not too bad given the way youre looking at me,
he winked over at her before offering up a flirty laugh, Admit it you
like the car and you like me.
I never said I didnt like you and as for the car, Angela
patted the seat beside her before tipping her head up ever so slightly. Im
sure its something that gets you laid a lot.
Now wait just a second, Brant frowned over at her, shaking his
head firmly, Do you honestly think that I use a car as a tool for having
women notice me like that? Do you really think that I would use my baby here
for sex?
Yeah, you would, she nodded in response licking her lip at the
suggestion, You would so totally use this car to get some. Im
sure of it.
Then youd be wrong because Ill have you know that I havent
used this car for that purpose, Brant teased back winking over at her,
Besides I havent had it long enough for that.
Angela broke into a small laugh shaking her head at the thought, Yeah
somehow that answer doesnt surprise me at all.
Would you expect anything less than that from me? Brant teased
further seeing the color that filled her cheeks now that hed clearly
had her thinking about the idea of him in the car using it for seductive purposes.
Then again she brought it up, yet there was something behind her eyes.
Honestly no, she shook her head firmly before tipping her head
to the side, Though tell me something, what would you do if you were
with someone right about now and they decided that they wanted to make you
uneasy? That maybe they would want to turn the tables on you for a while?
Turn the tables on me, Brant repeated giving her another look
before laughing lightly. Somehow I dont see that happening anytime
soon since its just the two of us together.
And you dont think that I could turn the tables on you,
she challenged a spark of mischief burning behind her eyes. You dont
think that I could get you hot and bothered right about now?
Im not saying that because Im pretty damn sure you could,
but I know you wont, he stated plainly focusing on the road in
front of him again.
And just why not? she arched a curious brow her gaze dipping down
to his lap before a wicked thought occurred to her. Why dont you
think I would do something to get you all worked up considering that youve
been flirting with me?
For starters you opened this conversation up and secondly, Brant
paused feeling her hand on his thigh. He sat up straighter in his seat, his
brown eyes widening at the touch of her fingertips over his leg, tapering
off over the inseam of his pants. He gulped before glancing over at her briefly
before merging in with traffic. Angela, um, what are you doing?
Proving my point, she confessed leaning forward to breathe hotly
over the side of his neck. Her hand slid further up his inner thigh causing
his breath to grow ragged. Tell me something Brant, do you really think
you could keep your cool under circumstances like this when its just
the two of us alone together?
Ive been pretty good thus far. Youre the only one who is
set on misbehaving, Brant answered in a neutral tone keeping his eyes
on the road though he could feel her lips hovering just over his skin.
Im just trying to prove a point, she explained in a smooth,
even tone, her voice a barely there whisper while her palm curled over his
thigh. She inched her fingers up ever so slightly seeing the tension coil
in his jaw line.
Angela stop joking around, he spoke her name in an attempt to
be light and funny, but it came off as tortured and clearly on edge now that
her lips inched in closer to his neck.
Im being serious Brant. You keep playing it off like youre
a smooth operator, but something tells me that youre the kind of man
who can be fun when youre all hot and bothered, she declared boldly
moving in to tease her lips over the side of his neck. That movement in itself
caused him to swerve the car ever so slightly. She pulled back enough to offer
up a nervous laugh before shaking her head at him. Be careful Brant
because we wouldnt want to get into an accident here.
Im being careful, but you on the other hand are being just plain
wicked, he gulped feeling her hand settle in over the center of his
pants, fingers grasping him lightly through the material. That was enough
to shoot his logic out the window when he turned to look at her with surprise
behind his eyes, What are you doing?
She blinked back at him, a moment of confusion carrying in over her before
a breath escaped her lips. Her eyes connected with his before her finger toyed
over the zipper on his pants. She played with it between her thumb and index
finger before speaking up again in a low, sultry though less confident tone.
She was moving on shaky ground, yet there was something there behind her dark
cryptic eyes.
Do you want me to stop? she questioned in a barely there tone,
finding it hard to vocalize what was on her mind as well now that shed
taken the initiative to get closer to him.
What if I said I didnt, he tossed back at her gauging himself
for her reaction. Then what?
Rather than answering him, Brant felt Angela pull back, clearly her thoughts
returning to the life she perceived herself having with Kevin. It was a clear
sign that theyd taken things too far with one another, even though Brant
knew full well how hot they were when they were together. He sucked in a sharp
breath trying to remind himself that he and Angela werent what they
were before the fall. She didnt remember what theyd shared with
one another and even with their flirting, it wasnt remotely close to
what they had together when
His thoughts came to a screeching halt when he felt her hand press in over
his pants again. This time however, she didnt hesitate yanking down
the zipper with a boldness that hadnt been present earlier in their
conversation. A second later he felt her pop open the button on his pants
as well before her fingers slid into his boxers grasping him with a newfound
determination. He closed his eyes for a brief moment almost forgetting entirely
about the road until he heard the sound of a car passing by. Reopening his
eyes, he bit down on his lower lip feeling her mouth move in over the side
of his neck once again.
Dont ever tell me that you think I wont do something when
I set my mind to it, she spoke up in a low, hot tone, her voice laced
with lust now that she started to nibble on his earlobe.
I just
Brant paused feeling her magic fingers over his body
reminding him again and again about all they had shared with one another.
Memories of their time together flooded through his mind making him hotter
than ever, which apparently shed noted when he heard her let out a small
gasp. Tipping his head to the side, he saw the way her gaze was fixed upon
his body, admiring the part of him that she was attempting to gain control
of. He turned his attention to the road again seeing the stop light they were
approaching. Saying nothing he started to bring the car to a stop while attempting
to stay focused on driving.
You just know a good thing when its right in front of you and
lucky for the both of us, so do I, she mouthed nibbling on his neck
again before drawing back. Seconds later Brant heard her unsnap her seatbelt
just as the light turned green. He prepared to accelerate the car when suddenly
he felt her hair brush up against his abdomen causing him to gulp again. Instinctively
he dropped one hand down to bring his fingers through her hair while her lips
replaced the hold on him that her fingers had moments earlier.
Angela, he spoke her name in a tight whisper hearing the car behind
him honking at his lack of movement. Looking up Brant sucked in a breath before
starting down the road knowing full well the last thing on his mind was traffic.
To think about what was happening between them--of how her flirting transformed
into something so completely reckless and uninhibited between them. It was
as if shed never lost that part of their past that theyd kept
between them and now she was trying to ignite the same fire that had been
present before Cameron tried to split them apart. Pressing his foot down on
the accelerator, he found himself scanning the area for a place where he could
pull over, for some spot where he could forget all about the road and focus
on Angela and what she was doing to him.
Be careful, she whispered in a smoldering breath just over him,
You dont want to get us into an accident.
Right now the only place I want to get us is off the road and onto each
other, he confessed hearing her giggle at the suggestion. He skidded
across the road pulling haphazardly off of the main strip and into one of
the parking lots near the ritzier part of town. Once hed brought the
car to a halt, he pushed it into park before turning his attention to her.
He ran his fingers through her hair thinking about what she was doing and
how it had come so out of left field. Here they were with one another after
a day at work and yet something had changed--something had shifted to the
point of passion that theyd once had with one another. It was as if
her memory was returning and she was back to where theyd been before.
Angela wait, Brant mouthed hating to break the spirit of the moment,
but now that he was with her, wanting her and needing her, he knew full well
that what was happening wouldnt be enough.
Whats wrong? she frowned pulling away from him ever so slightly
licking her lips with the movement. Am I not doing something right?
No, youre pretty much doing everything right, he replied
with a shallow breath, Better than I remembered, but
Remembered, she repeated giving him a strange look, but before
she could question it any further Brant unsnapped his seatbelt and pushed
his seat back to allow them more room.
Come here, he instructed urging her up onto his lap. He carefully
maneuvered her over him, pulling the lever to send the back of his seat down
enough so that she could move in over his lap.
Right here? she questioned wiggling over his lap, her eyes fixed
on his as his hands pressed over her hips.
Yeah, thats nice, he nodded hands sliding down over her
body, imprinting the feel of her into his memory. His fingers pressed in over
the hem of her skirt, sliding it up over her thighs just enough to taper his
touch underneath. He reached out to her bottom gently kneading the soft flesh
between his fingers while rocking her body over his. She was still dressed
against his exposed body, but the thrill of her over him brought back a million
and one amazing memories of their time together in the past.
Brant, do you love me? she questioned her dark eyes meeting his
once again. Are you in love with me?
He heard the soft shakiness in her tone and couldnt help but find himself
caught up in the vulnerability of her voice. It brought him returning to the
reality of the situation--to the fact that shed blanked out when it
came to remembering all that theyd had with one another. It was enough
to cause him to stop touching her, to stop teasing her and instead opt to
touch her cheek gently.
Angela, I love you more than I ever thought I could love a woman in
my life, he admitted leaning forward to coax her into a kiss. Youre
absolutely everything to me which is why I want you to remember me, but not
like this.
Brant? she spoke his name feeling him readjust himself beneath
her doing his best to put a distance between them.
You dont want me like this, he sighed reaching down to right
his clothing again and zip up his pants. When hed finished he reached
out to touch her face again, Not this way.
