Episode 403
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This isnt a joke Jewel--Cori and I are in love, Nate offered
up a squeeze around Coris shoulders as she leaned in closer to his chest
while he cleared his throat feeling her resting in against his shoulder. He
could see the confusion and shock behind Jewels eyes as he shrugged
his shoulders speaking up again. Cori and I are going to be having a
baby together. A very special baby that the two of us made together.
You two slept together?" was the first thing that came to mind
with Jewel as she looked into the green eyes of Nate. Never before had she
thought something like this would happen. Cori was never the sister that had
the final word with men, she was. Nate was hers first, she knew that Nate
always had a thing for Cori, but she had Nate around first. Cori having Nate
be with her was almost a fluke. It couldnt be true. Something
is wrong about the situation here.
Not really, Carly offered up her input seeing the nervous look
that Nate had pressed in over his features as he tried to keep a straight
face while the two sisters obviously were feuding with each other. I
think its nice that Cori finally found a man that she believes she can
settle down with and Nate seems like a great guy for her.
And I dont agree at all, Jewel spat out thinking back to
the moments that she spent with Nate and no wonder he kept pulling away from
her the last few times. She never had a man break it off with her, she always
broke it off with them and to even begin to imagine that one of them broke
it off with her over her younger sister drove her crazy. I think Cori
isnt good for Nate at all.
Of course you would say something like that. The one time I find a man
that actually cares about me and loves me for who I am you just have to have
a problem with it Jewel. What is it? You pissed that for once youre
second choice or lower than that?" Cori snarled pressing her hand in
over Nates chest looking up at him seeing him glance down at her with
a look she couldnt quite read. He sighed, his jaw tightening as if he
was trying to think of how to handle a situation like this. I think
you just need to start getting used to this because this one is mine and he
plans on being mine for a very long time.
Thats right, Nate hesitantly laughed looking between the
two girls before reaching down with his free hand to press his hand in over
Coris stomach softly. His fingertips centering in over her stomach as
he gulped down and thought about the possible future he could have with Cori.
From the first moment he saw her he always had a thing for her, but knew that
she didnt feel the same. They always had bite back moments with each
other and he was amused with her, but maybe he was jumping into this situation
too fast. Matt was the only child he had ever dealt with and he loved Matt.
What would Matt think if he was trying to pretend that this child was his.
He wanted a child, but raising Matt was like sharing a child of his own with
Don. Maybe he was going in the wrong with this whole situation. Was he moving
too fast? Was he really ready to put his life forward and become a father?
Cori and I are having a baby together.
There was no turning back right now, a lot of people already knew the news
and if he rejected it now so many people would look down on him. Think he
was just being a jerk, but now as he stood in the middle of this situation
he wondered if he made the wrong choice. It was too late to go back, but now
he wondered if the right choice to him a few days ago was a complete and total
nightmare. He had no idea what it was like to be a father and how he should
handle it and thats what scared him the most. Growing up was hard to
do when he never had to in his life, he was a good person with a good heart
and would be a good father, but the fear that came through his mind the most
was failing. Failing at being a good father.
Were going to be a big happy family, he heard Cori mutter
and he gulped down. Sure the thought scared him, but it wasnt because
he wanted other women. He had wanted Cori for quite some time, but it was
just the fear of being the father and doing something wrong. Come on
Nate, we need to talk.
Okay, Nate followed Cori into the bedroom finally proud that Cori
wanted him now. She wanted him because of what he offered up to her and thats
the one thing he had wanted for a while. Her to like him and want to be with
him. Maybe that was too much to ask for, but maybe along the way she could
fall for him. So, I guess
This is just so great, Cori pulled away from him leaving the door
slightly opened looking back at Nate for a moment seeing a smile press in
over his features. This has never happened before. Jewel is so pissed,
for once its twisted around. I want you and she cant have you.
This is just perfect.
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I dont believe this, Avery sighed closing her eyes and
recalling what her friend had told her about her mother being the woman in
the photo Angela had of her very own mother. If Brooke is her mother,
then
Avery, I know Kevin told you that he was certain it was Brooke, but
he mightve been wrong, Russ explained hoping to alleviate Averys
worries after hed finished putting Erin down to bed. Its
entirely possible that the two women had a striking similarity much like you
and Angela do and
Russ this isnt just coincidence, Avery sank down onto the
edge of the bed thinking about all that had happened over the last few months.
I mean if you think about it everything makes sense if Cameron is my
brother. It explains so much when Cameron said that to me.
Avery, just because Brooke went out of her way to do wicked things doesnt
mean that you should assume that Cameron is telling you the truth. You know
as well as I do the man has had an agenda ever since he stepped into this
town and this is undoubtedly just another ploy of his to get you worked up
so that he can take advantage of the situation, he offered up with a
small sigh moving in beside her. He squeezed her leg gently and turned his
eyes to her again. Reaching out to bring his fingers through her long dark
hair he spoke up gently, Avery biology doesnt change the woman
that you are and you of all people should realize that.
What I realize is that my mother is a monster who has lied thus far
about everything else. Why wouldnt she lie about this? She was after
my fathers money from day one, Avery shook her head before sinking
back onto the blankets with an exaggerated groan. I wouldnt have
put it past her to ruin my fathers life by trying to pass me off as
his.
You are his, Russ slid in beside her curling his arm around her
waist. He leaned in to kiss her cheek gently before whispering in her ear,
You should never doubt that especially now that Brooke is already getting
you upset.
Im sure thats how you felt about Elliot too until you found
out the truth, Avery pointed out tipping her head to the side to meet
his concerned eyes.
Elliot still is my father. That hasnt changed, Russ corrected
in a pointed tone, his green eyes flashing with the briefest moment of uneasiness.
I was born a Denton and I will be a Denton for the rest of my days just
like youll be a Morrison and only a Morrison. Well, okay so maybe youre
a Denton too now, but still
Russ, she couldnt help but smile at his attempt at trying
to cheer her up. She stretched her arm out around his long, muscled torso
and found her dark gaze searching his. I love you.
I love you too, he whispered gently reaching out to pull her into
a full embrace. He tipped down enough to gently coax his lips against hers
tasting the frustrations and questions that were awaiting to break through
the surface upon her. Sliding his fingers into her hair before he cupped her
cheek with his palm, he offered up a small breath into her. Their foreheads
touched and he sighed, Nothing is ever going to change that Avery.
I just feel like we havent been given any real breaks this year
especially with this, she sighed heavily placing a small distance between
them enough to gaze up into his green eyes. Its been one thing
after the other between your family and mine.
So forget about our families for a while, he suggested offhandedly
with a small shrug. His thumb brushed over her bottom lip dragging in a slow,
sensual movement. Forget about everything that you think we should be
worrying about and think about the things that we can be thankful for like
each other. Or Erin. Think about how lucky we are to have her.
I think about that each and every day, she admitted with a small
sigh, but
But nothing, he pressed his index finger in over the center of
her lips. The only way the past can haunt us is if we open up the door
and invite it inside of our lives.
Russ, you and I both know that
she frowned up at him seeing
a sudden determination behind his green eyes.
Did I ever tell you about the honeymoon gift I bought for us the first
time around? You know that night we went off to Atlantic City? Russ
questioned with a lazy smirk, his gaze lingering over Averys lips. He
inched in closer to her, the warmth of his breath skimming over her lips as
he stole a quick kiss from her.
You mean when we were in high school? her eyes widened with sudden
curiosity. She felt his hand drop down around her waist pulling her in closer
to him so that their bodies touched near their hips.
He nodded, Well that was the only time we decided to go to Atlantic
City, wasnt it?
Wed talked about it a lot of times, but yes that was our one and
only adventure on your motorcycle, she mused at the memory feeling a
small rush of chills carry over her. She could clearly remember the humming
of the engine, the wind whipping through her hair and the warmth that carried
over her when shed wrapped her arms around Russ squeezing his body that
night. Holding on was the only thing on her mind and shed found herself
longing to feel that connection between them forever.
Thats right, he nodded sliding his hand into her dark hair.
He nudged her head up ever so slightly to have her meet his gaze before he
smiled down at her, I had so many plans for us that night.
I shouldve listened to you instead of thinking that we shouldve
waited, she frowned thinking back to her own apprehension once theyd
made their way into the chapel.
You were right to stop it, he replied honestly remembering their
impulsive youth. You and I both needed to establish ourselves before
we wound up married to one another and without a dime to our name.
We wouldve made it though, she sighed heavily wishing that
she could undo so many of the mistakes that theyd shared over the years.
Even so, I have to say that Im glad that were able to stand
here together like this after all those years of being apart, he admitted
honestly, leaning in to steal another chaste kiss from her lips. It
says something about our longevity.
Weve never had a problem with our longevity, she murmured
with a sultry undertone burning in her eyes.
As much as I wont argue that point with you, I really would love
to show you something, Russ confessed with a small laugh reaching for
her hand and lifting it to his lips. He offered up a small kiss before stepping
aside and walking over to the cabinet near the far end of the room. As
I said before I never gave you what I bought you for our honeymoon.
If its something X-rated Im pretty sure that its expired
by now, she teased lightly watching him unlock the cabinet in front
of him. Her gaze tapered off to his bottom remembering what it felt to have
her fingers kneading over his strong, solid skin--to have his muscled contours
over her in the heat of passion.