Wait what? she blinked back at him confusion carrying over her.
Brant, I thought that we
What about Kevin? he tossed at her feeling a major buzz kill in
the thinking about the man that Angela thought she was in love with. How
do I fit into the picture with him considering that you believe youre
in love with him?
I
well, I
she paused her face growing suddenly red
with embarrassment. Without a word she slid off of his lap and into her seat
again. She turned her head away from him unable to come up with the right
answer as Brant sighed pushing his seat up straighter.
See you cant even be honest with me about that one because you
dont have the first clue what to say, Brant replied with a sigh
of his own hating that hed pushed her away from him. The fact
to the matter is that you believe youre in love with him and that you
two have a future together, so where the hell would I fit into any of this
other than for you to have sex with me because Kevins not around?
Its not like that, Angela began to argue with him, a frown
touching over her face.
Then whats it like Angela? What is it that could possibly make
whats happening for us right here any different? he questioned
a hint of hopefulness in his tone. Tell me something that proves to
me that this isnt about your wanting to just ignore the fact that youre
upset with Kevin and that you want me. Tell me that you remember something
about us--something concrete that has you believing that Im the man
that you should be sharing your life with.
Are you? she tossed back at him forcing herself to face him again.
Her dark eyes met his with a sudden anger behind them. Are you that
man Brant?
You tell me, he spoke up tightly, his jaw flexed with tension.
I think that youre not being honest with me. Thats what
I think is happening here, she blurted out with a huff, folding her
arms in front of her chest impatiently. I think that youve lied
to me about whats going on with you and me. Im sure of it.
How? he questioned opening up the floor for her to admit to remembering
something.
I just know, she explained frustrated. She shook her head before
running her fingers through her hair again, I know weve been lovers
before, havent we?
You tell me, he mouthed in response keeping his gaze on her as
if his life depended on it.
I know we have. I might not remember it, but my dreams have told me
we did, she explained in a small voice, her words growing shaky with
the moment, You and I weve been a hell of a lot more than friends,
havent we?
Yes, he answered simply turning away from her in fear that he
would give away what was going on inside of him.
And the babies Im having, she paused biting down on her
lower lip nervously, Yours or Kevins?
When you know the answer to that, then I think everything else will
fall into place, Brant replied reaching out to the ignition and turning
the car on again.
Angela sat in silence watching him for a long moment. She half expected him
to pull back onto the main road that theyd been on seconds earlier,
but instead he turned in another direction making his way towards a crowded
parking lot. Frowning she turned to him again.
Where are we going? she questioned in an abrasive tone finding
herself on edge now more than ever.
I need a drink, he admitted with a heavy sigh, but taking
you home right now doesnt sound like a good option to me. If Im
alone with you, I cant say that Ill be able to stop myself from
doing what it is I want to be doing with you, but out in public we have a
fighting chance.
Brant I
she started realizing that there was suddenly a
giant elephant between them in the car now that theyd stepped beyond
the point of being just friends with one another.
Dont say anything. I just need the drink and then maybe well
be able to talk about this, Brant decided pulling into the lot and parking
the car in the hopes that once he got out of such close quarters with her
he would be able to clear his head and once he did maybe just maybe he could
figure out the best course of action in putting an end to the charades that
had been taking place. Sure sleeping with her mightve been a decent
start at doing that, but given the mood he was in over the situation he decided
hes try something else--something more effective. Of course he wasnt
quite sure what that was just yet, but he would figure it out soon. He had
to!
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Cameron reached for the bottle from his personal bar and pulled off the cap
not even bothering with a glass. He pushed the bottle to his lips before taking
a long, hearty swig of the hot burning liquid. He frowned thinking about how
hard hed worked to keep his sister away from Brant, yet to hear that
she was with him again--about to ruin her life with the man who was undoubtedly
a mortal enemy to his family, it had him furious. He had to put a stop to
it--had to stop sitting in the background while his sister destroyed herself.
I wont let you do it again Angel. Im going to stop this
before it gets out of hand, Cameron vowed taking another drink from
the bottle when he heard a knocking sound from behind him. Turning around
he saw Sarah standing in the doorway with a curious expression on her face.
Gee, what has your panties all in a bunch today? Sarah scoffed
at him with a dry expression.
If youre in here to complain, you can turn right around and leave,
Cameron warned her sharply not in the mood for her sour attitude.
Gee, Ill take that as a sign youre having a completely rotten
day, she noted with a small laugh watching him cross the room. So
what is it this time? You have a business situation or JT annoy you about
some wish for his girlfriend?
Actually its
he stopped himself deciding not to get
into it with her. Never mind. You wouldnt understand.
Try me, she suggested moving across the room to take a seat on
the sofa, Whats going on Cameron?
Its my sister, he blurted out with a frown in spite of himself.
She cant see that shes making a huge mistake.
Neither can mine considering that she thought it was okay to move in
on the man I was going to marry, Sarah huffed with a low scowl thinking
about how Heather had wormed her way into Kyles life.
Um Sarah, correct me if Im wrong here, but you slept with Diego
first when Heather was interested in him, not that I can see why, Cameron
frowned back at her before shuddering, since hes not really up
to her speed or yours for that matter.
I dont need you to lecture me on Diego. I already learned my lesson,
Sarah frowned wrinkling her nose at him, so lets get back to you.
Whats going on?
Lets just say Im going to murder someone, Cameron
mouthed in response with a tight scowl.
Make sure you hide the body so that it doesnt come back to haunt
you, Sarah offered up with a playful laugh, and while youre
at it want to toss my sister into that as well? With her gone it might make
life easier for all of us.
Not going to happen, Cameron frowned back at her pondering how
he would go about dealing with Brant.
Fine, then if youre not going to please me that way, then take
me out. Im bored sitting around the house. Lets go out to dinner
or something, she suggested after a moments contemplation.
Im not in the mood, he frowned back at her, I have
work to do.
Thats right you do, she stood up and walked over to him
reaching for his hand, in pleasing your wife to be. Lets go get
something good to eat and then we can plot together later. Maybe if youre
lucky we can even play together later. Im sure youd like that.
Im not really in the mood, he answered honestly shaking
his head at her, but maybe dinner wont be so bad.
Dinner will be fabulous, she promised him with a bright grin,
In fact I know the perfect place for us to go to take your mind off
of all your troubles.
Well see about that, he mouthed in response feeling the
wheels in his head turning when it came to thinking about how he would eliminate
Brant from his sisters life once and for all!
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Honey, whats on your mind?" Heather questioned seeing the
way that Kyle looked down at her with his hazel eyes while they laid together
on her leather couch in her office. She teased her fingertips in over the
center of his naked chest seeing the way he looked at her as she tipped up
to kiss him. Whats on your mind Kyle?"
Nothing really, he couldnt help but lie knowing that she
would just get mad at him if he ended up mentioning what was really on his
mind at the time. Sure, it was something that seemed to really bother him,
but she wouldnt see it by any means at all. You know me, my mind
is always thinking and sometimes it thinks way too much for my own good baby.
And Im your wife so why dont you let me in on the secret,
she whispered teasing her lips in over the center of his chest hearing him
take in a small breath while her fingers teased in over his abdomen. Since
I am your wife I basically get to hear all of your thoughts.
You want my biggest thought?" Kyle muttered with a laugh seeing
the way she nodded knowing that she was expecting what was on his mind right
now, but he decided to play with her more and began to think of the first
thing on the top of his mind. I really think you should get a new secretary
because Im really getting tired of seeing Kellen all the time. Anyways,
how many jobs does he have right now? I think he could afford to lose one
job and
,
No way, Heather brought her hand into the center of Kyles
stomach hearing him let out a small groan at the blow before chuckling to
himself at her reaction. She knew that he was getting tired of Kellen, then
again she never really knew a time when Kyle was really fully okay with Kellen.
I know he has a ton of jobs, but he makes it work and I will never have
a person that will do whatever I want whenever I want.
Oh, I beg to differ. I think I was doing everything you wanted a few
moments ago, he smirked tipping down to temptingly nip at her lip feeling
her nails lazily drag small lines down his back. Curling his large bicep around
her leg he motioned her thigh around his hips more casually seeing the way
her green eyes looked up at him when he moved in over her. I think I
can do that all over again if youd like.
I dont want that right now, but nice try, Heather shoved
her hand into the center of his chest knowing that she would love to make
love to her husband again, but she really wanted to know what was on his mind
that kept him so silent. If you tell me whats on your mind, then
maybe Ill do anything and everything little thing you want.
Why dont we just get a start on that right now, he tried
to tease his fingers in over her lips knowing that every time he got the jealous
genes in his body he felt like a total idiot knowing it was totally not like
him. Even though he was trying, he could see he was coming up empty as she
held onto his hands softly before reaching up to outline his rough features.
I was just thinking about Diego and how come you were the person he
came to see last. Im sorry Heather, but this guy has gone for everyone
I thought I loved.
So youre pissed he slept with Sarah?" Heather offered up
seeing the look Kyle gave her and she threw her hands up in the air and took
in a long breath. Listen, all Im trying to say is to you maybe
he was a better thing that happened in your life Kyle and he is my friend.