As much as I would like to say that I indulged that notion, the fact
to the matter is Im keeping things on an appropriate level here,
he wrinkled his nose at her. Shaking his head he turned his attention to a
box that was on the top shelf. Give me a little credit. Sex isnt
the only thing on my mind when were together.
Really? she arched a curious brow before laughing. Well
now thats the first Ive ever heard that one.
You know Im starting to think that you dont know the first
thing about me Avery, he turned around to face her again with the box
in his hand. Here I am thinking about ways to make you happy by appealing
to your more romantic side and there you are trying to get me out of my pants.
As if the thought hadnt crossed your mind, she wrinkled
her nose at him.
Im perfectly capable of getting out of my own pants when the mood
strikes Ill have you know, but right now, he stepped in closer
to her handing the box over. This is for you.
What is it? she questioned noticing the shiny silver ribbon and
bow that topped off the package.
If you open it, youll have a better idea of what it is,
he prompted taking a seat on the sofa. He settled in on it eyeing her intently,
Well?
Oh right, she sank down beside him and started to peel away at
the wrapping before hesitating. Did you really buy this all that time
ago?
I did, he nodded in confession, and I figured that I would
save it until our next wedding, but maybe tonight it will be better for us.
Russ, I dont know what it is, but
she stopped with
a small laugh, I know. You dont have to say it. Just open it.
Thats right, he agreed watching her tear open the box only
to reveal the small trinket inside.
Russ is this? Averys eyes widened in response as she reached
into the box. A few seconds later she pulled out a small pink stuffed elephant
with a tiny silver bracelet around its neck. Turning to look at him
in surprise she spoke up again, Russ is this
?
Mr. Pepper? he arched a curious brow seeing her expression change.
She squeezed the elephant in her hand before snuggling it to her chest.
I dont believe this, she looked at the toy again before
shaking her head. I havent seen him since that time in fifth grade
when you had that sleepover and Grady and his friends tossed him into the
pool. I thought he was ruined.
Well this is Mr. Pepper part two, he explained sliding in closer
to her. He wrapped his arms around her shoulders and offered up a small squeeze.
He was in one of the stores in Atlantic City and when I saw him I knew
I couldnt hesitate. I remembered how much you loved Mr. Pepper when
you were a kid and how heartbroken you were when my brother decided to launch
him into the water like that. I knew that Mr. Pepper was always a comforting
thing for you, so I picked him up in the hopes that he would still be able
to accomplish that mission for you in making you feel better.
My dad gave him to me when I had chicken pox, Avery thought back
to the toy shed had as a child. I was so miserable and lonely
being locked up in the house that he was trying to make me feel better.
And he did when he gave Mr. Pepper to you because Mr. Pepper was something
from your father--something that he wanted his little girl to have because
he loved her, Russ noted seeing her face shift expressions.
He does love me a lot, Avery confessed feeling a lump forming
in the back of her throat. And I love him too.
I know you do baby, he squeezed her in his arms snuggling her
in beside him, which is why I dont want you to worry about any
of this tedious stuff thats been happening around us. Your father will
always be your father just like Elliot will always be mine. Nothing will ever
change that.
I know, Avery nodded holding Mr. Peppers twin into her chest.
She lay against Russells muscled form and sighed closing her eyes now
that the warmth of him surrounded her. I just
I know, he whispered kissing the top of her head gently, but
I promise you that its going to be okay. Nothing is going to change
all of the good things we have ahead of us now.
Youre right, she nodded in agreement squeezing the elephant
again as she thought about how much she wanted to keep her mothers lies
from tearing her world apart all over again. It seemed as though fate had
given her a new beginning and she wasnt about to spoil it now that she
had the world in front of her!
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I cant believe that were really going to be doing this,
Deana blurted out with a hint of enthusiasm in her tone as she set the blouse
she was folding into her suitcase. I mean I dont think Ive
ever really been on a vacation in my life, so for me to go on this kind of
trip, well let me just tell you its a surprise.
Youve never been on a vacation? Grady questioned lazily
from his position on the top of her comforter while watching her shuffle around
the room to pull things together for their trip.
Not unless you count going over to the next county when Jason had a
wrestling tournament, she confessed pulling another few articles of
clothing from the closet. She held one up to her chest and turned to Grady,
What do you think red or blue?
Hmm, he scratched his chin watching her alternate the two shirts
in front of herself as if to give off some kind of indication of what she
would look like in them. Its a tough call.
They both are really comfortable, but at the same time being in the
heat of a tropical island and all, well as I said Ive never been anywhere
like that so Im not sure which
she continued to move around
with the shirts in front of her.
I vote for neither, Grady moved onto his side and leaned over
the bed for her nightstand. His fingers curled around the knob on the drawer
beside him as she frowned.
What do you mean neither? she pouted lowering the two shirts to
her sides, Are you saying that you dont like them because I spent
a lot of time trying to find these and
Its not that I dont like them, he replied with a casual
smirk, but rather were going to be out in a tropical paradise
and in those situations, well being naked tends to work best.
I dont think your parents or your brother would appreciate my
showing up to the wedding buck naked, she wrinkled her nose at his suggestion
watching him sit up straighter on the bed dangling a tiny bikini top in front
of her.
Oh I dont know. My brother has always appreciated beauty even
if hes been desperately hung up on Avery and my folks, well they would
get over it if you were wearing next to nothing, which this would classify
as by the way, Grady winked up at her, I think you should pack
this for when you decide you want to be wearing something.
Please, she groaned tossing one of her shirts at him and hitting
him in the face, Grady can you get your mind out of the gutter for five
minutes so that I can get everything done before we have to go to the airport
and leave? If you keep joking around then
Im totally serious Deana, Grady pulled her shirt from the
front of his face, I cant wait to get you out there in next to
nothing
With my son right there? she folded her arms in front of her chest
after shed placed the blue shirt into her suitcase, Yeah, that
makes a lot of sense.
Zane will be fine and thats why you can keep this with us,
he motioned to the bikini again, for those moments when we arent
making ravenous love to one another.
Gee, and here I thought a vacation would be about relaxing, she
couldnt help but shake her head at him.
Last time I checked that particular activity made you very relaxed and
at ease in my arms, he wiggled his brow suggestively watching her blush.
Seriously though you have no idea whats ahead of you when we get
out there.
Exactly Grady, she stressed the sound of his name, which
is why you should be helping me pack instead of trying to cajole me into some
fantasy scenario of yours.
Cajole huh? Grady kicked his legs over the side of the bed and
approached her. Ill have you know that Ive already talked
about things with my father. Ive also taken the liberty of packing Zanes
bags already. Hes got plenty of underwater gear and lots of suntan lotion
just as you requested.
Its only because he burns so easily, she frowned feeling
him move in behind her. He wrapped his arms around her waist and kissed the
side of her neck.
Trust me everything is going to be perfect, he whispered words
of assurances to her.
I want to believe that, but it just seems so surreal to me. I mean if
you think about how work has been lately with Zack and
Deana offered
up feeling him urge her around to face him fully.
Zack Vaughn is the least of our concerns, Grady reminded her,
his green eyes reaching out into hers. His fingers stroked the side of her
cheek and a smile teased over the corners of his lips. When we get out
to where Russ and Avery are having the ceremony the hospital is going to be
the last thing on your mind.
Im hoping thats the case, but
she started feeling
him press his index finger over her lips to silence her.
No buts. Were not going to be negative, but rather were
going to focus on all the positives that are there ahead of us away from Coral
Valley, Grady leaned in to steal a quick kiss from her, Were
going to have a wonderful time.
I sincerely hope so considering that, she felt him move in to
kiss her once again this time with a bit more sinful intent behind it. She
contemplated resisting, but instead she curled her arms around his shoulders
tightly while forgetting about her packing. She felt him pull her up off of
the ground and into his chest causing a whole new round of tremors to race
over her every synapse. As they parted, she eyed him suspiciously, You
really arent going to just let me get my packing done like Id
hoped for, are you?
Not a chance, but rest assured weve got some time before we need
to be to the airport, Grady promised carrying her back over to the center
of the bed as they delved into his own agenda for their first step closer
to paradise with one another.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Seth stop it! Blake squealed worriedly watching the man she loved
engaged in a scuffle with Zack. While she had no doubt in her mind about who
would win a fight if it continued, the fact that they were still in the middle
of the restaurant drawing a crowd around them had her more worried than anything.
Seth! Zack! Please!
Seth looked up at Blake just in time to catch Zacks fist into his face.
Furious Seth reached down to pull Zack up off of the ground by the neck of
his shirt. He slammed Zack into a wall before raising his fist as though he
would strike Zack. Seth saw the blood pooling in the corner of Zacks
mouth, the way his eyes narrowed in an obvious fear and as Zack stood motionless
he could almost hear the worry in Zacks labored breathing. Seths
eyes filled with madness, his anger bubbling over him at the snide remark
that Zack had made. When he thought about how Zack walked around trying to
cause trouble, he realized that it would be so easy to start hitting him and
never stop, but then his thoughts lingered to Blake. With a heavy sigh Seth
shoved Zack aside and stepped back just in time for the restaurants
security to approach the scene.
Seth, Blake rushed forward bringing her arms around the man she
loved. She hugged him tightly as one of the security guards moved over to
pull a now stumbling Zack up off of the ground again.
What the hell is going on here? one of the guards questioned looking
between the two men.
We had a misunderstanding, Zack blurted out attempting to keep
his voice cool and even despite the fire of rage tearing through his dark
eyes.
No you were the one that misunderstood Vaughn, but hopefully that wont
happen again, Seth corrected with a small snarl causing Zack to wince
instinctively. Seth felt Blakes hand settle in on his arm causing him
to turn away from Zack. He reached out to touch her face gently. Are
you okay?
I just want to go home, she explained in a small voice refusing
to dignify Zack with any words or even a glance. She turned to the man who
had been waiting on them earlier and offered up an apologetic expression.
Were sorry about the mess, but rest assured that well pay
for the damages here.
You bet youll pay, Zack quipped in with a hiss, his gaze
directed over at Seth. You made a big mistake Alexander--one that Im
not going to forget.
Youre not worth it Zack, Seth barely made an effort to get
the words out before turning to face the restaurant manager, Blakes
right. Well be more than happy to cover the costs of the damages. Im
sorry things got out of line.
Its alright Mr. Alexander. Miss Ashford, the man nodded
over at Blake with a polite smile. Im sure whatever happened simply
could not be avoided. I trust your judgment.
Thank you, Blake nodded in response knowing full well the only
reason why the police hadnt been called or why the manager wasnt
having a fit was simply because of the Ashford name she had behind her. While
she didnt like to flaunt out that part of herself right now it seemed
to come in handy for her. Standing up taller she made a note to do something
extra special in repaying the cost for the damages that the restaurant obtained.
I appreciate that.
Its not a problem, the man replied snapping his fingers
while another waiter rushed forward with a box in hand. He held it out towards
Blake and Seth as the manager spoke up, We took the liberty of boxing
your pizza for you as we were certain you might be interested in having a
more private dinner session. If you would like however we could open up our
banquet room and
No I think well take this one home, Blake accepted the box
before pulling money out of her purse. She handed it directly to the manager
before clearing her throat uneasily. Im sure this will cover the
cost of the pizza and a little bit of the other debts here.
The manager looked down to the wad of bills in his hand and his eyes widened
with delight. He flashed Blake a smile and nodded, This more than covers
it Miss Ashford.
Good Im glad, Blake sighed a breath of relief before turning
to Seth. Lets get out of here.
I never thought youd suggest it, he revealed leading Blake
away from the mess at the table while Zack watched on seeing their retreat.
Im sorry sir, but Im going to have to ask you to leave as
well, the manager informed Zack with a pinched tone.
Now why doesnt that surprise me? Zack snarled at the man
before pushing the security officer off of him. Dont think that
hes going to keep getting an all access pass to get away with murder
just because shes escorting him. Shell be with me soon enough
and when she is, Im going to make damn sure you regret speaking to me
this way.
As you wish, the manager nodded before motioning for security
to escort Zack to the door.
This isnt the last of me, Zack warned sharply before giving
himself over to the walk to the back exit to the restaurant.
Oh but it is Zack and the sad part is you have no idea whats coming
to you now that youve gone overboard in making an ass of yourself,
Andy chuckled to himself from the table hed been seated at across the
restaurant. While the good doctor had no idea that Andy had been present and
taking in the whole scene, it had certainly been a subject of great interest
for Andy. It would seem that Zack had planted the seeds to put the next part
of Andys plans in motion for the Ashford princess.
Reaching into his cell phone pocket Andy withdrew his cell phone and dialed
Michelles number. He listened to the sound of her voice mail pick up
before he spoke into the phone smoothly. Sorry babe, but something came
up. Im going to have to reschedule dinner plans due to a project that
simply cannot wait. Catch you later.
Hanging up the phone Andy felt a smile carry over him now that it was clear
hed just been given the first spark of inspiration for the plan that
was certain to give him everything hed been longing for since his return
to life. Tossing some money on the table top, he reached for his jacket and
made his way to the exit in the hopes of putting together the missing pieces
of the puzzle that he would need to ensure that his plans went smoothly where
Blake Ashford was concerned. Oh yes, he was about to get everything hed
failed to obtain the first time hed attempted to bed a princess, but
unlike his miserable experience with Angela, he was quite convinced that Blake
would prove to be everything hed ever needed and more!
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Kevin returned to the Ashford estate grounds knowing that he wouldnt
be able to rest thinking about the possibility of Angela being missing especially
after everything that had transpired around him. Here he had promised to keep
an eye on her--to help make sure that things were alright again before he
pushed that part of his life behind him, yet in his absence shed gone
missing. No one had the first clue where she could be, but the longer she
was gone the harder it was for him to fathom what had become of her.
Now as Kevin stood outside the mansion he felt a gnawing fear eating away
inside of him. It was a fear he hadnt felt in quite some time, yet as
he was surrounded by the night winds he felt a sudden chill reach in down
deep inside of him. Closing his eyes he tried to come up with some miracle
answer as to where Angela could be--to some kind of reasoning as to where
she couldve gone off to, but in that instant of total confusion and
uncertainty he felt lost. It wasnt a frequent emotion for him, yet now
that he stood in the center of the garden area he thought back to another
time when hed felt so very helpless in the past.
Angie, Kevins voice whispered as he stepped into the hospital
room only to discover her laying on the bed looking broken and exhausted.
There was a throbbing in his arm, yet it paled in comparison to the ache inside
of him after hed learned the horrible truth about what had happened
to their child. In that moment he found himself unable to bear the pain of
that realization, but what made it worse was seeing her laying there in front
of him, her expression hollow and empty after the cold, hard reality hung
over him that he hadnt been there for her.
Angie, Kevin repeated again his voice coming out in a broken whisper.
While hed promised himself that he would be strong for her--that he
would be able to make it through what had happened without revealing his heart,
the fact to the matter was that with one look into her dark eyes it shattered
any resolve that hed had about being strong.
Why? was all Angela could get out as she burst into tears. Though
in an instant Kevin realized that they were only surrounded by the misery
that shed been drowning in before hed entered the room.
Taking in a breath he said nothing and slid onto the hospital bed beside her,
not giving a damn what would happen should Cyrus or any of his other coworkers
walk in and see them together. Hed hid behind the truth lost beind lies
for so very long that now in his most poignant hour he no longer wanted to
hide. Wrapping her up in his arms, he felt her bury her head into his chest
as she continued to sob.
Why Kevin? was all she could ask as he found himself pondering
the very same thought. Granted he knew he hadnt been the perfect man
most of his life, but damn it, he wouldve given anything to be able
to have his child--to share the world with her and his daughter. It was the
dream that had kept him strong for the past few months and it was that same
very dream that had been shattered tonight when the news found its way
to him.
When hed been struck by that bullet hed prayed that it wouldnt
hurt him in such a fashion that it would steal him from his family. Now as
he thought of his daughter not making it, hed almost wished that it
wouldve penetrated his heart and taken him under so that he couldve
been there to embrace his daughter at heavens doors and share all the
love hed held onto inside of him for her. Hell, if it hadnt been
for Angela needing him, he wouldve wished for his own passing, but now
he had to be strong--had to protect her and keep her safe.
Ill never fail you again Angie, Kevin promised in a broken whisper his own tears consuming him as they held onto one another trying to keep it together though theyd both lost something far too precious for words in his absence.
I wont lose you again, Kevin vowed returning to the moment
and seeing the clear sky above where he stood. Granted hed been sloppy
about holding true to his promise, but no more. Even if it took all of the
time down to his last breath to find her, he would do it. He wouldnt
allow her to slip away as she almost had the day theyd lost their child.
He couldnt live through making that mistake twice.
I know youre out there somewhere and Ill find you,
Kevin promised to the heavens above hoping that wherever Angela was she would
feel his presence and his determination to find her. She had to know that
he wouldnt give up on saving her--wouldnt give up on protecting
her even if hed forgotten about his promise for a split second.
Now as Kevin looked to his car he stepped forward and surveyed the wreckage.
There had to be some clue in the mess that would guide him towards the truth,
he rationalized to himself. Taking in a deep breath, he knelt down in front
of the car. His dark eyes skimmed over the remains of the bumper hoping to
find some hidden hint that had evaded his scrutiny earlier, yet like before
he was coming up empty. He reached out to touch the jagged edge of the broken
headlight when a thought occurred to him. Standing up and circling around
the car, Kevin opened up the door and looked inside. Why he hadnt noticed
it before he wouldnt know, but there it was sparkling underneath the
moonlight.
The ring, he mouthed to himself bending in and pulling out the
engagement ring that had been on Angelas finger. While shed thought
it belonged to her and Kevin, he knew full well that the ring had come from
Brant. It was something that Brant had tried to share with Angela when shed
been unconscious, yet all this time Angela had believed it to be from Kevin.
She wouldnt have taken it off for the world unless
No, you cant think like that, Kevin shook his head and stepped
back ready to dismiss any further negative thoughts until he spotted another
key point of evidence hed overlooked. There over the hood of his car
scratched out in jagged writing was the word LIAR. Frowning he moved forward
to inspect the scratches and realized that it mustve been keyed into
his car. Suddenly a new thought occurred to him.
Kevin? Brants voice questioned as Brant approached from
the guest house area.
Brant, what are you doing out here? Kevin questioned surprised
to see Brant near his car.
I was looking for clues as to what happened in there, Brant motioned
to the guest house and sighed. I was hoping that maybe whomever took
her would give us some indication of what they were attempting to do.
Brant, Kevin paused a sudden hunch carrying over him, I
think you need to see this.
See what? Did you find something? Brant questioned stepping in
closer to him. Is there a clue or a note or
?