I dont love Diego, I dont want Diego--youre the one I want
and youre the one Im with. There is no other man for me.
I know, but its just weird to walk in to see the guy that used
to be all over you in your arms, Kyle blurted out seeing her rest up
on her elbow and stare out at him with her green eyes and he took in a deep
breath. Sure, maybe he was taking this too far and maybe he was thinking about
the situation too much, but he loved Heather too much to let her let go now
after all he did to get her back. Heather come on baby, how would you
feel to see me in Sarahs arms?"
I would think she drugged you because honestly I could see you in Gradys
arms before her, she tried to make turn of the situation and make it
a bit humorous, but saw the look he gave her and she let out a small laugh.
Im not kidding, I could really see you having a full night of
passion with Grady before ever being around Sarah again. You two are more
compatible and I could see you honestly going gay before going back to Sarah.
Yeah, youre probably right, Kyle thought aloud after thinking
about it for a couple and then let out a small laugh thinking to what she
just said and he let out a tight noise. That would sure make our friendship
interesting.
Id say so, then I would have to wonder if he was a good add to
the marriage or if I would be losing my ring to him, she teased further
seeing him roll his eyes and move in over her again pinning her down to the
couch enough to keep her down, but not hurt her. Im just playing
with you, but I do have to wonder why you were so comfortable in being in
a thong with him in his movie while he was filming you with that dummy. I
mean you guys have to have some kind of
,
Not funny anymore Heather, Kyle silence her placing his large
hand over her lips carefully seeing the laughter behind her green eyes and
he shook his head slowly not believing what she was saying. Chuckling to himself
he knew that it was ridiculous to even think that, but it was one of the most
embarrassing moments of his life. I think I should punish you for saying
things like this.
Oh, punishment, she smirked once his hand left her lips and slid
in over her hip, caressing the silky smooth skin underneath his touch. I
think I like the sound of that, what do you have in mind?"
Well, now Im starting to think Im the one thats been
a bad boy, Kyle began seeing the way she smiled up at him as he shrugged
his shoulders looking over to make sure the door was still locked so they
wouldnt have any unwelcome visitors. So maybe Im the one
that needs the punishment honey.
Well since you put it that way, she smiled flipping him over onto
his back hearing him let out a small sound before arching up into her while
she held his hands over his head, her lips pressing in over his. Enough to
tease him, but not kiss him yet as she smiled down at him. Just as we
get one thing straight though, I know you dont like Kellen, but hes
staying as my secretary as long as I can keep him.
Does that mean I can somehow get rid of him and when I do you get a
new one?" Kyle teased again feeling a rough smack to his inner hip making
him let out a long groan at the stinging sensation of her hand hitting his
flesh so hard. Laughing out loud he saw the frown over her face as he arched
up into her again. Heather honey, I love you so much that I dont
care what you want in life. If you want it, I love you so damn much that Ill
always make sure you have it. Whatever you want, it will always be yours as
long as Im in your life.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
So are you going to tell me what you and Grady were really talking
about? Avery questioned arching a curious brow after Grady had left
Russells office giving the two of them some alone time with one another.
That all depends, Russ shrugged his shoulders winking over at
her with a wide grin, What are you going to give me in return for being
honest with you?
Ill tell you what youll get if you dont start talking,
she mouthed in response holding up her fist in the air teasingly as if she
was going to hit him. Start talking Russ.
Im not so sure I want to yet, he continued to taunt her
making his way over to the small couch in his office and taking a seat. He
patted the cushion next to her before grinning up at her, Why dont
you join me?
Youre playing games, she noted with a small smile. Admit
it.
Maybe just a little, he nodded in response reaching out to pull
her down into his lap instead of giving her the opportunity to sit down, but
you like games, dont you?
That all depends, she slid her arms around his neck and grinned.
Am I going to come out a winner at the end of this one?
Well it would depend on how you look at the situation, Russ paused
meeting her curious brown eyes once again. He smiled down at her seeing her
impatience settling in over her.
Russ, can you stop toying around and just tell me what it is you two
were up to when I left? I know it was something big because youve been
acting strange ever since I walked back into the office, she informed
him with another frown, which leads me to believe that youre up
to something. You and Grady arent going to go out and investigate that
murder on your own again are you?
No this has nothing to do with the murder, he assured her taking
her hand in his. He raised her hand to his lips and offered up a small kiss.
This is far more important than that.
Then why are you keeping mute about it, she questioned nudging
his ribs gently, Talk to me Russ.
Okay, he nodded in response seeing the way she was on edge hoping
to hear what was on his mind. The truth is Ive been thinking about
us a lot lately. Ive been really revaluating the situation we have taking
place between us.
You have? she arched a curious brow seeing something flash behind
his green eyes before his face grew suddenly serious.
Yeah, I really have Avery and I realized that youve been making
a very valid point all of this time, yet it was only until recently that I
understand exactly what you were trying to tell me, he continued to
explain to her seeing her frown.
Okay, now Im lost. What are we talking about exactly? she
questioned tipping her head to the side and feeling his fingers slide through
her long, dark hair.
Youre always telling me that you and I have no problems with sex
and that our relationship needs to be built on more than just great sex,
he continued fighting to keep a straight face as her dark eyes widened in
response to his words.
You and Grady were discussing that with one another? she practically
gasped a shocked expression carrying over her. Russ our sex life is
personal.
I know and for the record, no I wasnt discussing our sex life
with Grady, but I have been thinking about what youve said. I mean as
it stands you and I do happen to find ourselves intermingling in the sheets
more often than not when we arent with Erin and I realize that maybe
thats not what we should be doing right now.
Wait, hold on, she paused pressing her palm into the center of
his chest, Are you saying that you think we should give up on being
together
like that?
Im saying that maybe we should channel our energies elsewhere
for a while, he continued to explain seeing a frown press over her.
Russ what I was saying before when I was telling you that was
she started to object only to feel him press his index finger over the center
of her lips to silence her.
I think we should focus our energies on planning our wedding,
he blurted out cutting her off before she could get worked up over what he
was saying to her.
Our wedding? she repeated in a muffled tone behind his finger
tip.
Thats right, he nodded slowly sliding his finger to her
cheekbone and touching her soft skin. His gaze dropped down to her lips and
he offered up a lazy smile, I know that weve had a lot happening
lately, but I think its long past due that we give Erin what shes
always needed. She doesnt need her parents leading a bad example and
living in sin now that were together again.
So you are telling me this because you want to get married again,
she replied with a breath of relief seeing the smile that crept in over his
handsome features.
Well it is the next logical choice, dont you think? he questioned
sliding his fingers into her hair while her palm pressed into the center of
his chest. We did it once before and it was really good between us.
I wont argue that, but
she couldnt help but
find herself turning to his ever so kissable lips. If youre saying
marriage spells the end of passion for us
It didnt spell the end before, he mouthed in response leaning
in to steal a kiss from her, Besides I was thinking we could take Erin
and go to the island and do it all over again only this time well have
our family there instead of going it on our own.
Youre serious? she replied searching his eyes.
Very serious, he nodded in confession before smiling at her, So
what do you say Avery, will you marry me again?
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Im so glad youre here Jason, Mindy invited Jason
in after having him arrive in time for him to see Chase jumping off the back
of the couch, doing a back flip onto the bed that was laid out and landing
on his feet. Looking back she had seen how wide Jasons blue eyes got
and let out a small laugh seeing Chase jumping up and down on the bed. Oh,
were just playing around. You want to try?"
And break my neck? No way am I going to try something like that,
Jason watched Chase wave at him before bouncing a few times and doing another
perfect back flip for the second time like it was the easiest thing to do.
Wow, a new apartment--new ideas and new playhouses.
Oh were just having a little fun, Chase replied seeing Jason
move forward and shake his head slowly knowing that he wasnt ready to
do something like that. Chase laughed getting up on top of the couch again
seeing Trisha watching from the corner of the room as he did a front flip
this time doing it so fast that he went right over the bed. Stumbling once
he hit the ground he let out a small laugh seeing Jasons jaw drop when
he walked back. You act like youve never seen someone play around
before.
I just dont think hes brave enough to try it, a voice
whispered from behind them as Mindy turned to see Nate knocking on the door
after she left it open a bit not noticing. Moving over toward him she wrapped
her arms around him tightly seeing the way he looked down at her after she
let him go. Wow, can I go out and come back in again. I think I really
liked that hug.
What is he doing here?" Jason muttered seeing the way that Nate
looked out at him with his green eyes before wrapping his arm around Mindys
shoulders hearing her let out a small laugh. You just invite everyone
you know?"
Well kind of
yeah, Mindy heard the door get another knock
yet again and she slid out from under Nates arm seeing him watch her
move toward the door where she opened it to let in both Guy and Gabe. I
invited all my best friends over, I thought that was kind of the right thing
to do. Im with the people I care about the most--my new home, my new
family sort of a thing.
So this is the new place, nice choice, Guy smirked staring out
at Jason seeing the boy that he once saw cleaned up a lot from where he went
to just a cap to doing his hair up really nicely. I of course am going
to get a look around right?"