Not exactly, but I found this, Kevin held up the ring hed
found inside of his car. He offered it up to Brant and watched his friends
face drop with worry.
Where did you get this? Brant blinked back at him. Kevin?
It was in the front seat and then there was this, Kevin pointed
to the word that was carved into his hood. I didnt see it earlier
because of the way the lighting was out here, but now
well its
clear as day.
Liar, Brant mouthed reading the word aloud. He turned to Kevin
with a frown. What is that supposed to mean?
I think it means that the person were looking for is none other
than Angie. I think she did this to my car, Kevin confessed with a sinking
sensation inside of him now that it started to make sense. The attack on his
car was very personal and very violent as if the person who had done it had
an ax to grind with him.
Angela, Brant repeated with a firm shake of his head, No
Kevin she wouldnt do this. She was the one who was kidnapped.
Im not so sure Brant, Kevin paused remembering the chain
of events from the moment hed left Angela. Suddenly a nagging thought
occurred to him. Oh my God. I think she saw me.
Saw you what? Brant asked eyeing him intently. Kevin, what
arent you telling me?
Angie thinks that ring is from me and she knows how much I love my car,
Kevin gasped with a horrified expression. She had to see Ria and I together
earlier and that mustve been what set her off.
Wait, what? Brant replied confused. Why would she have been
upset in seeing you around Ria?
Because Ria and I were here making love, Kevin replied honestly
remembering how careless hed been in parading around the mansion with
Ria. She mustve come in and saw us. Oh God, that explains everything.
If she saw me with another woman that undoubtedly had to break her heart because
she loves me.
She thinks she loves you and even thats on shaky ground,
Brant corrected thinking about his own bond with Angela over the last few
days.
No Brant shes in love with me and she knows I promised to give
her the world. To see me with someone else wouldve hurt her. Angie mustve
felt like she was losing everything and this, well this explains her running
away after cracking up my car, Kevin continued to spin his theory out
to Brant. Oh God, I mustve broken her heart. Shes been wanting
so much for us to find a way to fix what was wrong with us, but I couldnt
bring myself to tell her that its all been a lie. She loves me so much
that
No she doesnt Kevin, Brant blurted out jealousy carrying
over him at the sound of Kevins tone. I mean she says she does,
but she hasnt been up front about things either. Lately she and I have
been bonding and
If Angela thinks were going to get married, it doesnt matter
what kind of bonding you did because when it gets down to it there is only
one man that her heart belongs to right now and thats me, Kevin
mouthed in response knowing full well that the damage that had been done to
his car was a clear sign that Angela had one thought on her mind and that
was the heart she had broken when Kevin had let her down. Hed promised
her the world and if shed seen him with Ria, then it was undoubtedly
one of the worst things that couldve happened to her. Suddenly Kevin
flashed back to the pain in her eyes that hed seen in the past when
hed let her down before and in an instant he went from bad to worse
knowing that she was out there somewhere hurting and there wasnt a damn
thing he could do about it.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
And why is that? Sarah has been planning on going after the two of you
for so long. Since the two of you have gotten together and all of a sudden
I dont have to worry? Why is that?" Kellens eyebrow perched
up as his blue eyes stared out at Kyle as he searched for some type of answer
to give him. Obviously stumbling on his words as he thought of something to
say. You know what shes like Kyle, what are you hesitating? This
is Sarah were talking about. She will do anything in her power to get
back at either one of you and you both know it.
I know what kind of person Sarah is Kellen, but there is no way that
she is going to break Heather and I away from one another. We love each other
and nothing is going to stop us from, Kyle looked to Heather for a moment
knowing that they shared a bond together already. They had gotten married
so long ago, that it almost seemed ridiculous to keep lying about this and
they even had their rings on their fingers. How ridiculous could Kellen be
about being lied to? It was so obvious, he was the only one in the room that
had no idea about the things that were going on. Getting married. Heather
and I have this love with one another that no one will be able to break.
But then how do you know that? She had ruined the past with you and
Heather tons of times. How do you know she wont ruin it now?" Kellen
threw his hands up in the air seeing Kyle roll his eyes and turning his attention
to Heather he knew that he wanted to talk to someone who maybe might understand
him more. Since this isnt digging in with him Heather, you really
have to be freaked about this arent you?"
I know my sister is a bitch Kellen--yes, but what Kyle is trying to
tell you is back in the day we didnt know how much we loved each other.
We were both kind of oblivious to what was happening between the two of us
and that made us blind to Sarahs actions, Heather tried to explain
seeing Kyle nod and rest his head back against the couch. Kyle and I
love each other and were not separating. Not now, not ever. No matter
what gets in the way.
Even if she tried to manipulate our wedding, Kyle began seeing
the way that Kellen looked over at him and he leaned forward holding his hands
up in the air. Sure, they already had a perfect wedding that no one could
have interrupted. It was a perfect wedding. No Sarah. No Kellen, no one other
than the two of them and Charles. It was the way he wanted it, the way he
dreamed of it and now they were going to have to have a second marriage just
for everyone elses viewing. It almost didnt seem fair to him,
he was a man that liked to keep his personal business out of the faces of
others. He was more of a private person rather than the glamorous faces Kellen
made the both of them out to be. Im telling you now Kellen, well
take out that whole speak now or forever hold your peace part so she doesnt
have a chance. There is no way she is going to ruin our wedding and our future.
Well thats a smart idea and I think you should probably get a
few guards there just in case she does try to show up, Kellen began
seeing the way that Kipp, Kyle and Heather all looked at him. I mean
hey, that girl has a good punch. Do you remember what she was like at her
and Kyles wedding? Sure, Kyle and Heather werent there, but she
put up a good damn fight. Im just saying it might be smart.
Well Im just saying stop right now, we dont need to keep
worrying about something that is totally irrelevant and we dont need
this right now, Kyle heard his cell phone buzzing against the coffee
table and almost thanked God that he gave him a chance to get away from Kellen.
Moving toward the kitchen he flipped open his phone and shrugged. Sorry,
got a call. Be back in a few, never or hopefully hell be gone when I
get back.
Why is he like that? Im just worried about his future and he ends
up being an ass, Kellen pouted falling to the couch next to Heather
before letting out a deep breath. It seemed that no matter how much he tried
with Kyle, he would never ever be able to get him and get to be friends like
he hoped for. I try to get him to like me, but its like he keeps
getting mad for no reason.
Kellen, Im sure he likes you--its just youre a little,
high strung is probably the word Im looking for, Kipp pointed
out seeing Kellens blue eyes glance over at him and he shrugged. Think
about it Kellen, Kyle seems to kind of be a personal kind of guy. He doesnt
like sharing his life out there, I know you do but some people are just different.
Well, Im trying, Kellen leaned back into the couch to hear
Heather let out a small laugh before reaching out to pat him on the shoulder
softly. I mean really, one day Im going to try and come over and
I wont be welcomed in the house. I think he hates me that much.
Youre my best friend Kellen, I wouldnt sink that low. Just,
I think hed like it if you stopped showing up unplanned. Just give us
a little warning and Im sure hell work better with you. He just
hates having you interrupt certain times of our day, Heather noted knowing
that Kyle didnt appreciate Kellen walking in on them most of the times
in their intimate actions. She didnt think that Kyle hated Kellen, she
just figured that he wasnt happy with all the interruptions Kellen presented
them with. Kyle likes you, he just has problems with you always running
in on us.
Honey, I have something to tell you, Kyle moved back into the
room closing his phone with a never ending smile that pressed in over his
features. His dimples were showing and their was an obvious happiness that
seemed to sweep over him. That was Russell on the phone and I have some
news.
Obviously good news, Kellen retorted seeing the way Kyles
light hazel eyes looked over at him and Kellen slouched more down in his seat.
I think the only other way youd be smiling that way would be if
I was gone.
No, then my smile would be bigger, Kyle tossed a pillow at him
seeing the frown that Kellen gave before tossing the pillow back at him for
him to side step and have it miss him completely. Kyle slid his phone back
into his pocket before rubbing his rough hands together slowly. You
see he called with some news on future plans.
Okay? So where is this headed?" Heather saw Kyle smiled wider if
that was even possible before moving in closer to her, his hands reaching
out to hers to pull her up to him. Sighing, she felt him wrap his large arms
around her torso pulling her closer to his hard body. Kyle?"
Well honey, Kyle tipped down pressing his thumb in over her bottom
lip outlining it slowly before inhaling deeply. Staring into her green eyes
he saw her slightly confused as he thought of a way to just present it to
her knowing she wasnt going to like it very much. Well honey,
we better go get packing because were leaving for a while. Were
going to a place called Willow Island. Were going with Russ and Avery
to the island so they can go get married out there.
Simple, no, Heather pushed away from him and the smile that was
filling up his face suddenly faded as she sat down next to Kellen on the couch
staring up at the look of displease on his face. Shrugging she knew he would
be pissed, but she didnt care. No Kyle, Im not going. Im
not going at all.
Oh no, Kellen covered his eyes letting out a tight gasp knowing
that him and Kipp here meant that they were about to witness a fight go on
between Kyle and Heather. You could just tell by the look Heather had on her
face and the way Kyle was looking at her. This isnt good.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
I know you think you know what youre doing, but its always
these kind of moments that make a person look like a total idiot when they
are on a television show or a movie. They say that line and in two seconds
they end up getting shot right in the head, Alexa blurted out seeing
the way his eyebrows wrinkled together at her statement and she threw her
hands up in the air starting to change the clip in her gun. You have
no idea with these things Ben, the statistics show in movies and television
thats the number one killer line. Unless its a line used with
like an affair, but thats also killer as well.
Well let me put it this way, its been more than two seconds so
I think its okay. You need a hobby too, youre too much into that
whole television thing--this is real life. Things like that dont happen,
Ben explained tossing a few items around the area to look around at the items
that were in the room they had been stuck in for a while. Also, in movies
and television--you have the guy that got shot right in the center of the
head, hes been dead a good thirteen minutes but somehow they bring him
back and hes working the next week on the show. Its fiction to
the biggest point.
Valid point, but television can still get a person thinking about the
certain situations, she added seeing him shrug and nod before tossing
another thing to the side and she took a look outside. There was no one around
and no one in the room they were in. Something had to have happened to the
man she spotted earlier. It just didnt make any sense for him to disappear
like he did. Then again, things happened to make this spot one of the spots
they had to watch. Something weird was going on and she was sure they would
find it in the room they were in. Where? She didnt know, but maybe with
Ben looking around--he could. Glancing back into the room something yellow
caught her eyes and she took in a long breath seeing the canisters of things
that were supposed to contain liquid in the corner. Why dont you
check those out, they look innocent enough.
Innocent enough to belong there, he answered setting something
down and moving over toward them. Pushing at one of the big yellow canisters
he flipped the top off and stared down at the milky looking water and wrinkled
his nose. Shaking off the stench a sudden sound filled the air as he was pushed
to the ground in a thud. The milky water splashing against his whole body
as the canister was sent to the ground on top of him. The light from the door
was enough to show that the man they had seen earlier was hiding behind them
and now took off running. Pushing the canister away he saw Alexa go to move
and he stopped her. Keep the door open.
Keep the
keep the door open?" she saw him take off running
and she pulled of her shoe placing it between the door and the frame kicking
off the other one taking off running with Ben. She saw the man dodging through
a few boxes leading them through the back area as she saw Ben right up behind
him. Sudden sounds of crashing filled the air as she picked up the speed and
moved forward to see that Ben was out on the ground with a few wooden carts
on top of him. Ben? Ben? You okay?"
Im fine, he groaned pushing the materials off his body after
he had tripped and fallen thanks to the things the mystery man pushed in the
way. Pulling out his gun he saw that hers was already out and he took in a
long shallow breath. Did you see where he went?"
No, I didnt, she cussed kicking at one of the boxes looking
around the area before taking in a long shallow breath. This is ridiculous.
I cant believe it, I should have moved faster. Im so sorry.
Dont be sorry, well go around the back. He cant get
far on foot, Ben led her toward the front again pulling open the door
and moving outside heading toward the back of the building to see if there
was another exit out of this huge building. He couldnt have gotten
far. That would be impossible to do.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
So thats what you call this?" Nate chuckled sitting down
on the edge of her bed seeing the way that Cori peaked through the half opened
door as if to be spying on the people that were out in the hallway. Smirking
to himself he never thought that he would be just dragged into her bedroom
like she took him. Also, he never saw her holding onto him like she did earlier.
I guess its intriguing to see the family fighting over me.
Im fighting with her in general, I hate to even say shes
my blood, Cori hissed seeing Jewel moving into the hallway and she knew
that she was probably coming into the room to see what was happening. Moving
over toward the bed she knocked Nate down over the center of the bed seeing
the way his green eyes widened before she started to kiss him. Go with
it.
Without another word his hand slid in the small of her back, his fingertips
caressing her skin tenderly as it was exposed from the back of her shirt slightly
rising up. Closing his eyes he felt her lips pressing in over his again and
again feeling the world was at a stand still moment until he felt her hand
shove his face down to the bed making him let out a small groan when he saw
her stand up from the bed.
Whoa, what was that for?" Nate sat up on the bed still slightly
stunned by the kiss she planted on him. Shakily his hands moved up through
his hair as he took in a long shallow breath. Never did he expect for her
to pull a kiss on him like that, but he was so shocked by it that he was just
shaken by the movement. Cori, hey?"
I thought Jewel was there, Cori explained seeing her sister moving
back toward the room again and she moved for the bed again. Sitting next to
Nate she started to pull open a few buttons on his shirt before curling her
leg in over his. I love you so much.
I love you too, he muttered hearing the door slightly open and
looked forward to feel Cori slide her hand into the open shirt and caress
his chest slowly. Looking forward he saw Jewel at the doorway standing staring
out at them. Nate cleared his throat seeing the way that Jewel stared out
at them with almost an angered expression. Cori? Honey?"
Oh, Jewel, Cori gasped moving her hand from his shirt and caressed
his stomach casually before looking back at her sister. Im sorry,
I didnt see you there. Is there something I can help you with? I kind
of would like to have some alone time with my boyfriend.
A loud squeal filled the air as Jewel threw her hands up in the air and stormed
out of the room. Cori followed her to see that Jewel moved torwards the door
moving out of the house and slamming the door behind her. With a wide smirk
Cori moved back toward the room. Oh, she was just loving this. The things
that caused her sister to get pissed were rare and now that she found one--she
just loved it. Nate was a perfect tool to get her sister pissed off and she
was loving it.
That was so great, Cori laughed moving back into the room seeing
Nate coming over to reach out to hug her as she pushed into the center of
his bare chest sending him stumbling back a couple of inches. Just back
off Nate, not right now.
What are you trying to say right now Cori? I thought you liked me,
Nate remembered what it was like to feel Cori kissing him like that and he
felt his pulse racing. Never before had they been like that before and it
was a new experience that he kind of liked. Cori.
Get over it Nate, I just did that to piss my sister off, Cori
looked out the window to make sure that Jewel left and she smiled to herself
before straightening up a bit. Of course I dont like you, were
just in this deal for certain reasons. I dont like you like that.
Okay, that was it. He really did make the wrong move and he knew it. What
was he going to be doing with someone that wanted nothing to do with him in
the long run. The decision just seemed to become worse and worse with each
day he stayed with her. Today showed just how much he was wrong in making
the decision. Who knows though? Maybe at some point in time she would be able
to love him. Not like, but he hoped with the things he was trying to do with
her. Just hoped.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
No? What do you mean no?" Kyle stepped forward feeling every muscle
in his body just freeze with her answer as he tried breathing in deeply knowing
that she was going to start something like this. It was good news that was
soon turned down by the hate that Heather had for Avery and he figured she
would turn out like this. Heaven forbid that he would finally have the two
getting along. Heather, you cant tell me no?"
Really? I could have sworn I just did. Didnt I Kellen?" Heather
looked to Kellen seeing him shrug not wanting to get into the center of their
fight and Heather looked up at Kyles angry hazel eyes. No, Im
not going Kyle and there is nothing you can do to make me go. Im not
going Kyle. There is no way Im going.
You cant just tell me no about something like this. I never tell
you no when you want something, this is a little ridiculous Heather,
Kyle saw Kipp stand up and motion for Kellen to follow him toward the kitchen
giving the two of them a moment alone to talk things out with one another.
This is something really important to me Heather, you just cant
say no to me when its something for my best friends.
Grady, is your best friend and sure--I would go to something for Grady.
Hey, Id even think about going to some type of porn convention with
Paul, but I would not and will not go with you to that island for her tonight.
Im not going Kyle today, she looked up to see him moving in closer
to her, his hazel eyes staring down at her as she folded her arms in front
of her chest. There was no way she was going to tell him yes, for once she
was going to keep her point and not break for him. Not again would she fall
for that puppy dog look he always gave her to beg. Kyle, I said no and
no means no. Im not changing my mind.
Why the hell not? Why Heather?" Kyle felt his chest tightening
and his every emotion flooding in around him with the way Heather and Avery
acted toward one another. It was all something started by a stupid guy that
was not involved in either of their lives anymore and he was just so damn
sick of it. Sick of the two of them getting in fights over a jackass from
the past. Listen Heather, this whole thing needs to stop because
Kyle, calm down, she stood up from the couch knowing she was going
to give him a hard time about this whole wedding with Avery, but could see
the way he was getting upset and she didnt want to get him any further
upset. She reached out to caress his tense shoulders seeing him look down
at her with his hurt hazel eyes. Tipping up on her toes she pressed a loving
kiss against his lips caressing the side of his rough face tenderly feeling
the grizzle beneath her touch. The tension started to coil down as he stared
out at her wondering what was going through her mind right now. Just
calm down, there is no need to be a jerk because we can get ready today if
thats what you want. Ill even pack today, I promise. Its
just we cant leave today Kyle, I promised I would to this party for
Rob. You know Dons father. Ive been planning this for a long time,
so we cant leave with Russ and Avery today.
Heather, honey Im so sorry, Kyle reached out to cup her
face in his hands tenderly, caressing the curve of her cheek bones with his
thumbs. With the look on his face, she could tell he was obviously upset with
his actions before she told him that and she shook her head slowly. Wrapping
her arms around his waist she knew that he always took things to heart too
fast and too tenderly. I didnt mean to yell at you, I just thought
this was about Avery and
Its okay, dont apologize, Heather placed her finger
in over Kyles lips seeing the way that Kyle stared out at her before
nodding. Resting her head against his chest she could hear his heart beat
somewhat fast, but the longer she rested her head against his chest she could
hear it calming down with his attitude as well. I would be quick to
jump too if I were you. If you want to, you can go tonight and Ill meet
you there.