Oh yeah sure, Ill take you to show you right now with Trisha,
be nice to each other everyone, Mindy waved off motioning Gabe to come
along too as she left Nate, Jason and Chase together alone when they moved
toward the other side of the apartment. Well be right back.
Sure, Nate waved seeing the way that she walked away from the
room and he rolled the sleeves up on his shirt and moved over toward the couch
jumping up so that he was balanced on the back of the couch. You thought
what you did was cool. Check out mine, I can do two back flips in row.
Bull crap, youre huge, Jason muttered seeing Nate smirk
before looking down at his watch and shrugging his shoulders. Youre
what six foot five? There is no way someone your size can do something like
that.
I bet you ten bucks I can, Nate watched Jason nod slowly and Nate
snapped over at Chase seeing Chase smirk and nod himself. You are here
to witness that. When I do it and land on my feet, you have to make sure that
Mr. Sherman here pays up.
Got it, Chase stood in the corner of the room watching Nate stand
in position waiting until Mindy got back toward the area of the room to make
sure she could see what he was doing. Jumping off the couch, like he promised
he did two back flips in one landing on his feet on the bed letting out a
tight noise. I guess its time to pay up Jay.
Oh wow Nate, where do you learn all this stuff, Mindy approached
them placing her hands in over Jasons shoulder as she leaned over him
to talk to Nate while Jason pulled out his wallet to pull out a ten dollar
bill handing it over. That was fantastic.
Well, I have so many talents, but if I did them all right here I think
some people might get jealous and well it could get dirty, Nate teased
hearing Mindys laugh fill his ears and it was enough to make him smile
as he continued to bounce on the bed. You should really try it Mindy,
it only hurts the first time you land on your neck. After that, its
a snap.
Oh yeah right, like I can even do that, Mindy thought for a moment
before motioning everyone to back up and she grabbed a hold of Jason seeing
his blue eyes staring out at her. Youre the biggest if I fall
you can catch me.
Well, you can always fall into my arms because Ill be happy with
that any day, Jason replied in a happy tone standing where she motioned
him to stand right in front of the mattress as she moved toward the door.
Taking a running dive she did a summersault before attempting a back flip
over the bed. She was so close to being accurate as her feet hit the bed,
making it slip a bit out from under as she fell back more falling into the
hard chest of Jason. I said Id catch you.
Well, I guess I got too old for that, Mindy shrugged letting out
a small laugh turning in Jasons arms seeing his blue eyes staring down
at her as he reached out to press her dark hair behind her ear. I guess
we all get that way sometimes. Like one day my boy Nate over here is going
to be hitting people with his cane because hell do something stupid
and break his neck one day.
Well maybe he should be gay like us, right Guy?" Jason offered
up hearing everyone go silent for a moment as he cleared his throat watching
the way that everyone looked out at him making him let out a hesitant laugh.
I was just saying sometimes its easier to impress boys than it
is girls.
I could agree with that, Trisha spoke up moving over toward the
kitchen grabbing the bottle of champagne she picked up motioning everyone
to follow her. How about a little celebration to break up all the heat
here.
I think Id like that, Nate spoke up seeing everyone moving
to the kitchen and in a quick enough movement Nate reached out to grab Guys
shoulder seeing him look back over his shoulder. Is it just me or does
Jason seem like a faker? Like hes gay, but hes trying just a little
bit too hard?"
Nate, I have to be honest, Guy turned toward Nate seeing the way
Nates green eyes stared down at him before eyeing over everyone in the
kitchen for a moment. Guy folded his arms out in front of his chest before
taking in a long breath and shook his head slowly. I really dont
even think hes gay, so if you want to put it like that. Yeah, I really
do think that hes a faker.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Oh yeah, this is all fantastic, Jason whispered standing back
behind the crowd as he saw Gabe talking to Mindy and the rest huddled together
making him feel more left out than ever. He should have never come today,
he didnt fit with her friends and he knew that. He just should have
figured all of her friends would be coming to this. It was a friendship what
they had going on, just because she thought he was her gay best buddy. How
wonderful.
Whats that?" Mindy moved in next to Jason hearing him let
out a grumble before trying to fake a smile with her as she wrapped her arm
around his torso placing her other hand in over the center of his abdomen
while looking up at him. Whats wonderful?"
Oh, nothing, he answered quickly seeing the way her beautiful
eyes stared up at him and he took in a long shallow breath hating to feel
this way about people. Especially people who thought he was gay, really gay
as a matter of fact. I was just thinking how wonderful it was that you
got such a fantastic apartment.
Why do I feel like something else is on your mind?" Mindy tipped
up whispering a bit in his ear knowing that the whole time he seemed to stay
back in the crowd like he didnt belong making her feel bad for him.
Jason was her friend too and he needed to feel welcomed like everyone else
because he was important to her as well. Looking at him made her want to talk
to him alone to try and get him to understand a few things when she reached
for his hand leading him out into the living room for a moment. Jason,
you know this is a party to be happy about. You can get to know my friends--try
to get along with them because you are all important to me. Sure, sometimes
they seem a little off, but they are all really great people.
Oh, Im sure they are, Jason tried to explain knowing that
her friends really seemed to hate him and he could take a few guesses, they
all probably saw right through him making him hate it. How come everyone else
could tell he was lying about this certain situation, but when it came to
Mindy she down right thought he was totally gay when he wasnt even close.
Feeling guilty about the situation knowing that he loved to be with Mindy
and loved having the trust he did, he just knew he wanted to have the trust
where she knew everything from him. The truth, not just lies to get her to
be with him and he knew that now was the time to tell her about him lying,
he had to tell her that he wasnt gay. Mindy, I really have to
tell you something important. Something that I really need to get off my chest.
Listen, I know you dont like Guy, but hes just a little
rough around the corners, Mindy completely cut him off thinking that
he was going to tell her another thing about her friends and she stared off
at them in the kitchen talking together. She was happy that she could be with
the people she loved the most and she wanted all of them to feel comfortable
with one another. And Nate, sure he is a big goofball and he teases
people a lot, but I think if you two found one thing alike you could really
get along. I see a lot of the two of you in the same person--if that even
made sense at all. Well I guess what Im trying to say is that you two
remind me a lot of each other and you guys have a lot of things in common.
You two know how to make me laugh, you know how to make me smile. You both
can make me smile without even trying and
,
Thats the thing Mindy this is more about us. This friendship,
Im glad you love your friends and if you want me to I can try and get
along with them, but
, Jason was about to explain seeing Trisha
come back with two glasses of champagne for them showing him that there was
no chance at getting to tell her the absolute truth about everything with
everyone here. I guess its time to celebrate.
Its always time to celebrate when youre here, Trisha
pressed her hands into the center of Jasons back leading him into the
kitchen and toward the crowd before letting out a loud squeal. On the
count of three everyone--lets toast. Toast for friendship, luck and
everything there is good to do it for. One
two
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
You cant be serious, Marlene Merhan blinked back at her
daughter giving her a long look. Oh my you are serious, arent
you?
Very serious mom, Ria nodded in response, So you can either
choose to hold back on your thoughts long enough for us to get along, or you
can leave?
Well when you put it that way, Marlene shook her head at Ria,
I dont stay where Im not welcome, but I am warning you now
that the next time I return I expect to see a complete attitude adjustment
out of you.
Ria watched her mother breeze past her, making her way out into the hallway
with a huff. It was then that guilt carried over her and Ria stepped out into
the hall in spite of herself.
Mom wait, Ria called out to her with a heavy sigh. She watched
her mother stop walking long enough to turn around and face her with an expectant
expression. Look its just been a really long week and I didnt
expect to see you coming into visit me like this. Its just really awkward.
Youre telling me, Rias mother folder her arms in front
of her chest, Its the last thing that a parent wants to bear witness
to.
I know and Im sorry, Ria offered up apologetically taking
a small step towards her mother, If Kevin and I wouldve known
that you were on your way over, then I swear to you that we wouldnt
have been doing that out in the open for you to walk in on us.
I would imagine you wouldnt have, Marlene nodded taking
a step back towards her daughter. It just is one of those things that
you dont take too lightly especially when its your child.
I know mom and Im sorry. I just
Ria found herself
at a loss hating to be fighting with her mother. Youre wrong about
Kevin. Hes a good guy and I do love him.
You think you do, her mother corrected before offering up a sigh,
but I suppose its good enough for me for right now. Ill
try to block what I saw out of my mind for now, but it wont be easy.
I dont anticipate it would be, but in all honesty mom you have
to give Kevin another chance. Hes a great guy and I love him and he
loves me even if you dont think Im his type, Ria sighed
walking back to the apartment with her mother. I realize that Im
not what Trisha is, but that doesnt matter to Kevin. He loves me for
all the right reasons and I love him too.
And you really want to marry him? Marlene questioned eyeing her
intently.
More than anything, but that doesnt mean that Im going to
be giving up my career. I dont plan on it anytime soon or ever for that
matter, Ria added confidently as the door to her bedroom opened and
a fully dressed Kevin emerged with a pensive expression on his face. He ran
his fingers through his damp, dark hair before wiping them off on the front
of his black t-shirt. He cleared his throat before entering the room and joining
the two of them.