No honey, no, Kyle shook his head slowly reaching out to press
a strand of her long blonde hair behind her ear. Nuzzling his nose against
hers, he knew that he told Russ that he would go with him, but one day didnt
mean anything. He would rather arrive with his wife than leave her behind.
He just wasnt that kind of a person to do that. Ill go tomorrow
too. Im sorry, I didnt mean to yell at you like that. My wife
is more important to me than Russ is for a day honey. Im sorry.
Its okay Kyle, she whispered tipping up on her toes meeting
him half way in a kiss, feeling him holding onto her tightly his lips kissing
hers over and over again as if trying to apologize in a kiss. Someone cleared
their throat in the corner of the room making them break away from the kiss
as Heather turned to see Kellen staring at them from the hallway. His hands
were rested against his hips and he didnt look happy what so ever. Clearing
her throat as well she looked to Kyle knowing that they were thinking the
same exact thing. Just how much did Kellen really hear between them considering
Kyle just called her his wife again. Kellen, hey--how long have you
been standing there?"
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Deana reached for the television remote waiting for Grady to return from
his phone conversation so that they could get back to talking about their
upcoming plans for Russ and Averys wedding. While she wasnt sure
she was ready to take this kind of trip, she knew that she had to give things
a chance if she and Grady were ever really going to be able to move forward
with their relationship. Finally deciding that shed had more than enough
of the television, she turned it off and contemplated going to look into packing
when her apartment door opened.
Well look what the cat dragged in, she smirked seeing her brother
entering the apartment with a frazzled expression. Where have you been?
You dont want to know, Jason revealed with a small groan
walking in over to take a seat beside her on the couch. I just want
to forget about everything thats been going on lately.
That sounds promising, she noted with a tiny laugh, Though
whatever it is dont wear yourself out entirely because you promised
me that you would watch Zane while Grady and I went away.
Ah yes, we never did finish talking about that, Jason sighed tipping
his head to the side to eye her suspiciously, Is this the great sex-capade
weekend that you have yet to experience in the relationship?
Oh please, Deana rolled her eyes before swatting at him. It was
then that shed spotted the sparkling faux diamond stud in his ear. She
practically squawked when she reached forward to tug on his earlobe drawing
him in nearer to her. Jason Sherman what have you done?
Huh? Jason questioned with a gulp feeling his sister pulling on
his ear. Ouch that hurts.
Ill bet, she frowned inspecting the new stud in his lobe.
She wrinkled her nose at him before shoving him away from her, Do I
even want to know what that is about?
Honestly, he paused apprehension in his tone as he sank back to
his side of the couch. No, but I can tell you that it hurts like hell.
Do you have any rubbing alcohol or whatever else you put on these things?
I saw my ear was getting red earlier and
And youre doing all of this because youre still lying to
that poor girl, arent you? Deanas brown eyes widened with
heavy agitation. Youre still toying around with her emotions and
Im not toying around with anyone, Jason snapped back at
her having had more than his fill of a lecture from his sister. On second
thought Ill just put my ear on some ice.
Deana watched him stand up off of the couch and make his way over towards
her kitchen area when she frowned at him. She snapped her fingers and stood
up herself. Get back here right now Jason.
Look Deana, Im not going to listen to the lecture. You didnt
hear me lecture you when you got your ears pierced, so why should I have to
get yelled at by you? he countered glancing over at her for a brief
moment.
Because I did it because I was something that I wanted to do, not because
I was trying to convince the person I thought I was falling in love with that
I was gay, she snapped at him with a harsh groan. I cant
even believe that you would sink that low. I mean sure youve done a
lot of low, underhanded things, but this takes the cake. I mean really why
on earth would you think it was right to stand back and play with that poor
girl when
Im not playing with her Deana. There are things that you dont
understand, Jason sighed heavily bringing his fingers up through his
hair. He stopped to touch his ear and winced in pain. Its just
well
its complicated.
Only because you made it that way and if you dont stop playing
games with the poor girl shes going to get really hurt, she added
with a huff marching over towards him. You know better than that. Our
mother raised you to respect women a hell of a lot better than that.
I do respect women and I especially respect Mindy, Jason blurted
out with a groan throwing his hands in the air, Its just that
its been easier for her to think that Im gay because
Because youre too chicken shit to just tell her the truth,
Deana rolled her eyes at him. Face it Jason this lie of yours is only
going to wind up blowing up in your face and when it does Ill be right
here to say I told you so.
Gee, thanks for the vote of confidence, he rolled his eyes back
at her. You didnt hear me criticizing you when you wanted to date
Grandpa Grady over there.
Hes not that old, Deana snarled over at her brother wanting
nothing more than to strangle him, and besides unlike what youre
doing Grady and I never lied to one another. Weve been up front about
things from day one. I didnt lead him to believe I was a lesbian to
get his attention.
If you had, Im sure you wouldve gotten it a lot faster than
you did, he scoffed in response only to feel her hit him upside the
head. Ouch what was that for?
For your being so impossibly stupid, she cursed under her breath
at him. Jason, what youre doing is wrong and if you dont
tell Mindy the truth, then you dont have to worry about trying to make
her understand what youve been doing. Shell hate you and youll
never get the chance to tell her how you really feel.
How about you just stick to your romantic problems and Ill worry
about my own, he frowned down at her rubbing the side of his head where
shed hit him. I can hold my own in the romance department.
Thats what youll end up holding when the truth comes out
Jason because no woman is ever going to trust you after this one. Youre
being a real creep and its completely unappealing, she reminded
him pointedly placing her hands on her hips. If you really care about
Mindy, you owe her a lot more than playing these games and using them to get
closer to her.
Thats not what Im doing, but I wouldnt expect you
to understand since you dont have the first clue what its like
to actually go out on a limb and have fun with someone, Jason rolled
his eyes at her. I mean youve been so cooped up in the house for
so very long because you made the mistake of trying to make your quarterback
boyfriend think that he had it made in dating the head cheerleader, who clearly
wasnt ready to back down from peer pressure. Unlike you Deana Im
not doing what Im doing because everyone else around me was doing it.
Go to hell, she smacked him again this time with a hint of venom
in her tone. I made a mistake when I slept with Zanes father,
but that doesnt change that I love my son and yes, maybe its clearly
made me wiser than you are, but this has nothing to do with what youre
doing. Youre just being an ass plain and simple Jason.
Whoa hey guys, Grady stepped into the room seeing the tension
between the two siblings. Whats going on?
Absolutely nothing, Jason stepped back stiffening after her latest
slap. He walked over towards the kitchen, but stopped mid-step to turn around
and look at her again. You know Deana you dont always know everything.
I know enough to realize its not a good idea to play with people
and their feelings Jason, she countered seeing him slip into her kitchen
when Grady placed his hand on her shoulder gently.
Are you okay? he questioned his green eyes filled with concern
for her.
Yeah, Im fine, but my brother, she shook her head and met
Gradys gaze finally, hes getting himself into some hot water
and I really dont think that hes going to be able to worm his
way out of it if he doesnt get a clue soon. I think that the only thing
that his lies are going to lead him to is misery plain and simple.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
So what do you think its going to be like this time? Avery
questioned with a small sigh still leaning in against Russells chest
now that theyd stretched out to relax on the couch.
What do you mean? he inquired tipping his head to take in the
curious expression on her face now that shed raised her chin to meet
his gaze.
Our wedding, she explained with a small smirk fingering the button
on his shirt gently. Do you think itll be as incredible as it
was the first time around?
Itll be even better, he promised kissing the top of her
head, and thats because we wont have anything lingering
over us this time. Well have our daughter with us and our dream right
in front of us.
It sounds like heaven, she sighed snuggling into him again, though
I have to admit it was pretty amazing the first time around.
Yes it was, he nodded in agreement reflecting on their earlier
union with one another. Of course you and I both know that being the
perfectionists that we are, well have to try and top what we did the
last time around.
I think were very good at topping off each other, she winked
up at him, a hint of teasing in her tone. She flattened her palm out over
the warmth of his solid chest and smirked.
Youre trouble, Russ mused with a tiny laugh tracing his
fingertips over her spine and taking in the glow of her eyes now that she
was focused on him completely.
Im not trouble, she curled her lips in protest before repositioning
herself over him to get more comfortable. Im just honest.
I suppose this is the part where I accept this truth and just lay back
so that you can ravish me, he sighed heavily tipping his head back and
holding his arms out to offer himself up to her.
Dont flatter yourself Russ. Youre not that lucky,
she teased with a wrinkle in her nose, her fingers pinching at his chest in
a playful motion, yet.
I knew there was a catch, he chuckled with delight, his green
eyes fixed upon her once again. Laughing lightly he brought his hands up over
behind his head to brace himself beneath her, though Im sure this
is the part where you inform me that there has to be more to our relationship
than sex, yes?
Thats right, she nodded in agreement sitting up straighter
and straddling his waist with her thighs. Her dark sultry eyes sought out
his, her hands moving in a slow, determined stroke over the center of his
chest only to taper off over his abdomen. She toyed with the hook on his belt
before pushing it open and smiling down at him. She leaned forward and nibbled
on his lower lip before speaking up in a seductive slur, Its lots
and lots of sex.