Mrs. Merhan, Kevin spoke her name with a small nod careful not
to make eye contact with her again like hed done earlier.
Kevin, she nodded in response, speaking up in a stiff tone.
Mom, I need to get dressed, Ria announced glancing over at Kevin,
So why dont you sit here while Kevin and I
I can stay out here, Kevin suggested surprising Ria with his words.
She looked to him with confusion on her face before he nodded, I dont
mind catching up with your mother.
Kevin I
Ria stammered not quite sure on what to say to him.
Its okay, Kevin leaned forward to kiss her quickly before
taking a small step back. Ive got it covered.
Well be fine, Rias mother noted as Ria looked between
Kevin and her mom. Finally she nodded.
I wont be long, Ria promised shuffling down the hall in
the hopes of pulling herself together again. Once she closed the bedroom door
Kevin turned to face Rias mother fully once again.
Ill just bet youre proud of yourself right about now, arent
you? Marlene mouthed with a scowl glaring over at him. Youve
worked quite a number on my little girl havent you?
Not nearly a number as the one you just did when I heard you berating
her, Kevin explained in a cool and collected tone even though he was
far from being cool and collected. I realize its not my place
to tell you how to conduct your relationship with your daughter, but
Youre damn right its not, Marlene snapped back at
him. My daughter had goals and a life before you entered her world again.
She was going to be someone
She is someone and you need to respect that. Sure, Ria might not have
moved up the corporate ladder as fast as you did in your career, but she has
made so many amazing accomplishments. Shes a very dedicated and brilliant
doctor and she has earned a great deal of respect at the hospital, Kevin
informed her point blank his eyes narrowing down at her.
Respect she wouldve lost undoubtedly if any of her associates
wouldve found her in the position I did when I walked in here before,
she quipped in response folding her arms in front of her chest defiantly.
I would seriously doubt that. Not that Ria would want anyone to walk
in on us making love to one another, but since you happened to step in when
we were sharing a moment, I would think that you would understand that she
and I care about one another, Kevin frowned down at her knowing full
well that Rias mom was in the mood to bully just about anyone she could
now that shed been enraged.
You call that love now? What is that the slang you men use when you
need a quick fix these days? You find a girl like my daughter who is innocent
enough to take your twisted world of needs and desires and believe you when
you spin them into a romance? she snapped at him, her frown intensifying.
Ive got your number Kevin and I know that you dont deserve
my daughter.
Maybe I dont, but I love her and there isnt a damn thing
that youre going to do to stop us from being together, he snapped
right back at her, keeping his tone muted as he stepped forward. He saw her
dark eyes widened as he continued to speak up to her. Now no disrespect
Mrs. Merhan because Im well aware of the fact that you dont like
me. I can respect that, but what I cant respect is the fact that you
treat Ria like shes still a child. You have to find a way to knock down
each and every one of her accomplishments and make her feel like shes
nowhere near as wonderful as she truly is. She has done a lot with her life
and rather than constantly belittling her, you might want to step back and
see what it is that shes done. Shes an amazing doctor and I think
its long past time you acknowledge that instead of always telling her
what shes doing wrong.
You are the last person to lecture me on how to raise my daughter Kevin,
she snubbed him walking past him to look around Rias apartment.
Shes an adult Mrs. Merhan. You did your job and judging by how
she turned out you did it well. You should be proud of that instead of harping
on her for what you dont think shes doing right, Kevin continued
to speak to her candidly, Rias under a lot of stress right now
I can only imagine why with you hanging around, she rolled her
eyes over at Kevin before turning her attention to a vase on Rias coffee
table. She bent down to shift it ever so slightly on the table top before
standing upright once again.
Fine, Kevin sighed bringing his hand up through his hair again,
Then lets get this out in the open. You dont like me and
Im going to be honest when I tell you that I dont like what youre
doing to Ria, so while we can agree on that, I would strongly suggest that
you lay off of her because the last thing I want is the woman I love to have
a breakdown because her mother was too stubborn to just get over herself and
her own little ideas of imperfections long enough to see how incredible her
daughter really is. Ria deserves respect and while you might not respect or
like me, you better make sure that you give her that. Shes more than
earned it.
Well now I never, her mother brought her hand up over her chest
in a small gasp before she was at a loss for words.
I take it we understand one another, Kevin nodded feeling a certain
sense of satisfaction carry over him before he remembered what it was like
having her walk in on him and Ria. And about before I do apologize.
That is one position I never, ever wanted to have you see Ria and I in with
one another.
Indeed, her mother wrinkled her nose again considering saying
a few things more when the bedroom door opened and Ria walked out. She glanced
between the two of them worriedly before Kevin smiled over at her.
You look beautiful, Kevin mouthed crossing the room to embrace
Ria. He gave her a quick kiss before glancing over at Rias mom with
a warning look, How about some coffee? I could go for some coffee right
about now, what about you Ria?
Coffee sounds good, Ria nodded back at him watching him move over
towards the kitchen. Ria forced herself to be pleasant with her mother, turning
to look at her again, So have you seen Trisha yet?
No, you were my first stop, though Im starting to wish that Id
gone to Trisha first, Marlene quipped ready to throw out another sarcastic
remark when she spotted Kevin popping his head out of the kitchen to glare
over at her. Sighing she forced a smile and looked to Ria again, Though
after all the craziness it is good to see you. So tell me really how is work
going?
Well its okay, Ria started knowing that even though having
a conversation was the last thing shed wanted to do after what had just
taken place, she was going to force herself to keep calm and focused now that
she had to find a way to keep her stress level down before she blew up at
her mother and said something she was going to regret. Looking over to the
kitchen again she could see Kevin out of the corner of her eye just listening
to what was happening and in that moment Ria pushed herself to be pleasant
in the hopes of coming off as confident even though it was the furthest thing
from her mind now that her mother had come back into town bringing with her
the dark cloud that she always seemed to have tucked with her upon her arrival.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Youre sure youre up for this? JT questioned as he
and Evie stood on top of the cliffs, looking down to the water below. While
hed tried to remind her that what they were about to get into with one
another was dangerous, she hadnt been deterred in her attempts to follow
through with her intentions. Hed warned her about the risks to the point
that he was starting to believe that he was turning into an old, boring person
as Martha had hinted at. Now however, as they stood on top of the cliff looking
over the edge, he couldnt help find himself longing to take that road
hed traveled down so many times in the past to feel alive.
Im more than ready, Evie assured him stepping back and pulling
her shirt over her head to reveal the tiny blue and white polka dot bikini
that she was wearing. Her grin expanded as she stepped over to the edge again
and tossed her shirt down to the world below. It rippled in the wind before
finally falling to the rocks not far from the water they had been looking
upon moments earlier. She turned to face him again with a wide grin before
wiggling her brow at him suggestively, Dont tell me youre
chickening out on this.
Not a chance, JT shook his head watching as another round of tourists
took a leaping dive down to the waters below, but you have to be careful
considering that once you do this if you land the wrong way, then
I already told you that I have experience with diving, she silenced
him with a distracting kiss. I can handle it.
You say that now, but this is nothing like diving into a pool. Its
more so a risk that could backfire if
he offered up in one last,
futile attempt to keep her from passing the point of no return without realizing
what she was getting herself into.
Im not afraid JT. I used to be when it came to everything, but
now that Im with you I feel like I can fly, her eyes sparkled
with delight at the thought. In fact, Im going to fly.
Evie, JT spoke her name feeling her lips brush against his for
a brief moment before she raced over to the point where the other divers had
been. She waved her hand around in the air and blew him an air kiss before
rushing forward to the edge.
Evie, JT spoke her name watching as she leapt over the rocks into
the water below. He moved in closer to the edge seeing the way shed
manipulated her body to accommodate the waters below. A few seconds later
she splashed underneath the surface leaving him to wonder if shed been
successful in her finish. His dark eyes scanned the surface of the water for
a few seconds more before he took in a deep breath.
Here goes nothing, he mouthed to himself moving back just enough
to give himself enough of a jump start for momentum.
He rushed forward feeling himself free falling off of the solid and steady
ground that once kept him safe and protected and into the unknown. Sure, hed
gone over the edge far too many times in the past to remember, but this time,
well this time it was different. This time he was free falling into the unknown
and while hed been haunted by that uncertainty in the past, this time
the crashing water below only further reminded him of how far hed come
in his life. His body plummeted beneath the waterfalls surface taking
in the chilled liquid. It breezed over every inch of him wrapping him up in
a familiar envelope of the past until spiting him out and upward towards the
surface again. His head broke through the surface feeling the suns rays
upon him as he took in his first breath after the jump. He looked up to the
sky--to the place hed come from and a smile crept in over his lips.
Damn I missed that, he mouthed to himself thinking about how long
it had been since hed found it in him to be reckless and free with actions.
Only unlike the times in the past when hed been high and out of his
mind, this one brought with it an altogether different kind of rush.
Smiling to himself JT dipped underneath the surface and headed in the direction
where Evie had discarded her shirt. Hed half anticipated to find her
underneath the water ready to take him crashing down into another new experience,
but instead hed surfaced on his own. Still he figured her tossing her
shirt over the edge would be an indication of where they could meet up with
one another.
Evie, what did you think? he questioned as he surfaced again only
to discover the rock that shed thrown her shirt upon. Her shirt was
still there now drying against the suns heated rays, but Evie was no
where to be found. In that moment panic carried over him. He closed his eyes
remembering his earlier warnings to her about what could go wrong. It was
in that moment that he feared that everything hed warned her about happening
had.
Evie, he spun around ready to search for her when another diver
hit the water. There was a splash around him as his dark eyes surveyed the
situation. Why hed believed that she could very easily take that kind
of risk and come out unscathed just proved how poor his judgment was getting.
He frowned surveying the area when he spotted something out of the corner
of his eye over by the falls. There was a faint flicker of something shining
over by the bottom of the waterfall.
JT, he heard Evies voice beckon him. She curled her finger
out from beneath the water and JT felt a moment of relief carry over him.
He swam towards her, a grin expanding over his handsome features as he greeted
her.
What are you doing over there love? JT couldnt help but
ask with a curious expression. I thought we were going to meet over
by your shirt.
Yeah, um about that, she curved her finger once again alerting
him to move in closer to her. I have a problem.
What kind of problem might that be? JT questioned carefully maneuvering
himself over by the rocks to step up to where shed been shielded by
the flowing waterfall in front of her. He carefully braced himself making
sure not to slide around on the slick surface of the rock as he approached
her.
This, Evie stepped out from the shadows revealing the way her
hands were holding her curves to keep a very distinct part of herself shielded
from the light of day. I lost my bikini top on the way down.
Really? JTs eyes widened with a sudden curiosity as his
brown eyes swept over her perfect curves. A laugh bubbled up in the back of
his throat before he spoke up in a teasing tone, I know you said you
wanted to be adventurous today sweetheart, but free falling didnt give
you an all access pass to go down in the buff.
Its not funny, she curled her lip in protest, a full pout
forming over her features.
Its actually quite comical love, he approached her, unable
to refrain from admiring the sight before him. Although it does beg
the question of why you would come in over here if you were self conscious
about it. You could have easily gone over to where your shirt was and
And I so dont think so, Evie nodded past him to the area
over where shed dropped her shirt. There beyond her semi-dried shirt
was a family having a picnic near the shoreline. There appeared to be a mother
and a father and three children collecting shells that all appeared to be
under the age of six.
JT knew he shouldnt laugh, but something inside of him erupted. He leaned
in against the side of the waterfalls formation and chortled with delight.
Wiggling his brow at her suggestively, he couldnt help but taunt her,
It seems as though youve gotten yourself into a bit of a quandary
now havent you?
JT, this isnt funny, she restated now that her brown eyes
narrowed up at him. I need my shirt and
And what? he approached her with a casual tone. You just
assumed that I would play your white knight and go retrieve it for you?
A gentleman would, she huffed impatiently. She made a small movement
and nearly slipped on the slick surface of the rocks before JT rushed forward
and pulled her into his arms.
In case you havent been paying attention love, Im a far
cry from a gentleman, he whispered heatedly against the side of her
neck. He felt her shiver in his arms as he held her. She lowered her eyelids
as a sigh spilled over her full lips alerting him to the fact that his simple
movement had certainly sparked a reaction inside of her. Smiling inwardly,
he dipped down to press a feathery light kiss over her shoulder.
JT please, she half begged, half whimpered as his hands dropped
down to the small of her back, pressing her in against him. The heat of their
damp skin to one another, soaked and charged with the sudden jolt of electricity
between them was enough to cause her to gasp in anticipation.
This is a change, he couldnt help but tease nibbling on
her earlobe as he pushed her further in behind the loud, crash of the raging
waterfall. He pressed her in against the surface of the cliffs foundation
before his lips skimmed across her shoulder teasingly, Normally Im
the one whos shy so to speak.
Im not being shy, she confessed in a low, sultry tone, her
brown eyes meeting his with a sudden longing. Im merely trying
to be decent about the situation.
About the people on the beach or about being alone here with me?
he wiggled his brow suggestively. He bent down to her, reaching out to pull
her flush against his hardened form. His teeth grazed her lower lip before
his tongue met and found hers in a heated display of temptation.
Maybe both, she sighed tipping her head back as his hands traveled
to her hips. His fingers played over the frayed edges of the bikini bottom
she was wearing simply fumbling with the ties before one of his hands traced
up her rib cage, lingering upward with a sudden determination.
How was your jump? he questioned leisurely, returning his attention
to her neck, to the small spot beneath her earlobe that he was certain would
drive her crazy with desire. Although he hadnt anticipated their coming
together in such an erotic fashion, he could feel himself still buzzing from
the leap theyd both taken.
Amazing, she blurted out, her slender leg curling around his hips
as her dark eyes sought out his. It was exhilarating and
Everything you thought it would be? he couldnt help but
ask, dropping his hands down to pull her up against him. He felt her body
tremble at the boldness behind his movement before her arms snaked around
his shoulders.
Better, she divulged in a shivering exhale, the faint hint of
amber flecks in her eyes shining brightly as JT continued to squeeze her in
closer to him. She arched up into him, her mouth meeting his in a frenzy now
that their adrenaline rush was still kicking out over the both of them in
full effect.
Lust pounded over JTs body from his head down to his toes as their kiss
expanded reminding him all over again why hed wanted this woman in his
arms. Yes, hed waited for far longer than he had done with any other
woman, yet as her fingers tangled through his hair, tugging relentlessly with
each urgent moment of desire, he found himself questioning his own sanity.
Her body welcomed his, her arms surrounding him and bringing him to the brink
of losing all control as he found himself lost in thoughts of making love
to her.
Tell me something, she managed to get out in between agonizing
breaths. She scratched her fingers down his spine, feeling him coil into her
at the touch.
Whats that? he couldnt help but ask turning her further
into the shadows as he found himself losing any grip on the thought of playing
things safe between them.
Is what we just experienced really like making love? she couldnt
help but ask.
JT felt her arch back, her chocolate colored eyes searching for any kind of
truth from his lips. He reached out to her pushing her long, dark hair away
from her perfectly tanned skin before he stroked her cheek gently. His thumb
skimmed over her bottom lip in a slow, sensual drag before he felt raw honesty
overtake him.
Making love is far superior to that, his tone fell to an intimate
whisper when his lips skimmed against her neck again, especially when
its with me.
JT, she closed her eyes with tiny tremors of delight carrying
over her. His fingers fanned out over her curves, tapering off over the thin
material of the tiny bikini bottoms that she was wearing. They parted briefly
eyes connecting as he tugged at the tie feeling the frail material slide apart
beneath his fingertips. Her eyes expanded with surprise, but soon that sensation
evolved into something entirely different as she struggled to get closer to
him, what are we doing?
Tempting fate, he assured her with a sexy smirk, his hands guiding
hers to the drawstring around his waist that kept his swim trunks. His tongue
traced circles over her shoulder before returning to her capturing her mouth
in hungry urgency. We are on the island after all.
So we are, she whispered in an unsteady, staggering breath now
that her shaky fingers found their way to the drawstring once again. She fought
to keep herself under control as she released the knot keeping his swim trunks
just over his hips. In that moment the fabric fell a few inches giving her
the first hints of JTs ever growing desire before her.
I love you, he murmured feeling her wiggle against him, his hands
taking the time to remember every inch of her as she in turn guided his black
swim trunks down over his body, down to the rocks foundation.
I love you too JT, she confessed, heart pounding in her chest
as she arched up into him longing to kiss him and never stop.
Not here, he whispered drawing her back further into the darkness
behind the falls.
A moment later Eve let out a tiny, ragged breath feeling herself surrounded
by water once again. It was a distinct change from the rush of wind that had
surrounded them when theyd been on the slick surface of the rock. Now
that they were submersed in the water, there was soft lapping around her,
a warmth that surrounded her despite the heavy roar of the waterfall beyond
where they were.
Ive wanted you for so long, JT divulged guiding her legs
around his waist, keeping her close to him as he waded around in the water
with her. Her shoulders enveloped him, lips taking his lead and meeting him
halfway in a desperate kiss that left no mistaking his intentions for them.
A low, muffled sound built up in the back of his throat and as Evie saw the
unrestrained desire surfacing behind his dark eyes, a shiver crept in over
her, touching every part of her body with a newfound warmth. He reached out
to her again, his damp fingers sliding against her soft cheek as he whispered
to her, I dont know why Ive denied myself this for so long.
Because we needed this to be where we are with one another now,
she purred sliding in against him with a newfound boldness. His arms enveloped
her, his eyes touched her in the ways that she was certain he would spend
his time loving her later, but before she could truly enjoy the moment between
them a thought struck a chord in her.
JT, we dont have any protection, she blurted out wishing
like hell she hadnt been the one to think responsibly at a time like
this.
What? he questioned drawing out kisses over her neck, followed
by soft nibbles on her shoulder as if he wanted to absorb every inch of her
in that moment.