Gee and to think I wasnt aware that there was a distinction,
Russ laughed lightly reaching out to draw her in against him seeking her lips
in his when the sound of Erin shuffling in her nursery flooded over the baby
monitor. Almost amused Russ met Averys surprised eyes, Apparently
our daughter doesnt like that whole idea.
Shes far too young to even know about our considering it,
Avery sighed hearing Erin let out a pinched wail indicating that she demanded
her parents attention as soon as possible. Releasing her hold on Russ, Avery
sat upright again and brought her fingers through her long, dark hair. I
think its my turn this time.
I can get her if you want, Russ suggested feeling Avery pull herself
off of his lap.
I think maybe you should wait here and take some down time, Avery
mouthed in a small enticing whisper her eyes doing a complete once over him
before she licked her lips in anticipation. Ill just get her ready
for a feeding and
Bring her out here, Russ suggested with a warm smile. I
would love to see her.
Okay, Avery nodded disappearing down the hallway leading to the
nursery while Russ waited listening to the sounds of his daughter speaking
her piece about being left behind while Russ and Avery were still awake and
enjoying one another.
A few seconds passed and as soon as Russ heard a familiar clicking sound Erins
cries came to rest. A moment later he could hear Avery speaking to Erin in
a loving tone. Erin immediately cooed and made a small sigh of contentment
now that Avery was giving Erin the much desired attention she was craving.
Youre just ready to play, arent you baby girl? Averys
voice flooded over the baby monitor before Russ heard the sound of Avery kissing
Erin and Erin laughed.
Smiling Russ stretched out further on the couch and listened to the sounds
of his girls with one another. Once he was certain that Avery and Erin were
on their way back to him he feigned that he was sleeping. He could almost
feel their eyes on them when the sound of Averys footsteps approached
him until he was well aware of them standing beside him.
Would you look at that? Avery whispered to Erin in a small voice.
It looks like your daddy decided to go to bed because he doesnt
think its playtime.
Erin smacked her lips together before Russ felt Avery sliding onto the couch
beside him. She placed Erin on his chest and almost immediately Erin reached
for his nose and pinched it with laughter.
Hey you, Russ curled his arm around Erin listening to her giggle
while he moved her in closer to him. He placed tiny, teasing kisses over her
chubby cheeks listening to Erin squeal with delight while he held her. He
slid over a bit on the couch to make some room for Avery while he kissed Erin.
Hey pretty girl. How is daddys little princess?
Erin giggled and clapped her hands together before Russ held her in over his
chest. She patted her hand over his chest before letting out an oversized
yawn.
Hey, I thought you wanted this to be playtime? Avery gave her
daughter a look seeing the way that Erin seemed to melt into her father.
Nah, she was just looking for her daddys touch since these arms
of mine work magic on most women, Russ mouthed in response feeling Erin
drop her head in against his warm body. She yawned again before stretching
her hand out further and uncurling her fingers against the solid muscle beneath
her.
Shes not the only one who was hoping for that, Avery sighed
feeling Russ wrap his arm around her shoulders. She settled in beside Erin
and smiled. Reaching for the Mr. Pepper replica she held it out to show a
drowsy Erin. Erin yawned again before her finger snagged the tip of Mr. Peppers
ear. Carefully Avery tucked it in underneath her daughters arm and allowing
her the opportunity to snuggle with the tiny elephant before Russ whispered
in Averys ear.
It looks like shes decided she likes it, Russ mused with
a tiny laugh seeing Erin cuddling up to the toy.
Can you blame her? Its from her father, Avery whispered
in response feeling a warmth carry over her in being able to share these moments
with Russ and Erin.
Its also got a diamond tennis bracelet around its neck which
just proves our daughter has good taste, he revealed nodding to the
stuffed elephant once again. You were so excited before that I dont
think you realized that was there
Actually I, Averys eyes widened now that she saw her daughter
holding onto the toy with the expensive trinket around its neck. Wow,
I didnt even give it a second thought considering that
That Erins going to adopt it now, Russ teased with a smile
keeping his arm around Erins tiny frame.
She can hold Mr. Pepper anytime she wants, but mommy might have to reclaim
the other part of the gift, Avery revealed reaching out to try to unclasp
the bracelet from the elephants neck only to hear Erin let out a pinched
groan. Erins big eyes opened and her lower lip quivered right before
she tugged the elephant closer to her.
It looks like shes going to argue that point, Russ couldnt
help but tease seeing Erin offer up a tiny shudder before her arm locked in
around the toy.
Clearly, Avery noted with a small smile, but for what its
worth Russ, thank you.
For the present? Oh it was nothing, he moved his head dismissively,
In the grand scheme of things it doesnt compare to what youve
given me here with you and Erin.
We wouldnt have all of this if it wasnt for you. We have
this dream because you never stopped believing in us and for that Ill
always love you, Avery promised him reaching out to wrap her arm around
Russ and Erin now that she had the time to truly appreciate all the good things
that life had to offer. When she was with the two of them she realized that
everything else was truly irrelevant in the grand scheme of things.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
I cant believe I didnt see this sooner. When we lost our
daughter I promised her that I would always put her first, but I failed her.
Here she was ready to marry me and become my wife and I let her down,
Kevin continued to lament to himself now that he paced around his car. She
had dreams about us and
She was marrying me Kevin, Brant reminded him sharply, and
its my children that shes carrying. If she saw you and Ria and
you gave her the wrong idea
Brant of course shes going to have the wrong idea. She loves me,
Kevin snapped back at him his voice laced with heavy agitation.
No Kevin, she loved you. She loves me now, Brant corrected once
again feeling their conversation moving onto shaky territory now that it appeared
that Kevin was lost in some kind of moment within himself.
Obviously not enough to want to stick around now did she Brant?
Kevin mouthed before he gave it a second thought. Immediately hed regretted
the words when he saw Brants face twist with anger. Brant, I didnt
mean it. I
You just cant let go of the idea of being with her, can you?
Brant blurted out with a huff shaking his head and taking a step forward.
You know Ive tried to be patient and understanding about the fact
that you two will always have a bond with one another, but Rias right.
You are hung up on her, arent you?
Now youre being ridiculous, Kevin offered up a dry laugh,
his brown eyes reflecting the moonlight in them.
Am I? Brant arched a curious brow, Because from where I
stand Kevin here you are talking about how she loves you and wants a future
with you. Youre going on and on about how you were the reason that she
would take off and about how she dreams about marrying you, but lets
face it Kevin those dreams arent real. She and I are the ones that are
getting married when she gets her memory back and
I wasnt trying to imply otherwise Brant. Its just that
Kevin stammered almost wishing he hadnt opened up the conversation with
Brant in the first place.
That you cant help but want to have your cake and eat it too.
Here youve been stringing Ria along for a while now, but all this time
youve been hoping that Angela will wake up and realize that she made
a mistake in letting you go. You want her to say that its you she wants.
Admit it. Youve been loving all of this! Brant snapped at him
with wild accusation.
Loving all of this? Kevin repeated with a dry scowl. Brant,
in case you havent noticed my life has been in an uproar since she woke
up in that hospital bed thinking we were engaged.
Has it? Brant challenged once more. From where I stand you
havent lost a damn thing. You still have Ria pining away for you and
Angela doting on you like youre the most amazing thing in her life.
Youve been filling her head with wild ideas of having a family together
and
Ive been doing what you asked me to do. Do you think I wanted
any of this? Kevin threw his hands up in the air with obvious frustration.
Do you think I asked for this?
You might not have asked for it, but you sure as hell are enjoying this,
arent you? Brant lashed out at him with frustrations mounting.
You really are being ludicrous, Kevin waved his hand around in
the air dismissively.
Am I? Brant replied with a scowl. Come on Kevin. Admit it.
Youd like nothing more than for Angela to walk right through those doors
right now and say that youre the one she wants to spend her life with.
You want her to be so desperately in love with you so that you can relive
the past again that you had with her.
Right now all I want to do is find her. I want to make sure that she
is safe. There is nothing wrong with my wanting to protect Angie, Kevins
voice raised with a hint of agitation. He circled around his car and inhaled
a slow, chilling breath. I dont want her hurt.
And what do you think is going to hurt her? Me? Brant questioned
further walking around the opposite side of the car.
You havent exactly been helping. I mean come on man I havent
seen you doing a damn thing to change our situation. If anything I would think
that youve enjoyed playing God with all of our lives, Kevin snapped
back at Brant tired of the questioning. Youve been hoping to work
this situation in your favor into a contest between the two of us where Angie
ultimately chooses you admit it.
There shouldnt be a choice Kevin. She loves me, Brant snapped
at him with a low growl. Im the man she wants to spend the rest
of her life with. Im the one thats the father of her children.
Only because you stepped in at a time when she was feeling vulnerable.
You moved in on her when I wasnt there and thats the only reason
that you have half a chance at being with her, Kevin announced in a
pinched tone. You took advantage of a time when she and I shouldve
been together and if you wouldnt have pushed your way into her life
like you did, then she wouldnt be gone. Id know exactly where
she was and it would be my children she was having instead of yours.
Brants eyes widened upon Kevins declaration causing both men to
fall to silence. Brant opened his mouth to say something, but stopped as Kevin
realized what hed said.
Brant, I didnt mean that
its just that
Kevin stammered feeling his thoughts jumbled by the past and the loss of his
daughter still lingering in the back of his mind. It had been so long since
hed even thought to be bothered with Angela, but now that she was missing
he was haunted by thoughts that he wouldnt normally be having.