Youve been the one going on and on about how we need to make sure
thats there, she hesitated before finally pushing her palms flat
out against his chest to put a distance between them. Every time Ive
approached the subject, youve been
A fool to ignore our obvious chemistry, he mouthed in response
leaning in for another desire laced kiss before pushing back, but youre
right. Ive been trying to be responsible and
And as much as I would love for us to
a blush fell upon
her cheeks, youve just been so insistent upon, well that and if
we wound up making love without having the opportunity to do it that way then
Then youd think I would be always questioning how it happened
because of your father, he finished for her catching the expression
behind her eyes. She bit down on her lower lip and nodded.
It sounds silly, but
she attempted to still the racing of
her heart.
But were not ready for what doing things like this would entail.
I mean Im at the point in my life where Im still a complete and
total screw up and your too young to start thinking about possibly having
a family and
he trailed off, feeling the mood between them tapering
off.
I want to have a family. I want to have a child with you, she
cupped his face in her hands, and Im sure that one day well
One day, he promised leaning in to kiss her, but not this
fast.
Well theres always a chance, she felt a heat rise over her
features once again, I mean just because we do this wouldnt mean
that
Evie, he kissed the tip of her nose, were tempting
fate in more ways than Id anticipated when I suggested it. Im
sorry.
Dont apologize, she reached for him once again, I
mean Ill be honest and say that we wouldnt be working this one
entirely without protection considering that Ive been
Been what? he saw her face turn a bright shade of crimson.
Playing my part in making sure that my fathers plans dont
follow through for us, she explained offering up a pointed expression.
I went to the clinic before we left just in case and
And theres still a chance, he whispered, his words buzzing
against her lips. We both know that.
I just feel like
she sighed sinking her head against his
shoulder, Why cant this be easy for us?
Because having something easy wouldnt be worth having, he
confessed bringing his fingers up through her long, dark hair. Besides
its one of our first days here. We have plenty of time to enjoy one
another.
We keep saying that, but
she offered up in protest only
to feel him reach out to cup her face in his hands.
But right now you want to go on a tour of the island and thats
what we should be focusing on. Besides, I need to brush up on my tan,
he winked at her with a million dollar smile. There are so many things
that I still have to show you because if I dont, well then Martha will
have my head and
We cant have that, she couldnt help but laugh remembering
the woman who had goaded them out to The Cove in the first place.
Not at all, he nodded in agreement, In fact
What? she questioned feeling him release her. She watched as he
dove under the water moving out beyond the waterfall. She felt a chill overtake
her and she brought her arms up over her body wondering just where hed
drifted off to. A moment later he returned and held up her bikini top to show
her.
I think this was fates way of having us get to our next adventure,
he explained offering the flimsy material to her. So what do you say?
As long as we can have a rain check on this, she paused thinking
about all that had transpired between them.
We most certainly can, he assured her moving on to steal a kiss
from her before motioning to where theyd left the rest of their clothing,
but for now lets get dressed and enjoy the island for a while.
What do you say?
Youre so on, she smiled in response knowing that while she
could have very easily let JT give into temptation for the first time in their
relationship, she had to keep things moving in such a way that they could
both live with themselves and their decisions when the time was right. She
quickly adjusted her bikini top before taking in an unsteady breath and moving
towards JT in the hopes of finding a way to enjoy the rest of their sight
seeing without thinking about just where it was that the promise of passion
could lead them. Maybe just maybe if she thought about it hard enough, she
would find a way to keep from thinking about all the ways she wanted to lose
herself completely in JT Mahoney. At least she could try to fool herself into
believing that for a little while.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Are you going to even bother to say anything to me? Angela questioned
watching Brant sip down the last of his martini before signaling the bartender
to bring him another. The man behind the counter did as instructed before
Angela tapped her hand on the countertop urgently. Hello? Brant?
What? he questioned turning his head to the side to see her staring
at him with a strange combination of frustration and annoyance now that hed
kept his thoughts to himself once theyd entered the bar hed pulled
off at.
Talk to me. Tell me what it is that youre thinking--what we should
be talking about, she suggested with a frown seeing his dark eyes flash
with an unfamiliar expression. She watched him open his mouth to say something
before he turned away focusing on the mirror on the wall instead. Brant
Tell me something. Do you make it a practice to cheat on the man you
love or are their special circumstances behind this one, he questioned
harshly, his own thoughts getting the best of him as hed pondered what
had taken place between him and Angela. While he knew full well they had something
between the two of them, she hadnt remembered their life together which
meant that she was clearly going after him with the knowledge that she was
cheating on Kevin. If she thought she loved Kevin, but was willing to throw
it away to be with him, then it got Brant wondering if she would do the same
to him like Avery had when shed left him for Russ.
What? Angelas jaw practically dropped at the accusation.
Its a simple question. Do you cheat on the men you love or dont
you? Is it habitual or was this just a one time occurrence? he questioned
bluntly, seeing her dark eyes widen further. Is it just when youre
feeling lonely or is it something thats a regular habit for you?
Screw you Brant, she snapped at him reaching for her purse and
attempting to get up off of the bar stool shed been seated at. She began
to move only to feel him reach for her wrist firmly.
I think weve already been there done that in the car so to speak,
he mouthed in a dry, hollow tone, So tell me is this habitual or just
because the mood struck once?
You tell me, she tossed back at him feeling him release her wrist.
Youre supposedly with Ria so dont you even give me a morality
lecture.
Rias irrelevant to this conversation. Im not cheating on
her, but with you, he paused struggling to find the right thing to say.
He reached for his martini and took a sip again, You think youre
in love with Kevin, dont you?
I thought I was, she paused pondering the same question herself.
Reluctantly she sank back down into her seat and looked to the juice that
shed been drinking before. Im not so sure anymore.
Why? he asked in a neutral tone trying to bite back on his anger.
Because I spent my whole life thinking that Kevins love was all
that I needed--that he was the man that made me feel alive, but now
she shook her head stopping herself before she could finish. You wouldnt
understand.
Try me, he urged her on setting his drink aside as he fully faced
her. Make me understand.
The truth is, she paused tipping her head to the side to reveal
the frustrated tears that carried over her, Brant I cant stop
thinking about you. I cant stop having these visions in my head that
keep me wondering if Im losing my mind.
What kind of visions? he questioned softening his tone a bit in
seeing her upset.
They are of us--together--making love, she revealed in a small
voice that was barely audible. She turned away from him again before sighing,
I dont know why but I cant get them out of my head. And
theres more. I keep seeing us together talking about our future and
about what we have between us. Its not just some random urge to go out
and cheat on Kevin, but more so something that feels like more. Brant, theres
something about you that
That what? he prompted her for an answer, Angela please
talk to me.
Why so you can lecture me on being a cheater? she blurted out
tearfully. I dont cheat Brant. That much Im sure of.
Yet you think youre with Kevin, he noted seeing a flash
of something else pass behind her eyes.
If I was with Kevin, then I know I wouldnt be with you. I wouldnt
even want to be with you, she paused softening her tone further yet.
She turned her eyes up to meet his, tears threatening to overtake her, but
I do want to be with you Brant. Every minute I spend with you, I find myself
wanting to be around you more.
Why? he asked in a stiff tone trying not to reveal what was happening
inside of him.
Because I think Im in love with you, you moron, she blurted
out in frustration loud enough to have people around them look over at them.
She felt her face grow hot with embarrassment before she spoke up again in
a soft voice, I mean why else would I be putting everything on the line
to be with you? If I didnt love you, then I wouldnt feel this
way.
And how is it you feel? he questioned turning in towards her reaching
out to touch her cheek gently.
Confused. Like there is something thats missing from my life--missing
from my world that no one is telling me about, she frowned over at him
shaking her head, Brant, Im not what I was before I woke up. Things
have changed--time has passed and even though I wasnt sure of that before,
Im positive now. Im not the same girl I was before I woke up in
that hospital room.
No you arent, he nodded in confession, A lot is different
now for all of us.
But why? Brant, whats really going on? What isnt everyone
telling me? Please, dont lie to me anymore. I want to know the truth,
she begged of him reaching out to touch his hand in hers gently. Brant
please.
Angela I
he stopped himself knowing full well that the lies
had gone on long enough. The other night hed revealed himself only to
chicken out and pretend he hadnt, but now with a bit of alcohol backing
his decision he knew that he couldnt deceive her any longer. Youre
right. Things arent at all like you believe them to be, but its
time you need to know the truth.
And that is a statement that I wont argue with considering that
my sister should be well aware of the company shes keeping and how unsavory
it truly is, Camerons voice cut through the moment like a knife
bringing with it a new twist on the situation that could only lead to one
thing--trouble!
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Three, the group muttered to Trishas wishes bringing all
of their glasses together before taking a sip from their glasses.
Hey you, Mindy found Jason between the friends she was with reaching
out to wrap her arms around him hugging him tightly trying to make him feel
comfortable to be in her home. She was focusing the most on him tonight because
she was worried about him coming back. There was that want to have him come
back and hang out all the time and for that she needed him to know he felt
welcome. A sudden pinch to her bottom made her let out a small squeal as she
turned to see a laughing Nate behind her. Thats it, Im going
to kill you.