Oh I see how it is Kevin, Brant finally spoke up again, his face
twisted with a newfound determination that hadnt been present earlier.
Somehow I had a feeling that it was going to come to this, but I was
too stupid to let my instincts guide me.
Brant, I didnt mean that. Its just that Im frustrated
and
Kevin stammered trying to recover from the major blunder that
hed just offered up.
Oh you meant it and Im damn sure that youve made your point
clear Kevin, Brant spat back at him, clenching his fists at his sides,
but Ive got news for you Kevin. Those are my children shes
having and when we find her, so help me God if you even think about ruining
what we have with one another
Im not ruining anything. Im just doing what I was supposed
to do in protecting her, Kevin explained with a heavy sigh knowing full
well hed already started something he didnt want to get into with
Brant.
And what a fine job youve done at it Kevin. If you were so concerned
about her well being, then maybe she wouldnt be missing right now. Maybe
we wouldnt be standing here debating about whats best for her
because youd be able to see first hand that its me, Brant
stood taller moving in to approach Kevin, and when I find her, which
I will, youre going to see that the past you two shared together is
just that.
Shes stuck in the past Brant. Thats where shes at
right now, so Im positive that when we find her, shes not going
to run into your arms, Kevin couldnt help but add remembering
the way Angela had been lately.
On the contrary Kevin, your charms arent as overpowering to her
as they once were, Brant informed him bluntly, his dark eyes full of
venom. My only mistake I made was thinking that I couldve trusted
you with the woman I love. That and well turning her away when she asked me
to make love to her the other day.
Youre so full of it, Kevin scoffed in response, It
never wouldve happened.
It did and it was clear as day that even if she couldnt remember
me she still loves me Kevin. Deep down shell always love me and when
I find her Ill make damn sure she clears that one up for the both of
us, Brant warned him sharply before heading back inside the mansion
in a huff not bothering to give Kevin a second thought.
You know I dont know what the hell that was about, but I think
you just blew it big time buddy, Dons voice rose from the shadows
as he stepped out to join Kevin. Kevin spun around to see Brants best
friend standing there apparently having taken in the entire confrontation
between the two men.
It was
Kevin stopped himself not knowing what to say about
what transpired with Brant, a misunderstanding.
Are you sure about that? Don questioned with a scrutinizing eye
not quite sure on how to read Kevin. If Ria was here I think she mightve
understood what you were trying to convey with your message there.
I didnt mean what I said. Im just frustrated and
Kevin threw his hands up in the air. Oh hell I dont have to explain
myself to you, to him or to anyone. I have a job to do and Im going
to do it.
Because it was what you were hired to do or because its what your
heart is telling you to do? Don countered eyeing Kevin expectantly.
You know Kevin, youre entering some very dangerous territory and
if youre not careful youre going to lose everything. Youre
taking a gamble on something that left your life a long time ago. Angela might
think shes that same girl you fell in love with, but we both know shes
not. We both know that she and Brant have something special
Of course you would say that, Kevin rolled his eyes at Don. I
wouldnt expect anything less from his best friend.
Forget about my being his best friend and think about yours, Don
suggested with a small sigh running his fingers through his own dark hair.
Hell, think about the woman you love
unless of course this little
display with Brant was about the woman you truly love. Though if that was
the case, then you need to stop stringing Ria along. She deserves better.
Don I love Ria and if you think youre going to go to her and tell
her about this, Kevin warned sharply, his dark eyes mixed with his emotions.
Im not going to tell her anything, but if you dont get your
act together soon, I think your actions are going to speak for themselves,
Don warned before turning towards the house to go check in Brant.
Don wait, Kevin called out to him feeling as if the world was
crashing in around him. How hed gone from rational to out of control
in a matter of moments was beyond him, but now that he had a chance to make
things right somehow he had to go for it. Look I think I might know
where Angie ran off to. I think she mightve gone home.
Home where? Don asked facing him once again.
To the island where we live. I dont know why but thats where
my instincts are leading me, Kevin explained unable to ignore the nagging
sensation inside of him. Something tells me thats where Ill
find her.
Where we will find her, Don corrected standing up taller and pondering
the situation. If you really believe that is where she will be, then
I think you and Brant should regroup and work your way out to the island together.
You can bring Ria along and show her this isnt about rekindling an old
flame, but rather about saving an old friend from herself unless of course
this is about old feelings that havent left you.
Look I was just
I mean I just got to thinking about the past and
Kevin grimaced his jaw tightening before he dropped his head down to look
at the ground. I know the difference between the past and the present.
I guess well soon find out if thats true once we go looking
for Angela and find her now wont we? Don countered as Kevin listened
to the sound of Dons footsteps heading towards the Ashford mansion.
Once Kevin was alone he glanced over at his car again wondering if he was
in fact truly losing his mind now that hed started something with Brant
that hed never intended to enter into in the first place. Sure, hed
wanted to help find Angela, but after the way hed talked about her,
he started to wonder if it was his guilt guiding his emotions or the weight
of the promise he made drawing him back into the never ending cycle that always
threatened to overtake him just when hed got his life on track again.
He just hoped and prayed that it wasnt the latter.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Baby are you okay? Blake questioned taking a good, hard look
at Seth after they finally entered their home and pushed the encounter with
Zack at the restaurant behind them. She reached out to inspect his hand and
noticed that hed cut it in the scuffle. Seth, youre bleeding.
Im fine, Seth shrugged his shoulders simply before pressing
past her and moving into the kitchen area to get a drink.
No youre not fine and I feel like I should apologize for all of
this. If I wouldve known that he wouldve showed up at the restaurant
like that, she started with an uneasiness in her tone watching him open
up the freezer and pull out some ice.
Blake, dont apologize for that jackass. Clearly hes got
some major issues in his head. Hes clueless when it comes to realizing
that what you had together was in the past, he sighed heavily attempting
to get the icy out of the tray, but not accomplishing his task.
Let me help, Blake moved forward and pulled together some ice
making a mock-icepack for him. She reached for his hand again and pressed
the ice onto it. He flinched momentarily before their eyes met again, though
for what its worth, I really do appreciate your playing my hero.
Zack was harmless. Hes all bark and his bite was pathetic,
Seth wrinkled his nose at her thinking about the confrontation hed had.
Eventually hell get tired of getting his ass kicked and hell
back off.
I dont understand why he keeps coming on so strongly. I mean its
not like we had this great relationship with one another, Blake blurted
out without a second thought. I only dated him a few weeks tops and
it wasnt like it was anything more than a rebound romance if you could
even call it that.
Yeah, well I think that Zack really mustve knocked his head or
something on the rebound because hes delusional, Seth sighed closing
his eyes for a moment and thinking about the situation at hand.
Which makes him all the more perfect for Valerie, Blake noted
with a small attempt at humor. Seriously we should try to hook them
up because between both of their issues, they would be perfect for one another.
Trust me there isnt enough room for both of them and their egos
together in one place, Seth shook his head firmly thinking about their
respective ex-lovers. I honestly dont know why Valerie felt compelled
to hold on either. We werent even together for a millisecond before
I ran to get the marriage annulled. It was a split second act of stupidity
and random insanity.
Sounds like the millisecond I spent in bed with Zack, she wrinkled
her nose before feeling a wicked bubble build in the back of her throat, though
I have to admit it was pretty priceless to see the look on his face when he
watched me pop up from underneath the table.
You shouldve seen the look on mine when you went down there,
Seth recalled feeling a blush rising over him. He reached out to touch her
cheek gently before laughing, What were you thinking?
About how irresistibly hot you are and how I couldnt pass up the
opportunity to get you as hot and bothered as you get me, she divulged
licking her lips before wrapping her arms around his waist and squeezing him
in closer to her. She tipped up on her toes and smirked up at him, And
believe me baby you make me so hot.
How in the world did you become quite the vixen? he teased with
a wink dipping down to steal a kiss from her. Squeezing his arm around her
waist, he pulled her up off of the ground and into his chest. Her arms coiled
around his shoulders while her legs kicked around his waist causing him to
stumble backwards when their mouths met in a frenzied union. Unable to resist
the temptation wrapped around him, Seth stumbled over to the kitchen table
leaning forward to set Blake down upon it. Within a blink of an eye, he was
over her kissing her like hed never stop.
I want you, Blake mouthed in a determined voice, her fingers tearing
at his shirt and peeling it from the bronzed expanse of his chest. She slid
the material over his oversized muscled arms and let out a small groan when
the shirt wouldnt release its hold on him as fast as shed
hoped for.
I love you, he replied leaning back to help her out with her mission
before dropping in over her again ready to inflict the same kind of sensual
torture that shed pressed upon him at the restaurant. While they had
time constraints on them earlier, he found himself suddenly very thankful
that theyd had carryout instead of a dine in dinner since it gave him
plenty of time to enjoy dessert with Blake.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Andy stepped away from the window knowing full well that he while he would
enjoy the show that was taking place beyond the bay window of the kitchen,
he had bigger plans for Blake. Thinking about how shed leapt onto Seth
and practically tore him to pieces in an attempt to quench her insatiable
thirst for passion, Andy realized that it would only be a matter of time before
he was able to put his plan into action. Yes, it was a bit impulsive in following
her home, but there was just something about tonight that had been too delicious
to ignore.
Turning around Andy caught another glance of Blake and Seth before he laughed
lightly to himself, Enjoy it while you can because very soon youll
be mine Blake. All mine.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
...to be continued...