Oh no, Nate set his glass down running through everyone and out
into the living room behind the couch seeing the way that Mindy came running
right after him. Oh no, youre not going to get me. Youre
too slow miss I fall on my butt when I try to do something.
Ill be the one kicking your butt Mr. Pryce, she moved forward
at him seeing him move out of the way fast enough to run around the couch
a few times while the group came out to watch them play around with each other.
Get over here big butt.
Look whose talking miss
, before even getting to say anything
more Nate was cut off feeling the impact of someone nailing into him making
him fall to bed in a thud making him let out a tight groan. Ouch.
Miss Ouch is right, Gabe laughed moving over to sit on the couch
as Mindy tried to pull out her tickle attack on Nate making him laugh out
loud and try play right back with her. Looking to the corner of the room he
could Jason watching the scene almost pouting from what it looked like and
he saw the look on Guys face as he watched Jason. Uh oh.
Uh oh what?" Chase whispered from behind the couch where he was
resting against the couch by Gabe seeing Guy approach Jason looking very,
very unhappy. Does this mean bitch fight?"
Hey you, Guy reached out to tug on the sleeve of Jasons
shirt seeing the way Jasons blue eyes left the sight of Nate and Mindy
playing together to meet his eyes as Guy tugged him into the kitchen. Knowing
that this guy seemed to be a big ball of mystery for him Guy shook his head
slowly hating to see this guy spending so much time with Mindy. I need
to ask you something.
Well Im all ears, Jason bit down on his bottom lip seeing
the way that Guy looked out at him and he could tell this guy hated him. It
was obvious by the looks he gave him, by the body language he had all night
and by the tone of his voice. Go on ahead. Im not going to have
anything smart to say back to you.
Oh, I dont want a smart answer. I was a truthful answer,
Guy was finally fed up playing guessing games with this new guy that seemed
to pop up in Mindys life so suddenly and he shook his head slowly. There
was no way that this guy would be involved in Mindys life any longer
if he planned to be a liar with her during the whole relationship. Are
you pretending to be gay to get closer to Mindy because you sure as hell dont
seem gay to me. If you lie to me, I swear to God I will find out and Ill
kill you so right now Im giving you the straight up shot. Tell me the
truth right now and I will let it go. So whats the answer big Jay? You
gay or are you straight playing it gay?"
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Are you serious? Averys widened taking in everything that
Russ was telling her. Remembering what their wedding had been like the first
time around she couldnt help but feel a set of thrills take over her,
but at the same time she felt a nagging sensation that hadnt factored
into the situation until now. I mean do you really want to get married
on the island?
The way I see it you and I had a great day there. It was perfect,
Russ touched her cheek gently searching her dark eyes, well I guess
I cant say its exactly perfect, but given what we went through
and what we shared together on that day I think its fitting that we
go back there to do things right this time around.
Yes, but do you think Erins up to taking that kind of flight,
Avery couldnt help but ask thinking about their daughter, Shes
never really gone on a trip like this and
Im sure shell be fine. We can call your dad, your brother,
my parents and our friends and just go for it, Russ continued to plot
the issue in his mind feeling a warmth carry over him. We can go as
soon as you want to--that is if you want to.
Of course I want to, Avery blurted out excitedly, I mean
you are the only person in this world other than Erin that I want to spend
the rest of my life with so of course Ill marry you.
Thats a relief because for a second there I thought you were going
to tell me that you didnt want to, Russ sighed cracking a small
smile, I was worried.
I would marry you in a heartbeat right now if thats what you want,
but if you really want to go to the island again, she paused thinking
about it for a long moment, Then were going to have to put some
planning into this and get our friends involved, but Ill tell you right
now I want a small wedding--nothing flashy.
I can work with that, he nodded in response, Ill have
anything you want as long as I can have you there.
Gee, since you put it that way, she couldnt help but laugh
shaking her head at him, It makes it sound like youre almost a
desperate man hoping to get a yes out of me.
Do you even need to ponder that thought, he hugged her in closer
to him, his lips brushing against hers gently, Avery I love you and
I want to be with you. I want to share the rest of my life with you and Erin.
Fates kept us apart long enough. Dont you agree?
More than you can imagine, she nodded sliding her arms around
his shoulders before shifting her position on his lap, Although maybe
we should get back to that whole sex talk you were giving me earlier.
What about it? he questioned feeling her palm press into his chest
shoving him back further onto his couch. She shifted over him straddling him
before leaning down to nibble on his bottom lip gently.
Im hoping that you havent let me persuade you into thinking
thats not important for us, she sighed nibbling on his neck ever
so slightly, because Russ I have to tell you I do appreciate that part
of our relationship too.
Hmm, well I aim to please, he shrugged his shoulders pulling back
to see her dark gaze fixed on his again, Whatever you want you know
Ill give it to you.
In that case why dont we call it a day here and head on home to
discuss the details of our impending marriage, she suggested with a
tiny smirk, Maybe we can work over what is and isnt appropriate
for the transition with us.
Tell you what, he slid his arms around her waist, How about
I call Kyle and ask him to be the best man, then we can go get Erin. After
that well figure out what we can negotiate later tonight in the privacy
of our bedroom.
I think that sounds like a fantastic plan, Avery nodded in agreement
feeling as if all of their dreams and wishes for a future together were finally
coming true all over again.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Honey, honey, phone, Kyle motioned Heather to wait a second as
he moved up to a sitting position on the couch hearing the sound of Heather
displeased once he motioned her to stop with what she was doing. Standing
up from the couch he saw that the number was Russell and he reached for his
pants trying to pull them on in a quick movement seeing the way that Heather
looked out at him. I swear give me one minute and we can get back to
all of this.
Fine, one minute and thats all, Heather watched Kyle nod
and pull the zipper up on his blue jeans as he moved over toward the window
to look outside. Hurry it up Kyle, Im very unhappy right now.
Hello?" Kyle answered his phone letting out a small laugh knowing
that his wife was in a good mood and he was loving every second of it. Seeing
the look she was giving him with the pout he couldn't help but smile knowing
that he was going to have a very good day today. Whats up Russ?"
Kyle, I have some very good news for you, Russs voice beamed
from the other end of the phone making him smile even happier to hear that
not only was his wife seeming to be in a great mood, but his best friend was
as well. Im about to tell you something you are never going to
believe.
Never going to believe, never going to believe, Kyle thought of
something good to say knowing that he always had to be sarcastic with Russ
at these kinds of moments and he shook his head slowly not being able to come
up with something at the moment. I was going to say something about
Brant becoming your best friend and leaving Avery alone, but I couldnt
make it funny enough.
Well, Ill still live with you buddy, Russ muttered with
a small laugh as Kyle sat down on the edge of Heathers desk away from
Heather as he listened to Russ speak. There was obviously something really
big that Russ wanted to set out on the plate and Kyle was ready for him to
hear the good news from Russ. Avery and I have been talking about a
few things and
,
I dont need the build up to what happened between you two. Im
pretty sure there were no clothes involved and a wild night, so lets pass
up the details and get straight down and dirty to the situation bud,
Kyle chuckled hearing Russ laugh on the other end before Kyle stood up from
the desk. Whats on your mind?"
Well, weve decided were going to get married again. This
time make it real, make it so everyone could be there to share our perfect
moment with us, Russ explained over the other end and by the way he
was talking you could just tell that he sounded happier than ever and was
so excited to be sharing the information. And I thought I would call
you big man because I want to ask you a big question. Well a huge question.
Just ask it Russ, you two getting married is pretty huge you know,
Kyle stated happily knowing that this was going to be great moment for two
of his three best friends and that this would be a great experience to have.
What do you want me to do? Stand security so Brant wont come and
screw it up? Make sure no one poisons the food? Run a background check on
the priest so he doesnt try anything?"
You could do that?" Russ muttered hearing Kyle laugh on the other
end and his friends sarcasm always amused him when he continued on. Kyle,
I would really enjoy it if you would do me the honor of being my best man.
I would really like my best friend to stand beside me at my perfect moment
when I get married.
Me be the best man? Oh man, honor for you? Come on thats my honor
and oh man, of course Im going to be best man. That will be absolutely
great, Kyle blurted out with a wide smile throwing his hands out in
the air like he were going to hug Russ for making him this happy today, even
knowing that Russ wasnt even here. I cant wait. I cant
wait to help you out.
Alright well, now that thats set I have a few more people to call,
but promise me that youll call back and we can plan everything?"
Russ begged hearing Kyle let out a laugh on the other end and Russ looked
back at the clock to try and determine what time it was. I cant
do all of this without my best man.
Well the best man will certainly call you back later Russ. Just so I
can get it out man, congrats. Im glad you decided to do this,
Kyle said his goodbyes to his friend before turning on his heel ready to tell
Heather the good news but by now she was dressed and the look of happiness
she had on her face was now turned into anger. Heather?"
We are not going Kyle, Heather blurted out seeing Kyles
eyebrows tighten together as she stared out at him knowing that he would fight
with her until the end on this subject, but there was no way she was going
to change her mind at all on this subject. Were not going at all
Kyle because if it has anything to do with Avery--I want nothing to do with
it. So the answer is no, I dont care what you say. Its just plain
and simple
no!
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
...to be continued...